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last update Last Updated: 2023-03-17 17:58:50

MARIAH'S POV

So this has been what I have been missing all along with him. It was not him being sick or anything because I had noticed his total withdrawal from things we all used to do. It seemed almost like Farrell had suddenly drawn into himself and had become a bigger shadow of himself in the past few days which was unlike him. No one saw him at the general table and yet I had been thinking he might be sick or perhaps even hoped it was all for my sake. How would I have come to the conclusion and finalization that it was something if this nature.

If shame was a person right now, it would be me. When he had been about to enter, I could have guessed that my excitement knew no bounds. This Ira of a girl had been getting on my nerves as I had been on the bed and questioning her for coming to his room before he showed up. I wanted to understand if there was any shady businesses between them both but she insisted that it was the first time she was coming to his bedroom and had this super
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