RPOV
Prince Adrian Ivashkov is here in England? From what I've heard, he was a scandalous scoundrel who did nothing but bed various women, smoke cigars, and drink. Finding out that he needed a royal girl to marry was a definite surprise—he didn't seem like the sort of man who'd maintain a long-term commitment to one lady.
Vasilisa and Jillian squealed like blushing schoolgirls and jumped in excitement all around Rhea. Father moved away to give them space, wincing from their loud noise. I secretly rolled my eyes at my stepfamily and went to stand beside him. "They're immensely happy upon hearing his arrival," I noted unenthusiastically. "Did the notice say how Prince Adrian was planning on choosing a bride?"
Father suddenly seemed tired. Slight wrinkles were engraved in his tanned face, standing out like cuts. "It said that his parents, King Nathan and Queen Daniella, will host a party for him. All maidens of at least noble blood are invited. He will get to know the girls and make his decision from there," he replied with disapproval. Father crossed his arms, his dark chestnut eyes darkening. "That bastard's probably going to just bed all of the girls then choose the prettiest," he spat out quietly, grinding his teeth.
I'd never knew Father disliked Prince Adrian this much. Sure, he probably did unspeakable things, but was he really that superficial?
I faced him, curiosity filling my body. "Is all of that true, Father? Does he seriously behave that way?" After asking, I realized that I'd kind of pleaded. I supposed I had this idealistic vision of what a prince should be.
"There've been…instances in the past where Prince Adrian has engaged in…unruly behavior. He likes to throw parties and loves women…" Father cut himself off and shook his head. He then took a deep breath and sighed. "Look, Rosemarie, I know you'd like to go meet him, but I just want you to be careful. Don't involve yourself with someone like him."
Before I could respond, Vasilisa shoved me out of the way, her jade-green eyes lit with disbelief. "Prince Adrian is not like that at all. He's an amazing man!" She flipped her platinum-blond hair over the shoulder of her silver-gray dress. Father gave her an incredulous look, astounded by her apparent naivety.
Rhea then appeared, Jillian by her side. "He definitely is. I would absolutely have him marry either of my daughters," she agreed, her pale face glowing with approval. Jillian nodded, staring dreamily into the distance as she pictured herself as Prince Adrian's wife. It seemed like everyone in this manor was brainwashed…It was quite nauseating.
"But didn't you hear what Father said?" I tried to reason, moving my arms about in wild gestures. "Prince Adrian isn't what we think. He's not the innocent royal we want him to be!" How could they be such ignorant fools to the truth? Well, Father's claims hadn't actually been proven to us, but I believed them, and they should as well.
Suddenly, three pairs of jade-green eyes stared at me. They were narrowed, offense and annoyance swimming in their depths. "Don't you have some floors to clean?" spat Vasilisa, her delicate hands on her hips. "Stop talking and get to work!"
Father eyed her, silently reprimanding. "Watch your tone, Vasilisa, or I'll have you clean the floors and the entire manor," he fiercely threatened. She ceased speaking then sauntered off to attend to her pointless matters. Jillian followed her like a stooge, their silver-gray and royal-purple gowns colliding on the smooth floors.
I huffed in relief before stretching my body and going back to work. I felt Rhea sneer at me viciously, yet when I turned around, she grabbed Father by the arm and led him to the iron staircase. "Oh Ibrahim, don't be so hard on Vasilisa. Now, come with me. You need to relax," she suggestively told him, a seductive look claiming her features.
Father suddenly took Rhea in his arms and raced themselves up the wrought stairs. I distantly heard the sound of a door being slammed after she squealed in delightful excitement. Sadness and anger befell me as I clutched the mappe in my hand.
IPOV
Once we reached the master bedchamber, I gently set Rhea onto the spacious bed that Janine and I used to share. Every time I looked at it, all I could picture were memories of my late wife and I lying together under the silk sheets: Janine's beautiful, auburn curls framing her face as she slept; her hazel eyes twinkling with passion as we made love; her rare, affectionate smile whenever Rosemarie joined us; and, her rich and vibrant laugh as I told her humorous jokes.
It was as if her presence would never fade from this space. No matter how hard I had tried to overcome my tragic loss, my first love still consumed my mind.
