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Chapter 23

Author: Cassandra M
last update Last Updated: 2021-09-12 22:23:39
How could a pure-Alpha blooded person turn his back on his people? I was sure he would be a great Alpha. Everybody told me how he could be greater than my grandfather. But then he never did. He threw it all away.

That day, I begged him. I hugged him tightly to let him know I was not mad at him. That I still want him. He shoved me away and went inside his car without looking back. I should be mad and angry, but I wasn’t.

I still wanted him. I wrote him letters. Tons. When I didn’t receive anything, I decided to write a letter addressed to her. I begged her. I hated her, but I asked her to come back. I promised her that I would be on my best behavior and that I would be the best son.

I even told her that if she returned with my father and they had a son, I would give their son the Alpha post. I wanted my father back more than this Alpha shit.

I waited, but the answer never came. I knew they got my letter because every time, the messenger would tell me he had personally handed it to t
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Janice Choate
Alpha Jake knows that Clair is his mate, but she can't feel it yet; plus he fighting the mate-bond.
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tyebug2015
Jake's take on the pack being familh was beautiful. I see a lot of comments condemning her dad's actions. I am withholding judgement on her dad until we get his side of why he sent her away. I wonder if he realized these 2 were mates and wanted Claire to grow into her own person first?
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Bella Jersey
Nobody step up for Clair
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