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2024-02-05 17:48:10Alora was in her room, angry that everything had gone wrong in her life.
Why should she take all this crap?
She could get away and start her life again, without this mate shit, but there was something that pulled her to him.
Maybe it was his wolf or something, however, he didn't want her, Kayden didn't, so why bother staying when everything was so stupid?
Ella knocked and came in with the food.
Alora just looked at her and turned her head away.
"Don't bother, I've lost my appetite", she told her.
"Please, Alora, finish your dinner, Alpha will get mad if you don't", Ella told her.
"What's wrong with this man, damn it?!" She said, frustrated.
Ella sighed and put the tray down.
"Listen, he's not a bad person, he just suffered much, that's all," Ella said.
"We all suffered, Ella, but that doesn't gave us the right to be mean", Alora said.
"That's true, but he really went a lot, especially when his parents died and he needed to take over the pack, you remember that", Ella told her.
"Are you serious?" Alora asked in disbelief.
"The same day when I lost my parents, Kayden lost his, he was barely 18, of course I remember that day", her voice became quiet, as a whisper.
"I was only 16", she said like she remembered something, and her eyes filled with tears.
"Yes, and I was 18, just find out that Jake and I were mates", Ella said.
"That was the same time when Alpha found his mate too, just 6 months after the deaths", she said, then stayed quiet.
"Are you going to tell me what the hell happened after I left, or you just going to sit there in quiet?" Alora asked her.
"There's not much to tell, actually", Ella said, with a painful smile.
"Dana was from a big, rich pack and she didn't want anything with Alpha Kayden", she said.
"What?" Alora thought that she heard wrong.
"That was her name, Dana?", Alora asked.
"Yes", Ella answered.
"In that time, we were a small pack, not that strong and big, not to mention that rich, as we are now, especially when Kayden needed to start from beginning", she said.
"Please, go on", Alora told her.
"Well, there were a few packs that heard what's happened and offered help, which was badly needed and Kayden accepted it until she came, and everything changed."
She was from the Black Mountain pack, an Alpha's daughter, and they are filthy rich, well, at least they were back then, now we are too, I guess", Ella continued.
"When she finds out that Kayden is her mate, she refuses him instantly, saying she deserves to be treated as she used to, instead of living in poverty, so she rejects him."
"No one knows about that, except Jake and me, no one Alora, and now you know", Ella looked at her, pleadingly.
"Don't worry, your secret is safe with me, but my God, that's mean, even for a bitch like that one is", Alora commented.
"True", Ella said.
"So, he refuses their help and dedicates his life to making this pack what he is today, what we all are today."
"The biggest pack in the country", Ella said proudly.
"What's weirder is that he never talked about that, never mentioned to anyone that he met his mate, except tonight, when he told you, so everybody thinks that you are his first one, after so many years and we all are so happy because of it, me especially, Ella said to her.
"I honestly couldn't believe that he told you that, Alora", Ella said.
"I think you affect at him much more than he knows ", she said.
"You mean making him pissed at me all the time?" Alora said.
"No, I mean that you are making him feel something he didn't know he could", Ella said.
"Yeah, by putting myself into the dungeon, again", Alora said.
Ella smiled.
"I doubt that", she said.
"I never saw him like that before, he's different around you, even when he's mad", Ella told her.
"Ella...", Alora started, but she interrupted her.
"I know what you are going to say, but please, give him a chance, please", Ella begged her.
"What chance, the man practically took my whole life from me, I can't let I'm do that, I want it back", she protested.
"You know it doesn't work that way, Alora", Ella said.
"You two are mates, you owe yourself a chance for happiness, you know that, don't be stupid and throw all that away", Ella told her.
"He is so...ugh!" Alora sighed.
"Not to mention that he started awfully wrong, by practically imprisoning me" " she stated.
"Oh, come on, he's an Alpha, what did you expect, that he will let you go away just like that?"