"That daughter of yours can be quite a riot," Rhea said as her fingers started taking off my suit jacket. "She needs to learn her place." And just like that, my pleasant reminisces shattered as the present hijacked my brain. I really wished I could ignore Rhea's words about Rosemarie, but it was impossible. How could she call her a 'riot', when she barely even knew her? Did she have something against her? And if so, why?
My hands gripped hers, momentarily stopping her from undressing me. "Rosemarie is a wonderful daughter. She isn't a disrespectful delinquent. She's simply passionate," I calmly opposed, restraining myself from lashing out. Rhea gazed up at me with her jade-green eyes, eyes that had been so humiliated and betrayed when we first began courting. Recently, they seemed filled with disgust and hatred, more so than anything...Why did she still appear so unhappy?
My new wife barked out a harsh laugh. "I beg to differ. She gives me such an attitude whenever I tell her to do the chores. Such unacceptable behavior."
I sighed and ran my hands over my face, getting drained. "We have staff in the manor. None of us need to tend to common, household duties. Also, you're probably asking her to do an amount of chores that are too much for a single person," I reasoned, fighting the urge to vehemently argue yet again. Rhea narrowed her gaze for a few moments before rolling her eyes. My goodness, could she not find it in her to give Rosemarie a chance? She had seemed interested in being her new maternal figure while we were courting...Had she only feigned it to appease me?
"She's able to get all of them done whenever I ask her. They're not too much," Rhea fiercely disagreed. I didn't completely believe her, and she gave me no time to question her, for she freed her hands from my grip and resumed undressing me. "Enough talking about Rosemarie. Let's get back to relaxing, shall we?" she seductively suggested, locking our gazes into a lustful stare as my jacket came off, then my shirt and trousers and shoes. I paused once I was left in my britches.
"We don't have to do this right now," I objected, even though it was most likely too late to stop. It killed me being intimate with Rhea; it felt as if I was committing adultery against Janine. I wanted to be eternally loyal to her in every way, but I knew deep inside that I had to move forward. I had to forget. Besides, if our roles were reversed, she would've probably married again and been intimate with her new husband too.
A sudden voice whispered from the shadows inside my head, No she wouldn't have...
Rhea's scoff killed my conscience's talking. "Come on, Ibrahim. We've only been intimate once, on the night of our wedding. We're married now. There's no reason to be resistant anymore," she encouraged, taking off her dress, petticoat, brassiere, and bloomers in one fluid motion. My eyes widened at her beauty. I may have regretted marrying again, but I would always view Rhea as an attractive woman, and she knew it. She stood up and gripped my britches, ready to yank them down.
"Wait!" It came out before I'd even thought about it.
Rhea threw up her hands. "What is it?!"
I took a deep breath and stared her in the eye. "Will you promise me that you will be nice to Rosemarie?"
"Ibrahim, don't be ridiculous."
"I don't want to hear it. Promise me that you will be nice to my daughter from now on," I demanded. I looked at Rhea long and hard until she finally exhaled and nodded her platinum-blond head.
"I will try my hardest," was all she said. I couldn't exactly tell if she was being sincere, so I just decided to cease talking and save myself from the headache that would ensue. Rhea took this as a cue to resume her ministrations, and she took off my britches and lay down on the expansive bed, waiting for me to join her.
I closed my eyes and pictured her as Janine. Then, I joined her.
RPOV
When I finished, I collapsed onto my soft, comfortable bed and stared at the lavender ceiling. My body ached again, like yesterday, but it was slightly less bad now that I was used to it. I had no idea what time of day it was, but I didn't really care. I was tired and very close to drifting into a dreamless slumber.
Out of nowhere, my friends barged into my bedchamber. Mia settled on the side of my bed while Christian leaned against the ebony bedframe. Edison and Mason went to stand near the two. All of their eyes were alert.
"Did you hear, Rosemarie?" asked Mia, her blond curls lightly swinging around her face as she smiled widely. "Prince Adrian is in England!"
Christian rolled his ice-blue eyes and sarcastically replied, "How exciting. I'm bumbling with joy." Mia scoffed at him, slapping his fairly muscular arm. He rolled his eyes again before directing his attention to me.
Edison came forward, his hazel-eyes somewhat dark. "I kind of agree with Christian, Rosemarie. Prince Adrian isn't the princely of princes, if you know what I mean," he warned almost protectively, his words mirroring what Father had said.
