When Arman woke up it was already afternoon, and no one even knew he has arrived.He freshened up and redressed before he made his way downstairs, to meet everyone, he knew no male would be there and he'll be only meeting all the ladies,Reaching downstairs, he could make out the voices coming from the main living hall.When He rounded the corner and came face to face with people sitting there,Everyone went dead silent. As if no one was sitting there few moments before.' assalamualaikum'He said calmly.'walaikumassalam'His ammi who was sitting, talking to Arfa stood up , ran and hugged Arman,' kese ho beta?, Aagai maa ki yaad?'(How are you son?. You forgot your mother)Arman chuckled.'ammi ab aagaya na, ab nahi jaunga,Or aap kesi Hain?'.( Ammi now I've come, I'll not go now.Okay, and tell me how are you?)He said kissing her hair.' Mai theek hun'(I am good)She patted his shoulder then kissed his forehead.'Tum kab aaye?'( When did you arrive?).'bhaaaiiiiiiee'(Brotherrr
After lunch he went to his study to do his pending works.He was so engrossed in his work that he didn't notice that it was now getting dark,He was reading a file when a knock on his door made him reply with a small come in.Hira entered with a sup of tea,' Arman Bhai aapki chai'.( Your tea bro)Arman nodded and gestured her to put the cup on the table,When Hira was about to go, Arman called her.' Hira?'.'jee'(Yes)'Mujhe tumse ek baat poochni hai'( I wanted to ask you something)Hira nodded and said'jee poochein'(Yes ask)She asked confused.' tum do'peher Mai itna hass q rahi thien?'.Hira was confused for a moment but then her eyes sparkled with mischievous.' uhh ese hi, kuch khaas nahi hai wajah'( Just like that, nothing serious)Arman raised an eyebrow, not buying her lame excuse.' chalain agar esa hai to phir pehle ek deal kerte hain'.( Okay if it's gonna be like this, then first make a deal)' kesi deal?'.(What deal?).She surely knew how to handle these situatio
Noor was a very reserved person, she became very introvert after her parent's death. She would talk less, smile less and would only interfere in others business when needed or asked.She became too close to her both Tayi Ammis, she would discuss everything with them, share her every problem and her both ammis also would try their best to get the best solution. No one treated her badly, they treated her with love, they gave her the same amount of respect and trust they gave to their other children.Instantly after her parents death she isolated herself, it was very hard for her to swallow the news that her parents would never come back. That she would never see them again.After her nikkah she would feel someone staring at her but she ignored. when Arman left for another state she became a little social. She would talk to everyone frequently, she started talking to her cousins, and started going out.After a little while she started her school again, most of the time she would be in th
After the incident in the guestroom, Noor got scared, she never wanted this, she only wanted a simple life with a perfect gentleman, she prayed to Allah many times to bless her with a husband, life partner who would be just like her father, caring, kind, humble and with a polite nature, but maybe all her prayers were not answered.She got someone she never thought of, she was blessed with a not so caring man. But then too she didn't lose hope.Returning to her room, she took a shower, wore a shalwar kamiz, then went to offer Isha prayer, she cried in front of Allah, asked for mercy, to shower His blessings upon her and prayed to Allah to shower upon him, Arman, a little hidayah.After crying her heart out, she felt a little at ease, but still she could feel his hands on her, she knew then, that he was no nice, but a threat, a menace. She further decided to ignore him from then, it was all she could even do.Whole night, she tossed and turned, anxious, and a little frightened, what if
The whole time at college, Noor was distant and would often zone out. Noor and Haya were sitting in the cafeteria, working on their project. When Haya who was fed up with her behavior spoke.' Noor? Kia hua yar?'( Noor what happened?)'Noor?'. When she didn't listen Haya spoke loudly and snapped her fingers in front of her face.' huh.. kia hua?'. Noor said, coming out of her thoughts.( what happened?)'Noor tum itni ... I mean kaha ghum ho?'( you are.. I mean where are you lost?)' kuch nahi hua Haya, bas sir mai dard horaha hai'. Noor said with a sigh, leaning back on the chair, relaxing herself.( nothing happened. Just a headache)' Noor is sir mai dard ki wajah pooch sakti hun?'( may I ask you the reason behind your headache?)Haya knew it was not only the headache or the tension of upcoming assignments and assessments, there was more to it. She knew Noor since childhood, and with the experience, she was sure that something is bothering her. But what?, she had to find out.No
They both sat on the bed, their back supported with the headboard as Noors head rested on Haya's shoulder. A peaceful silence surrounded them when Noor spoke quietly, if not for the silence in the room, Haya wouldn't have heard it.' woh bohat bura insaan hai. Mujhe apni biwi nahi malkiyat samajhta hai '.Haya gasped, she couldn't even speak for seconds as she took in what Noor said.' Noor, ke-kiya- kia kiya Arman bhai ne'.( Noor wh- what did he do?)Haya, only met Arman at some occasions. But after nikah when he went away, she never heard of him, plus, Noor also never talked about him.Jo zakhm dikhte nahi,Woh dukhte bohat Hain.When Noor didn't reply, Haya grew more suspicious, and in a polite tone urged her to tell.' batao Noor, please'.( tell me ).' unhone mujhse za- zabardasti k-kerne ki koshish ki thi, Haya'.She stared straight at Haya, complaining her with her almost sad, world weary dark brown eyes.( he tt-tried to fo- force me).' kab Noor, kab?'.(when?)Haya then al
