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Hated By The Rogue Alpha Chapter Forty One
I remained in my bed the next day, I couldn’t go ahead and clean Jonathan’s room like nothing had happened. I was tired all of a sudden and I was also at a loss on what to do as well. I couldn’t have a life here yet I wanted to live. In my usual hard times, it was always Juniper’s words that I should be grateful that I’m alive that kept me going. Being alive meant that one day, I would leave, that one day things would change, that one day, I would be able to have my own life.I raised my hand and stared at the bracelet that was a chain on my hand, never to be removed, it was a constant reminder that I was a slave and I closed my eyes again. When I had replied to Serena, she had pulled me in for a hug and I had sobbed ever so hard. I thought I was doing fine alright but the clinic had brought back so many memories for me, broke the false facade I had created for myself and made me realize that the life I claimed I was living was a total lie and they were right. If only they let me live
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I stared at the door of Jonathan’s room not knowing whether to walk in or not. Unlike before, I refused to run away even though Serena had asked me to wait it out. Nobody knew how Jonathan had taken or felt when I had spoken to him like that and deep down, I was still surprised because instead of getting mad, I pushed the door open and stepped inside. Jonathan was wrapping his wounds by himself and even though he was having a hard time with it, he merely glanced at me and continued bandaging.I remained rooted to the spot watching as he finished bandaging himself with much difficulty. As he turned to me, he stared at me with an unreadable expression and I swallowed.“Good morning Your Highness” I greeted, bowing my head.“Are you feeling better now?” He asked and I immediately whipped my head upwards to him, surprised at his question.“What?” I breathed.“Are you feeling better now?” Jonathan repeated his question and tears rushed to my eyes.“I will feel better when you let me go” I w
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Running to the confines of my room was the first thing I did as I stormed out of the door, I prayed that there would be nobody in the room and the Moon Goddess answered my prayers. I slammed the room door shut and walked to my bed, sitting slowly while burying my face in my palm. It was hard to believe what had happened. No one would dae believe.It was a moment for vulnerability but I knew that I couldn’t absolve myself of every responsibility. I had let him hug him, touch me and kiss me and I had even kissed him back. It was unheard of. That I had allowed my enemy, My life's own enemy , the person who had killed my father and ruined my life, I had allowed him to kiss me. It was unheard of. It was a secret I was carrying to my own grave.As I laid there on the bed trying too hard to forget about what had happened while beating myself up for even allowing myself to find comfort in his arms in the first place.How did that happen?I closed my eyes for a second to catch my breath and th
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By the next day, I had no idea what I was going to do. Whether I was going to resume work or whether I was going to avoid him and if I did, what reason would I give Serena without telling her the truth?I stayed in bed for a longer time before getting up and walking towards Jonathan’s room. I had forgotten my cleaning tools in his room that day before but I had met them exactly where I had usually picked them up. I tried to imagine what he would have told the person that returned my cleaning materials but I was hell ass sure that he didn’t tell them that he kissed me.I gulped as I started cleaning, intentionally dragging my feet around and dragging on my cleaning till I had cleaned everywhere spotless. It was harder not to think as I neared the room. As I got to the door, I hear a painful groan and without thinking, I pushed the door open to see Jonathan battling with one of the wounds on his waist. He had a fast way of healing when the wounds on his waist were refusing to heal. The
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I marched towards the kitchen area fuming. It was hard to believe what had just happened. I had thought our meeting would be weird and we would avoid each other, who knew that Jonathan would act like nothing had happened. As thought he had pressed me against himself and kissed me the day before. Thinking about how he had asked me to go back to the clinic was making me mad.I knew Masoma had talked to him. So much for thinking that she was a friend. I had no friends here, no one at all was my friend and I had forgotten that. I had learnt my lesson in a hard way and I regretted ever thinking that people would want to be my friends here. Over the past three months, only Juniper and Serena had proved repeatedly that they were my friends, the rest failed so miserably and yet again, I had my guards up.“Oh my goodness, is that you Princess?” a familiar voice drifted into my ears and I paused, turning to see a group of girls behind me.“I told you that was her” another girl said and I sighed
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As I walked away, the thought of Aurora filled my mind and I chuckled. I didn’t think that I hated her but I most definitely didn't like her nor did I care about her. I didn’t know whose orders she was acting on or if like everyone else, she hated me but I remembered how clearly she made life hard for me. How she never allowed me to defend myself, how she was horrible and terrible to me. Everyone else made life hard for me but Aurora made life unbearable for me. It was safe to say that she was one of the many reasons why everyone bullied me and took advantage of me but they didn't know who I was and that my spirit would never break and thanks to Juniper, I was able to survive.I arrived at the kitchen and I met Juniper wearing a small frown on his face while washing the plates. I quickly made my way towards him, dipping my hands into the murky water to help him out.“Ami!” he exclaimed looking around.“You can’t do that. Those are hands that serve the king” he whispered and I chuckled
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“I know that I do this all the time but I can’t help but apologize every time” Juniper said softly and I shook my head.“Not everyone knows that you are a sweet human being, not everyone knows the true you” Juniper added , “If they knew nobody would treat you the way they did. If only they knew the true Amira” he whispered as he placed his hand over mine and I met his soft eyes and immediately shook my head.“That’s still not an excuse Juni” I replied, feeling grossly unsatisfied. It was not an excuse. It had been a long while since I had felt this way in the Berg Kingdom. I thought that I was accustomed to the way they treated me but I obviously wasn’t. Not even one bit. The only thing that was different was that I had just decided to swallow my grievances before now.“What if they don’t know me? What if they don’t know the real me? That’s still not an excuse to treat me like garbage. They all hate me and I’m not even responsible for anything” I said as my voice got higher and higher
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I pursed my lips, sighing softly, “Thank you Juni” I said softly, “You always have words to lift me up and make me feel better," I added and Juni chuckled.“C’mon, what are we friends for?” Juniper replied and I nodded slowly.“There’s something I also need to tell you” I said breathing out loudly and Juniper stared at me with rapt attention.I had debated for a long time whether to tell Juniper about my kiss with Jonathan or not. It was eating me up so bad and I hadn’t dared to tell Serena about it and Juniper was the only one I could tell. I thought long and hard before deciding to tell him. I didn’t know how he would take it but I knew that he would still be on my side. That was what Juniper had shown me over the months that I had stayed here. That he would resolutely regardless of whatever happened that he would be on my side.“And you must not freak out or shout or yell or do anything dramatic or crazy” I continued and Juniper laughed.“What do you mean?” He asked laughing, “Nobo
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It was easy for me to find my way to the royal ancestral grave. I walked past the grave of my grandparents and my great grandparents, my breath sucking in as I finally approached a newly made grave. Tears rushed to my eyes but I held it in as I finally came to stand face to face with the grave. My father’s name was written boldly on it with the year of his reign and seeing the quote at the top of his tombstone, I knew that my mother had written it. I bent down and slowly lowered the flowers I had brought to the grave. They were a bundle of fresh lilies I had specially woken up early to pick. My father loved lillies a lot and I knew that he would be happy to see me bring them.“Greetings father, Amira is home” I said slowly and softly but those words carried so much weight, so much weight that I couldn’t explain and my throat was clogged once more, I arranged my clothes and allowed myself to sit beside the grave staring into space.The sight of my father dying right in front of me was