"He wouldn't do that even if you're not his mate, you probably would still be at the dungeon", Ella said.
"Yeah, and my own brother put me there", Alora said.
"You know he couldn't disobey, besides, he knows that Kayden is fair Alpha, no matter of his so-called cruelty", Ella said.
"It's his enemies that just talk like that about him, not even knowing him", she said.
"I don't know if I can do that, Ella", Alora almost cried.
"You can try", Ella told her.
"I don't think I can", she whispered.
Ella just watched her, not saying a word, and then she left the room as if someone told her to do it.
Alora felt bad.
She was upset and confused, not knowing what to think, she just wanted to close her eyes and sleep, pretending like it was just a bad dream.
She slowly started to prepare herself for bed, when she heard the familiar heavy footsteps approaching the room.
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"I want you to change your rules", she said. " Why are people looking at me in fear?" "They smile at me, waving to me with their kids but they won't approach me, because of fear, do you know that?" Alora asked him. "What fear, you're not a threat to them", Kayden said, calmly. "Not me, you are, they are afraid of you, Alpha Kayden!" She shouted. "My people respect me, Alora", he said. "I have no doubt they do, but they are also afraid of you, and I would call that, respect out of fear", she stated. He got angry. "I've been their Alpha for a decade and I have never heard such bullshit!" He was shouting now. "Because they are scared!" She hissed. "Can't you see that?"She asked in disbelief. "What the hell you want me to do, huh?"He asked, waving his hands. "I gave them everything!" "We are the most powerful pack in the country, what else should I do, that should be damn enough for all of them, not to mention that they have their Luna now, which makes them happy, as I've hea
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Her body was so close to him, that he could feel that scent she had in her... She stood so proudly and strong, and yet, she was so fragile that he thought if he touched her, she would break. They were just standing there, looking at each other, without any word. Kayden touched her face gently, trying to understand why he wanted to do this for the first time he saw her. He touched her lips with his, as gently as he could, to feel her sweetness on them. It felt good and right because through his body went a spark like he never felt before. She touched his chest to push him away but he didn't let her, and she gave up soon, when their kiss became deeper and passionate, and their tongues were exploring each other. He lifted her, and she put her legs around him, while their breathing became faster, carrying her to the bed. Whatever was between them at this moment, was incredible, and they couldn't stop. It pulled them too fast and too strong to each other, and they let themselves.
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He was looking straight into her eyes. "No", he simply said and suddenly got up, starting to get dressed. He looked cold as ever, and his look was lost, like empty, and Alora saw that. "I asked you, and you won't give me a proper answer, why?" She asked, confused. "Because there's nothing to tell", he answered. "I just gave you my body and soul, and I felt you did the same, now this?"She said to him. "You get what you wanted so you are free to go, is that it?"She continued to ask questions, but he just kept quiet. "I'm sorry if I hurt you", he told her, with his serious tone. She was looking at him pale, in shock. "Are you sure that you hurt me, or yourself?" She asked with tears in her eyes. "Stop putting pressure on me, Alora", he raised his voice and left. She didn't know what to think. It was like she was talking to two different men, at the same time, which was odd. He was changing like the weather, and she couldn't believe it. Maybe she asked the wrong question at
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He never felt that before, not with anyone, which was understandable, because they were true mates and marked. He always had his wall up, not wanting Alora to feel or see his feelings, and reverse. He was afraid, that was the real truth. He was afraid that he could feel more than he felt now, knowing that was impossible. He already loved her unconditionally, and now, when he felt all that she had, he didn't even realize that he put down his walls. It was so many different feelings inside him, now when he knew and saw everything about her, that it made him crazy. How could he be so blind? God damn it, he could rip his head off, now, he was so mad at himself. Can't this plane fly faster? He thought, frustrated already. What will he do now, how will he prove to her that it was all his fault? He made a mistake, letting her go by turning his back on her when she needed him the most. He was really cruel, like everyone called him, especially toward Alora. She was quite capable of