I sat up, my legs folding underneath my body. "Wait just a moment. I have to ask you all something. How did you even get here?" I wondered in complete flabbergast.
"We simply got rides and asked for entrance. Then, we asked where you were, and once we knew, we came here," answered Mason nonchalantly.
His words did nothing to dwindle my confusion. My mind was still spinning. "So you just had to come talk to me about Prince Adrian's arrival after the country received the notice?" They all nodded in confirmation, however Christian still seemed pretty indifferent.
Mia scooted closer, her magenta gown brushing my dress. "I can't wait for the party! I'm going to have my dress be spectacular and I'm going to make sure I dance with him and just—oh! It'll be so amazing. I can already picture it," she gushed, resembling Vasilisa and Jillian's behavior a few hours ago.
Edison frowned, clearly not happy. "Mia, Rosemarie, listen to me, please. Prince Adrian—"
He was interrupted by Vasilisa, who came in unannounced, her silver-gray dress trailing behind her like a train. Everyone sent her cold glares as she went to my dresser and rummaged through my jewelry box. I called as kindly as I could, "What are you doing?"
She rudely replied without even looking, "I'm getting some accessories for tomorrow. Now go back to your stupid friends and leave me be." Red-hot anger filled the atmosphere—it was so palpable—but no one said anything, except for Christian, who stormed over to her and yanked her around.
Vasilisa gasped.
His eyes were as sharp as ice. "Will you show some respect and politeness for once, you mean bitch? Why do you've to be so damn cruel?" he growled at her.
My stepsister curled her glossed lips into a snarl. She pointed her pale finger at him. "I'm so damn cruel? You are the one whose parents committed treason against our country. That's the cruelest crime against the law. And it served them right. They deserved it, you hellish bastard!"
Out of nowhere, Christian's hand swung out and slapped her right across the cheek. Hard. Everyone's eyes bugged out of there head in disbelief, and I got off my bed quickly to get between him and Vasilisa, who was cradling her reddening cheek.
"Enough of this!" I ordered.
Vasilisa spat at Christian, "How dare you hit me." Her jade-green eyes were on fire.
His were cold, unregretful, and deeply blue. "I've every right to hit a girl not acting like a lady. And you were acting downright rotten." Christian stepped closer, nearly squishing me into my stepsister. His voice was low and menacing. "If you ever talk about my parents again, there will be hell to pay."
I touched his jacketed shoulder lightly, not wanting to put him on edge even more. I made sure my voice was soft. "It's getting late, Christian. You should probably go home." He met my gaze and stared at me in silence for several moments before nodding. He then left without uttering a word, slamming my door behind him.
Vasilisa huffed and marched out as well, mumbling curses under her breath.
After a while, the stunned silence dissipated and everyone began moving, as if they had been frozen for a thousand years and were now coming back to life. Mia got off my bed, her pretty blue eyes disturbed. "I'm going to go too. See you tomorrow, Rosemarie." She gave me a hug before quickly walking out.
Edison came up to me. He put on a smile and tried to sound humorous. "My goodness, who knew Vasilisa could be such a beast." I forced out a small laugh, but I didn't mean it. Edison then cleared his throat and told me goodbye before leaving.
Mason was the last to go. His baby-blue eyes had lost their disbelief, and now, they seemed sad, sympathetic, and angry. He rested his lightly tanned hands on my upper arms and pulled me to his chest. I welcomed it and closed my eyes. "It'll get better," he whispered. "I promise."
I looked up at him. "Thanks, I appreciate it," I whispered back. After more silence, I finally said, "You should go, Mason. Goodnight."
Mason nodded and went to the door, but he didn't exit. He just held the gold knob in his hand and stared at me. I could practically feel his blue eyes penetrating my soul. "Goodnight," he softly replied.
And with that, he was gone.
Christian avoided us the next day. He didn't speak to us in class; he didn't look our way; and, he abandoned us at lunch. I deeply wanted to talk to him about what had occurred last night, but he kept himself distant, acting like a brooding, black raven in a dark forest.
He didn't want company.
After his squabble with Vasilisa, I had went to her bedchamber and completely chastised her. I had told her that what she'd said was out of line and absolutely unforgivable. I remembered the stubborn look in her jade-green eyes when I'd basically yelled at her. She seemed like she hadn't cared since her arms had been crossed over her chest and she hadn't looked at me.
