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After pouring out my heart and soul with sorrowful tears, I got off my bed—which was now a little damp—and took my journal from its place under my large mattress and got the gold key from the bookcase. The velvet material felt soft as I opened it and went back to my earliest entries, specifically the one when I had found out that Mother died.
My hand mindlessly stroked the dry ink on the off-white page. I could feel the tears gathering again; however, I blinked them away and forced myself to read.
December 28th, 1682
Father is depressingly solemn this evening. He won't leave his private study, and I brought him dinner, hoping that he would let me in, yet he merely cracked the door open and took the plate of food wordlessly before shutting me out.
The reason for his behavior is because Mother died today. She left in a carriage to run errands; however, she got lost and ended up falling into a deep ravine, where she was killed from the impactful injuries, along with the horses and coachmen. That was this morning, and when it became late afternoon, Father decided to go out and look for her.
The weather was hazardous—it was icy, wintry, and blizzardy everywhere. No one could last a minute outside, so people just stayed at home. Mother left before it got horrible, but she didn't come back quickly enough. And sadly, she paid for it.
I am locked in my bedchamber, crying viciously as I write these words. I never thought I would lose my mother this soon, and I wish it wasn't from this cause. I don't deserve to be a motherless child at fourteen years of age. She didn't deserve to be taken away from her family.
The funeral is next week, and Mother's body is getting retrieved when the weather calms down. Father hasn't told anyone about what happened, and I don't blame him. I wouldn't have told either.
As I finish writing this entry, I decide to make a vow: I will never cease loving her. If Father marries another woman, I will never forget Mother. I will never lose sight of who she was and who she will always be. No one will replace her spot in my heart.
Until next time,
Rosemarie Mazur
Taking a deep breath, I locked my journal and hid it back under the mattress. The key went to rest in its grave of paper and ink that sat on the bookcase. My heart ached from the reading and reminiscing—I could almost picture Mother in the carriage as it began falling into the ravine: confused and terrified while screaming for dear life. Not even having the time to say goodbye to the world as each shock broke her body and sent tremendous amounts of pain. And finally, laying twisted and battered under the carriage like some mangled animal.
I nearly vomited as these mental visuals haunted me. After ridding them, I walked over to the large, full-length mirror and reluctantly observed my appearance.
Staring back at me was a broken stranger. Her dark chestnut eyes seemed swollen and tired; her gorgeous hair looked dull and flat; her skin wasn't a vibrant, gold hue; her body seemed small and fragile in her simple, blood-red dress. Tear stains littered her cheeks in a chalky-white.
Unable to continue peering at my reflection, I brightened up my face and hair. After renewing myself, I exited my bedchamber and headed back to the library. The clicking of my heels echoed on the vintage walls as the light of the hallway guided me to my unattended schoolwork.
When I turned a sharp corner, Vasilisa bumped into me, making an irritated sound. She fixed her soft, pink gown furiously. Her pale face contorted in anger. "Will you watch where you're going? You're not the only one walking through these hallways," she spat very rudely.
Anger began pulsing through me. "You know, it's also important that you watch where you're going. You're not the center of everyone's attention."
Surprisingly, Vasilisa ignored my harsh tone, narrowing her eyes in curiosity as she noticed my face. "Your eyes are red. Have you been crying?" she wondered.
Instantly, I shook my head and began laughing the matter away. "They're probably just irritated from the weather. If you'll excuse me, I must resume doing schoolwork. I've a lot to do," I replied, moving forward to go past her. I expected her to leave it at that; however, Vasilisa crossed her arms over her chest, those jade-green eyes serious.
She said suspiciously, "Mia left really early. She didn't say anything to anyone and seemed very guilty and sad. Did something happen?"
I was about to diverge the subject when Rhea came toward us, her ivory dress shimmering under the light of the crystal chandeliers. She smiled at Vasilisa, giving her a loving kiss on the cheek. I wanted to roll my eyes.
