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2024-10-29 19:42:56I felt that I was being dragged down a corridor. I didn't want to open my eyes in fear of alerting the person dragging or pulling me from behind from the force on my hair. I didn't know how long my hair would be able to handle the force of pulling my entire weight.
Not long after we stopped and I heard a door opening and closing again after I was dragged inside the room, my hands were tied together behind my back and a rag was duck taped over my mouth before I was pushed more into the room with a foot that connected with my stomach.
It felt like hours before I heard someone coming, the door opening and feet stopping right before my face. I only had my eyes open a slither and when he began bending down I closed my eyes fully again not wanting to alert them that I was awake as of yet.
I felt the gag being removed and the person tap me on the shoulder. I didn't want to open my eyes so I just ignored it because I didn't know if it was a ploy to get
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Happiness Takes Time Mommy dearest
Waking up I felt myself wondering whether I was dead or if this was the place where you went when you are in between realms or where you are experiencing your own personal hell before you woke up to the hell that was taking place to you in the real world.Random thoughts were going through my head and I didn't know what was real and what were made-up scenarios of my own mind. I heard voices but I didn't know who it was or what they were saying. I tried opening my eyes to see the people talking to me so I could maybe try and put a face to the voices I keep on hearing but my eyelids felt as if they were made from steel and I just couldn't get them to open up.After trying to open my eyes for a while I was so tired and I felt myself drifting back into the black hole.I woke up in a hospital room when I finally was able to open my eyelids. I really hate hospitals. Looking around I saw that Jack was sitting by my side. He looked really
Happiness Takes Time Mommy dearest Part 2
After our heartfelt conversation and joking most of the time the doctor came to check on me and make sure that everything was healing the way, it should be healing. The only thing I wanted to know was when the soonest was that I would be able to get out of here and go home. I was prepared to use the "I would heal better and faster at home because I really have a deep-rooted hate for hospitals."I know you are going to ask me when is the fastest I can let you go home and after what I saw today and the improvements you have shown in the last few weeks I can safely say that I can let you go home tomorrow as long as you promise to behave yourself and not do anything too strenuous as that would tear open your wounds and force me to hospitalize you again."At this moment I would have said anything and promised anything just so I would have been able to get out of here. Seemed that both me and Jack had the same idea as we together said that we promise to not have me do
Happiness Takes Time Mommy dearest Part 3
Sitting at home all alone had me bored out of my mind so I asked Jack to let me go to the office even if I just sit and do admin or planning or whatever there was to do for me, I just didn't want to sit at home bored anymore.Although that would have been a little better because there I could have gone and sat in front of the tv and watched something meaningless whereas here at the office all I could do was sit and stare at either the wall, the clock, or Jack who was sitting at his desk working most of the time. He didn't even let me get the papers he had printed from the copier. I wasn't allowed to do anything but sit and rest.I also haven't been to see my mother and I knew Jack was trying to get it arranged but if I was going to just be sitting here like this I was not going to come with him to the office tomorrow.Wandering off into the office while Jack was on a phone call I went in search of something to do with myself. I heard people tal
Happiness Takes Time Party Time
Two weeks laterMy appointment for my final checkup to ensure I was healed after my last hospital stay was today. I wasn't really feeling like going but knew I needed the letter to be able to go back to work and actually be allowed to do anything so I toughed it out and got ready.I thought that I would be going alone but turns out that Jack had taken off the morning to be able to join me.After the dreaded check-up, I got the letter that I was fit to return to active duty and didn't want to waste another second sitting at home so I asked Jack to take me with him to the office when he returned for the day. I could see that he wanted to argue but I had the doctor's clearance so there was nothing he could raise as his defense why I could not go back to work.As soon as we arrived at the office I went to my desk to see if there was not something that I could throw myself into to try and get rid of the boredom that has set in with me having
Happiness Takes Time Award Ceremony
Walking down the stairs to Jack waiting downstairs I felt nervous. Would he accept me when I tell him that I was finally ready to give him that one thing that would mean that I am ready to spend the rest of my life with him.?When he turned around and saw me he was smiling from ear to ear and I swear that I could see tears starting to form in his eyes."You look absolutely gorgeous."I smiled and walked into his open arms to give him the hug that he was waiting for."We should go before we are late. I'm already going to have my hands full with having to keep everyone's eyes off of you because you are absolutely breathtaking."I smiled because my plan was working. I was hoping that I would have him so frustrated by the end of the ceremony that he would help me get rid of this dress and that we would have a magical night together. Like the gentleman, he is he opened the car door for me both at home and when we arrived at the v
