I knew I was trying to win the losing Hate War but I won't give up till the end.
A warm tear slid out of my eyes as I remembered that day again. It has been two weeks since he said those words to me and tore the power of attorney papers in front of my eyes. He tore my last hope in front of my eyes two weeks ago and it still feels like yesterday he shattered my soul.
After he left me alone in his bedroom I grabbed my bag and left for my apartment. On my way bracing myself to face any problem he created in my life. I knew how cruel and determined he is in getting what he wants. He will do anything to get me in his inescapable trap and I need to be prepared to get out of it without harming myself. He has been patiently waiting and building his trap so he could trap me but he doesn't know I was prepared for anything
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He didn't say a single word listening to my accusations and his silence was enough to answer my question. Because I knew he would never be able to take Amelia out of his heart and it made my heart sink to my stomach. "Why aren't you answering my question," I asked in my little shaky voice. My heart was on the verge of crying. I knew that his heart beats for her even if hers doesn't. "If you don't know the answer then let me tell you," I said in my anger-filled voice but it came out a little shaky as I felt my whole body starting to feel weak like all the energy was getting drained out of it. As much as I thought about it, the pain I was feeling was becoming so bad somewhere inside me and I couldn't take it.
Pitch-black darkness completely took over me. "Nina----Nina" I heard a fading panic-filled voice of Jack. My body becomes weightless as it starts to lose its stability ready to collapse and break forever. "Nina" I again heard Jack's fading voice as I fully lost my capability of hearing any sound too. I felt like falling into a lake that was filled with cold winter water. I felt the cracking of ice as my body hit it to submerge it completely. The coldness of the water was giving a cooling sensation to my burning body. But soon that sensation went away even before I could breathe in a little comfort. I opened my eyes to see where exactly I was. But as I tried to open them they felt so heavy as If something was stopping them from opening them.
Will I be happy after marrying him? I keep looking at his sleeping face. I suddenly remember what the nurse said to me about him. He had taken the whole hospital on his head so the doctor could attend to me first. It made my cheeks blush remembering when the nurse called him my husband. It hit differently inside me. I peered more at his sleeping tired face. I know he is so tired after taking care of me. He is sleeping peacefully like a baby. Well, he is a big baby and I still can't believe how he was able to take care of me in my unconscious state. His behaviour makes me very confused. Every time I feel like things are becoming clear in front of my fogged eyes and I'm getting a better idea of what is happening to me but then he behaves differently and changes every assumption and perception I made about him.
Now I'm more afraid of my first night with him than saying I do. I still stood there with a stiff body as my body had lost its power to move. He was still mad at me because of it. It was clear in his words that he will make me pay for not going with him home yesterday. He will have his revenge and my heart thumped even faster as my hands shook as this bittersweet fear took over me after his open declaration of claiming me. What evil he has in his mind! "Kitten what is taking you so long" I heard dad's voice and it made me come out of my daze. I looked at the overflowing jar and closed the water purifiers tab as now water was overflowing on the kitchen island. "C--coming dad. I w
I think I'm losing my mind. He came as a breeze and left a storm inside my heart. I bit my lower lips as I felt like he was still standing behind me while embracing me tightly in his grip. I still felt his touch linger on my skin and his lips pressing a wet kiss on my neck making me feel tingles all over my body. My heart palpitates even fast as I breathe the air in which his intoxicating scent still wavers. I closed my eyes and pressed my hands on my chest feeling its race while biting my lip more. This feeling made me feel so different inside and I don't know how to express or even feel about it. "Nina" I flinched at the sudden voice. I turned to look at aunty Sam and Jennifer standing a little far from me and looking at me. "What are you doing ther
Because it's time now. I looked at the closed door as anxiety took over me thinking about what will happen once he enters this room. I have been alone with him so many times and at that time he didn't let go of the chance of touching me and today I'm lawfully wedded to him. Then how can I expect him to let me go on our wedding night? My heart pumped so fast thinking about what kind of evil intentions he has been lurking in his evil mind for today. He made clear to me that he won't have mercy on me. As his words roamed in my mind my skin shuddered in fear. A big lump formed in my throat as I kept looking at closed doors. I still heard the fumbling of the doorknob letting me know his presence behind it.
So this is how our first night after our marriage went and I knew it was only the beginning of all the uproar in our life. The entire night we tried to just fit on a small couch. His big frame was consuming most of the part of the couch we were only able to fit as he made me sleep on him. The entire night I closed my eyes and kept acting like I was in deep sleep as soon as I rested my head on his hard chest. My bust was closely pressed to his hard chest making me feel uneasy. How could I sleep knowing how close I was sleeping to him? My eyes closed and I pretended I was sleeping when his fingers were playing with long strands of my hair. My heart was beating loudly thinking what if he decides to put me under him. This thought made me close
And next thing I know he dragged me out of the room with the crowd cheering for us and his words ringing in my brain like a tape recorder. I don't know when he made me sit in the car and now we're driving towards the airport. I was still in shock and looking out at the night roads. He did even let me know he was planning a whole honeymoon behind my back. All thoughts of me being alone with him were scaring me to death. I don't know why I'm so afraid even at the thought of me being naked with him. Maybe because he had called me an ugly duckling all my life. What if he called me more such hurtful words after looking at my naked body this thought scares me to death. I was so immersed in my thoughts that I didn't even notice when he moved near me. I felt his warm breath fanning on my cheeks and it passed a shiver to my sp