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84 ~ Deviant

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His eyes widened slightly at my reply, but he didn't push further. Instead, he held my shoulders gently, looking deep into my eyes.

“Look, Seojin…”

I knew what he would say before he opened his mouth.

“I just need to train,” I said, pulling away from him. “That’s all.”

Minseok sighed, his eyes searching mine. “You don’t have to do this alone, Seojin. Whatever it is, I can help.”

I shook my head, my throat tight. “Not this time.” I paused, then added quietly, "I've got to perfect this move."

"Okay," Minseok murmured. He left my side, making his way over to where the other Espers and Guides were practicing.

I watched him go, unable to hide the pain and loneliness I felt.

It had been nine days since our last battle against the enemy, and I still hadn't been able to master the technique. My body was so heavy; my mind was numb.

The others were all moving around, chanting, and practicing their moves, while I stood there like an idiot, struggling with my own thoughts.

Could I real
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