Onika's POV....
"What happend slut, I told you to dance like the whore you are". Agustin's voice resonated in my ears, making me flinch. My hands shaking in fear.
"Please Agustin don't do this to me. I beg of you-" I was cut off before I could even complete my sentence.
"Shhh... Do as I say Onika, or else this will get a lot more worse. By now you must have realized nothing you say is going to save you. But I think you like every thing the hard way, don't you?" He asked rhetorically.
"Lets make it simple, so that your little brain can comprehend your options. I give you two choices either you do what I say or I destroy each and every person you care for. So shall we start with your friend, what was her name, Claire? I have heard that she desperately needs money for her father's surgery. " I looked at him dumbfounded.
I don't know this person anymore, I don't know who he has become. He can't be the same person I loved once with all that I possessed. He knew the arrow had hit right where he aimed as he saw all the colour leave my face. With a satisfied look on his face he continued,
"What happens if she looses her job all of a sudden or what if the hospital where her father is admitted throws him out."
"No please! Not her please" I started sobbing uncontrollably.
"No? Not her?" He gave me a ominous smile.
"So how about her brother, John. I guess he has a soft corner for you. Isn't that correct my sweet, sweet whore of a wife?"
I looked at him as if he had just struck me, where it hurts the most.
"How can you say like that to me Agustin? What's wrong with you. Please come to your senses before it's too late. Don't kill me like this. Can't you see how much its hurting me? Don't punish me for loving you. I loved you so much and this is how--"
Suddenly his whole demeanour changed and he grabbed my hair and shouted on my face making me whimpered in pain and fear, "You bitch you have the audacity to use my name and love in the same sentence. Tell me this, did you even sleep with him behind my back. Tell me!"
I was too stunned to say any thing how someone can be so cruel. How can anyone stoop so low?
I looked at him in the eye, but couldn't hold his gaze as I saw the evil lurking behind his eyes, the dangerous glint that it held made me want to run far away.
"Decide fast I don't have whole day what would it be, you following my orders or death of that little old man. I will hate to see them on roads in this cold winter without any food or any money. So I am asking for the last time."
I closed my eyes in agony, everything in me was hurting.
"Enough of your dramas now I am gonna count till five and if before that you don't star dancing You will be responsible for what happens next".
"One"
I don't believe this, my own husband is forcing me to dance in this dress of a hooker in front of his servants.
"Two"
Tears were continuosly streaming down my face.
"Three"
I was shaking from head to toe with anger, humiliation and helplessness.
"Four"
I looked up and saw each and every servant's head were bowed, not wanting to look at me. At least they have more shame than their employer. They always treated me like there daughter and now here they were forced to see me dancing like a stripper.
But I don't blame them because I know their hands are tied, they are as much helpless in this as I am. After all no one has got the power to defy Agustin, if someone dare do that then that will be the last thing they do.
I looked at the face of my husband. Is it the same face I use to admire day and night. Now the mere site of it nauseates me. Finally taking a deep breath I consoled myself that I am doing this for Clarie if anything happens to her or her family because of me I will never be able to forgive myself. No one needs to pay for my bad choices.
She had always stood by my side and her brother John has always supported me whenever I needed them.
I was pulled out of my thought by Agustin's voice.
"Fiv-"
Before he can complete I stopped him and replied "I will do it", my voice devoid of any emotion.
He chuckled in victory "Good decision" Saying that he played the music.
I sucked in a breath as I realized it was one of my favourite. I remember telling him that whenever I hear this song I forget all my worries for the time being.
So this is what he is doing, he wants to take away every good memories from me and replace them with a bad ones. Now whenever I will hear this song I am going to burn remembering this day.
I took a deep breath and stopped feeling anything, I just numbed my senses to make it easier for me.
"You are not to stop unless I say so" he added casually.
After what seems like an hour he finally stopped the music and taunted,
"Very good whore you did a very good job and it's time for your reward . Didn't I tell you that you would have to earn every bite of food you eat. And I know you must be starving after all you haven't ate anything in two days."
Oh so he remembered I thought he stopped counting. As if on cue my stomach growled in hunger. Then I saw what he was carried, and my eyes widened in utter shock.
Dog's food.
Tears started blurring my vision, yet again.
