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CHAPTER 36
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Ric AloyHello, lovelies! ❤️ Please trust the journey of the story. I know you might hate the current chapters that are causing our dear Esmeray's heart to shatter due to Caesar's death, but it's all part of the process. Feel free to throw gems at us for making her sad.💔🥺
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ESMERAY****THREE DAYS LATER***It's been three days since the death of my mate, Caesar.I sat on the edge of my bed, staring out of my wide-opened window, feeling the cold both in my heart and on my skin. The wind was heavy today and occasionally came through the window, blowing my red hair all over my face.Back then, I had kissed Caesar's lifeless body in the fields, hoping somehow he would come back to life with the sparks that flew from our mate bond. But he didn't, and he left me all alone in this world.I felt empty inside. This would be a great time for Miriam to come and console me, obviously, but I was honestly tired of it. Tired of being broken, and broken again. I didn't want to see anyone; I wanted to be left alone.Miriam was stubborn and wouldn't let me "hurt" myself in her own words by being alone, so she left me no choice but to lock her outside my room.Yes, I have been locked inside my room for three days. No food, no water...I haven't looked at my current self in
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ESMERAYSeeing her in this state had already started to affect me, and I didn't realize when tears began to well up in my eyes too."I called his parents at the Blue Rock Pack and informed them about the evil act their son committed against you. I swear to the Goddess, I would have gone ahead with the plan I had in mind to report their pack to the werewolves colony. The Blue Rock Pack would be stripped of their dignity, title. They would be blacklisted, banished, and likely die of self-isolation after that." Mother's words carried weight, and through her eyes, I knew she meant every word she said."Mother... there's no need," I managed to speak once more."Of course, it's necessary, my child. They need to be held accountable, and I don't care if we've been allies for years. Leon should have thought about that before harassing my daughter." My mother's words spoke volumes.She rarely gets angry, but when she does, she becomes a fierce Luna, willing to go to any lengths to protect those
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ESMERAY"Oh, Goddess! Caesar is alive!" Tears of joy streamed down my cheeks as I cried, my heart overflowing with relief, and I held my hands tightly to my chest.It was as if something dead inside of me had been brought back to life. I was so happy to hear his hoarse voice, the voice that always stirs my body."Oh my Goddess, Caesar, where are you? I must see you right away," I exclaimed with excitement, with a smile on my lips."My ki...""How? How did you come back to life, my alpha?" I interrupted him, my voice trembling. New waves of tears of joy cascaded down my cheeks."My kitten, meet me at the same spot in the woods where we spent our first night together. I'll tell you everything when you get here."I didn't wait for Caesar to finish his statement before rising to my feet. "Okay, my love. I'm coming right away. Don't you dare go anywhere," I pleaded through our mindlink."Haha, don't worry, kitten. I'm not going anywhere," he chuckled. I cut off the mindlink as I stepped out
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ESMERAYMy eyes were brimming with tears as I listened to him. It was so emotional that I didn't realize when I unconsciously kissed Caesar in my arms again."Esmeray...relax..." He managed to say between kisses."Shut up," I commanded in my sobbing voice and kissed him until I was satisfied, then finally let go, catching my breath."You feel lighter, my kitten... you've lost weight," Caesar said out of nowhere."It's your fault for dying on me like that." I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with the back of my palms.I loosened my legs from around his waist as I got down and stepped back, intending to bring Harmony closer to us. But a firm hand stopped me by grabbing my wrist.I looked up to see Caesar's smirk as he held my wrist."Where are you going, kitten? Who told you I was done with you?""Oh no... I was just going to bring Harmony closer to us," I explained."Forget Harmony." And then he pulled my wrist, making me crash against his chest as his hands wrapped around my
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ESMERAYCaesar stuck out his tongue and licked the area that covered my pussy, and my face flushed with redness on my cheeks.He looked so hot from my view, and I couldn't wait for him to enter me.I was already so wet and ready to take him in. Honestly, I thought that was what he was going to do when he parted my legs open and came in between them.He released his subligaculum, and his hard dick sprung out. He pointed narrowly at my wet pussy, which made me bite my bottom lips in anticipation.Caesar brought his gaze down to my lips. He didn't kiss me but started licking my body from my neck.Then his tongue scrolled down the middle of my breast, which sent shivers down my spine as my body instinctively reacted to the pleasure.He hasn't yet entered inside of me, and his touch has so much power over my body. I was starting to get impatient with how he was tempting me with his touches without fucking me. I knew he was doing it on purpose."Caesar, please, I want you inside of me alrea
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ESMERAYCaesar was thrusting in and out of me hard. As if the sensation of his dick inside me wasn't enough, his sexy, crystal-green eyes staring into mine as he fucked me made it more pleasurable as my wetness overflowed."Look at me!""Let me show you how much I love you, Esmeray!"Those words suddenly echoed inside my head as I shut my eyes tight, enjoying the pleasure of Caesar fucking me."How does that feel, Esmeray? Tell me you fucking love my dick on your wet pussy."The echoes suddenly became traumatising in my head as I tried to remember who owned the voice.Meanwhile, I felt Caesar still inside me, thrusting hard, but something was wrong now.I was getting irritated."Fuck! I'm cumming Esmeray." The voice came in again, and it never sounded like Caesar.My heart started racing as I grew increasingly irritated and worried. What was happening? I was supposed to be enjoying Caesar being inside me. After all, this wasn't the first time we had sex... But a sudden unease made me w
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CAESAR"Look at me and promise me you won't go there," she interrupted, her hands gripping my chin, guiding my gaze to her tender, marble-blue eyes, filled with so much affection.I hadn't planned on lying to her, and I also couldn't simply agree with her and ignore what had happened.If no one else wants to fight for her, then I will. I'll make those who dare to touch her pay! Their last breath shall be their most painful."Promise me, Caesar!" Her feminine voice pulled me back to reality as my eyes met her gaze, staring at the beauty I held in my hands."I can't." I shifted my gaze away from her, avoiding her eyes so they wouldn't sway my decision."What?"She lifted her body from resting on mine and sat beside me, while I kept my eyes fixed ahead."Caesar, why can't you just let this go for me?"Her words shattered the last bit of control I held in my chest."Because I can't, Esmeray!" I stood up, looking down at her."Leon must pay! He raped you, for goddess' sake. No bastard would
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ESMERAY"How am I going to explain to her that I just had sex with Caesar, who I recently discovered was alive and is now pursuing her younger brother, Leon, to kill him at the Blue Rock Pack?"My heart started pounding loudly in my chest like a beating drum, and I swear it wanted to explode as I stood still, faced with Lovella's questioning.Following my next line of thought, I grabbed her wrist and tugged her along as I ran up the stairs to my room.Thankfully, she didn't hesitate and followed me. It was as if she knew that things like this couldn't be discussed within earshot of the palace walls.I opened the door to my room and pulled her in with me. She was giggling as she entered my room, though I honestly couldn't understand what was funny about the lingering scent of sex around me.Closing the door, I turned to face her. Her hands were on her waist, and she was staring at me while still giggling."Oh my Goddess, Esmeray. You look like you're going to have a heart attack from t
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HE'S THE RUTHLESS ALPHA MY HEART WANTS AUTHORS NOTE!