Rhea then faced me, her face falling displeased and disgusted. "A lot of chores need to be done around the manor. The drapes need washing, drying, and ironing; the fireplace needs dusting; the floors need mopping and sweeping. Also—"
"Why are you having her do the maids' work?" Vasilisa questioned.
Rhea answered, "I sent them to their rooms. They're taking the rest of the week off." My eyes widened as my stepmother and stepsister grinned at me sinisterly. How dare those inconsiderate arses order me to complete tasks on top of my own? My fists clenched in fury as I coldly glared at them. "You cannot disobey your elders, Rosemarie. Plus, the maids work incredibly hard; it wouldn't kill you to help."
"Why can't Vasilisa or Jillian do it?" I fired back, seething with impressively suppressed rage.
Rhea coolly responded, caressing her black gloves. "Because we just moved in yesterday, and Ibrahim wouldn't approve of them attending to loads of chores just yet. He would want them to settle in and adjust to the new living arrangement." I had to admit that it sounded logical, yet this was deeply unfair. Why did I have to be the one receiving this treatment?
"Very well. Is there anything else I need to clean?" I complied as maturely and kindly as I could.
"Our everyday clothes and bedclothes need washing and drying. The dishes need washing and drying. The bedchambers need to be organized. Basically, clean and organize everything in the manor," Rhea summarized finally, giving me no room for argument. Vasilisa chuckled beside her mother as she took pleasure in my punishment.
Mason was indeed right. She was an awful bitch and a demon from Hell, like Rhea.
With a single nod, I turned on my heel and went straight to work.
Fairston Academy's church bells chimed to signify the beginning of lunch, and I painfully sat down at my usual table. Mason, Edison, and Christian watched me as I winced and hissed and groaned with practically every movement I made. The weather was warm, but it couldn't uplift my dim mood. I just wanted to go home and lay down; I had slept horribly last night.
"Are you all right, Rosemarie?" Edison concernedly wondered, getting out a turkey sandwich, fruit, and red wine instead of his normal cranberry juice.
I tried to nonchalantly nod, yet it didn't convince them. After they stared knowingly at me for several moments, I confessed, "No. I'm not all right. My back and limbs ache. I can barely keep my eyes open. And, my hands and feet feel dead." I received multiple astonished, sympathetic looks before Christian decided to delve into the specifics.
"What happened?" he interrogated, his ice-blue eyes attentive.
An exhausted sigh escaped my mouth as I smoothed my hair. "My stepmother is making me clean the whole manor this week. I started last night," I explained, hating having to speak about it. Mason and Edison shook their heads at the horribleness while Christian darkly frowned.
"Why do you let them treat you that way?" he demanded, becoming edgy. "You don't deserve it." It was strange hearing him tell me this, since Christian had been pushed around and judged nearly his entire life. I supposed talking to him yesterday had made him disregard what others thought about him and encouraged him to begin defending himself.
All I could do was shrug and stare at my gloved hands. "I don't know. I never really thought about the reason why I allow my stepfamily to treat me as if I'm second-class," I answered truthfully, not having anything else to say. There was never a time I really sat down alone and pondered the issue. Maybe I should start.
Mason agreed with Christian, his eyes hardened. "Rosemarie, it's quite obvious that they're manipulating you just to feel better about themselves." We all turned to gaze at Mason. He continued, "I think they treat you so terribly because they're jealous."
Jealous? Why on earth would my stepfamily be jealous of me? I was motherless, I didn't act as if I came from a noble household, and I dressed as simply as possible. Not to mention, I recently became friends with Christian, an outsider of society who apparently didn't belong because of his parents' treasonous crimes. Vasilisa and Jillian couldn't possibly be jealous of all that.
"That sounds just about right," Edison agreed. Christian nodded. I didn't respond for a long time until I noticed that I hadn't spoken to Mia since last night. I also hadn't seen her at all today; she was probably avoiding me. Silently, I left my friends to abruptly find Mia, leaving them staring after me in confusion.
