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SCHOOL IS THE WORST
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2025-03-23 08:21:04GINGER:
I think I have faced the worst moments of this fallout until it’s time for school. As soon as my mother drops me off, I make my way into the school building, trying hard to be discreet, but the moment I walk in, the students glare at me weirdly, making me realize the news must have spread. I hear chuckles from almost every corner, and they do not even try to hide the fact that they are speaking about me.
For a moment, I feel like I am about to cry, but I keep my head up high, making my way to my locker. Hana’s locker is just a few lockers away, and the moment I am done, I shut mine to see her standing with Wendy. She is dressed in a cropped white knit sweater with a high-waisted plaid skirt and knee-high black boots, and her hair is in a sleek ponytail. Wendy is wearing a black turtleneck tucked into ripped skinny jeans with chunky platform boots, and her hair falls in soft waves.
They both look good, and I am tempted, so I raise a hand to wa
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