Xander's POV
Alexandra Smith does not exist.
She is just one of the figments of my imagination. She is a fictional woman I created just to satisfy my mother and stop her from pestering me to be responsible.
I have been away on a business trip to Italy for two months. During the course of the trip, I could barely squeeze out time to go to a club and have fun.
Mom won't stop calling me to know if I have found a girl I would love to get married to.
When she revealed to me about the trust fund Grandma Nina kept for me before her death and how I won't be able to get the billions if I wasn't married, I knew I had to do something.
I didn't do anything other than telling mom that I had a secret girlfriend.
Just a few weeks before I came back home, I met Alexandra and I got married in a registry. Mom was over the moon but I wasn't bothered about who to present to her as Alex.
I had everything planned.
Alexandra would be a businesswoman who is always away on a business trip. This is what I wanted my mother to believe. I wanted to keep this going for as long as I could and I was so sure that I would get the trust fund as long as I provided the proof of our wedding in court which I faked.
But then, things have changed now.
New ideas are rushing into my head. Brilliant ideas that won't stop me from feeling proud of myself.
I wonder why I didn't think of this earlier.
This striking young lady beside me lost consciousness even before my car got closer. I was able to stop the car from hitting her but I was shocked to see that she was unconscious.
I rushed out to get her into the car and I began to drive to the hospital in a haste, afraid that she would die.
Then it dawned on me that taking her to the hospital was a wrong idea. Mother knows every single hospital in New York. She has connections everywhere.
I didn't even think of going to a different hospital. I was rushing to our family hospital. To avoid misunderstanding, I changed my mind. Whenever my mother sees me with a lady, she always jumps to conclusions and assumes we are dating.
I made her believe that Alex and I are married and being seen with another woman was a wrong idea so I turned back to come home.
I gave one of my doctor friends a call and he attended to her in the guest room. I wasn't assured until he told me she was fine and asleep.
She has been sleeping all morning and I excused myself. I was working in my home office when I heard a car drive in.
I totally forgot I had a stranger in my house. If I had remembered, I would have gone to lock the door to her room so she wouldn't come out when my mom is still around.
But now I am glad I actually forgot all about her because everything is going to work in my favor.
"Hello!" Her little hand swung past my face, pulling me out of my reverie.
I take my hands out of my pocket and fold my arms around my bosom.
I was scared she was going to burst everything up so I excused myself from mother so we could talk but I guess mother figured out that we needed some privacy so she left without telling me what she is there for.
This woman and I have been standing since she left, facing each other.
She is cute enough to be my wife. All I just need to do is polish her up a little to make mom believe my notion of her being a businesswoman.
"Aren't you going to say anything?" She barks at me, her face a few distances away from mine. "Why the hell are you quiet? Do you know me from anywhere? What the hell am I doing in your house? Why the hell are you mistaking me for your bride? What is going on here?"
I have an amused expression on my face. Not because of the questions she is bombarding me with but because of how funny she looks.
"Are you a kidnapper?" She asks her face in a deep frown.
Unconsciously, laughter leaves my mouth.
Kidnapper? Really?
"Why are you laughing? What the hell is wrong with you?"
I still don't know how to start explaining everything to her.
Will she understand? Now that I have acted as though she is my bride, I can't let her go that easily.
I need her. To get my trust fund. I can't let that money go that way.
I need it to go ahead with my plans.
"You know what? I am done here", she picks up her bag and phone from the floor and begins to storm towards the door.
But I am quick to block her way, my hands spread wide with my back on the door.
She arches a brow at me, with anger written all over her.
What a temper!
"Calm down", I find myself saying. I need to find a way to make her do this for me. I should probably beg her or tell her that I will give her a percentage. I should find something to use against her so she won't be able to refuse my offer.
The deed is done already. She is already known to my mom as my bride.
"Calm down? Will you..."
"Why were you crying on the road this morning?" I cut her short.
She looks taken aback and her mouth hangs open for a while before she closes it and gulps, looking away.
Did something bad happen to her? She doesn't look like a classic lady with wealthy parents.
This will do.
"There were tears on your face when I came out of the car..."
"That is none of your business. Were you the one who hit me?"
"I didn't hit you. I almost did, though, but I didn't."
I don't know why I am explaining myself. Is it because I need her to trust me so she can help me out or is it because I don't want her to sue me for hitting her and bringing her to my house instead of the hospital?