It was nicely cool inside the academy. The stained-glass windows and mosaics divided light beams into patterns that sparkled on the shiny floors. I walked all through the hallways for what seemed like forever until I found Mia sitting on a bench with her head down. Her curly, light blond hair hid her face from view while her vibrant, yellow gown looked almost too big for her petite body.
I sat down beside her. "Mia, are you all right?"
At hearing my voice, Mia stiffened and made an attempt to leave; however, I grabbed her forearm and dragged her back down. She faced me so quickly I thought her head would've popped off. "Rosemarie, I'm so sorry. I should've never brought up your mother yesterday. It was personal, and I should've respected that you don't like discussing it," Mia stammered, sounding immensely apologetic.
I looked around, making sure that no one had heard us. After that, I placed a hand on her shoulder. "Mia, it's fine. I forgive you. There's no need to feel so horrible towards yourself," I replied in a soft tone to calm her down.
"You're certain?"
"I'm certain."
Mia's light blue eyes brightened as she released a heavy breath. "Good lord! I thought you were going to hurt me back or make me suffer in some tortuous way. I was so scared to come to school today. I tried to stay home, but my parents wouldn't let me," she admitted.
My eyebrows arched in disbelieving curiosity. "Seriously?" It was true that I had been in much pain and sorrow yesterday, and that I wished Mia hadn't broached the subject. However, I hadn't wanted revenge. She had unintentionally caused me to have those feelings, and I wasn't going to obliterate her for it.
She nodded vigorously. "Oh yes! I indeed expected that to happen."
I gave a laugh as I shook my head. "Oh, Mia. I wouldn't go that far," I said.
A blond brow rose. "Are you sure about that?"
I decided to provide no answer. Mia gazed at me knowingly, silently gloating that she was right. After making conversation for a while, we abandoned the bench and headed back to our lunch table. Mason caught sight of our bright gowns and began pointing. "There they are." We sat down and he exasperatedly demanded, "Where've you been?"
Edison folded his arms over his chest. "I believe we deserve an explanation, Rosemarie." He sent Mia a charming smile, and she giggled quietly, blushing profusely. I arched an eyebrow in question; however, Edison was now staring at me, so I left that issue alone.
"I had to talk to Mia," I simply explained.
Christian's ice-blue eyes penetrated my soul. "Care to elaborate?" he pressed.
A shrug shook my shoulders. "Something happened last night, but it's all cleared up now." Realizing that they weren't going to get anymore answers from me, they turned to Mia with demanding gazes. I was sure she was going to burst under the pressure, so I suggested, "Why don't we hurry and eat lunch before the bell chimes?"
The boys reluctantly agreed, claiming that they'd find out sooner or later. After getting them to finally forget the topic, we ravenously ate our food. Not five minutes later, the church bell chimed.
When Vasilisa, Jillian, and I arrived at Mazur Manor, we all went our separate ways. My stepsisters ran upstairs while I began the evening chores. Before we left for school, I had to hastily—and thoroughly—do the morning chores, which had been washing and drying everything. I had barely finished on time, but they were completed nonetheless.
The first chore I was going to do was sweep and mappe. It didn't take me long to sweep away all of the dust that contaminated the manor. A bucket of soap and water was soon ready, and I retrieved the mappe from the supply closet. I tied my hair into a neat bun and put a clean apron around my waist to prevent my dress from getting dirty. Hitching up my fine sleeves, I gripped the wooden handle and started working.
It felt empty as I was wetting the floors. There were more chambers than people, so it sometimes seemed like no one really lived here, especially since Father usually worked in his study; Rhea lounged in their bedchamber; Vasilisa and Jillian bonded upstairs; and I isolated myself in the library with schoolwork. Likewise, since Mother had died, it was more quiet than usual.
Sometime while I cleaned, a knock sounded on the front door. I paused as Father came out of his study, his suit jacket flying around him, and answered it. A small man spoke a few words before handing him a white envelope. Father closed the door then walked over to me, intrigue crossing his features. "I wonder what's in here," he said.
His calloused fingers started opening the envelope.