Whole day at work, his mind was nagging him about, how delightful and cheery she looked with Ammar.She never behaves like this around me. He thought.All his employees were at the receiving end of his anger, he took out all his rage on those, fragile, innocent workers.He was in his office, finishing all his stuff to visit site, when Daniyal walked in, in as always his cheery mood.Arman looked up, annoyed and ready to burst, to interrupt him as he was reading an important file.' bohat jaldi aagaya ' Arman mocked, looking at the clock on the wall behind Daniyal.( You came early ).' walaekumassalam ', Daniyal spoke in the same mocking tone. rolling his eyes, He took a seat in front of his desk.Arman signed the last file that needed his signatures, and closed the file, throwing it away on the desk with all the many files thrown before.'Chalo ab, andhere se pehle wahan se nikalna hai'( Let's leave, we have to come back before sun sets)Arman stood up, wore his coat and picked his
Soon after dinner, Daniyal left, as it was already getting late. Noor after cleaning the table was called in her dadi's room.Entering her room, it was all quiet and peaceful. And with every breath she took, she felt peacefulness filtering in her as well.' dadi, aapne bulaya?'( You called? ).Only bedside lamps were on, lightening the room a little, warmth lingering in the air.Jahan Ara begum was sitting on the bed, her back resting on the backboard, tasbeeh in her hand as she murmured the Ayas.Nodding her head, she patted the place beside her on the bed, gesturing her to sit there.Noor layed on the bed, putting her head on dadi's lap. Unintentionally jahan Ara begum started caressing her hair.' Noor, itni khamosh khamosh kiu ho?'.( Why are you so quiet?).' nahi Dado, Mai to nahi'. She denied.( No, I'm not).' ab apni Dado se jhoot bologi?'.( Now you're going to lie to me?).' nahi Dado, bas aj Kal college ki wajah se pareshan hun, bas'.( No dado, I'm just worried about my
The whole day, after attending back to back classes I had a constant pain in my neck. The day was tiring and now we even had an assignment to submit tonight. I tilt my head to the side to see an almost passed out Haya resting her back on the bench as we waited for the driver to arrive. I told Bari ammi that I'll be visiting khala and will stay there for a day, and Azan was already at khala's house, as I asked Akram chacha to drop him there after school. Reaching there, I changed into comfortable clothes and went down for dinner as it was already late when we returned from University. Khala was delighted to see me, and was continuously nagging me of how thin and pale I was becoming. She made me eat so much that my stomach was hurting. Azan was enjoying as well, he got a partner to play with, even though Fariha was older but as they were both playing his favorite game cricket, he was beyond happy. After cleaning up the kitchen, me and Haya went and sat in the terrace with steaming
The whole day I had a constant headache, thinking of the possibility that what if I never caught her with the bottle?She would've never gotten pregnant! The whole day she was sleeping, but I couldn't sleep for a second even. My subconsciousness was mocking me of my own terrible idea of getting her pregnant, by forcing her. I should have waited for her to get comfortable. But no, I had to be an asshole and force her into it. I was feeling angry at my own self. I messed up. But she took the pills! Where did she get them on the first place? I had no clue. Was someone helping her? But who can that person be? All this was making my mind go blank, the more I pondered over the fact that she did this, the more the headache increased. I had other works to do as well, and I was trying my best to concentrate on them. It was already late at night, and right after I came home, I straight went to my study, as I had to take care of Fuzail's business too, for that nothing for good bastard was in
I saw a silhouette, of course of her! Sitting on the bed, as her back was supported by the headrest. She was awake! ' Noor?' I called out for her. As I placed my keys, wallet, mobile and watch on the night stand.Then I went to the bathroom, to change. After coming out in night pyjamas and t-shirt, I made my way to her. She still didn't even move.' Noor?'I called out for her again, but she still didn't reply. Was she ignoring me on purpose? I circled around the bed and came to her side. I lighted up the lamp placed on her side table. I looked down at her. She was fucking sleeping!! With her head tilted back, and quilt half lying on her body and half lying on the carpet, she was sleeping uncomfortably, without a care in the world. I sighed and removed the quilt, I gazed down at her, the bruises on her wrists were visible along with the ones on the neck and arms. I picked her up, but I guess, it disturbed her, as she woke up with a jerk. When she realized, I was holding he