"You did. If you didn't, I won't pass out."
"Surprisingly, I didn't. I also wondered why you passed out but the doctor said it was out of shock..."
"Doctor?"
"I have a doctor friend", I say to her and she shifts uncomfortably while I drop my hands.
"I need to go home. It's getting late..."
"Let's talk first. I will take you home afterward", I suggest with a cute smile that I hope will work on her.
"There is absolutely nothing to talk about, MISTER!" She yells out of the blue.
Wow!
Does she get angry all the time?
The way she stressed 'MISTER' made me realize that I don't even know her name yet.
How will I get to know her name when she isn't even giving us a chance to talk?
"I want to tell you why I did what I did", I reply as her chest heaves up and down in rage.
She does not say anything. She continues to watch me with blazing red eyes. The doctor said something about migraines and I hope she isn't having one right now from shouting.
"Let's sit. You have been standing for too long and you still need to rest for some more days to regain your strength..."
Before I can finish up my statement, she storms back to the living room and I follow her. When she gets there, she throws her bag onto the sofa and sits.
I quickly take a seat too but not close to her. I am opposite her.
I should go straight to the point.
"I'm really sorry for the inconvenience. I didn't bring you here because of this, I just brought you here to avoid my mom's questioning but as fate would have it..."
"What question?" She cuts me short with curiosity.
"My mom owns several hospitals around here and I know someone would tell her I brought a girl to the hospital. I was trying to avoid that so I called my doctor's friend to come to check on you instead."
She nods and I assume she is urging me to go on.
"I'm really sorry."
"It's fine." She says and I heave a deep sigh of relief. We are getting somewhere.
"Where were you going? You were blinded by your tears and you were walking on the road..."
"I lost my job. I guess I didn't expect to ruin things this soon so it really got to me. I was in a haste to go home and you know..." she trails off and I wonder what she means.
"You didn't look like you were in a hurry. You seemed lost in thought. I was horning from a far distance." I tilt my head sideways.
"Yeah", she only says and shakes her head.
She sighs and places her jaw in her hand.
"What do you do for a living?" I question her. I guess I should get to know her better first.
And her name.
Yes, her name. Even though that name will have to change. Alex is my supposed bride's name and for her to be my bride, she needs to change her name to Alex.
"A cook."
Just a cook? Not business related?
That's bad!
"I was hoping to become the head chef but I lost my job and I won't get this month's pay, unfortunately."
"What is your name?" I demand from her again, keeping aside the information of what she does for a living. That wouldn't be a problem. I can still make her the businesswoman I claimed my wife is. She has lost her job after all.
Well, that seems like the best way to get to her.
She needs another job.
"Alexa", she answers and I gasp, leaning forward in surprise.
"Really?" She perks up with a frown.
"What?"
"Your name is Alexa?" I ask again to be sure and she nods, still looking confused at my reaction. "You mean Alexandra?"
"No. Just Alexa."
"Oh!" I smile.
Silence ensues. I am deep in thought. Trying to connect the two characters. The one in my head; my imaginary bride and the woman before me; the reality.
"I need to go home, please. What is all of this about?"
I gaze up to meet her eyes. They look sad and tired.
I should drive her home. I want to know wherever she is staying so I can easily find her. I know it will be too much to ask, if not I would have suggested that she spends the night here.
"I want you to pretend to be my bride", I announce and she doesn't say or do anything. "It's just for a few months, probably three months."
"Why?"
"Why?"
"Yes, why?"
I smile. This is something I haven't told anyone in ages but it won't be bad to tell her a little about what I plan to do.
We need to trust each other if we want this to work.
"Because I want my trust fund to get my revenge back on my mom."
"What?!" She exclaims with wide eyes and I nod with a proud smile.