Like wolves having scented their prey, my stepfamily rushed down the iron staircase and huddled around Father, pushing me out the way. In the process, I slipped on the wet floor and nearly fell. They paid no attention to me as I glared at them.
"What does it say? What does it say?" demanded Rhea, who was so close to snatching the envelope from Father.
Vasilisa and Jillian mimicked her, their jade-green eyes glazed over in excitement and impatience as they bounced up and down.
Finally, Father opened the message and began reading. His dark chestnut eyes scanned the paper as we all held our breaths. The silence was nearly palpable. After a few moments, he folded the paper back up and placed it gently into the envelope, closing it afterwards.
"Well?" Rhea pressed, her eyes insistent.
Father faced her, surprise dominating his tanned face and deep voice. "Prince Adrian Ivashkov has come back to England, and he's searching for a bride."
Aw, poor Janine died so tragically.
Vocabulary: "mappe" is an old English term for "mop."
Looks like both Adrian and Dimitri need to marry...;)
Until next time...
RPOVPrince Adrian Ivashkov is here in England? From what I've heard, he was a scandalous scoundrel who did nothing but bed various women, smoke cigars, and drink. Finding out that he needed a royal girl to marry was a definite surprise—he didn't seem like the sort of man who'd maintain a long-term commitment to one lady.Vasilisa and Jillian squealed like blushing schoolgirls and jumped in excitement all around Rhea. Father moved away to give them space, wincing from their loud noise. I secretly rolled my eyes at my stepfamily and went to stand beside him. "They're immensely happy upon hearing his arrival," I noted unenthusiastically. "Did the notice say how Prince Adrian was planning on choosing a bride?"Father suddenly seemed tired. Slight wrinkles were engraved in his tanned face, standing out like cuts. "It said that his parents, King Nathan and Queen Daniella, will host a party for him. All maidens of at least noble blood are invited. He will get to know the girls and make his
RPOVThe sky was beautifully dark as I stepped out of the delicate carriage that had picked me up from Fairston Academy. Its blue-black hue seemed like the depths of the ocean at nightfall—frightening yet captivating. I struggled bringing my loaded, leather tote into the manor when a royal messenger suddenly appeared.I nearly jumped out of my dress as he walked up to me. The fellow appeared slight and awkward in his commoner clothes, his skin very pale and his eyes and nose too big for his face. He looked very goofy and young, however I put on a smile and ridded my judgments."May I help you, sir?" I wondered kindly.The royal messenger bowed, displaying a black satin hat. "Good evening, Miss Mazur," he greeted respectfully, his voice fairly high. He moved his small hands from behind his back and gave me something that resembled a package. "I've been sent by Prince Adrian to deliver this gift to you," he explained.My eyebrows rose in curious interest. The package felt fine and fragi
RPOV—Two Weeks Later"What do you have there?" asked Mia, her light blue eyes curious as she sat beside me on a majestic fountain, clear water pouring behind us. Her scarlet-red gown sharply contrasted the paleness of her skin and lightness of her blond curls. She smiled sweetly while waiting for my response.I tried to combat the blush rushing to my cheeks yet failed. Placing a dark strand behind my ear, I answered, "It's a gift from Prince Adrian." I held up the delicately wrapped box, the metallic ribbons falling away. Mia widened her eyes and squealed excitedly, bouncing like a little girl.She grabbed my arm, staring at me intensely. "He gave you a present?""Multiple, as a matter of fact," I automatically corrected."Oh my goodness, Rosemarie. Do you know what this means? Prince Adrian likes you, and he wants to be with you!" Mia exclaimed with such emotion, you'd think she was talking about herself. Suddenly, my friend shot up and twirled like a ballerina. "Prince Adrian loves
