Onika's POV...
Finally, it's Sunday! I just love Sundays. Well who doesn't?!
Firstly, I don't have to go to the office, which means no Theodore, and more importantly, it's the only day I get to spend time with Alex. I gave Shira the day off so that I can spend some time with Alex alone.
He is one hell of a naughty child. Right now I am running behind him with a food bowl in my hand.
He gave me a sinister smile and started running away, tripping on his steps every now and then.
"You love giving mummy a chase, don't you?" I asked playfully.
"Let me catch you once, then you will have to finish the whole bowl, I am not gonna have any of your tantrums today." Saying that I started running behind him deliberately slow to give him a false sense of victory, bringing a bright smile on his face.
As I was about to catch him. . . Everything happened so fast, just in a blink of the eye. He collided with the wall with full force, his eyes were on me and he didn't see the wall in front of him and before I could stop him, or even realise what was happening it was too late. I ran towards him, feeling my whole world turn upside down.
I took him on my lap, he won't open his eyes and started bleeding through nose.
I immediately rushed towards the nearest Hospital, fighting against the paralyzing fear.
The doctors admitted him urgently and after asking a few questions told me to wait outside, till they run few scans and tests to come to the diagnosis
'God, please not him, not him. I can't lose him. Please, any thing but this.' I kept chanting. Tears flowing freely down my cheeks.
I had no idea what happened all of a sudden, I just sat there completely clueless. It was just a minor trauma babies of his age surely go through this type of trauma everyday and recover. Then what's happening to him?
I was waiting outside for nearly half an hour with my fingers crossed and heart beating furiously. No, nothing is going to happen to him, it's just a minor trauma the doctor will come out any moment and inform me he is fine and I can take him home. That's it.
Finally the doctor came out and I rushed to him.
"Miss. Onika Coulin you the Mother of the child, right?"
"Y--Yes Sir, what happend, will he be alright." I asked, my voice shaking with fear. I was holding my breath.
"Miss. Onika did he suffered from some short of viral illness recently?" The doctor asked.
"Yes, around two weeks ago, I took him to the pediatrician, who gave him some medication and said that he will be alright and there is nothing to w-wo-worry" I replied.
"I am afraid Miss. Onika, but in few unfortunate children autoantibodies against platelets develop soon after a viral illness. These autoantibodies attacks the platelets decreasing it's count considerably, the condition is known as acute ITP.
Generally it is a self limiting condition which heals spontaneously but the child during this period is prone to bleeding during this span. And even a small injury can lead to excessive bleeding and which is the case here.
"The CT scan results show that he is bleeding internally and a big hematoma has formed on the left side of his brain which is compromising the blood supply of that side of the brain. We immidiatly need to perform a brain surgery, before the clot does any permanent damage."
"Please do anything to save him. Don't let anything to happen to him..." By now I started sobbing hysterically.
I felt as if my whole world has come to a stop. I found it hard to breath. This can't be happening I just wish this is one of my nightmares but I know it is not and I need to compose my self I can't let this happen . I won't let this happen. No one can snatch Alex from me.
The Doctor looked at me sympathetically before continuing, " The operation required is a very costly one and you require to pay the fees within 24hours."
Taking a deep breath I asked the doctor.
"How much will it cost."
"Around 55 thousand dollers."
I stared at the doctor in utter shock. From were do I arrange that short of money. As if he read my thoughts, looking apologiticaly at me he suggested,
"I will suggest you inform the Father of the child."
"He doesn't have one." I replied numbly. "Don't worry about the money Doctor you start with the operation, I will arrange the money within 24 hours, you have my words." I said with a confidence I didn't feel.
"Very well then, you finish all the formalities and sign the consent form. I will prepare for the operation." With that he left.
What do I do now?
I don't have such kind of money. Even if I sell all my belongings I can't collect as much as 1/4rt of it.
I cluctched my pounding head and sat on the chair with a 'thud', like a stone falling on the ground.