However, I was sure there had been a regretful, guilty look hidden in her gaze.
Had she really felt terrible for treating Christian that way? I doubted it. But was she a human being who was able to feel emotions and make mistakes? Definitely. Maybe Vasilisa had wished she could take her words back. Maybe after I had left her bedchamber, she stuffed her face in her feathery pillow and cried.
I shook those thoughts away as I sat down on an empty bench inside of the main building. Like Christian, I wanted to be alone. The weather was beautiful outside, sunlight spilling through the stained-glass windows. The colorful mosaics glittered alongside them. The brightness did nothing to lighten my mood, though.
I took my turkey and cheese sandwich out of my bag and bit out a piece.
Suddenly, Jillian appeared in the hallway and flicked her head back and forth, looking for someone. Once she peered in my direction, she hurried over to me, plopping down on the wooden bench. Her light brown hair hung around her flushed face in tangles.
I arched a brow. "What do you want?" It came out a bit harsh, but I didn't care.
Jillian released a heavy breath. She seemed guilty and self-hateful for some reason. "Vasilisa said she's sorry about everything that happened last night. She understands that she had no right to say those words to Christian."
My hand set my sandwich on my lap. I narrowed my eyes at her. "If Vasilisa is truly sorry and wants forgiveness, she needs to address that to Christian, not have you play messenger." Jillian flinched at my terse tone, and I immediately felt bad for being hard on her.
She wasn't the one who hurt my friend, after all.
Jillian nodded. When she spoke, her voice was very soft. Her fingers fiddled. "I know, but I can't help feeling responsible for what Vasilisa did. I should've prevented her from engaging in that behavior, yet I didn't."
I softened, scooting closer to her and placing my hand over hers. Jillian met my gaze, her jade-green eyes appearing so different from their usual look. "You didn't know what Vasilisa was doing, and that's not your fault. She needs to take full accountability for her actions, not dump them on you."
My stepsister nodded, a shy smile spreading across her pale face. "Thank you, Rosemarie. It was really wonderful hearing that." She then rose, her turquoise gown swaying around her. "I'll tell Vasilisa what you said. She can decide what to do from there," Jillian declared, gaining some internal strength.
I told her that I'd see her later, and she similarly replied before walking away.
My body was overcome with disbelief. I would've never expected to have a civil conversation with my stepsisters or at least one of them. Maybe they were finally starting to come around and realize that being cruel to others was not good.
I was going to resume eating my sandwich when a crowd of British guards appeared, marching down the hallway in disciplined unison and crisp uniforms. Feminine squeals sounded and I soon witnessed multiple girls gathering around the guards, trying to talk to whoever was being protected. When they came closer, I dropped my food on the marble floor.
It was Prince Adrian.
He sent the other schoolgirls dazzling smiles, his pearly-white teeth brilliantly sparkling. I wanted to roll my eyes at him. It seemed so typical of him. Quite unexpectedly, he took notice of me sitting by myself and ordered his guards to stop. My body froze as he walked up to me and bowed, taking my gloved hand in his to kiss it.
The girls frowned at not receiving Prince Adrian's attention and started leaving, much to the relief of his guards.
"It is such a pleasure to meet you, miss," he greeted gentlemanly, a British-French accent lacing his words. His emerald-green eyes twinkled like gems as he gazed into my dark, chestnut orbs. "I am Prince Adrian of England, and you are?"
It was a while before I could find my voice. I offered a sincere smile. "Rosemarie Mazur, your excellency. I am the daughter of Lord Ibrahim Mazur." Prince Adrian gave me a glorious grin and sat down beside me, leaning close and intensely holding my gaze.
I could hardly breathe.
"A beautiful name for a beautiful lady. Yet, why on earth is she sitting by herself?" he wondered a little too genuinely. Prince Adrian was definitely interested in me, and I didn't really like him showering me with so much attention before his party. It was a little uncomfortable. He needed to act neutral before choosing his bride.
A blush began surfacing on my cheeks, but I forced it away. "Oh, why thank you. And I'm sitting alone because I…had a rough night and day. I'm spending some time alone." Prince Adrian rose his semi-dark eyebrows, taking my response as rejection. "I'm not telling you to leave, my prince. I was only answering your question."
