Elara’s POV
“Don't you dare die on mama, Vee.”
Red swollen eyes, dried nose, and parched throat, I wiped tears off my cheeks and tossed the tissue in the pile.
The nasty mess hit the top of what had already formed a castle and rolled down. I pulled the last piece from the box.
Not finding my phone, I had yet to hear from Alice to know how my baby was fairing. Most of me wished to storm out to the clinic regardless if it was midnight, but the other would rather stay safe for Violet, especially after the incident.
The landline rang on the center table, snapping my mind completely. I dashed for it, knocking down every item on my way.
“Lilian!”
Evelyn’s voice vibrated from the speaker, causing me to burst into tears. From being mere colleagues, we became fast friends.
“What happened? I've been trying to reach you all day.” She groaned. “The boss is really mad at you for being absent…” She stopped on hearing my soft sniffles. “Are you okay?”
“No.” I cried as if waiting for my turn to speak. “I'm not, Evie.”
“Oh, my god.” She gasped. “What's the problem… Where are you?” She hastily switched.
“You can't come, Evie…”
“Just tell me, damn it.” She snapped, panicking. “Of course you're at home…”
“Getting into police drama will only worsen things,” I informed her and blew my nose. “I'm too devastated to come save your ass.”
She hissed and laughed. “For real though, what's wrong?”
“It's Violet. She fell from a height in school…” I paused when she screamed. If anyone was unfortunately to be beside her, he'd have a burst eardrum. “Her surgery costs a fortune.”
“Jeez!” She groaned. “Oh, no. This is bad.” She continued to lament. “How much?”
“Eighty-five hundred.”
The loud silence that followed was deep enough to drown me. What was I expecting? She was equally broke ass like me, only that she didn't have a three-year-old money sucker boring holes in her pocket.
“We'll figure something out, hun.” Her tone was frail. “How’s my baby now?”
I puffed. “In her angel’s hands. I have no idea.” I raked my hand through my messy hair.
“Listen, hun,” she assumed the role of a caring mother. “First, you'll come to work tomorrow to explain things to the boss. I'm sure he'll understand.” she quickly added. “Then we can pick things up from there.”
I nodded as if she could see me. “Thanks, Evie.” I resumed sobbing.
“Come off it.” She sighed. “Anything for my two favorite persons.”
The call ended, leaving me to face my reality, alone. I wasn't sure what to do next, but Evelyn’s subtle reassurance somehow put my heart at ease. Crumbling in a heap beside my pile of used tissues, I crashed out for the night.
* * * *
“Watch it, bitch!”Avoiding being run over by just a few inches, my heart sank. The driver zoomed off, not before cussing me out and creating a scene.
Head bowed, I crossed the pedestrian lane and walked into the company’s premises. It was a small parastatal, with a grumpy owner.
“Hun,” Evelyn’s sweet voice beamed as she rushed out of the front desk to hug me.
We remained in our warmth for a minute. When she pulled away, I was quick to see the sadness she tried to hide beneath her layers of fake smile.
“Evie?” I called firmly. “What is it?”
She rolled her eyes and hunched her back with a loud sigh. “I'm sorry…”
“What is it?” Again, I demanded.
Without a word, she picked up the white envelope from her desk and held onto it, hesitating to hand it over.
“Honestly, I tried to talk him out and…”
I snatched it from her and peeled off the seal. My hands were suddenly trembling. A series of ugly scenarios played in my head. Dear Lord.
My eyes ran through the body of the letter, reading a thousand words in a second.
What the fuck?!!!
“If we make him understand, he will revoke this. He's human, I believe.”
“Is he?” I scoffed.
White with rage, I stormed into his office while Evelyn called after me. Ignoring her, I barged into his meeting with the company’s top clients.
“Miss Lilian, leave my office.” His grumpy tone warned.
“You can't just fire me…”
“I just did.” He shrugged, unbothered. “No form of incompetence will be tolerated.”
“I’ve sacrificed so much for this company.” I didn't back down. “My daughter…”
“Leave!” He slammed his palm on the table in dismissal. “Don't make me involve the security.”