He kept it on the floor and said, "Get on all fours and start eating, what are you waiting for" he ordered, raising a brow at me as if daring me to defy him.
I stood there still as a statue thinking, thinking how would I ever go back to being normal from this point on. The fact that was hurting me the most was realising that Agustin never actually loved me, not even before the misunderstanding.
Everything was fake, he was faking everything. He asked me, 'even after the way he loved me how can I betray him like this', It's a pity that Agustin doesn't realise he never really loved me. Because you may hurt the person you love, but you don't destroy them. At least not deliberately.
He motioned me to get down on the floor.
It ignited a fire within me and I wanted to burn him in it. I could feel my heart roaring in my ears. Enough. I have had enough. I can't take it any more.
"No. I. Won't." I announced defiantly
Onika's POV...."No. I. Won't," I chewed on every word. He looked at me with murder in his eyes. But it doesn't scar me anymore, anyways what is left to loose anymore? My self respect is already crumpled into pieces. My love is already crumpled into pieces."Enough is enough. I am not doing anything you say anymore. I hadn't done anything wrong and I don't deserve to be treated like this, no one deserves to be treated like this. I want divorce, isn't that what normal people do Agustin? You think I have cheated on you, then go on divorce me and free us both from this hell."At this everybody around me gasped in horror, afraid what will happen next, I wasn't allowed to answer back anymore or refuse him.Something changed in Agustin's eyes, something scary. But to my surprise he started laughing hard. "You think that I will let you go that easily then you don't know me at all. No one messes with m
Agustin's POV..... My Secretary walked in with my cup of coffee and some files in her hand. After she put them on my table I told her to go back to work, I will call her if I need anything. Instead, she just stood there clutching the hem of her cloth nervously. "What is it? I told you to leave." I ward her off and focused back to my work, lifting up the cup of coffee absently. "S-Si-Sir". She stuttered. She still here? "What is it, just spit it out" I snapped, annoyed. "Umm--Si--Sir" she stuttered again. "For God's sake, what's the matter, are you not feeling well? Do you need a day off." I asked, taking a guess. "No Sir, Umm-- actually I just wanted to say, Ha-Happy Birthday." She mumbled nervously. The effect was instant, as if I ha
Onika's POV...Finally, it's Sunday! I just love Sundays. Well who doesn't?!Firstly, I don't have to go to the office, which means no Theodore, and more importantly, it's the only day I get to spend time with Alex. I gave Shira the day off so that I can spend some time with Alex alone.He is one hell of a naughty child. Right now I am running behind him with a food bowl in my hand.He gave me a sinister smile and started running away, tripping on his steps every now and then."You love giving mummy a chase, don't you?" I asked playfully."Let me catch you once, then you will have to finish the whole bowl, I am not gonna have any of your tantrums today." Saying that I started running behind him deliberately slow to give him a false sense of victory, bringing a bright smile on his face.As I was about to catch him. . . Everything hap
Onika's POV...He opened the door at the very first knock, as if was waiting just on the other side. He was wearing a grey t-shirt and black trousers, his hair unsettled. As if windblown, or may be he had raked his hands through them numerous times.His eyes met mine, looking at me intently. Calculating. Thinking. Assessing. Taking in my disarrayed self. I could feel a bit of something like concern take over his features, in the way his eyes softened, his forehead furrowing ever so slightly.He finally spoke, his voice a bit thicker than usual, "Jesus, Onika what happend to you, you are looking a complete mess are you all right? Have you been crying?""I-I-m-my-Ale." I was not able to form any coherent word. It was like my windpipe was completely plugged. I can't even breath properly. Even the thought of loosing Alex was like a stab to my gut. I couldn't control the tears rolling down my cheeks
Onika's POV.....His lips crushed to mine with a feverish need, exploring them urgently.I didn't know what to do. I froze at my place like a statue neither denying him now resisting him, my eyes shut close, feeling my gut tied in knots. He grew desperate as I kept my lips shut.Suddenly bit on my lower lips hard and I gasped in pain he took the chance to enter my mouth. Exploring each and every reassess of my mouth thoroughly as if he has waited for the moment for too long and want to savour each and every moment. I could say he was trying hard to provoke a response out of me but I wasn't able to do any thing. Maybe in another circumstances I would have felt something other than this paralyzing feeling if Alex wasn't in the hospital and all I could see is his unconscious form waiting for me.He finally released a frustrated sigh and said " don't you think you can do better than that?"
