Valeria -
Numb. That's exactly how I feel. I feel like my entire existence is disappeared, leaving behind an empty space. But soon, that space is filled, with anger, with a thirst for vengeance, and with an animalistic voice that keeps snarling at the back of my head for…Wait. Voice? Snarl? My foggy head slowly clears, and I can hear fully well the sound coming out of my mouth. Or, if I'm to be more specific, my snout. Even though I'm thinking relatively straight, I'm afraid that the alcohol must have worked more than its usual wonders on me. Else, why on earth would I be seeing paws instead of hands, and why does every voice around me seem so loud? Just then, my gaze falls on something. No, not something. Someone. Dad's eyes are still wide open, emotionless. The entire incident comes flooding back to me all at once, and I slump to the ground, the newfound energy getting zapped out of me all at once. "*We must get revenge,*" the Angry Voice in my head says, and I nod, still tired, but happy at the fact that she hasn't lost her anger mode due to my fatigue."Let me lend you some of my strength, young one," the voice says again, and I blink. "I'm sorry, wha-"In less than a split second, my entire body feels rejuvenated, like someone just poured an entire tank of sunshine on me. What in the actual - "Mirror," the voice urges, and I quickly pad over to the mirror (wincing when I step on the hem of Mother's maxi dress), only to freeze when I see the wolf in the mirror. "That's us," the voice says proudly. Us? Shoot. Maybe the alcohol was a lot more than I thought. "You are a werewolf, Valeria." The voice is quieter now, but I hear the firmness in its voice, the convincing tone in its statement. A werewolf? I mean, that did cross my mind when I first looked in the mirror and saw a wolf, but I waved it off. immediately. It isn't possible. Those things exist in movies and fantasy books only. This is real life. "This isn't real, this isn't real, this isn't real," I chant, shaking my head over and over. But if the snort from the inner voice is anything to go by, my chant is less than a percent close to convincing me of what I've seen in the mirror. And when the sound of screeching of tires comes from outside, almost destroying my eardrums with the loudness, I think again. "Valeria, to your room and lock the door. Now." This time, the voice is loud and clear in my head, and even though I want to stay, hugging my parents close to me, something in the urgency of that tone drives me to my room within seconds. Just as I lock the door behind me, I hear the front door bang open. My blood runs cold. "Search the entire study," I hear someone growl, and a woody scent wafts into my nose. "Werewolf," myself and the voice echo at the same time. "You're getting the hang of it," the voice says, and I can almost swear she- he- it is smirking. I'm about to say something, but the sound of a crash far away from my room causes me to freeze up. "Go to the bathroom. Get perfume all over yourself."I do a double take when the voice says that. I should…I should what?"It'll hide your scent. Now. Go."I dive for the bathroom lotion gels, drowning myself in every form of scent I can apply to my body, and when I'm done, even I know that I've overdone it. That is, judging by the number of times I've had to hold my cough due to the tickling in my nose. "Too much," the voice growls, but after that it goes silent, and we both listen as the intruders troll around my father's study. One thing I know about Father is that he had secrets. Lots and lots of them. And he tried his utmost best to hide them efficiently, which meant locking hundreds of files and other documents in this huge safe I spied one time in his study. Then, if my hunch is correct, these people are here for the safe. Or, at least, what's in it. Ha. They'll never get it. I let out a low laugh in my mind. Father was the master of codes. When I was younger and we wanted to hide Mother's birthday surprise from her, he came up with all sorts of secret handshakes and winks and laughs. And if that was just for a birthday surprise, imagine how critical he would be if it was for a safe. As if in agreement with my thoughts, I hear one of the men say, "It's not budging. Break the door!" Break the door? Ah. Things just got interesting. You see, apart from special codes, Father also had plans as regards booby traps he could build against bad guys. I have a feeling there are some protecting the safe. A scream enunciates my statement, and just then, my ears hurt as hell again. The voice snarls in annoyance, but goes down a notch when it directs itself to me. "Enhanced hearing. Sorry