Broke, in debt, with a terribly sick daughter, and now, jobless! My ruined life flashed before my eyes.
“It would only worsen things.” Evelyn scolded. “When he's less irritated, we can…”
My mind was out of my body. I dragged my suddenly heavy fert along, letting Evelyn rant without an audience. I managed to board a taxi without getting killed. I gave him my address. I wasn't about to go to the hospital in such a state. Maybe baking Violet’s favorite snacks would make me feel worthy of being her mama. Just maybe.
The car pulled over once we arrived. I paid with the last cash on me. Instead of baking or cooking a storm, I slouched on the couch, broken.
Slowly slipping into depression, my soul jumped out of my skin when I heard the steady footsteps of someone on the porch and the door creaked open. Spinning to see who it was, blood dried out of my veins…
His deadly eyes and stern jaws trapped me on the spot.
Not again!
Drop-dead sexy in a black sleeveless shirt, giving off his biceps, and a pair of tight ripped jeans that cladded his fine muscular limbs, and highlighted the curve of his dick, Marco stood tall in my small home.
“Poor mother to a three-year-old and beautifully jobless.” The side of his jaws twitched in a smirk.
It took everything in me not to melt away like ice.
He knows… He knows about my child! How?!
“Your journalism doesn't faze me,” I tried to be composed even though I could hear my loud heartthrobs. “What are you doing here?”
“You both live a shitty life.” He hissed. “Dear Nathaniel failed after all.”
Boiling with rage, my muscles went rigid. Being criticized, especially by the monster who put me in this mess for a start, I was livid.
How dare he mock me in my damn face?! Who the heck does he think he is?!
“You have no right…”
“A hundred thousand dollars.” He flicked his lighter and pulled out a cigar. Disregarding my blaring gaze to put it away, he dragged and puffed thick white smoke in my direction.
My ears stood firm, with goosebumps creeping beneath my clothes. “What's in return?”
He gave a half smile and strolled the rest of the distance until he was a few feet away from me.
“You're smart, which is why I don't trust you.” He dusts off ash from his cigar tip. “I own you for as long as I want.”
My hands balled into fists beside me. I was this close to hauling myself at him and slapping out whatever gave him the guts to think he'd ruin me all over again.
“And you're dumb.” I bluffed. “It irks me.”
The life in his once piercing eyes was now replaced by gross darkness. I was pushing my boundaries.
“A million? A hundred?” He took another step. “Name your price, Elara.”
“I'm not for sale, Mr. Marco.”
He cackled as if I made a joke. “Of course, you're not. You. Are. Mine.” He resumed striding towards me. “Shamelessly fucking another is sinful and bearing a bastard, is a death wish.”
My throat dried up.
“Plans changed. You won't get a penny.”
“Get out!”
“You'll have to come with me.” He shrugged. “And fuck, I'd love to drag you by your hair.”
Seeing a nasty smile spread across his lips, I got more infuriated.
“Go douse on whiskey and drugs and sluts!” My petite frame trembled. “I'm not your damn property, Marco!”
Tilting his head to the side, he paused. “Fucking say my name, Elara.”
His breezy tone stroked my warm skin, plunging me into the depths of his wildness.
Elara, focus!
“Leave!”
My feeble voice broke and my scattered mind both longed to slap him to his senses and wished to feel his touch, his chiseled chest against mine, and the feel of his monster in my vanity.
The tender feeling of his calloused hand stroking my cheek stiffened me. He was too close for my own good.
“Stop…”
“Are you sure about that?” He mocked me. Cupping my chin, his thumb caressed my parched lips. “I'll fuck you till you pop my babies. I bet Nathaniel wouldn't mind.”
Marco had mentioned Nathaniel a million times, but this made me cringe. The whole world knew what happened to my betrothed. It took Florida by storm.
My lips quivered beneath his touch and my breathing was labored. “You’re pathetic!” I pushed his chest, losing my fragile mind.
Grasping my waist, he twirled me and slapped my ass against him, his bulge stroked the small of my back.