Agustin's POV...I intensified the search for Onika, hiring a couple more investigators. I have to know about her whereabouts in the earliest else I will go crazy, not just because every second without her feels like the death itself, but also I have to make sure that she is fine.Where are you hiding Onika? I am like a dying fish out of the water without you.My chain of thoughts broke as I head a knock. Composing my self I called the person in.It was my PI. I warned him to show his face only if he found my Onika. does that mean? HOLY FUCK! It can't be....is it possible that he found Onika?My heart nearly jumped out of my chest as that thought occurred."What is it just spit it fast."I said with urgency in my voice."I found her" he replied with a lazy smile if he has won the biggest lottery, which he apparently have.
Agustin's pov.....Half an hour later I was sitting in my private jet all excited that i am gonna met my princess soon. How will she react I am sure she is gonna be petrified. And after she discovers that I am her new boss i guess she is gonna have a fit. My mouth twitched and heart was beating like a hammer in anticipationChrist, I am behaving like a teenager with raging hormones but I can't control it I just don't believe this tomorrow I will lay my eyes on my princess after two fucking long years.To calm my heart a bit so that it won't come out of my rib cage I started thinking about our old days together. Those days which were not tainted by my torture.when I first met her...I was late for my office ahh I hate being late moreover, today I have to interview for my PA position as I have fired the previous one who was less of a PA and more of a gold digging tramp
Onika's pov.....Alex was finally recovering . These past couple of days were like hell to me. I didn't sleep for two nights but after I knew that Alex's operation went successful I felt like a ton of weight had been lifted from my heart. Though I am still feeling restless after what happened to Alex and also between me and my boss. I don't know how I am daily gonna face him and the fact that I am stuck with this company for another year to pay off my dept to him isn't helping either.Though I hate to admit it but the best way to calm my heart is to think about my good days with Agustin, the days when I was unaware of the monster that he is...I drove as fast as I could to reach for the interview I was already running half an hour late. Oh God why did I have to meet that idiot today of all day.I want this job so bad. After so much of hard work and sleepless nights I have reached up to here no way in hell I am gonna let it pass.
Four Years Later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Third Person's Pov....Agustin DeLuca looked at the six years old bundle of joy infront of him, playing with her Uncle Jack.Iris DeLuca.Iris, the only source of peace in his otherwise turbulent life.A small gentle smile played on Agustin's lips, contrasting to his otherwise roughened features, the one which was only reserved for this tiny little creature whose soft giggles vibrated through the walls of his heart as he looked at her with pure awe and admiration in his eyes.He adopted her two years after Onika left, those two years were hard on him. Making peace with his demons.With the truth.The truth that tore his whole world apart, leaving him with a constant ache in his chest. Leaving him vulnerable. Leaving him dead inside.
Few Days Later....Agustin slowly got down on his knees and rubbed the top of his daughter's grave with his palm, ever so slowly as if touching something very fragile, as if brushing off some imaginary dust which might have found its way to his precious daughter's grave, almost in the same fashion as he would pat the head of his child if she were alive.He did it again, and again... and again, the motion becoming vigorous with every passing second, with every stroke, in a state of trance, he kept doing it till his hands were completely tired and he can't move it anymore. He stopped and looked at his palms it was a deep shade of red, he furrowed his brows as he realised he can't feel anything.Taking a shaky breath, he took out the orchids and placed it over the top of the cemetery, with the same frailness and tenderness as someone would show while dealing with their most loved possession, most precious poss
Onika's Pov....I looked at the divorce papers infront of me."I have signed the papers, your turn" Agustin said, his voice surprisingly void of any emotion.That was quick, Agustin was discharged from the hospital yesterday itself, though I was still unsure of what will be Agustin's decision, he could be so unpredictable that I won't ever bet on anything when it comes to Agustin, but somewhere I kind of knew this is what he will do, or at least I prayed, what I didn't expect was he will be this quick to take the decision.So this was the moment I have been waiting for, I am just a signature away and every thing will be over.I eyed the papers for too long as if expecting it to vanish in thin air."You can read the papers before signing," he said, mistaking my lack of response with with my lack of trust."Of course," I said.