RPOVHer gloved hand lightly touched my shoulder, as if she suspected I was dead. I could almost feel her jade-green eyes boring into me—she was silent and lowly breathing for a long while. I was ready to turn over...until Jillian softly said, "Rosemarie, you need to get dressed. We have school, and we're going to be late if you don't hurry."Going to Fairston Academy was the last thing on my mind. Its Gothic architecture and art seemed to be a distant memory. I had been lying awake all night pondering my date with Prince Adrian—did it feel right or did it feel wrong; would I do it again; should I even go to his party? It was consuming me inside, and I knew I had to forget about it.However, not thinking about it would make me feel guilty. If I couldn't go through with our courtship, I'd have to tell Prince Adrian, and his feelings would be hurt. He wanted me to be with him so much…I couldn't just crush his heart.I rolled onto my side, staring at Jillian's chartreuse dress. "I'm not
RPOV—Two Weeks Later"Are you excited for this evening?" asked Lissa, running her nimble fingers through my dark, luscious tresses. I sat in front of my giant, full-length mirror, watching as she carefully and expertly styled my hair. Her jade-green eyes stared at my reflection expectantly, waiting for an answer. Silence hung around us as I was trying to think of what to say.Prince Adrian and I had still been courting over the past couple of weeks, yet I didn't think I was wholeheartedly into our relationship as much as he was. Prince Adrian had showered me with gifts, took me to multiple venues for romantic dates, and dropped me off at Fairston Academy and picked me up. Everyone now knew that I was his territory, and no one challenged him. He was making the message insanely clear.With Prince Adrian's party being tonight, I felt both reluctant and enthusiastic. My brain was demanding me to be energetic and absolutely interested in the entire event; however, my heart dreaded having t
APOVOnce all of the maidens left the palace, I went to an empty table in the ballroom and practically swallowed a glass of red wine. The bitter liquid raced down my throat, lightly stirring my stomach, bringing me a familiar and comforting burn. I could hear my mother, Queen Daniella, coming up to me, her heeled shoes clicking against the marble floor."Adrian, what's wrong?" she questioned, placing her manicured hand on the shoulder of my suit jacket. Her forest-green eyes were swimming with worry as they penetrated me. I sighed loudly, setting the wine glass down, internally wishing that I could just continue drowning myself in alcohol without any disruptions.I turned around to face her. "I'm stressed, Mother. How am I going to choose a bride in a month when there were countless maidens that came here tonight?" I demanded, running a hand through my stylishly messy, brown hair. She nodded in sympathy, moving closer to embrace me. I was too uneased to return the gesture, but I appre
Part TwoRPOVThe sky was as grey as a murky lake. Rich, fresh dew permeated the morning air and surrounding greenery. While the damp, early coolness felt calming, I wished there was more sunshine this time of year; dark days never brightened my mood.I wore a thick, dark gown with long sleeves and a comfortable petticoat. My luscious, wavy hair sat in a neat bun, and a feathered hat rested atop my head. My feet were covered in heeled, black boots while my hands hid inside a pair of matching gloves. I'd decided to not wear adornments today, for there was going to be a lot of traveling. When people traveled, there were thieves ready to snatch."Rose, how did you get dressed and ready so quickly? It took me about three hours preparing for this journey," Lissa exclaimed, exiting the manor and walking over to me. She was dressed in a warm, vibrant gown that illuminated her pale skin. Her platinum-blond hair was half loose, and she wore lots of jewelry.My eyes rolled. "Oh, Lissa. You're a
DPOVAs I walked in the Siberian cold, the sky was transforming from a collage of orange, yellow, and pink to an endless ocean of blue and violet. My eyes squinted as a powerful wind blew and whipped back some stray stands of my hair. My dark, long coat billowed around me as the freezing temperature chilled some of my exposed skin and caused me to shiver. Somehow, through these unfavorable weather conditions, my body retained some warmth at the mere thought of Rose.When I had ran into her in the city of Moscow, I found her to be quite an interesting, young woman. Not only was she exotically beautiful, but she'd had a fierce and caring essence about her that made her resemble light. One couldn't simply glimpse at her and walk away—once you noticed her, your eyes followed and reveled at how captivating she was, how brightly she burned. Yet, there was also something about Rose that seemed dimmer...sadder...What was her history? What had happened in her life?She was probably thinking t