My mouth parted when he wrapped his hand around my throat, slowly tightening his grip, and choking me to submission.
When he reached down, his breath warmly kissed my skin. The edge of his lips stroked as he echoed his dare. “No one touches mine.”
Nuzzling around the spot he had marked me, his sleek tongue swiped, tasting my sweat, while his canine grazed my soft skin.
He was a walking red flag and I was doomed to get the slightest attention from this obsessed beast.
“If it takes me burning the world to break you,” his heart beat against my back. “I will, mio cioccolato bianco.” ‘my white chocolate.’
The door suddenly opened, causing me to jolt out of his grip.
Wide-eyed, Evelyn stood by the door, jaws dropped.
Elara’s POV “Two hours.” Marco’s breathed in my ear. “I'm not a patient man.”With that, he leaned upright, and took the longest three seconds to study my fake confidence, while he rubbed the tip of his fingers in ridicule. Satisfied, he turned to leave. What was the time for? My mind was all over the place in confusion. But whatsoever it meant, it was dangerous. Evelyn was still frozen on her spot, flustered by the tall demi-god in his dangerous regalia. Like a shadow, he breezed past her, not sparing her a glance, nor a word. The quite hard cushion hurt my butt when I collapsed in it, too weak to stand for another minute. “Lilian…” Evelyn rushed to where I was. “Gosh!” I sucked in cool air through my clenched teeth. “I thought you needed an ambulance.”She pulled closer, rubbing bodies with mine as if to validate her presence. “Who was that fine-ass, perfect chocolate-dripping diabetes?” Her tone was a soft moan as she rubbed her neck and fanned her sweaty face. “He isn't far
Elara’s POV “Call the police, now!” Alice rang it out like a fire alarm, bitter emotions were thickly laced in her look, and her voice. Confused and spontaneous, Evelyn rooted out her phone and began punching digits with sweaty hands. “Stop.” I flung the phone from her grip and retreated to the end of the room, with my hands stretched to my back, preventing the slightest chance of her retrieving it. “Lilian, what are you doing?” Evelyn’s soft voice totally changed. “Protecting my daughter.” I maintained my stance. “He wouldn't want me to involve the police.” She looked from me to the old lady, and back at me. Her eyes bore curiosity, one I was afraid would go unattended. “Let me handle it my way,” I resumed my unbaked tale. “It's my attention he seeks.” Alice scrunched her nose and furrowed her brows. She was the only one amongst us yet to meet Marco. “Is he some sick fella?” I opened my mouth, but mopped, and shut it. “I'll be fine.”Silence gently crept from my end of the r
Elara’s POV “What the heck?!”I sprang to my feet at my mother’s revelation. The words were hard to digest and for the hundredth time, I hoped it was a stunt. “Get ready, we’re hosting your betrothed for breakfast, tomorrow.” Sitting graciously in her seat with her legs crossed at the knee, there were no signs of remorse or anything I expected. Beside her, my father just looked at me with what seemed like pity. He folded the newspaper he was reading and tried poor damage control. “Look, honey,” he muffled. “It's for the best…”“I'm not even ready.” I angrily cut him off. “And even if I were, it would never be to a stranger.” “Young lady,” my mother snapped. “I can tolerate your cussing, but what I won't take is you disobeying your father.” This wasn't a joke after all. “He's not a stranger. Plus, he's a good guy.” I held back a series of sobs about to rip out. All my life, I had taken orders from them and lived under their umbrella like the decent daughter of a clergyman sho
Elara’s POV “No. No. No…” My heart sank as I stared hard at the pregnancy strip. It's been four weeks since the reckless affair. Suddenly feeling strange and missing my period, I had to get the test kit after much reluctance. “Please, god.” I mumbled, my fingers shook terribly. This felt like the longest one minute of my lifetime. Two marks?!My heart dropped deep into my stomach, with my guts twisting hard on themselves. It felt like I would pass out. Thick beads of sweat broke out of my pores and drenched me in ruin. First, I was engaged to a man I barely knew, gave my virginity to a freaking stranger who was reckless enough to bang me without protection, and now… “Argh!” I fell flat on my butt and cried. The sting from the fall wasn't as brutal as my broken heart, blocking the painful sensation as a result. My whole life was in shambles!!!“No. This can't be happening.” I groaned in severe pain and scoffed in disbelief. Unexpectedly, I heard my room door burst open and t