Agustin's Pov...."Take legal action against me, I am ready to confess my crimes, Every. Single. One. Of. Them" I said sternly, even though I don't feel even legal actions will be enough, nothing is enough anymore, but that can be a start.Her lips parted in disbelief and she kept looking at me incredulously."Prove it Onika." I repeated again, I want this, I need this, desperately.She recovered from her shock.Her nose flared, breathing quickened, she closed her eyes forcefully, clenching her fist to her sides and before I can blink she slapped me, slapped me so hard my head turned to the other side."Are you trying to mock me?" She said."Is it still me who needs to prove things to you?" She sneered through gritted teeth, her eyes flushing with anger."How fucking dare you?" She clenched her teeth, I have very rare
Onika's POV...I stared at Agustin's pale figure laying on the hospital bed, IV line attached to his wrist, his eyes closed, a small frown on his forehead. Even with his eyes closed he looked troubled. I took few calming breaths to remind myself that he is fine now. I have been sitting beside his bed since past five hours now, and he haven't moved a muscle.He is looking so lifeless at the moment....my heart cringed at the thought. I think this is why Jacob didn't take me with him, he already knew how it's going to be. Thank God Jacob reached there on time, if not for him... I don't even want to think about it.I have never wanted something so desperately as I want for him to open his hazel eyes and look back at me. I brought my hand to his cheek, tracing a large bruise at the side of his cheek with my finger ever so lightly. He didn't flinch, didn't moan in pain, nothing.I know I should have been t
Third Person....Agustin De Luca was driving the car through the eerie silent, dark night, not aware where he was going, but he did have one place in his mind. Tears streaming down his face, feeling guilt so profound that his whole body was shaking with silent sobs, for he had killed not only the soul of the women he loved, but also his own daughter.Sickening sounds reverberating in his head.'You were pregnant--''It was a girl--''The report said there were marks of abuse all over your body--''Please stop''--It said you can never get pregnant again due to complications.''Don't.... please don't.''Congratulations Agustin Deluca..I am everything you ever wanted me to be.I am ruined.'The car stopped with a screech infront of a boxing club
Jacob's POV...I groaned in frustration at the noise interrupting my sleep, and pulled my pillow over my ear to block the noise. It took me some good time to get oriented and realise, it is past midnight and it's my phone ringing.It's my phone ringing?!I immediately woke up, my eyes wide open now, the first thought coming to my mind, Onika.I looked at the screen, it was Onika indeed, at this time of the night? My heart got caught in my throat, as different types of unpleasant thoughts started coming to my mind.I immediately picked the call."He--hello Ja--Jacob Ag--Agustin--" she started sobbing and her voice was completely hoarse as if she had cried her eyes out, I was not able to understand anything clearly."Agustin what Onika? please speak clearly I am not able to understand anything, did Agustin hurt you?"I clenched my fist tightly, waiting for her answer, holding my breath. I was already making my way towards m
Onika's POV...I came back home and directly went to check on Alex. After making sure he was sleeping peacefully, I made my way towards my room.My head hurts, my heart hurts, Jacob's face keeps flashing infront of me, his pained express, his troubled eyes, like had went through a series of endless torture.....all because of me. I can't wash away the guilt that is painfully squeezing my heart.Jacob went through all that pain, why didn't he ever tell me anything before?He went through hell, what for, so that Agustin stays happy. Huh.The irony of the situation suddenly hit me like a hammer, Can I even blame Jacob? Isn't that what I did as well, and the worst part is Agustin can still make me feel bad for him, like he is also a victim in all this, may be he is, as much as I would love to blame everything on Agustin somewhere I know he is hurt as well, one can't expect his
Agustin's POV.....It's been two hour since I told Kane to investigate into the matter, no call nothing, what is taking him so long?I was restlessly pacing around my room, any bit of sound had me running for my phone, my heart was about to come out of my rid cage.I eyed Onika's file, suspiciously. Maybe she might have mentioned something in her later entries. I took the file and opened it with shaky hands...........................................................# Day 30You remember Agustin once you looked right into my eyes and asked me, 'Was your love not enough for me that I betrayed you the first chance I got?'One beat, two beat, three beat and I don't know how many beats passed and I just kept staring at you, letting it sink into my head what you ju