RPOV—Three Months LaterGetting married to Cesarevich Dimitri was surreal.Our guests had traveled from all over the world to see us legalize our love and rulership, but none of them captured my attention. The only person I focused on was my fiancé. His chocolate-brown eyes held so much passion and happiness, that my heart throbbed. I could easily spend the rest of my life gazing into them.Time seemed to slow, as we recited our vows. I was almost unable to say mine, due to all the emotion bottled within me, but I managed to endure, thanks to Cesarevich Dimitri's affectionate smile and handholding. I felt bad for talking in English—there were many Russian citizens in attendance—but when my husband-to-be gave his vows in his native language, that guilt faded away.Exchanging our rings followed, and my breath hitched. Feeling the ornate, piece of jewelry getting slid onto my finger made everything seem more surreal. My heart was somersaulting inside my chest, and I couldn't keep from sm
RPOVRhea had all her belongings transported to her father's estate, over the past month, never bothering to visit us or inquire about our wellbeing. She'd made it perfectly clear that she was no longer a part of my family, but here she was, standing in the foyer of Mazur Manor with two sets of luggage by her side—luggage that didn't seem to be hers.Lissa and Jill froze at the sight of Rhea, once she came into view. Surprise and confusion swam in their jade-green eyes. "Mother…what are you doing here?" Jill asked. She noticed the suitcases and gestured to them with a pale hand. "Why is our stuff packed? Are we supposed to be going somewhere?""Yes, darling. Both of you will be coming to live with me, in your grandfather's manor." Before her daughters could even protest, she added, "I don't want to hear it. You're not living here anymore, and that's final." Her face held the hardness of stone, while her hands were tightly clasped in front of her frilly, bright dress.Rhea was determin
February 20th, 1686RPOVEven though I'd been resuming my education for a month, it still felt strange being at Fairston Academy. Having a student's psyche seemed inconceivable—ridiculous, even. How could I bring myself to textbook reading and paper writing, when I'd experienced ordeals that were more life-changing and traumatic than other seventeen-year-olds' would ever be? I'd lost my mother. I'd nearly been murdered. I'd been raped. I was engaged to a prince.I'd outgrown an innocent life.All these thoughts flowed through my mind, as I walked with Lissa and Jill into the school's main building. Their sense of displacement was gone, and comfort filled their pale and slender bodies. Relaxation shone in their jade-green eyes, and for a moment, jealousy seized me.They were so fortunate to escape all the hurt I'd went through—to avoid all the suffering I was battling every day. Coming to school must've felt so normal and relieving to them. They must've felt like they had never left an
RPOV—One Month LaterA raindrop landed on my window.I pressed my finger to the glass that separated us, tracing its path as it clumsily slithered down. It collided with other raindrops along the way; however, that only drew it closer to its fall. Before I realized it, my finger ran out of glass to glide on, and the raindrop vanished, now replaced by its brethren that fell from the depressing sky."Wouldn't it be wonderful, if we could disappear and be forgotten as easily as raindrops?"Startled, I jerked around and found Lissa standing in the doorway of my bedchamber. I began to relax at her presence, but then I noticed that her jade-green eyes were troubled, and she wore a black dress that starkly contrasted her pale skin. Something—someone—was bothering her, and I immediately knew the cause of her distress."Can I talk to you?" my ex-stepsister asked, fidgeting with the hem of her lacy sleeve."Of course. Come sit with me." Lissa wordlessly joined me on my bed and folded her legs u