He fell relieved at that, smoothing over his stylishly messy, medium brown hair.
Before he could reply, I crossed my legs under my sapphire-blue dress and questioned, "Why do you've both a British and French accent? You're from the royal family of England."
Prince Adrian stared at me in confusion for a second before realization washed over his handsome features. "That is very true, Miss Mazur. However, my Aunt Tatiana, the past queen of England, retired to France after my father wedded my mother. I stay with her sometime each year," he explained.
I nodded. After sitting with him for a few, awkward moments, I cleared my throat. "Well, lunch is about to end. I must be on my way to class." I stood up and gathered my things, picking my forgotten sandwich off the floor, feeling a little sad for not be able to finish it. I then politely curtsied and started leaving; however, Prince Adrian gripped my arm.
"Wait." He rose from the bench. I didn't notice how tall and lean he was—I assumed he was a little over six feet, and his body was nicely toned under his royal suit. I wanted to pinch myself for having the absurd urge to touch him. "I apologize for grabbing you like that, yet I wanted to ask you if you'd be willing to come to the palace for dinner. The night before my party," Prince Adrian hopefully offered.
My eyes widened in surprise. "Are you inviting the other maidens?"
He put on his signature, dazzling smile and shook his head. "No, Miss Rosemarie. Just you." I was astounded. I didn't know whether to accept or decline. Accepting his invitation would be unfair to the other girls who were going to attend his party, since he already favored me. However, I supposed it wouldn't hurt to have dinner with him. Maybe it wouldn't change anything.
Suddenly, Father's voice invaded my mind. I just want you to be careful. Don't involve yourself with someone like him.
Did I really have to worry about Prince Adrian's unruly behavior? Was there anything to be aware of? He did seem arrogant and deeply captivated by all attractive women; however, he didn't smell like smoke or alcohol. Maybe that was in the past...
Had Father been telling me lies because he simply didn't like him?
I gave my answer after moments of contemplation. "I'd love to."
I know Dimitri hasn't appeared yet, but I'm spacing everything out. Just stay tuned!
Adrian's party will happen before Dimitri's family's ball.
Will Lissa ever apologize to Christian?
Should Rose have listened to her father's warning, and was he even telling the whole truth?
Until next time...
RPOVThe sky was beautifully dark as I stepped out of the delicate carriage that had picked me up from Fairston Academy. Its blue-black hue seemed like the depths of the ocean at nightfall—frightening yet captivating. I struggled bringing my loaded, leather tote into the manor when a royal messenger suddenly appeared.I nearly jumped out of my dress as he walked up to me. The fellow appeared slight and awkward in his commoner clothes, his skin very pale and his eyes and nose too big for his face. He looked very goofy and young, however I put on a smile and ridded my judgments."May I help you, sir?" I wondered kindly.The royal messenger bowed, displaying a black satin hat. "Good evening, Miss Mazur," he greeted respectfully, his voice fairly high. He moved his small hands from behind his back and gave me something that resembled a package. "I've been sent by Prince Adrian to deliver this gift to you," he explained.My eyebrows rose in curious interest. The package felt fine and fragi
RPOV—Two Weeks Later"What do you have there?" asked Mia, her light blue eyes curious as she sat beside me on a majestic fountain, clear water pouring behind us. Her scarlet-red gown sharply contrasted the paleness of her skin and lightness of her blond curls. She smiled sweetly while waiting for my response.I tried to combat the blush rushing to my cheeks yet failed. Placing a dark strand behind my ear, I answered, "It's a gift from Prince Adrian." I held up the delicately wrapped box, the metallic ribbons falling away. Mia widened her eyes and squealed excitedly, bouncing like a little girl.She grabbed my arm, staring at me intensely. "He gave you a present?""Multiple, as a matter of fact," I automatically corrected."Oh my goodness, Rosemarie. Do you know what this means? Prince Adrian likes you, and he wants to be with you!" Mia exclaimed with such emotion, you'd think she was talking about herself. Suddenly, my friend shot up and twirled like a ballerina. "Prince Adrian loves