Elara’s POV ‘Let this be our little dirty secret.’ My mother’s words continued to replay in my head. Tonight, over dinner, I’d decide if to get rid of the baby, or pin it on Nathaniel. Or, let Marco in…Standing on the subway, I looked at the grand building that had ruined my life. Quite shaky, I was not ready to face the devil twice. Perhaps if he was warm, it would only be to get in between my thighs twice. A man like him dreaded commitment, talk more of with a loose stranger like myself. Tears stung my eyes. I was about to experience a meltdown in public. I couldn't fathom getting rid of an innocent child. ‘Not now, Elara.’I cautioned myself and shut my eyes for a while, so I could get myself together. Sin. Filth. Darkness. They were the only thing Marco reeked of. Even if he accepted responsibility, he wasn't a man I could take to my parents, or show to the world, or even be around my baby. ‘What have I done?!’ Oddly, the strong wave of his cologne, coupled with the fee
MARCO’S POV “Your father’s killer is on the run.” Kaid informed me, his voice as cold as ice as he yapped. We were on the terrace of my 80-foot tall mansion and holding my glass of brandy and my cigar, I dragged and gulped, the strong mix of alcohol and mint-flavored cigar hit me hard in my guts…Just as fucking hard as Elara! I scoffed and bit my lower lip, weird emotions consumed me, spreading smoothly like poison. She was young and naive. That night, I had groomed her to be mine, only to meet her absence. Somehow, her actions bruised my ego in an irredeemable way, and it made me detest and crave her at the same time. Her smooth skin was like white chocolate beneath my hard brown one, sweet-smelling fragrance, and provocative innocence! Never has a lady crossed my bed twice, but with Elara, it was my freaking mind! I had caught her sight when she stood afar as if trying to call for me. So, I stalked her and found out who she truly was. The daughter of an arch-enemy! After
Elara’s POV Three Years Later.“... Your daughter just fell off the stairs and she is in a bad state.” Numb. Dumb. My mouth fell a gap but no words formed. With my mind going blank for a minute, I stuttered in utter confusion. My heart pounded as if it would explode.“Come to the hospital right away, Miss Lilian.” The cold tone of Violet’s teacher echoed in my head. The call dropped. My cute three-year-old was supposed to be in school and I was going to pick her up in about an hour… Not this crap! ‘Paediatrics Emergency Ward. Mardi Clinic.’My phone chimed with the message. I shot up and bolted for the door, not caring about how shabby I looked. I hissed the address once I flagged down the first taxi. Mumbling strings of prayers, my eyes shut to hold back tears. My legs quivered and I was this close to tossing the driver out of the window and driving myself there, that's if I wouldn't be long dead from the crazy speed. On arrival, I paid him and jumped down without waiting fo
Marco’s POV Shocked. Terrified…Watching Elara’s pretty face turn paper white as she was drenched in horror, I read off her reactions, unable to place the last emotions that lingered. Guilt?...“Are you- are you stalking me?” Sweet and seductive, just as I remembered, her voice trembling voice betrayed the last straw of her confidence. With each step I took towards her, she pulled backward, and the rough click of her heels scrapped the tarred road. She gasped when kissing her back and kissed the high wall of an already closed mall. Her small fingers laced in anxiety and her eyes widened as I approached her. I leaned forward, towering my huge frame over her petite ones. My outstretched hand pressed to the wall, above her head. “Is that one of your fetish?” This time, I half-crashed against her, my mouth lingering around her small face. A soft sigh escaped her lips and she pressed her eyes shut. My hand itched beside me, in need to clutch around her white fragile neck and slip