I don't understand what to do. I don't have any friend who can offer me that kind of money.
All my senses went numb, I couldn't think of anything.
I started thinking of all the possibilities. Anything. Anything to save Alex.
Agustin?
Even thinking of Agustin send a shiver of fear through my whole body.
But he has the money.
He wastes thrice the amount of money on insignificant things on daily basis. It won't even make a difference to him.
But can I do this? Sell myself to the devil himself?
For Alex, I can.
But the risks are too high. Agustin is evil to his core. If he comes to know what Alex means to me, he might even make sure that Alex dies just to get to me for running away. I can't take that risk. He is too unpredictable and now I know nothing is beneath him, he can stoop low to any level just to make my life miserable.
He will destroy me again and again, kill me again and again, just to bring me back to life so that he can do that once again. Ant this would be like giving him the perfect opportunity on a silver platter.
Another fat tear rolled down my cheek as I realized just how difficult the situation is. A choked sob erupted from my lips as my soul cried out in helplessness.
Then it clicked all of a sudden. Theodore Blake.
He can help me!
I took out my phone without thinking twice, even though I know it isn't going to end well. Being vulnerable in front of Theodore can put me into situations I never want to be in.
I can just pray he is more of a human than I give him credit for, with that though I took out my phone and dialed his number.
He picked up after the fifth ring.
"Hello," Came his husky voice as if he has been sleeping, and is irritated to be disturbed by the call.
I took a deep breath and said, "Hello Sir, it's me Onika"
Malignant pause of few seconds.
"Good gracious, I didn't see your name displayed on the phone," his tone sounded surprised.
"May I know what brought me the pleasure of hearing your lovely voice at this time of the morning." He replied cheerfully, all traces of irritation gone.
I steadied myself and prepared for what was about to come.
"Sir--actually I need to meet you, it's urgent." My voice held a pleading note.
I wasn't even hiding my vulnerability, it was no use, he would come to realise it soon, anyway. He is no stupid, he already knows what Alex means to me. Everything.
"Okay... " he said in a puzzled voice, "first tell me what is it, are you alright?" He asked, his voice laced with concern.
"Sir, I can't tell you that over phone I have to meet you please I won't take much of your time."
He took some time to reply, as if trying to figure out what is going on, "Okay, come to my apartment, it isn't very far away from yours. Shall I send my Driver to pick you up?" he offered.
"No Sir, that won't be needed just text me your address."
"Okay," with that he cut the call.
After a minute my phone buzzed displaying his address. It won't take me more then half an hour to reach there. I immidiatly took a taxi and prepared my self for what was about to come. I know if I want to see Alex alive I need to keep myself strong and that's all that matters and I am ready to pay the price for it.
As soon as I reached there, mustering all my courage I knocked at his door without waisting anymore time.
To be continued....
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Onika's POV...He opened the door at the very first knock, as if was waiting just on the other side. He was wearing a grey t-shirt and black trousers, his hair unsettled. As if windblown, or may be he had raked his hands through them numerous times.His eyes met mine, looking at me intently. Calculating. Thinking. Assessing. Taking in my disarrayed self. I could feel a bit of something like concern take over his features, in the way his eyes softened, his forehead furrowing ever so slightly.He finally spoke, his voice a bit thicker than usual, "Jesus, Onika what happend to you, you are looking a complete mess are you all right? Have you been crying?""I-I-m-my-Ale." I was not able to form any coherent word. It was like my windpipe was completely plugged. I can't even breath properly. Even the thought of loosing Alex was like a stab to my gut. I couldn't control the tears rolling down my cheeks
Onika's POV.....His lips crushed to mine with a feverish need, exploring them urgently.I didn't know what to do. I froze at my place like a statue neither denying him now resisting him, my eyes shut close, feeling my gut tied in knots. He grew desperate as I kept my lips shut.Suddenly bit on my lower lips hard and I gasped in pain he took the chance to enter my mouth. Exploring each and every reassess of my mouth thoroughly as if he has waited for the moment for too long and want to savour each and every moment. I could say he was trying hard to provoke a response out of me but I wasn't able to do any thing. Maybe in another circumstances I would have felt something other than this paralyzing feeling if Alex wasn't in the hospital and all I could see is his unconscious form waiting for me.He finally released a frustrated sigh and said " don't you think you can do better than that?"
