FARZAN’S POV:The only thing I was sure of at that moment was that she wasn’t my slave. She couldn’t be because she was the one who was ruling over me. She was the one making amendments in the decisions that were already imprinted when I decided to lead my own life.I gazed into her messed self that aroused me even more. She wasn’t the most beautiful in the whole world but in my world she was. I hadn’t been attracted to anyone in my life until she had entered it and made life to take a one righty degree turn. And the issue was that I didn’t even frown on that.I chose to not say anything at that time as sometimes words didn’t have any use as it’s the actions which scream what I wanted to scream at that time.Removing my shirt, I made her wear it as she simply wore that without any protest. Her whole body was turning into a crimson color as if her whole body was blushing even those beautiful pink colord pebbles which I would like to suck every morning. That could act like caffeine in m
AYSHAM’S POV:I pouted when on entering the room I found that empty. His phone and coat were also gone but I was kind of expecting that because I took forty-five minutes almost in order to take bath. I was shy to face him again after everything I had done since morning. Something had gotten into me as I wasn’t like that. I didn’t have to do all of this but I couldn’t resist the urge. Even in my teenage years when I wanted to take so many drastic measures, I controlled the urges but right now I was having the feeling as if I was worse than a teenager as my hormones weren’t getting into control.Shaking my head, I combed my hairs I was wearing a pastel colord long frock with same colord flower shaped earrings with a pearl in between them. I liked pearls as they were pure white and they didn’t need anything else to enhance their beauty. Their shine was enough to make people’s eyes sparkle.“Here you are. I am eager to know what took you so long.” Suzi gave me a sharp smile as I couldn’t h
AYSHAM’S POV:We were on the rooftop as the cold breeze was flowing and swaying my hairs along with it. I didn’t have any band to tie them up so I just kept removing them from face while we were waiting for our order to come when Muzamil bhai started again.“I am so glad Areej isn’t here with us. It’s peaceful.” Areej who was sitting beside me also tired of her hairs and dubatta which she spread on her chest so that it could stick at one point but still it was gliding down her shoulders pissing her off and seeing her into her own dilemma Muzamil bhai started his teasing. We all straightened up as we were ready to have some drama to spend some time in order to wait for our order. After gardening we were also starving and seeing Zaroon and Muzamil bhai they were too because they basically came to mansion to have something ready to eat but to no gain.“Do you want me to boil your tongue too in the hotpot?” Areej said in a sugar-coated voice as she fluttered her eyelashes at him while kee
AYSHAM’S POV:“Glad to see you are enjoying a family time.” Ahmad bhai said as he smiled at all of us while Zaroon bhai and Muzamil bhai’s expression weren’t as pleasing as it should be as compared to Ahmad bhai’s. They should leave the rivalry of business world in the offices because from what I see Ahmad bhai was the humble person without any harm in talking to him. He seemed like a food person and besides everyone has competition in professional life so that doesn’t mean they are bad people in personal life.“Do you want to join us Ahmad bhai?” Completely ignoring Zaroon and Muzamil bhai I asked a kind gesture while sitting on my seat as Areej didn’t let me stand up in order to not earn any kind of glare from the brothers of my side.“No thank you. I was just leaving with my friends. Glad to see you here.” He stated with his hands in his pockets as he was even in the office met me in the casual clothes. “Glad you are leaving.” Zaroon bhai raised his hand to shake it and end the m
AYSHAM’S POV:“Do you want me to show how disrespect looks like?” Placing his palms on either side of my waist he leaned in with mischief in his eyes as his signature smirk adorned his plum lips.“No, I am good.” I managed to say as I placed my hands on his hard rock chest when he jerked me towards him and smashed his lips against mine in a rough way. I closed my eyes as his hand trailed down and squeezed my ass only for me to gasp as I flushed more into him. Seeking the opportunity, he glided his tongue inside my mouth and started thrusting his tongue to reach the back of my throat. His movements were rough as he stroked every wall of my mouth making me believe that it would leave my lips swollen for tonight.“F**K! I can’t get enough of you.” When I was on the verge of fainting due to lack of oxygen, he broke it and mumbled against my swollen lips while I took deep breaths to maintain the balance of air in my body.I thought he would stop but he pressed his lips at the corner of my
AYSHAM’S POV:The rest of the dinner went smoothly with a little chit chat and more teasing from Muzamil and Zaroon bhai for Farzan but he kept shutting them up with his glare and curt remarks making them shut up only for a few seconds and they carried on again.“Nice meeting you all. And I am keeping this dress.” Areej said as she moved towards her car where her driver was already waiting for her. I smiled as she could keep my dress because it suited more on her than me.“You should.” Muzamil bhai cohered looking at her from top to bottom and then moved towards his car. Zaroon bhai also departed as Suzi went with Imran which came with Farzan leaving me with him to come alone with him in the car. Suzi could come with us as we had the same destination but she winked at me and went to leave with Imran making me sigh in relief.“Here your highness.” I turned around as he opened the car door for me making me mumble a small thank you. Before he could lean in to buckle my seatbelt, I did tha