Elara’s POV “Call the police, now!” Alice rang it out like a fire alarm, bitter emotions were thickly laced in her look, and her voice. Confused and spontaneous, Evelyn rooted out her phone and began punching digits with sweaty hands. “Stop.” I flung the phone from her grip and retreated to the end of the room, with my hands stretched to my back, preventing the slightest chance of her retrieving it. “Lilian, what are you doing?” Evelyn’s soft voice totally changed. “Protecting my daughter.” I maintained my stance. “He wouldn't want me to involve the police.” She looked from me to the old lady, and back at me. Her eyes bore curiosity, one I was afraid would go unattended. “Let me handle it my way,” I resumed my unbaked tale. “It's my attention he seeks.” Alice scrunched her nose and furrowed her brows. She was the only one amongst us yet to meet Marco. “Is he some sick fella?” I opened my mouth, but mopped, and shut it. “I'll be fine.”Silence gently crept from my end of the r
Elara’s POV “Two hours.” Marco’s breathed in my ear. “I'm not a patient man.”With that, he leaned upright, and took the longest three seconds to study my fake confidence, while he rubbed the tip of his fingers in ridicule. Satisfied, he turned to leave. What was the time for? My mind was all over the place in confusion. But whatsoever it meant, it was dangerous. Evelyn was still frozen on her spot, flustered by the tall demi-god in his dangerous regalia. Like a shadow, he breezed past her, not sparing her a glance, nor a word. The quite hard cushion hurt my butt when I collapsed in it, too weak to stand for another minute. “Lilian…” Evelyn rushed to where I was. “Gosh!” I sucked in cool air through my clenched teeth. “I thought you needed an ambulance.”She pulled closer, rubbing bodies with mine as if to validate her presence. “Who was that fine-ass, perfect chocolate-dripping diabetes?” Her tone was a soft moan as she rubbed her neck and fanned her sweaty face. “He isn't far
Elara’s POV “Don't you dare die on mama, Vee.” Red swollen eyes, dried nose, and parched throat, I wiped tears off my cheeks and tossed the tissue in the pile. The nasty mess hit the top of what had already formed a castle and rolled down. I pulled the last piece from the box. Not finding my phone, I had yet to hear from Alice to know how my baby was fairing. Most of me wished to storm out to the clinic regardless if it was midnight, but the other would rather stay safe for Violet, especially after the incident. The landline rang on the center table, snapping my mind completely. I dashed for it, knocking down every item on my way. “Lilian!” Evelyn’s voice vibrated from the speaker, causing me to burst into tears. From being mere colleagues, we became fast friends. “What happened? I've been trying to reach you all day.” She groaned. “The boss is really mad at you for being absent…” She stopped on hearing my soft sniffles. “Are you okay?” “No.” I cried as if waiting for my turn
Marco’s POV From Afar, I watched Elara fumble in search of her keys. Frustrated, she slammed her forehead with her palm. I scoffed, finding humor in her clumsiness. As if she heard me, she spun in my direction. Effortlessly, I slid to a side, blending my black attire with the darkness that loomed. Bored, I played with the handle of the dagger in my gloved hand. When I followed her down here, I had hoped to slit the throat and spread the guts of her lover like peanut butter. Instead of going to him, or the client she was dressed to service, she came home. Perhaps she was terrified for one night. My jaws clenched. They wouldn't be this lucky next time. Matter of fact, every fucking dickhead that had touched her would pay for their sins. The creaking sound of her door drew my attention. She walked in and shut it, still ignorant of my presence. For about fifteen minutes, I remained on my spot, waiting... watching.The clock ticked 10 PM. Sure that she was safe and no motherfucker wo
Marco’s POV Shocked. Terrified…Watching Elara’s pretty face turn paper white as she was drenched in horror, I read off her reactions, unable to place the last emotions that lingered. Guilt?...“Are you- are you stalking me?” Sweet and seductive, just as I remembered, her voice trembling voice betrayed the last straw of her confidence. With each step I took towards her, she pulled backward, and the rough click of her heels scrapped the tarred road. She gasped when kissing her back and kissed the high wall of an already closed mall. Her small fingers laced in anxiety and her eyes widened as I approached her. I leaned forward, towering my huge frame over her petite ones. My outstretched hand pressed to the wall, above her head. “Is that one of your fetish?” This time, I half-crashed against her, my mouth lingering around her small face. A soft sigh escaped her lips and she pressed her eyes shut. My hand itched beside me, in need to clutch around her white fragile neck and slip