RPOVCesarevich Dimitri led me to the royal palace greenhouse. The wintry air chilled my bare skin and bones, once we were outside; however, our linked bodies generated so much warmth, that the cold no longer crossed my mind. Silence surrounded us, as we walked, yet there was no need for conversation.Simply being in each other's presence was comforting enough.When we reached the delicate, glass building, he opened the frosted door and stepped aside to allow me entrance. I smiled at his gentlemanliness and strolled into the greenhouse, immediately graced with the euphoric fragrance of flowers. Cesarevich Dimitri grabbed my hand, after he entered, and took me further into the beautiful structure.As soon as we came across one of the larger, manmade lakes, he stopped a few feet away from it and clasped our hands. His chocolate-brown eyes bore into mine so deeply; I almost lost myself in their bottomless beauty. "My dearest Roza, I have something very important to tell you," he started,
January 19th, 1686RPOVThe pale, morning sky greeted us while we waited in Red Square. Its fluffy, grey clouds released crystal-white snowflakes that fell to the earth with grace, but their beauty failed to maintain our attention. As we stood underneath the descending ice, our gazes locked on the empty stage before us. Hearts pounded incessantly and breathing seemed impossible.I gripped Father's hand with all the force I had, trying to keep my tattered emotions at bay. Even though Czar Aleksandr and Tasha were about to be vanquished, I couldn't help but picture how their executions were going to unfold. I'd never witnessed a death sentence before, and I was worried these ones were going to be awfully gruesome. Sleep had frequently abandoned me, last night, and I'd been a slave to my imagination, ever since.Hopefully, peace could save me.Surprisingly, Father wasn't bothered by my painful squeezing. I supposed he was too consumed by his emotions to notice, but I decided to loosen my
RPOV The ominous, black walls of the dungeon glistened with moisture, filling the air with an unsettling dampness. Drops of water fell from the uneven ceiling, and my feet stepped in murky puddles, shielded by the thick boots that protected them. A powerful chill ran down my spine, unraveling my nerves as I marched to Tasha and Czar Aleksandr's cells with Yeva and Cesarevich Dimitri. A few prisoners stared at us, while we hurried to our destination. It was impossible to ignore their sunken eyes and sallow skin, and I peered into a passing cell, nearly fainting at what I saw. A grime-covered man was slouched in a stony corner, and maggots eagerly consumed his flesh, as he lifelessly gazed ahead. He was dead—deader than anything I'd ever seen—and I shuddered violently. What had he done to deserve this? When we reached the criminals, Czarina Olena, my family, and a few guards already stood before them. Everyone glared at Tasha and Czar Aleksandr with hurt and anger, but the only one w
January 18th, 1686RPOVAs I sat inside the palace greenhouse, fragrant aromas filled my senses. I'd asked Dr. Olendzki if I could go outside and get some fresh air; being confined to a chamber, let alone a bed, had been like being a prisoner. Everyone had the freedom to roam about, but it seemed as if that had been prohibited for me. Luckily, Dr. Olendzki had allowed me to venture around; I would've lost my mind, if she hadn't.My fingers stroked a vibrant, red tulip that rose from the ground. It was a mirror image of the tulip Cesarevich Dimitri had given me on our first, official date. That night had been one of the most wonderful times of my life. The food, conversation, setting, kiss—everything had felt magical, as if I'd been experiencing a dream.A smile pulled at my lips, and I plucked the flower from most of its stem, putting it into my loose, dark locks. Since I had no idea where the original tulip was—I couldn't believe I'd lost that precious gift—I believed a replacement w
January 17th, 1686RPOVRhea stood at my bedside, penetrating me with her jade-green stare. I was incredibly surprised to see her here—I'd expected her to be halfway to England by now—even though she'd said she'd return. Countless emotions captured her wickedly beautiful face, but I couldn't place them. Did it pain her to see me like this? Was she internally dancing with joy and victory?"What are you doing here?" I asked, feeling confused. I sat up in bed, slightly wincing at the pain that shot through my body. Dr. Olendzki had been giving me effective pain relievers—they made me feel so fantastic—and the pain was nicely fading away each passing day.Rhea had the audacity to roll her eyes. My blood sizzled. "I told you that I was going to come back," she snapped, bristling with irritation. "You seriously forgot?" I couldn't believe this woman didn't have the consideration to be patient with me, after my grisly attack. If she was going to continue being rude, then she needed to get th