RPOVHer gloved hand lightly touched my shoulder, as if she suspected I was dead. I could almost feel her jade-green eyes boring into me—she was silent and lowly breathing for a long while. I was ready to turn over...until Jillian softly said, "Rosemarie, you need to get dressed. We have school, and we're going to be late if you don't hurry."Going to Fairston Academy was the last thing on my mind. Its Gothic architecture and art seemed to be a distant memory. I had been lying awake all night pondering my date with Prince Adrian—did it feel right or did it feel wrong; would I do it again; should I even go to his party? It was consuming me inside, and I knew I had to forget about it.However, not thinking about it would make me feel guilty. If I couldn't go through with our courtship, I'd have to tell Prince Adrian, and his feelings would be hurt. He wanted me to be with him so much…I couldn't just crush his heart.I rolled onto my side, staring at Jillian's chartreuse dress. "I'm not
RPOV—Two Weeks Later"Are you excited for this evening?" asked Lissa, running her nimble fingers through my dark, luscious tresses. I sat in front of my giant, full-length mirror, watching as she carefully and expertly styled my hair. Her jade-green eyes stared at my reflection expectantly, waiting for an answer. Silence hung around us as I was trying to think of what to say.Prince Adrian and I had still been courting over the past couple of weeks, yet I didn't think I was wholeheartedly into our relationship as much as he was. Prince Adrian had showered me with gifts, took me to multiple venues for romantic dates, and dropped me off at Fairston Academy and picked me up. Everyone now knew that I was his territory, and no one challenged him. He was making the message insanely clear.With Prince Adrian's party being tonight, I felt both reluctant and enthusiastic. My brain was demanding me to be energetic and absolutely interested in the entire event; however, my heart dreaded having t
APOVOnce all of the maidens left the palace, I went to an empty table in the ballroom and practically swallowed a glass of red wine. The bitter liquid raced down my throat, lightly stirring my stomach, bringing me a familiar and comforting burn. I could hear my mother, Queen Daniella, coming up to me, her heeled shoes clicking against the marble floor."Adrian, what's wrong?" she questioned, placing her manicured hand on the shoulder of my suit jacket. Her forest-green eyes were swimming with worry as they penetrated me. I sighed loudly, setting the wine glass down, internally wishing that I could just continue drowning myself in alcohol without any disruptions.I turned around to face her. "I'm stressed, Mother. How am I going to choose a bride in a month when there were countless maidens that came here tonight?" I demanded, running a hand through my stylishly messy, brown hair. She nodded in sympathy, moving closer to embrace me. I was too uneased to return the gesture, but I appre
Part TwoRPOVThe sky was as grey as a murky lake. Rich, fresh dew permeated the morning air and surrounding greenery. While the damp, early coolness felt calming, I wished there was more sunshine this time of year; dark days never brightened my mood.I wore a thick, dark gown with long sleeves and a comfortable petticoat. My luscious, wavy hair sat in a neat bun, and a feathered hat rested atop my head. My feet were covered in heeled, black boots while my hands hid inside a pair of matching gloves. I'd decided to not wear adornments today, for there was going to be a lot of traveling. When people traveled, there were thieves ready to snatch."Rose, how did you get dressed and ready so quickly? It took me about three hours preparing for this journey," Lissa exclaimed, exiting the manor and walking over to me. She was dressed in a warm, vibrant gown that illuminated her pale skin. Her platinum-blond hair was half loose, and she wore lots of jewelry.My eyes rolled. "Oh, Lissa. You're a
DPOVAs I walked in the Siberian cold, the sky was transforming from a collage of orange, yellow, and pink to an endless ocean of blue and violet. My eyes squinted as a powerful wind blew and whipped back some stray stands of my hair. My dark, long coat billowed around me as the freezing temperature chilled some of my exposed skin and caused me to shiver. Somehow, through these unfavorable weather conditions, my body retained some warmth at the mere thought of Rose.When I had ran into her in the city of Moscow, I found her to be quite an interesting, young woman. Not only was she exotically beautiful, but she'd had a fierce and caring essence about her that made her resemble light. One couldn't simply glimpse at her and walk away—once you noticed her, your eyes followed and reveled at how captivating she was, how brightly she burned. Yet, there was also something about Rose that seemed dimmer...sadder...What was her history? What had happened in her life?She was probably thinking t