Agustin's POV...I intensified the search for Onika, hiring a couple more investigators. I have to know about her whereabouts in the earliest else I will go crazy, not just because every second without her feels like the death itself, but also I have to make sure that she is fine.Where are you hiding Onika? I am like a dying fish out of the water without you.My chain of thoughts broke as I head a knock. Composing my self I called the person in.It was my PI. I warned him to show his face only if he found my Onika. does that mean? HOLY FUCK! It can't be....is it possible that he found Onika?My heart nearly jumped out of my chest as that thought occurred."What is it just spit it fast."I said with urgency in my voice."I found her" he replied with a lazy smile if he has won the biggest lottery, which he apparently have.
Agustin's pov.....Half an hour later I was sitting in my private jet all excited that i am gonna met my princess soon. How will she react I am sure she is gonna be petrified. And after she discovers that I am her new boss i guess she is gonna have a fit. My mouth twitched and heart was beating like a hammer in anticipationChrist, I am behaving like a teenager with raging hormones but I can't control it I just don't believe this tomorrow I will lay my eyes on my princess after two fucking long years.To calm my heart a bit so that it won't come out of my rib cage I started thinking about our old days together. Those days which were not tainted by my torture.when I first met her...I was late for my office ahh I hate being late moreover, today I have to interview for my PA position as I have fired the previous one who was less of a PA and more of a gold digging tramp
Onika's pov.....Alex was finally recovering . These past couple of days were like hell to me. I didn't sleep for two nights but after I knew that Alex's operation went successful I felt like a ton of weight had been lifted from my heart. Though I am still feeling restless after what happened to Alex and also between me and my boss. I don't know how I am daily gonna face him and the fact that I am stuck with this company for another year to pay off my dept to him isn't helping either.Though I hate to admit it but the best way to calm my heart is to think about my good days with Agustin, the days when I was unaware of the monster that he is...I drove as fast as I could to reach for the interview I was already running half an hour late. Oh God why did I have to meet that idiot today of all day.I want this job so bad. After so much of hard work and sleepless nights I have reached up to here no way in hell I am gonna let it pass.
Agustin's POV...I am staying in a hotel nearby the company in which Onika is currently working. Though I can't control the beast in me who is urging me to meet her right now and take her back with me far away from here but I can't rush things like that. I know thing will be back to normal gradually and I need to be patient. I can't scare her off. Things are already so fragile between us.There is no doubt I my head that as she sees me she will run away as fast as possible in the opposite direction. Therefore I bought Blake Corporation.Buying the company from that bastard Theodore Blake and his idiot father wasn't an easy job. Jacob being the sweet self was just not able to handle it, so I had to take the matter in my I own hands. Though I had my own share of fun in doing so. Both of them were reluctant in selling their company but after I offered his father 20 times more the market price he agre
Onika's POV...When I reached office it was exceptionally quiet. What the hell happend here over night? I checked my watch I was already 10 minutes late. I was having an ominous feeling at the back of my head, nagging at me. My instincts telling me to run away. I ward it off, thinking that it's just because I am still disturbed by the past events.Why haven't any one arrived yet. Is it a holiday or something? But if it would have been so, Theodore would surely have informed me about it.Then I saw a security guard coming towards me. Before he could speak anything I asked him "where is everyone Robert." He took a few seconds to catch his breath before replying."Ma'am everyone is in the Seminar Room".I furrowed my brows in confusion, there is a seminar going on and I had no prior information?"Who is con--" he cut me off."Mam I don