Happiness Takes Time Wedding Planning
After dad gave us his blessing I ran out of the study to go and share the news with Nicolene.Forgetting that she might not even be aware of anything and that she might not even know what is going on I ran out of the study, hugging her, and kept on repeating the words " He said yes, I'm getting married."Jack and dad came out of the study and informed her that Dad had given us permission and that Jack and I were also now engaged to be married. After she was informed she was more than happy to hug me back and also be happy along with me as I had been when she had told me that she and dad were getting married.After this, we went back to planning and talked the two men's heads full with everything that we had chosen and thought of to get for the weddings and what we did not like and did not want at either one of the two weddings. I must admit they were either fine with listening to the two of us babble the whole night or they were able to keep their po
Happiness Takes Time Wedding Bells
Finally, after going back and forth between planning and thinking we decided on a date for the wedding that suits everyone. The rest of the planning took forever but finally, we had everything planned and everything was ready for the 23rd of November.The wedding gowns were the only thing not yet in our possession because they were still being made by none other than Nicolene's sister herself, one of the best designers that I know of and believe me in my years I have met and worked with quite a few of them.We have a fitting today and then the final fitting two days before the wedding to make sure that the gowns will fit perfectly and that nothing can go wrong between the final fitting and the day of the wedding.As always we were met with a glass of champagne each when entering the store. I have wondered if she treats all of her customers this way or if it is only done because Nicolene is her sister. I haven't had the courage to ask yet,
Happiness Takes Time Finally alone
After cutting the cake and smearing Jack's face full of cake he suggested we take an early leave before anyone noticed us gone and go about our honeymoon to be alone for the next three weeks of heaven as he called it. Who was I to argue?We said goodbye to dad and Nicolene only and asked them to enjoy the rest of the evening since they would not be going on honeymoon but staying here and finally moving in together now that they were married. Nicolene also mentioned that she wanted to go back to school but that she had not yet decided what she was going to be studying. She was between healthcare and law which were both very good choices and with either, she would be set for the future if she wanted to practice either one.I was also thinking of going back and getting some other degree since Jack and I, well mostly Jack, decided that I would not be returning to the office after the honeymoon at all. I don't think I would be able to sit at home the whole day or even
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Happiness Takes Time Happy at last
I went down to the pharmacy to get his medicine while he packed his things into the bag that I had brought for him. Multi-tasking to get everything done the soonest as possible, and I also thought that Jack wouldn't want to be seen too long in the wheelchair he needs to leave in. He tried everything to get them to void that part of the policy, but they were consistent that he would be leaving the hospital in a wheelchair. I tried so hard not to laugh at some of his reasonings, but that was just so hard because they started getting sillier and sillier as he was running out of good ideas. I didn't know if Jack would be up to seeing people today, but I did need to go and get the twins and Andrew before we go home. I contemplated leaving him in the car and then just getting them, surprising them when they climbed in the car and there he was. Nici was back at work in the mornings so dad would be alone with the two babies and later all 5 kids, a fact he didn't seem to be too happy about,
Happiness Takes Time Homecoming
Kids dropped off safely I was heading to the hospital to go and visit Jack, hoping to get some good news today that I would be able to take him home soon. The twins were starting to ask questions about when he was coming home and telling them that his mission was taking a little longer than usual and was not cutting it anymore. I doubt if they were believing me about that anymore, but I couldn't start telling them other stories now because that would have me seem less credible. Walking into the hallway, I greeted the nurses that I had started getting to know and asked about how the night went with Jack. At the start of this, they started telling me how the night went in an attempt to cheer me up and it had sort of stuck with me asking them how his night went each time I came to visit and them just telling me because I was not going to lie it did make me feel better to hear that he didn't have any pain and that he was starting to eat like his old self again. "The night went great.