RPOV"How was the outing?" Lissa wondered, coming over to stand beside me. She wore a flowing, pale blue gown that emphasized her porcelain skin and had long, lacy sleeves. Her slender waist was smaller due to a corset, and white gloves covered her delicate hands. Straight, platinum-blond hair fell down her back like a waterfall. As always, Lissa was angelically beautiful.Yet, it countered her expectant stare, her desire to know my answer. My heart was palpitating underneath my ribcage—its beat filled my ears as sweat gathered on my forehead and in my shirt. How could I possibly tell her that Cesarevich Dimitri taught me swordsmanship? She wouldn't approve. It was against everything we were taught..."Rose." I looked up from my hands, meeting Lissa's curious and concerned jade-green gaze. "What's the matter? Why can't you just answer my question?" A soft laugh escaped her, but it quickly ceased, for she fell serious. Lissa drew closer to me. Her voice was barely a whisper. "You didn'
RPOV—Three Months LaterGetting married to Cesarevich Dimitri was surreal.Our guests had traveled from all over the world to see us legalize our love and rulership, but none of them captured my attention. The only person I focused on was my fiancé. His chocolate-brown eyes held so much passion and happiness, that my heart throbbed. I could easily spend the rest of my life gazing into them.Time seemed to slow, as we recited our vows. I was almost unable to say mine, due to all the emotion bottled within me, but I managed to endure, thanks to Cesarevich Dimitri's affectionate smile and handholding. I felt bad for talking in English—there were many Russian citizens in attendance—but when my husband-to-be gave his vows in his native language, that guilt faded away.Exchanging our rings followed, and my breath hitched. Feeling the ornate, piece of jewelry getting slid onto my finger made everything seem more surreal. My heart was somersaulting inside my chest, and I couldn't keep from sm
RPOVRhea had all her belongings transported to her father's estate, over the past month, never bothering to visit us or inquire about our wellbeing. She'd made it perfectly clear that she was no longer a part of my family, but here she was, standing in the foyer of Mazur Manor with two sets of luggage by her side—luggage that didn't seem to be hers.Lissa and Jill froze at the sight of Rhea, once she came into view. Surprise and confusion swam in their jade-green eyes. "Mother…what are you doing here?" Jill asked. She noticed the suitcases and gestured to them with a pale hand. "Why is our stuff packed? Are we supposed to be going somewhere?""Yes, darling. Both of you will be coming to live with me, in your grandfather's manor." Before her daughters could even protest, she added, "I don't want to hear it. You're not living here anymore, and that's final." Her face held the hardness of stone, while her hands were tightly clasped in front of her frilly, bright dress.Rhea was determin
February 20th, 1686RPOVEven though I'd been resuming my education for a month, it still felt strange being at Fairston Academy. Having a student's psyche seemed inconceivable—ridiculous, even. How could I bring myself to textbook reading and paper writing, when I'd experienced ordeals that were more life-changing and traumatic than other seventeen-year-olds' would ever be? I'd lost my mother. I'd nearly been murdered. I'd been raped. I was engaged to a prince.I'd outgrown an innocent life.All these thoughts flowed through my mind, as I walked with Lissa and Jill into the school's main building. Their sense of displacement was gone, and comfort filled their pale and slender bodies. Relaxation shone in their jade-green eyes, and for a moment, jealousy seized me.They were so fortunate to escape all the hurt I'd went through—to avoid all the suffering I was battling every day. Coming to school must've felt so normal and relieving to them. They must've felt like they had never left an
RPOV—One Month LaterA raindrop landed on my window.I pressed my finger to the glass that separated us, tracing its path as it clumsily slithered down. It collided with other raindrops along the way; however, that only drew it closer to its fall. Before I realized it, my finger ran out of glass to glide on, and the raindrop vanished, now replaced by its brethren that fell from the depressing sky."Wouldn't it be wonderful, if we could disappear and be forgotten as easily as raindrops?"Startled, I jerked around and found Lissa standing in the doorway of my bedchamber. I began to relax at her presence, but then I noticed that her jade-green eyes were troubled, and she wore a black dress that starkly contrasted her pale skin. Something—someone—was bothering her, and I immediately knew the cause of her distress."Can I talk to you?" my ex-stepsister asked, fidgeting with the hem of her lacy sleeve."Of course. Come sit with me." Lissa wordlessly joined me on my bed and folded her legs u
