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2024-10-29 19:42:56Three weeks went by as if we were only here for 3 days. We did almost everything that was available to do and we had so much fun here. I almost didn't want to pack up and go back again. We could just both resign and be simple folk living off the water and the land here. We could even build our own cabin like most of the locals here and just live peacefully.
I still haven't talked to Jack about me either going back to work or going back to study. It just never felt right when we had some quiet time before going to bed. I also didn't know if it would be the time to discuss it when we were on the plane flying back because Jack looked tired and would probably try and get some sleep on the plane back.
I just knew that I needed to discuss this with him before he went back to work the week after we return. He would get caught up with work and then not concentrate when I would ask him something.
Back home
Once back at home, Jack said th
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