Hello, everyone. We've finally reached the end of the story of Caesar and Esmeray. I hope you haven't been disappointed up to this point and have found value in spending time reading the story.The next couple of chapters provide a sneak peek into how Mordax marked Kitana as his chosen mate.If you guys love it, I might consider creating a story for them. Who knows? 😄Thank you all so much for your support and gems! Please continue to support the book by sending gems, as it helps the book reach your friends and other readers on the Goodnovel platform.Please follow me here as I embark on my next story and continue to improve my writing style for you all to enjoy (note: My English isn't that strong tho, bear with me, lol). Thank you all. I love you guys! ❤️❤️❤️
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ESMERAYMy eyes rolled inside my head as he kept gripping me up with one finger down there, while the other finger played with my clit area up and down, rubbing the flesh vigorously like he was punishing me.Then suddenly, his lips dropped on the middle of my breast, which was partly in the spring.From the middle of my breast, Caesar licked me up with his tongue, sending shivers down my spine. Then, he lifted my left breast slightly off the hot spring water and numbs on my already hard nipples.Fuck! I didn't know when my hand found his hard dick underneath the hot spring. Which made me more wet.While he sucked the life out of my breast, I stroked the life out of his hard dick. He grunts with each stroke I give him down there, sucking my nipples harder to weaken my body, but I never let that dick go.It was as if we were in a competition for the one who first surrendered to the intense pleasure we were giving each other.I forgot his fingers were still on my pussy after being inact
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ESMERAY"What the fuck are you doing?" Caesar snapped and grabbed Mordax's hand as he was undressing. "Why are you undressing in front of Esmeray? Did you want her to see you naked?"Mordax froze, causing Kitana and me to burst into laughter."What's actually wrong with those two...""Kitana," my eyes widened."Kitana!" Mordax screamed from the hilltop, having spotted Kitana convulsing in the hot spring, leaving my mouth agape as I watched.Caesar had previously informed me that Kitana saw a vision of me being harassed by Leon, but this was the first time I witnessed her in the midst of it.Mordax leaped into the hot spring, followed by Caesar. Their entry created a large water wave that soaked me, and as I wiped the water from my face, I attempted to approach Kitana.I was blocked by Caesar, who stood in front of me, his expression a mix of worry for Kitana and a weird look directed at me."You're naked; stay here," he said, grabbing my arm and placing me beside him. We both watched a
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ESMERAYAs we walked out of the royal main gate of the palace, I became lost in thought. My mind was racing, and I was second-guessing my actions just now. Did I overreact back there with Caesar?"Esmeray, get on the horse. Let's go!" Kitana's chirping voice snapped me back into reality.The two of us had grown close during these past few months, and yes, she now called me by my name instead of "princess." It made things more casual between us.I smiled back at her, and suddenly, an idea struck me. It was the right season, and I knew of a nearby hot spring I would love to take her to."You know what? I have an idea," I raised an eyebrow."An idea? What, you don't want to ride into the woods anymore?""Not into the woods. I know somewhere better where we could cool our heads," I smiled."Correction, your head, Esmeray," she chuckled."Oh yeah, I'm the one who just had an argument with Caesar," I slapped myself on the head while rolling my eyes."Alright, where are we going?" She asked,
HE'S THE RUTHLESS ALPHA MY HEART WANTS CHAPTER 58
CAESARIt's been two weeks since I was crowned king. Things are looking good, except for a few issues. I personally disbanded the Alpha Fist, and all young Alphas have been ordered to return to their families in the residential area of the kingdom.I mentioned that things were looking good, but that's about the kingdom. Things have gotten worse between Esmeray and me. She keeps pushing me away. I can't even remember the last time we held hands, and she reciprocated.She hasn't said a word for days, not since that day when Socrates and the Werewolves Council took her pregnancy under my watch.I'm going crazy with this distance, even though she's right under my nose, right in my own home. What's happening?I'd prefer to be dead than to endure this kind of reaction from her. If this continues, I'll surely lose my mind. But what can I do except wait for things to improve between us?They say time heals, but time still feels stagnant to me. Nothing has changed since that day I allowed the W