Elara’s POV Three Years Later.“... Your daughter just fell off the stairs and she is in a bad state.” Numb. Dumb. My mouth fell a gap but no words formed. With my mind going blank for a minute, I stuttered in utter confusion. My heart pounded as if it would explode.“Come to the hospital right away, Miss Lilian.” The cold tone of Violet’s teacher echoed in my head. The call dropped. My cute three-year-old was supposed to be in school and I was going to pick her up in about an hour… Not this crap! ‘Paediatrics Emergency Ward. Mardi Clinic.’My phone chimed with the message. I shot up and bolted for the door, not caring about how shabby I looked. I hissed the address once I flagged down the first taxi. Mumbling strings of prayers, my eyes shut to hold back tears. My legs quivered and I was this close to tossing the driver out of the window and driving myself there, that's if I wouldn't be long dead from the crazy speed. On arrival, I paid him and jumped down without waiting fo
MARCO’S POV “Your father’s killer is on the run.” Kaid informed me, his voice as cold as ice as he yapped. We were on the terrace of my 80-foot tall mansion and holding my glass of brandy and my cigar, I dragged and gulped, the strong mix of alcohol and mint-flavored cigar hit me hard in my guts…Just as fucking hard as Elara! I scoffed and bit my lower lip, weird emotions consumed me, spreading smoothly like poison. She was young and naive. That night, I had groomed her to be mine, only to meet her absence. Somehow, her actions bruised my ego in an irredeemable way, and it made me detest and crave her at the same time. Her smooth skin was like white chocolate beneath my hard brown one, sweet-smelling fragrance, and provocative innocence! Never has a lady crossed my bed twice, but with Elara, it was my freaking mind! I had caught her sight when she stood afar as if trying to call for me. So, I stalked her and found out who she truly was. The daughter of an arch-enemy! After
Elara’s POV ‘Let this be our little dirty secret.’ My mother’s words continued to replay in my head. Tonight, over dinner, I’d decide if to get rid of the baby, or pin it on Nathaniel. Or, let Marco in…Standing on the subway, I looked at the grand building that had ruined my life. Quite shaky, I was not ready to face the devil twice. Perhaps if he was warm, it would only be to get in between my thighs twice. A man like him dreaded commitment, talk more of with a loose stranger like myself. Tears stung my eyes. I was about to experience a meltdown in public. I couldn't fathom getting rid of an innocent child. ‘Not now, Elara.’I cautioned myself and shut my eyes for a while, so I could get myself together. Sin. Filth. Darkness. They were the only thing Marco reeked of. Even if he accepted responsibility, he wasn't a man I could take to my parents, or show to the world, or even be around my baby. ‘What have I done?!’ Oddly, the strong wave of his cologne, coupled with the fee
Elara’s POV “No. No. No…” My heart sank as I stared hard at the pregnancy strip. It's been four weeks since the reckless affair. Suddenly feeling strange and missing my period, I had to get the test kit after much reluctance. “Please, god.” I mumbled, my fingers shook terribly. This felt like the longest one minute of my lifetime. Two marks?!My heart dropped deep into my stomach, with my guts twisting hard on themselves. It felt like I would pass out. Thick beads of sweat broke out of my pores and drenched me in ruin. First, I was engaged to a man I barely knew, gave my virginity to a freaking stranger who was reckless enough to bang me without protection, and now… “Argh!” I fell flat on my butt and cried. The sting from the fall wasn't as brutal as my broken heart, blocking the painful sensation as a result. My whole life was in shambles!!!“No. This can't be happening.” I groaned in severe pain and scoffed in disbelief. Unexpectedly, I heard my room door burst open and t