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2024-10-29 19:42:56New mornings came, delusions went away and, once again, the sun rose like nothing had happened. The truth was, many things had happened since the moment she discovered her first love betrayal and then, the pregnancy. So many days went by in the same way, wishing her life was distinct, wishing Gabriel had never crossed her way, wishing he had just stayed in the same position he always kept when he was looking at Paloma from afar.
Paloma and Alice were always different, they were just opposite poles. What Alice didn’t have, Paloma had, what Paloma never had, Alice always had. A fool if Alice thought Gabriel would change all of a sudden. He always wanted to have Paloma for him, he always wanted her by his side. It was stupid to think he would have changed that for Alice, a woman who was as simple as any other, but special in front of the right eyes.
Alice was barely starting and she already had a baby inside her, a new little person who
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