JUSTINI dropped to the bed, not uttering a sound. What happened earlier ran through my mind. I didn't want her here for any other reasons other than what would be beneficial for both of us if this plan was going to work. She’s supposed to be here so I would be able to keep an eye on her and also so no one would be able to find out about our plans. How was I supposed to protect her when she didn't want to be here? Also, it would be very suspicious of I met her outside of the house. There were bound to be wrong ideas sprouting, ideas we wouldn't be able to dispute without raising more suspicions. However, I couldn't take not seeing her. Other than the need to protect her, I had this growing sense of need ever since my father asked me to mate with her. It was almost like I wanted her and the thought of that made my wolf excited. Heck, it made me excited too. I just couldn't give in to the need. I mustn't. Not wanting to dwell on these new feelings, I left my room. Maybe if I caught
ASTRIDIt was officially obvious that Justin had lost his mind. He didn't seem to know what he was doing as I tried to push him off me. He wouldn't budge no matter how hard I pushed. Instead of getting off me, he raised a hand and I flinched, worried he was going to hit me but he used it to cup my neck instead. My heart raced at the thought of what was going to happen and I wanted to shake my head, but couldn't as there was no space to. This can't be happening. I thought. It was unlikely that it would happen. He hated me and I hated him for everything he had put me through. How would this happen between us?His lips were mere inches away from mine and I knew I had to do something or at least say something. “Do you really want to kiss the girl who killed your mate?” Like always, the words had an effect on him and he snapped out of whatever had been going on with him. He backed away from me, angry. I preferred his anger to whatever had been going on earlier. “Get out of my room.” I
JUSTINI didn't like the idea but there was nothing I could do about it. That was the only one that we had that could even remotely work at the moment. I had thought about it and drew up blank every time. There was nothing I could do about it but to go with her idea. Bodies were dropping too frequently and I had to put an end to this. And Astrid? Goddess knew she knew just how to drive me crazy. I had been so close to kissing her last night and I would have if she hadn't reminded me that she was the one who killed Audrey. I hated the fact that I had lost control, even the littlest bit. It didn't make any sense that I even considered it but it had gotten to the point where I couldn't deny the fact that I wanted her anymore. I wanted her more than I should and I couldn't pinpoint exactly when that had happened. All I knew was that I had seriously begun to consider if I actually wanted to divorce her. Did I want to? Our deal, which I had drafted out, meant we had to, what then was this
ASTRID I think I might be sick. There were so many emotions running through me right now and they all made me nauseous. I had been a bundle of nerves all night and it was finally the day I would have to go through with the plans I had set. Hopefully, it would all be over soon.A commotion outside the door told me what I needed to know before I saw him. Justin had come too early and specifically, he had come here too early. Why was he even here in the first place? I was meant to meet him in school. He’s not here to back out of our deal is he?He darkened the door and I could already hear the whispers. This was going to be a long day. Before I could stand up, he gathered me in his arms and left the staff quarters without a single care that everyone else was watching. My face burned with heat it had no business getting and I hid my face in his chest in embarrassment and the voices grew louder.It was going to be hard coming back here after all these.That was the first time he did somet
ASTRID I couldn't believe he told people about it. Not just one person but multiple. For someone who was so secretive about our marriage, he had just ruined everything by telling people. “Wh–” Before I could scold him and talk his ear off about it, he raised a hand to stop me from talking.“They were bound to know anyway so it is best that I told them myself before they found out on their own. Also, with what we have planned, it would be hard to explain why I want them to protect you.” This should have just been between us.As soon as we got to school, I ran out of the car not waiting for him to completely stop. It was bad enough that everyone was already staring, it would be worse if they saw us walk in together.The rumors must have already spread, given the stares I was getting from people. I tried to ignore them but it felt like everyone was watching me and that made me scared. I felt vulnerable, exposed. Like they could read my thoughts.I ran into an empty class, looking for a
JUSTINI had told her to keep her phone close but she hadn't listened. Even after telling her to be careful and make sure to pick up as soon as I tried to reach her, Astrid was no where in sight. I searched for her everywhere, yielding no result. I went to all her classes and even searched the library since I knew that was somewhere she usually frequented but she could have disappeared or even never existed due to how I never found anyone who had seen her. I asked the boys if anyone had seen her but they all came up empty, mentioning that they hadn't seen her all day. I hoped she would turn up before the end of practice but she hadn't. What was even more strange was Alden not coming for practice too. He had made up an excuse stating that he had to go home earlier which was odd since Alden almost never backed out of a plan, especially not one of this much importance. Backing out last minute was something Alden never does but due to the urgency in his voice, I let him go, reminding m
JUSTINI saw red. Everything that happened next was almost instantaneous and seemed to drag out at the same time.A roar I couldn't believe came from me ripped through my throat as I charged at Alden. I caught him unawares and when he turned to look at who had interrupted him, I held him by his shirt, making him let go of the rope before slamming him against the wall. I heard Astrid fall to the floor and I yelled over my shoulder to Jonah, without loosening my grip on Alden. “Check on Astrid.”Vaguely aware of Jonah answering to my request, I pulled Alden to the floor before sitting on him and punching the hell out of him. Every punch was fueled by anger and hurt. The fact that my best friend could do something like this to me made me even more angry than I ever have been. “How could you do this to me?” I yelled at him as I punched him. It made me even more angry that he wasn't looking remorseful. He looked to the side and smiled. He kept smiling until I looked in the direction he
JUSTINFor the second time in only a short while, I was staying by Astrid's side in the hospital but this time, everything was different. For one, I was holding her hand without a care as to whether anyone saw me or not. I was beyond thinking about what others would say when I only want to know what she would say. As I gazed upon her face, I knew I had to tell her how I felt. It would be hard to explain how my feelings underwent a turn around so soon, even after a had been a total jerk to her a few weeks back, but she needed to know the truth. I'm going to tell her everything. And the world needs to fucking know she's mine too. Just the thought of it would have sent me into a state of panic and disgust but somehow, I found myself welcoming the idea of everyone knowing she belonged to me. I was still deliberating on this when the doctor came in. He had checked everything with her earlier before he allowed me to stay here but he hadn't exactly told me the results of the tests he ran