I READ MANY COMMENTS! AND LET ME TELL YOU, I DO NOT PROMOTE OR SUPPORT RAPE. WHAT ARMAN DID, IS UNFORGIVABLE, I KNOW. BUT HAVE SOME PATIENCE! I'LL TRY MY BEST TO WRITE THIS STORY WITH EVERYONE'S CRITERIA. BUT HAVE SOME PATIENCE!!!!\\\\Whole day, I didn't step out of the room. Arman didn't let me, he made sure, I was not left alone, in his absence. And I didn't know, why?I called Haya, in the bathroom, so that no one could hear us. ' Assalamualaikum Noor.' Haya said her Salam, right after she picked up the call. ' wa-.' Noor couldn't even reply, and started weeping, she was terrified to her core. 'Noor? Kia hua? Batao!' Haya panicked. (What happened? Tell me?) When Noor didn't reply, Haya again spoke. ' Ghar per hona? Mai aarahi hu.' Shuffling could be heard from the other side of the phone. ( You're at home? I'll come) 'Haya? Ek kaam kerdo.' Noor hurriedly spoke. (Do one thing) 'kia?' Haya's voice held uncertainty. (What?) ' raaste Mai, pharmacy store se-' Noor stopp
MATURE CONTENT. This was it? Was it really going to be like this? It was destined to be like this! Why? Why me? I was not ready! Even though I wanted to give this marriage a chance but I was not prepared for it. My breaths were shallow. Tears were profusely leaking. But he had no effect? Was he heartless? Why was he so cruel? He started kissing me. With his one hand firmly holding my jaw and the other on my stomach, caressing it now and then slightly. His kiss was demanding. He squashed my jaw hard, making me moan in pain. He takes full advantage and shoves his tongue inside my mouth and expertly explore my mouth. I was trying to wriggle out from under him, but his viselike grip on my waist and stomach was keeping me in place. His one hand grasping my jaw, the other on my waist. My hands tied, my face held firmly in place, and his hips restraining me. I was completely helpless and totally on his Mercy. His erection was against my stomach, I could feel it. I felt my heart sink
I was accepting him, slowly but I was trying my best. Although I had no reason to, but still I was willing to give him a chance. he never gave me a single reason to forgive and forget about his previous harsh behavior. I was trying my best to forget about everything happened in the past, and move on. But how?I was sitting in the university's cafeteria as the driver didn't come to pick me up yet. Haya said she was not feeling well, so she didn't attend the lecture, and so here I was waiting for the driver.' Assalamualaikum, Noor bibi!' someone said from behind, which made me to turn my head and look up, only to find Fuzail Shaikh, standing there, smiling.What the hell! How dare he to come here again! Was the rukhsati not enough for him? He was surely dangerous.' ap yaha Kia kerrahe hai?' I asked in a sharp tone as I stood up from the bench with wild eyes. He was the reason, Meri rukhsati Arman ke sath jaldi Hui! How can I forget?(What are you doing here?)' itna ghussa? Mai to sir
The whole night passed by in a a chaotic blur, everyone was scared to death.After Ammar yelled out for us about baray abbu, Arman lost his senses, he got off me in a hurry, wore his shirt and wore a jacket on top, with that he picked up his wallet and mobile phone, along with his watch, and made his towards me, untying my wrists he dashed out in hurry. Whereas I pleaded Allah for baray abbu's health and long life. Getting up I went to the bathroom, took a bath, and then went down, where women were present.Bari ammi along with Hira and Hareem were sitting on a sofa, where as Armeen was lying on the sofa with her head rested in dadi's lap. It looked she was crying hysterically, by the constant shaking of her shoulders.Haya and Aamina had a sorrowful look on their faces. I went and sat between Haya and Aamina, who gave me a sad smile.'kese hua sab?' I asked in a low voice.(how it all happened?)' I don't know exactly, but first he felt dizzy then he started feeling severe chest pain
The girls took me to his room, and made me sit on his bed.I felt a tightening in my chest, my hands were clammy, and my heart was beating at an abnormal pace, it felt as if my heart will rip out of my body.Hira brought a tray of food along with a glass of milk. After I finished eating, everyone started leaving, not before giving me teasing smiles, which I ignored fully.Haya and Hareem were the only one left in the room now. There was eerie silence, until Hareem gave me side hug, with a kiss on my head and left.Haya gave me worried look, filled with helplessness. I didn't want to see her like this. I gave her assuring smile, although from inside I was feeling extremely anxious.'you're staying here tonight. Right?' I asked breaking the silence after a long time, that surrounded us.She nodded in reply.'Azan ko apne sath sulana, please.' I pleaded.(make Azan sleep with you tonight.)'whenever I used to stay here, mai tumhare kamre mai tumhare sath soti thi.' She said looking strai
I got up with no smile on my face, but with dead emotions and soulless eyes. with giving a kiss on Azan's cheek And headed to the washroom, to perform ablution.After praying fajr salah, I still sat on the prayer mat.'aye Allah give my parents the highest rank in paradise. Shower upon Azan your blessings, make him stay away from wrong doings. I am accepting Arman just because you want me. Because it is written in my fate. I want you to put rehem in his heart for me. I don't want to live a live full of miseries. I am scared, help me see the right path, show me the right path. I'll try my best to perform every duty, he expects. Lead me to straight path. Give me patience. Grant me with sab'r, Aameen. Replace Arman's harshness with softness. Indeed You are the one whom we should ask, all Wise and Merciful.'"Oh you who believe! Seek help with patient perseverance and prayer, for God is with those who patiently persevere." (2:153)After dua, I took the Qur'an and started reciting Surah Ka