Happiness Takes Time Hospital bound
I woke up still in Jack's arms when the nurse wanted to take his vitals. Blushing and apologizing I rushed into the bathroom to make myself look decent enough to meet with Jack's doctor that would no doubt be coming any minute now.I wanted to know when I would be able to take Jack home because that would be the first time he would be able to hold his son, physically look at him not through a picture on my phone or a video call with Nici when visiting him in the hospital.The fact that he had been moved to a normal patient room had given me hope that he wouldn't need to stay here much longer but I needed some definite confirmation before I got ahead of myself and hoped for nothing because the amount of bandages still on his body had me doubting myself on this.Looking at myself in the mirror I used my fingers to try and comb through my hair and make it look decent enough, washing my face to get rid of the streaked and smeared makeup that I did
Happiness Takes Time Holding out hope
I managed to survive the visit with the twins without breaking down and crying my heart out like I had done when they left and were far enough away not to hear me. The nurse that talked to me in the ICU came and gave me regular updates on Jack's condition and even helped me visit him twice before I was discharged. Now I would only be allowed to come during visiting hours like non-patients. Since my car was still in the hospital parking lot from when I had driven myself here I didn't feel the need to call Dad or Nici to ask them to come and fetch me and Andrew. His car seat was in the car in any case and everything else I needed for him was in the hospital bag. I didn't want to drive out again or be at home alone so I stopped at Dad's house on the way home to pick up the twins. I still didn't think it would be a good idea to let the twins know about Jack until it was necessary. I went to see him and spoke to his doctor before I signed my release forms. Each time I visited he just lo
Happiness Takes Time Discharged but still hospital bound
The moment dad told me he had found Jack and I saw his standing there looking defeated and tired I knew it had to be the worst thing that I needed to expect. We were both in dangerous jobs and enemies is something we had more of than friends and even though there were precautions sometimes some things still happened and families were left without their loved ones.I just didn't think it would happen to my family. I wasn't ready to do anything alone without Jack. Tearing up I knew that I had to ask the words and make sure that he was gone before I started seeing the worst future that could not even be true."Is he... did Jack die?"My dad answered almost immediately. His answer made me relax and fear for Jack's life at the same time. He wasn't dead yet but with the condition dad says he is in it could happen sooner or later.I started removing the blankets from me and searching for the shoes I placed here before going to bed so that I cou
Happiness Takes Time Finding Jack
I didn't even look at the name of the hospital that came up in the search and just blindly followed the direction the GPS was giving me. I prayed that I would find him there in the hospital waiting room, sitting with the cuts and bruises from the accident bandaged and wrapped but that would be the only thing that had happened to him. "You have arrived at your destination."I looked up to see that I was taken to the hospital where Clara had given birth and where she and Andrew were still. I didn't think it to be a coincidence but I rushed into the reception area where I asked the nurse about the car crash victims that were brought in. I told her that I was looking for my son. "There were three men who did not have any identification on them that we currently are unaware of who they are. I can take you to their rooms and then you can have a look if one of them is not maybe your son."I nodded and followed the nurse to the rooms where she was taking me. The first two men were not Jack
Happiness Takes Time He never breaks his promises
"Okay, honey. I'm going to need you to push with me on the next contraction.""No. I can't do this alone."I had started full-on crying at this point because I didn't want to do this alone. One of the nurses had walked over to the side of the bed and took my hand."You are one strong woman and you can do this. You are not alone. We are all here with you and we will all support you as much as you need and for as long as you need it. Now you need to be brave for yourself and for your son."I nodded my head and took a few deep breaths. I was waiting for the contraction and I was ready to do this when I heard dad's voice at the entrance of the room." You kept your promise."I had just said that sentence when the contraction hit and the doctor urged me to start pushing. The nurse stayed on one side, and Dad went to the other, taking my hand and encouraging me from there. When the contraction was finally over and I had not heard a bab
Happiness Takes Time Late Nights
Two Months Later Dropping the twins at their friend's house and going into the office to check something out Jack left me alone at home with the promise that he would be back as soon as possible to watch the movies that we had picked out for the evening. Not wanting to wait for him to come back I started the movie so long. I was barely fifteen minutes into the movie when my water decided that it would be a great idea to break and Andrew decided that he would love to come into the world today. I tried calling Jack but all I got was voicemail each and every time. Not getting through to Jack, I tried calling both Dad and Nici but both of their phones were also off and I was not getting through to anyone of them. The only other option I have is to get myself to the hospital in time. Getting my hospital bag and putting it in the car went slowly because of the pain occasionally making me double over before I could go on. I didn't know what I would be doing when the contractions would hi
Happiness Takes Time Adding another sibling to the mix
After we had told Dad and Nici that I was also pregnant we had a little celebration before Nici said she was too tired and that she was going to go and lie down but we were free to continue the celebrations. Not wanting to keep Dad away from Nici for too long we said our goodbyes and left for home. As usual, it was one hell of a fight to get Cathy to leave her granddad and come home with us because she was a total grandad's girl. She had been most fond of him since she was a little girl and once her granddad had her in his arms, no one could steal her away, not even her mother, might I add, because she started screaming bloody murder when you tried. AJ tends to keep at my or Jack's sides most of the time when they are not playing around. He ended up being a mommy's boy. He was quieter than his sister and sometimes that worried me but other times he just made me not underestimate him anymore. Getting calls from his kindergarten teacher telling me that he isn't making friends or mixin
