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Chapter 88

Author: Cassandra M
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JAKE.

"I came here not to tell you to forgive me. I have already accepted that you won’t. I came here to tell you that I never stopped thinking about you. I never stopped caring. I always had my eyes on you."

He threw a manila envelope on the desk but didn’t say anything. My curiosity got the best of me as I grabbed and opened the envelope.

There were pictures. All of me - from my childhood until my union ceremony a week ago.

I flipped the pictures that I had in my hands, and there were dates on them, and I knew it was my father’s handwriting. It had a detailed description of the event and where the photos were taken.

"I wasn’t here, but those photos — I watched you grow up in those. I had people within the pack who would send me those, and if they forgot, I would bother them non-stop." He chuckled at his own words.

"You made me proud, son. This pack loves you. They worship you, and I know that leaving you here was a good choice I made. So I don’t regret it. I took an Alpha away
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Angela Parks
This chapter ruined the book for me. His father's shit. I don't even want to finish the book. That's not a parent that cares, that's a parent that wants absolution for being selfish and worthess
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Cassandra M
Jenny doesn't need to get her ending now just because Clair got hers. She's present in future books and you will understand why she's not here on Clair's epilogue. ♡
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Cassandra M
Book 3 picks up where we left off with the reconcilation. ♡
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