Alexa's POVI said a big NO.Despite my curiosity to ask him why he wants to take revenge on his mother, I kept mute and told him I wasn't interested in the offer and that he should look for someone else.I shouldn't involve myself with these people. They are rich and influential. I have enough problems already and I don't want to add anyone else's problem to mine.Why would he even say he wants to take revenge on his mom? Does he want to use me? He expects me to say yes?No, I won't.I am not interested and I don't want to ever cross paths with any of them ever again.I just want to continue living my quiet, miserable life devoid of drama.I am already feeling sleepy again and my heart hurts a lot. I just wish I could turn back the hands of the clock so I can make amends by waking up early and going to work.My tardiness led to all of this. If I wasn't late, I wouldn't have lost consciousness and I wouldn't have met this strange man. I don't even know his name and I don't care.When I
Alexa's POVDusting out my old sequin white dress, I put it on in front of the small mirror, applying a little makeup on my face before grabbing my bag and phone to go out.I want to sneak out. It's still early but I am sure my landlady will be here anytime soon.She is the reason why I have decided to go for this anniversary, coupled with my determined efforts to plead with my boss to take me back.I am willing to do all it takes today to convince him that I will be punctual and he will never find any more reason to fire me.I need this job. This is my only means of survival and without a quick solution, I will soon be out on the streets.Carefully locking the door with my eyes scanning the entire vicinity for the sight of the landlady, I take to my heels when I don't see anyone.Just before I get to the bus stop where I intend to take a bus to the anniversary location, my mind drifts back to what happened last night.That fake man. Xander or whatever he calls himself.How could he
Xander's POV His eyes swirl with fear and dread at my announcement, making me guess what this is about.He must be the one who fired her from work.The boss she told me about two nights ago.Holding her back in place, I plaster a smile on my face and surprisingly, she doesn't say anything but relaxes next to me."Alexa…you…", he stammers, looking from me to her in confusion.Then it hits me.I have made a big mistake. Alexander Smith, my supposed bride is not to be known by anyone else but me since she just arrived in the United States. Secondly, she is supposed to be a business person and not a cook.From the tag name on his coat, I see his name. Mr. James Martins.James Martins has been Alexa's boss for God knows how long. If she eventually accepts my proposal which I am 90% sure of now, then James will be a problem.I watch him gulp loudly, composing himself before flashing her a smile."Can I see your bride for a second, sir?" he demands, making me raise a brow in confusion.I'
Alexa's POVThe urge to slap him across his face hits me but I don't.Instead, I try to disengage from him with rage bubbling inside of me but he holds me back, still staring into my eyes."Let go of me", I find myself shouting at him in anger. I should have known wearing this dress was a bad idea but I had no choice. I needed something unique and this seems to be the only one I could easily get my hands on for the anniversary.I should have known it is old and a little stretch might get it torn.Now I am left with no job and a torn dress all because of this silly man.My dislike for him has just tripled. I wish I could smack him, scream my lungs out at him and kick him in the groins but I know none of these would help.Stubbornly, I yank my hand free and step away, my exposed thighs on display. Still seething in anger, I stare at him for a second before turning to go out."Hey", he blocks my way, standing at the exit with his arms spread out wide to stop me. Quickly, he takes off hi
Xander's POV There is no compassion in my voice and I don't care. Everything is working in my favor but she is just too stubborn to accept my offer.I will do all it takes for her to give in.When I have her, I can have other things too.At the thought, a smirk crawls to my face while her nose flares in anger as she continues to stare at the picture of us together.We look good together.She is too engrossed in her thoughts to realize where I have brought her. I brought her to my place.When we approach, I notice a huge crowd right outside the gate, making me lean forward in curiosity.The car comes to a halt immediately. "Boss", the driver mutters, turning back to face me as realization dawns on me.It's the press.How did they manage to get here before us? Shit!I turn to face Alex squarely. She is watching me too with her eyes widened in fear. What she is scared of is what I have no idea about.This is an opportunity for her. To get a new life. The best life. And even more money
Alexa's POV I open my mouth. But no words come out until Xander nudges me gently, staring at me with a concerned expression.I nod and clear my throat, adjusting in my seat as though that would bring back the confidence I forced myself to put on when we first got here."Yes, sure."The old woman grins, looking all excited and happy, making me wonder why he wants to punish the innocent woman.She is sweet. Hospitable and gentle.She doesn't seem to be like the one who would do anything to jeopardize his life or future. She seems like the type who would do anything to ensure he is happy.But I know a book can not be judged by its cover.Xander must have his reasons too.The sound of cutlery usage jerks me back to life as they begin to eat.Trying so hard not to look out of place, I plaster a smile on my face and begin to dig into my food.Silence falls as we eat but my insides are in disarray, my head spinning with lots of unanswered questions.I still can't believe I agreed to do this