AYSHAM’S POV:Violence is the thing where along with bloodshed humanity also dies. The only thing that could keep peace in the world is humanity if that dies than there would no peace in anyone’s lives who actually years for peace. I am one of them as taking a sigh I mumbled at dad who was still awake when I entered the mansion and saw the bombarding on a Christian hospital in Gaza. I don’t how could it be stopped and when the people behind this feel ashamed of what they were doing to children. Children and woman are the ones who are affected miserably in wars.“You guys enjoyed?” Dad asked as he looked behind me to find his son but I just smiled and came to sit beside him while he changed the channel and turned to sports because of me I guess because he was in mafia once so he wouldn’t get much affected by the news.“Yes. We had fun. Muzamil and Zaroon bhai teased Farzan a lot today.” I informed giggling as I didn’t want him to just stay in his room and sulk in there as it’s been yea
AYSHAM’S POV:Fidgeting with the blanket in between my fingers and with thousands of ridiculous thoughts running inside me head I went to sleep soon. I strained myself at the edge of the bed just in case if he came back home early and the beast overcome the original Farzan so I could just run away as the door was close to that side. Hoping that he wouldn’t come home early I slept keeping the alarm for tahajud so I could wake up early and confront Suzi after that.I didn’t know what was the time when I felt ruffling of sheets beside me. I usually didn’t wake up with the noise of drum but I wasn’t in a deep sleep at that time so I squirmed a little in my place only to scream the next moment because I was so close to the edge that I didn’t realize while turning around and my face was about to touch the floor when a firm grip appeared around my waist and in no second I was lying on top of him with my eyes hooded with the effect of sleep in my eyes.“Even king size bed isn’t enough for you
BONUS CHAPTERI bit my lip as I glanced myself in the mirror for the tenth time. I was wearing an off white colord long dress with a deep D-shaped neckline showing a little bit of cleavage but it was enough for him. I was giving him a hard time since he had discharged from hospital. He was dying for me as I could see that in his eyes but I couldn’t let him do that because of the stiches he had.Now the stiches had been removed as he was recovering speedily since he had started going to work just after he got discharged. I just couldn’t hold him in the mansion for rest not for more than a week as everyone surprised by that as it was the longest time since he had stood away from work.“Oh My God! Look who is trying to seduce here.” I was startled as Areej entered the room as she could only do that when Farzan wasn’t here. She was also married as I glanced at her from top to bottom when I mused.“I am not the only one who is trying to seduce.” I said as I raised my eyebrow in mischief lo
EPILOGUEAYSHAM’S POV:There weren’t any regrets in my life as I never had to take any decisions. I never took decisions out of spite or in anger. It was the first time I took one in order to punish him and now I was regretting to my core that even my soul was bleeding. I didn’t know for how much time I was waiting outside in the cold corridor of the hospital because he came in front of me while the gun was hot. Everything happened so suddenly that mind couldn’t comprehend what had happened in just mere seconds that led my Farzan to go in that state.I had cried already like a well that now my eyes were painfully sore with redness in them as I could sense that the way the nurses and doctors passed by gazing at my state. I didn’t care less at that time.In these hours I had gone through every emotion hatred, rage, helplessness and love. I was overwhelmed by these as really for the first time wanted to kill that Bilal Hashmi but he was already dead. Yes, he was dead and he did that to h
AYSHAM’s POV:It felt like everything had ended at that time and the doom was about to come when I was trying to open my eyes despite the throbbing pain in my head. I managed to open my eyes like a slit to come forward with the darkness around me as only the small light coming from the small square shaped window at the corner of the room was coming inside to show me my shimmering dress. I was still in the bridal attire as I didn’t have the energy to change and then leave the place where I received pain and joy both in those recent months.“You are awake?” My breath hitched as I found the source of the voice very near to me. Squinting my eyes at the corner of the room I felt like someone was sitting and it was true when the tall figure rose to his full height and walked towards me revealing a face that I never saw in my entire life.“W-who are y-you?” I asked as I couldn’t even back forwards because I was already against the wall.“I am your husband’s karma. Bilal Chaudry.” He said as