about that; must be painful."In response, I just nod. Even though I have no clue who I'm nodding to."Let's get out of here!" The stampede of about four pairs of legs running out of my father's study reaches my legs, and I grin. Even dead, my father's a genius. My smile falters as I realize that we'd had a fight just the night before, and I…"We need to go to the study," the voice says, and I nod, jumping up. When we get there, I see that the entire place was thoroughly ransacked, even down to overturning Dad's favourite mug. My fists clench. They must pay. All of them."They must," the voice agrees, and I use the opportunity to enquire of its existence. "I am Kala, your wolf." ***************Valeria- My wolf- Kala- leads me through a short lesson on werewolves. It's not too far from what the stories say, even though she keeps saying that the stories are absolutely wrong. Werewolves are also creatures of the night like the vampires, but unlike vamps, werewolves can walk in the sun and transform into normal human form. There's a certain age at which one gets connected to their wolf, which is their inner beast, and apparently, I'm a late bloomer. Or, I'm a very good suppresser. Because this isn't the first time I'm hearing Kala speak, but I haven't been very inviting nor have I been accommodating. Probably she'd almost rot away in my head and had used the first opportunity she had to break free. And it just had to be on my parents death day. At that thought of mine, I hear her whine in sympathy. But I do not speak. Instead, I focus on my arrangement of Father's study, placing the files back in place according to the guides he put in place. My heart clenches as I see h
Valeria- For a couple of seconds, I stare at the piece of paper that has caused me to rethink my entire existence with just one glance. Henry and Jacqueline Johansson? Were my parents using different names before they came to the United States? Have I been living a lie all this while? Is this why Father became less welcoming to my antics as I grew up? Did I remind him of the life he left behind? But…Mother is Asian. She speaks Mandarin so darn fluently it is impossible to say that she doesn't originate from Asia. And…this Kala situation. Does that mean they knew I'm a werewolf all this time? Perhaps they thought I would never uncover the truth because I hadn't met my wolf in my teens. They probably believed that she'd died and that I'd become a normal human. Kala growls within me, and I say a quick sorry before returning to my assumptions. Or, maybe, just like all those books and movies I've read and seen, Father was an Alpha, and badly wanted to see me grow into a powerful Luna
Valeria - "Wear the 3-inch heels," Anna says, grinning as she walks with Jonas, her fiancé, to his Range Rover. I grimace at the thought of murdering my poor feet with those shoes, but then brighten up when I think of the reason why I'll be doing that. Because it's graduation, that's why. I've looked forward to that day ever since I stepped into college. The day I would leave the four walls of this damned institution, armed with a college degree and with a mega-watt smile on my face. "I'll try," I yell as Jonas opens the door for her. She beams at me before giving him a peck for being such a gentleman, and I feel a prick in my heart from seeing that. She's so lucky; they met in our second year and have continued in their relationship- about three years gone now. And they're engaged to marry next month.I had a boyfriend for a month, and that was just before first year ended. However, because she's happy, I force a smile on my face at the gesture, and wave to her as he drives off.
Valeria - Just like we planned, the girls and I arrive at the graduation venue late. Which is obviously against the school rules, if I recall the head of my department's words as he dictated the rules guiding the graduation ceremony to us, his forehead sweaty and his face twisted in wrinkles. But, hey. Who cares? It's graduation. No one listens to that stuff. Or, maybe they do?When we arrive at the venue (which is a huge hall on a private property), the entire compound is silent, with cars lining up the parking lot. It's obvious from the low hum we can hear that everyone is inside the Hall.The five of us exchange glances. "I knew this was a bad idea," Shirley begins, but Anna sends her a glare that makes her shut up immediately."Oh be quiet," one of the twins says. "So we're the only sensible ones who decided to be rule breakers on our graduation day. So what?" I nod. "Let's just go in. All we need to do is walk in and find seats. No biggie. It's graduation, Shirls. Loosen up.