Xander's POV In a couple of days, we've gone from being single to married and now honeymooners. I never envisioned my mother would take this too seriously till the extent of planning a honeymoon without my knowledge.Now I am left to do her will. Do her bidding to the very end so I can get my wish.However, I can't help but suspect that she is suspicious of my actions. "Can we get separate rooms?" The sound of Alexa's voice reaches my ears, making me whirl around sharply to shut her up. The receptionist mustn't hear that. We are on a honeymoon for goodness sake.I am not too pleased with all of this the same way she isn't. She shouldn't make it harder for me. Having to deal with Mother and all her silly instructions on what to do to get my inheritance is annoying enough."We are on a honeymoon, darling. We shouldn't have separate rooms here. We have to get used to sleeping on the same bed now", I say to her, wrapping my two hands around her waist and pulling her to me.She doesn't
Alexa's POV Xander is way more popular than I thought and that puts me in a tight spot.Having to pretend to everyone that this is real and not having a lone time to act like myself when there are obviously cameras in places we don't even know.I really do not know why this is much of a big deal for any of them. If this is a big deal for him, what does his Mother gain to stand from all of this?As much as I am too curious about their life, I don't want to dwell much on any of the flitting questions in my head.It's their life.I just want to get done with this charade and go back to my real life. Even though I know my life will not remain the same, the money I will get from this contract will make up for it."Your wife is a true beauty", A man whom Xander had introduced to me as one of his business partners as soon as we came downstairs for breakfast mutters, flashing me a smile.I am really in no good mood. The fact that there is a camera in there is making me boil in rage from last
NINE MONTHS LATERALEXAToday is Xander's birthday but I'm the one getting surprised. I don't understand the reasoning behind it and when I try to ask him, he says he's gotten enough gifts to last him a lifetime. I understand him though. I really do. He's gotten all he's ever asked for, the messages from his mom. He has them and I couldn't be more happy for him. Eva on the other hand got more than what was coming for her. Thankfully, after a series of investigations, her hospital wasn't shut down but she was banned from operating, and the establishments were taken from her. She is nothing now. Owns nothing too. Over the past few months, with me and Xander traveling across the world, she's tried to reach us but Xander has made that impossible for her. I don't pity her and I don't think I ever will.A smile tugs at my cheeks as I rub my stomach in the mirror. I'm pregnant and I only just found out a few days ago. Xander doesn't know yet which makes it the perfect birthday gift for hi
Alexa's POVMy head hurts but so does my heart.I keep trying to ease off the pain I'm feeling by rubbing my chest repeatedly but it won't. It won't stop hurting, won't stop throbbing. And I wish, I wish I can take out my heart and hold it. I wish I could nurse it and heal the broken pieces. Glue the broken pieces and go back living my life like nothing happened.But I can't because everytime I shut my eyes, Danielle's moans fill my mind.I feel so stupid. Eva, Danielle and even Sofia have tried to warn me. She's his first love. She's always been his first love. He's always going to love.Eva had mentioned it. She told me but I'd shrugged her off with a sly smile because I thought…Because I let myself think that what we both share is beautiful. Real. More than pretense. It didn't feel like pretense. It never did. But now, it's all thrown in the bin, shards of my heart are all I have to hold on to.“Alexa,” Sofia calls with worry as she moves from the door to where I'm sitting on the
Alexa's POVMy head hurts as I flip my eyes open. The room is so bright that it takes me a moment to adjust my sight to the lighting, closing and opening them again. I groan as I move my hand to hold my head, wondering where the headache came from. It feels like someone is constantly hitting my head or something.As I adjust to the room, I realize something and stop moving.The curtains, the bed, the lighting…Nothing looks familiar. There's no Alexa singing in the shower or playing some morning music while she moves about. There is no familiar fragrance in my room. And the pillows, they are different. Everything is different from what I am used to. What I own and have.I sit up with a start at the realization, holding my throbbing head with my palm. I almost can't believe it. Where the fuck am I?A startling sound has me looking to my left and that is when I see her.Danielle is seated by the vanity table in the room, wearing a light purple dress that exposes her legs with them crosse