AUTHOR’S POV:She entered the room shutting the door with a loud thud as her hands were moving fast in order to find something specific that could ruin and save her life at the same time.“Where the f**k I put that?” She threw the blanket away in frustration as in few seconds the ruin became destructed by her frustration as she knew she would clean it again but right now she wasn’t looking at her senses. As if she had to know what happened next? Whether they wanted her more or not? Her work was like that She had to remain alarmed all the time as there were so many eyes and ears around her that could wash away all the efforts, she had been doing for so many years. She was about to crouch down and look for the thing under the bed as she knew she left it here hurriedly knowing no one would come in the room as it was just used by her, when she heard the sound of footsteps so close to her. Her eyes became widened as her heart stopped beating as more steps entered the room which turned her
AYSHAM’S POV:It was a storm. It was raining heavily in broad daylight giving the expression of evening in the noon. It wasn’t like a rain you call lovely as it was the one which brings destruction. Shaking my head at my own thoughts I thought about the positive thing and that was my wedding which was happening in a normal and more realistic way.Taking in a shaky breath I went to stand in front of the mirror the final touch of my make-up was done and the make-up artists went away packing their stuff turning me into someone who was mesmerized by seeing herself in the mirror. Yes, I was really looking like a bride. Tears started filling in my eyes as no matter how much a girl negates her wedding deep down, she has a desired to be in a wedding dress. I never wanted a fancy wedding as I just wanted a good spouse but seeing myself right now in the mirror, I was feeling blessed to be here after all the pain I went through. I knew that life is never the same. There would be pain and joy side
FARZAN’S POV:“It’s confirmed then.” My deep voice echoed in the conference room as we were right now in our headquarters where we all do our dirty work. My men were listening to me intently as they were as worked up on the wake of these new rivals of us as I was. This time the other side was taking things to the personal level and even in that time I didn’t have to yell at my men because they were ahead in doing anything. Just like I didn’t want any harm to them they also wanted the same thing for me as that’s the best conclusion of earning someone’s honesty. Nowadays it doesn’t love which is need for success it’s just honesty and the degree of loyalty your men show to you and I was blessed with a high degree.“Yes sir. There is a traitor among us.” Imran said as they all agreed to him because many of our things were leaked already that made the enemy so close to us.“What’s the next step?” One of men asked as they were eager to know the plan which made me smirk. I really liked the c
AYSHAM’S POV: I was glad since the party was boring and also regrated the moment when I talked about Precious because after seeing off Mr. Alam we were heading towards the car. His fingers were intertwined with mine as his jaw was clenched showing how endurance he was showing at that time. He was actually going to imprint him in my mind just like the way he said as I suddenly remembered last night’s Farzan. He was gentle and a beast at the same time as I still feel how deeply he went. He was walking slow as compared to his normal gait just because I could match his steps but still, I had to run in a way because of his long legs as compared to mine. Soon we reached the car as he opened the car door for me making me look at him with eyes adored with make-up. “A-are we going home?” I asked as craned up my neck to look at him. “Yes, because my patience level is draining and I don’t want you to moan in front of anyone. Only I have the right to do so.” He said with his gritted teeth. “
AYSHAM’S POV:I was awestruck when I glanced at the dress. It was a silver gown embroidered with beads. There was emerald green jewelry with the gown as the sparkling stones were going perfectly with the dress along with the heels which were green in color.“Mr. Shah picked everything for you.” One of the maids informed me when I was in my room sending pictures to Suzi and Areej and earning their comments from them which weren’t decent as they all included Farzan in that.The Gala was tonight as after our breakfast he had to leave after a phone call but he didn’t forget to make out with me again against the door. It was evident he was forcing himself to go but still I had to push him into the lift so that he couldn’t eb late and people could say the behind the destruction of a man there is a woman.“You look exquisite in that.P.S If we were alone, you would have also looked exquisite in nothing.”The moment I opened the box there was a chit placed at the top of the dress with a red r
AYSHAM’S POV:The thing that made me squirm in my sleep was the warmth in which I kept sinking myself as I was about to drift to sleep again when I felt the bed beneath me vibrating. I groggily opened my eyes as I looked down to find a bare chest as I starred at it absentmindedly but soon realized who it could be when without looking up, I turned into beetroot. I was snuggling into his hard rock chest as the grey sheets were covering both of us.“Are you awake butterfly?” His deep masculine voice reverberated as I glanced up at him to look down at me with his eyes wide awake. It seemed like he was awake for long.“When did you wake up?” I asked as I had my palm rested on his chest while the other one was raising my half body upwards in order to let me look at him.“When you were cuddling with me like a teddy bear.” He smiled as his eyes darkened when he looked down at me making me glance at the same direction as his as blush crept up my cheeks when I abruptly covered my naked self wit