RPOVCesarevich Dimitri led me to the royal palace greenhouse. The wintry air chilled my bare skin and bones, once we were outside; however, our linked bodies generated so much warmth, that the cold no longer crossed my mind. Silence surrounded us, as we walked, yet there was no need for conversation.Simply being in each other's presence was comforting enough.When we reached the delicate, glass building, he opened the frosted door and stepped aside to allow me entrance. I smiled at his gentlemanliness and strolled into the greenhouse, immediately graced with the euphoric fragrance of flowers. Cesarevich Dimitri grabbed my hand, after he entered, and took me further into the beautiful structure.As soon as we came across one of the larger, manmade lakes, he stopped a few feet away from it and clasped our hands. His chocolate-brown eyes bore into mine so deeply; I almost lost myself in their bottomless beauty. "My dearest Roza, I have something very important to tell you," he started,
January 19th, 1686RPOVThe pale, morning sky greeted us while we waited in Red Square. Its fluffy, grey clouds released crystal-white snowflakes that fell to the earth with grace, but their beauty failed to maintain our attention. As we stood underneath the descending ice, our gazes locked on the empty stage before us. Hearts pounded incessantly and breathing seemed impossible.I gripped Father's hand with all the force I had, trying to keep my tattered emotions at bay. Even though Czar Aleksandr and Tasha were about to be vanquished, I couldn't help but picture how their executions were going to unfold. I'd never witnessed a death sentence before, and I was worried these ones were going to be awfully gruesome. Sleep had frequently abandoned me, last night, and I'd been a slave to my imagination, ever since.Hopefully, peace could save me.Surprisingly, Father wasn't bothered by my painful squeezing. I supposed he was too consumed by his emotions to notice, but I decided to loosen my
RPOV The ominous, black walls of the dungeon glistened with moisture, filling the air with an unsettling dampness. Drops of water fell from the uneven ceiling, and my feet stepped in murky puddles, shielded by the thick boots that protected them. A powerful chill ran down my spine, unraveling my nerves as I marched to Tasha and Czar Aleksandr's cells with Yeva and Cesarevich Dimitri. A few prisoners stared at us, while we hurried to our destination. It was impossible to ignore their sunken eyes and sallow skin, and I peered into a passing cell, nearly fainting at what I saw. A grime-covered man was slouched in a stony corner, and maggots eagerly consumed his flesh, as he lifelessly gazed ahead. He was dead—deader than anything I'd ever seen—and I shuddered violently. What had he done to deserve this? When we reached the criminals, Czarina Olena, my family, and a few guards already stood before them. Everyone glared at Tasha and Czar Aleksandr with hurt and anger, but the only one w
January 18th, 1686RPOVAs I sat inside the palace greenhouse, fragrant aromas filled my senses. I'd asked Dr. Olendzki if I could go outside and get some fresh air; being confined to a chamber, let alone a bed, had been like being a prisoner. Everyone had the freedom to roam about, but it seemed as if that had been prohibited for me. Luckily, Dr. Olendzki had allowed me to venture around; I would've lost my mind, if she hadn't.My fingers stroked a vibrant, red tulip that rose from the ground. It was a mirror image of the tulip Cesarevich Dimitri had given me on our first, official date. That night had been one of the most wonderful times of my life. The food, conversation, setting, kiss—everything had felt magical, as if I'd been experiencing a dream.A smile pulled at my lips, and I plucked the flower from most of its stem, putting it into my loose, dark locks. Since I had no idea where the original tulip was—I couldn't believe I'd lost that precious gift—I believed a replacement w
January 17th, 1686RPOVRhea stood at my bedside, penetrating me with her jade-green stare. I was incredibly surprised to see her here—I'd expected her to be halfway to England by now—even though she'd said she'd return. Countless emotions captured her wickedly beautiful face, but I couldn't place them. Did it pain her to see me like this? Was she internally dancing with joy and victory?"What are you doing here?" I asked, feeling confused. I sat up in bed, slightly wincing at the pain that shot through my body. Dr. Olendzki had been giving me effective pain relievers—they made me feel so fantastic—and the pain was nicely fading away each passing day.Rhea had the audacity to roll her eyes. My blood sizzled. "I told you that I was going to come back," she snapped, bristling with irritation. "You seriously forgot?" I couldn't believe this woman didn't have the consideration to be patient with me, after my grisly attack. If she was going to continue being rude, then she needed to get th