Alexa's POVI haven't felt as happy as I feel in days. And I have Xander and the people around me to thank for that. It still feels very surreal to me how much things have changed around me in only a few months. Sometimes, when I think of my life now, I can't help feeling grateful.I'm married. I'm Mrs. Gold. I'm married to one of the sought after billionaires in the country and Sometimes, it all still feels like a dream.Or maybe it is a dream. If it's a dream, heaven knows that I never want to wake up from it. I grin as I check my phone to see if a text has come in from Xander. After he told me that he is on his way, I sent him some whooping stickers that screams my excitement.I don't know why I'm this excited but a movie night is what I have planned. The movie room has been organized by me, fully comfortable and dark themed with the movie ready to play. I've made popcorn and other treats I know both of us enjoy.I even made us matching T-shirts to wear for the movie. That's how e
Xander's POVI exhale as I lean into my seat, my eyes surveying a copy of my father's will, and my inheritance on the screen of my laptop. I am yet to find anything I can work my way around. Maybe Costello knows it and that's why he hasn't been answering my calls.Even though I have managed to alleviate some of Alexa's fear, I know she is still worried about not fulfilling her end of the deal. What she doesn't know is I won't let her go whether or not she fulfills it or not.The realization stuns me a bit and it has taken me a few days to work my head around. I want her with me. I don't want her ever leaving. I never want her to feel distressed. And certainly not because she can't give me a heir.I don't know what my father was thinking when he decided to make such an obnoxious rule like this bit it's giving me a headache just thinking about it. I don't know why he assumed that I will never get married.Eva.Of course, it has to be Eva. Especially not with how quickly she took over my
Xander's POV I can't seem to comprehend how much time speeds past us daily. Or maybe what I can't seem to really believe is that Akexa and I have been married for two months now.Today makes it two months since we've been married and I'm not sure she knows that. Especially as all she can think about these days is about getting pregnant. She has been frantic in her attempts to be pregnant and while I understand her perfectly, I don't like seeing her worry.Two days ago, I walked into the room and met her seated on a plushie, clutching one of those gest strips in her hold. The amount of time she uses that these days is alarming and I'm seriously starting to worry about her mental health.For a few minutes, she had no idea that I had walked in. She was seated there, quietly, lost in her thoughts. And my heart kept breaking at the sight. And when she whispered, quiet into the night as though she was alone, my heart broke even more.“What's wrong with me?” She whispered, head hanging low.
Alexa's POVEach passing day, all I can think of is how I'm not pregnant. I'm not pregnant. I'm not pregnant. I'm not pregnant. Xander is not saying anything but I want him to say something. I want him to ask me why I'm not pregnant. I want him to yell at me. I want him to scream and ask me what is wrong with my body.Since the first time we've been intimate, we have never made use of condoms or protection. And I stopped taking the pills months ago. Especially as my dating and sex life was non-existent. So, I thought it would be easy for me to have a child. For me to give Xander a child and not fail him.But the clock keeps ticking and I'm nowhere near being pregnant. I walk out of the walk-in closet in a summer dress, my hair wrapped into a ponytail. Xander looks up from the bed where he has been waiting for me. From the way we are dressed, one wouldn't think that we are heading to the hospital.After a few days of hounding Xander, I got him to follow me to the hospital to see a f
Xander's POVWifey❤️Have you landed in NY? Should I come pick you? I'm not too late, am I?I stare at the message from Alexa for the umpteenth time, my lips stretching into a smile. She has on idea I have landed in NY already and I am going to keep it like that till I return home. Even though it didn't really settle well with me that I'm leaving her on read.‘So, this is me…” Carly drawl as we step out of the airport. I didn't even realize that we had stepped out of the airport because I've been busy staring at the text on my phone, grinning widely like a Cheshire cat. Talk about a gone man and I shall appear.“Do you need a ride home?” I ask my assistant, my eyes skimming over her face to be sure she is fine. The last few days we've been out of the country have been really stressful..It had been work, endless meetings, and more work. I wanted to leave too, so I made sure we were quick with the whole thing, so I could return home on time to see my wife. I've missed her too much to
Alexa's POVIt's been a month and a few days since we got married.A month and a few days since I signed that contract I've been unwilling to sign.A month and a few days since my life's changed for good.On some days, I sit alone and wonder how I came to be here. I'm yet to fully comprehend it all and wrap my head around how much my life's changed. A month ago feels like a lifeline ago and I guess that should be a good thing.But I'm worried.It occurred to me a few days ago, when we were talking about birthdays, that Xander's birthday is in a few months. If I don't have a child in ten months, I'm going to fail him. And I can't fail him. Eva doesn't get to win. She can't win this.We've been intimate frequently but now, I'm making sure to check out my ovulation period. I have less than a month to be pregnant and I want to make sure I'm pregnant. The thought of being pregnant should terrify me–and it does—but I also want to bring a child to the world. I'm eager to hold my baby and hel