Valeria- For a couple of seconds, I stare at the piece of paper that has caused me to rethink my entire existence with just one glance. Henry and Jacqueline Johansson? Were my parents using different names before they came to the United States? Have I been living a lie all this while? Is this why Father became less welcoming to my antics as I grew up? Did I remind him of the life he left behind? But…Mother is Asian. She speaks Mandarin so darn fluently it is impossible to say that she doesn't originate from Asia. And…this Kala situation. Does that mean they knew I'm a werewolf all this time? Perhaps they thought I would never uncover the truth because I hadn't met my wolf in my teens. They probably believed that she'd died and that I'd become a normal human. Kala growls within me, and I say a quick sorry before returning to my assumptions. Or, maybe, just like all those books and movies I've read and seen, Father was an Alpha, and badly wanted to see me grow into a powerful Luna
Valeria- My wolf- Kala- leads me through a short lesson on werewolves. It's not too far from what the stories say, even though she keeps saying that the stories are absolutely wrong. Werewolves are also creatures of the night like the vampires, but unlike vamps, werewolves can walk in the sun and transform into normal human form. There's a certain age at which one gets connected to their wolf, which is their inner beast, and apparently, I'm a late bloomer. Or, I'm a very good suppresser. Because this isn't the first time I'm hearing Kala speak, but I haven't been very inviting nor have I been accommodating. Probably she'd almost rot away in my head and had used the first opportunity she had to break free. And it just had to be on my parents death day. At that thought of mine, I hear her whine in sympathy. But I do not speak. Instead, I focus on my arrangement of Father's study, placing the files back in place according to the guides he put in place. My heart clenches as I see h
Valeria - Numb. That's exactly how I feel. I feel like my entire existence is disappeared, leaving behind an empty space. But soon, that space is filled, with anger, with a thirst for vengeance, and with an animalistic voice that keeps snarling at the back of my head for…Wait. Voice? Snarl? My foggy head slowly clears, and I can hear fully well the sound coming out of my mouth. Or, if I'm to be more specific, my snout. Even though I'm thinking relatively straight, I'm afraid that the alcohol must have worked more than its usual wonders on me. Else, why on earth would I be seeing paws instead of hands, and why does every voice around me seem so loud? Just then, my gaze falls on something. No, not something. Someone. Dad's eyes are still wide open, emotionless. The entire incident comes flooding back to me all at once, and I slump to the ground, the newfound energy getting zapped out of me all at once. "*We must get revenge,*" the Angry Voice in my head says, and I nod, still t
Valeria - Just like we planned, the girls and I arrive at the graduation venue late. Which is obviously against the school rules, if I recall the head of my department's words as he dictated the rules guiding the graduation ceremony to us, his forehead sweaty and his face twisted in wrinkles. But, hey. Who cares? It's graduation. No one listens to that stuff. Or, maybe they do?When we arrive at the venue (which is a huge hall on a private property), the entire compound is silent, with cars lining up the parking lot. It's obvious from the low hum we can hear that everyone is inside the Hall.The five of us exchange glances. "I knew this was a bad idea," Shirley begins, but Anna sends her a glare that makes her shut up immediately."Oh be quiet," one of the twins says. "So we're the only sensible ones who decided to be rule breakers on our graduation day. So what?" I nod. "Let's just go in. All we need to do is walk in and find seats. No biggie. It's graduation, Shirls. Loosen up.
Valeria - "Wear the 3-inch heels," Anna says, grinning as she walks with Jonas, her fiancé, to his Range Rover. I grimace at the thought of murdering my poor feet with those shoes, but then brighten up when I think of the reason why I'll be doing that. Because it's graduation, that's why. I've looked forward to that day ever since I stepped into college. The day I would leave the four walls of this damned institution, armed with a college degree and with a mega-watt smile on my face. "I'll try," I yell as Jonas opens the door for her. She beams at me before giving him a peck for being such a gentleman, and I feel a prick in my heart from seeing that. She's so lucky; they met in our second year and have continued in their relationship- about three years gone now. And they're engaged to marry next month.I had a boyfriend for a month, and that was just before first year ended. However, because she's happy, I force a smile on my face at the gesture, and wave to her as he drives off.