Onika's pov....How can I be so stupid I should have anticipated something like this would happen as soon as I heard of this 'new boss' facade. I should have ran away with Alex far away from here even before he arrived. I am trapped now. How do I run away with these two hawk keeping an eye on me.He haven't changed a bit. How can he threaten everyone's job like that. He is still the same immoral bastard. Then again what else did I expected out of him he was never a good person I was just too love sick to admit that. I can't believe I married this sick person of my own free will. I should have thrown the ring right at his face when he proposed to me . Now It's my fault that everyone's job is in danger. If not for me he wouldn't have ever come here. May be he is doing this to get at me for running away.My attention was diverted as someone knocked at my door."come in.""You are miss Onika Coulin?" It w
Four Years Later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Third Person's Pov....Agustin DeLuca looked at the six years old bundle of joy infront of him, playing with her Uncle Jack.Iris DeLuca.Iris, the only source of peace in his otherwise turbulent life.A small gentle smile played on Agustin's lips, contrasting to his otherwise roughened features, the one which was only reserved for this tiny little creature whose soft giggles vibrated through the walls of his heart as he looked at her with pure awe and admiration in his eyes.He adopted her two years after Onika left, those two years were hard on him. Making peace with his demons.With the truth.The truth that tore his whole world apart, leaving him with a constant ache in his chest. Leaving him vulnerable. Leaving him dead inside.
Few Days Later....Agustin slowly got down on his knees and rubbed the top of his daughter's grave with his palm, ever so slowly as if touching something very fragile, as if brushing off some imaginary dust which might have found its way to his precious daughter's grave, almost in the same fashion as he would pat the head of his child if she were alive.He did it again, and again... and again, the motion becoming vigorous with every passing second, with every stroke, in a state of trance, he kept doing it till his hands were completely tired and he can't move it anymore. He stopped and looked at his palms it was a deep shade of red, he furrowed his brows as he realised he can't feel anything.Taking a shaky breath, he took out the orchids and placed it over the top of the cemetery, with the same frailness and tenderness as someone would show while dealing with their most loved possession, most precious poss
Onika's Pov....I looked at the divorce papers infront of me."I have signed the papers, your turn" Agustin said, his voice surprisingly void of any emotion.That was quick, Agustin was discharged from the hospital yesterday itself, though I was still unsure of what will be Agustin's decision, he could be so unpredictable that I won't ever bet on anything when it comes to Agustin, but somewhere I kind of knew this is what he will do, or at least I prayed, what I didn't expect was he will be this quick to take the decision.So this was the moment I have been waiting for, I am just a signature away and every thing will be over.I eyed the papers for too long as if expecting it to vanish in thin air."You can read the papers before signing," he said, mistaking my lack of response with with my lack of trust."Of course," I said.
Agustin's Pov...."Take legal action against me, I am ready to confess my crimes, Every. Single. One. Of. Them" I said sternly, even though I don't feel even legal actions will be enough, nothing is enough anymore, but that can be a start.Her lips parted in disbelief and she kept looking at me incredulously."Prove it Onika." I repeated again, I want this, I need this, desperately.She recovered from her shock.Her nose flared, breathing quickened, she closed her eyes forcefully, clenching her fist to her sides and before I can blink she slapped me, slapped me so hard my head turned to the other side."Are you trying to mock me?" She said."Is it still me who needs to prove things to you?" She sneered through gritted teeth, her eyes flushing with anger."How fucking dare you?" She clenched her teeth, I have very rare
Onika's POV...I stared at Agustin's pale figure laying on the hospital bed, IV line attached to his wrist, his eyes closed, a small frown on his forehead. Even with his eyes closed he looked troubled. I took few calming breaths to remind myself that he is fine now. I have been sitting beside his bed since past five hours now, and he haven't moved a muscle.He is looking so lifeless at the moment....my heart cringed at the thought. I think this is why Jacob didn't take me with him, he already knew how it's going to be. Thank God Jacob reached there on time, if not for him... I don't even want to think about it.I have never wanted something so desperately as I want for him to open his hazel eyes and look back at me. I brought my hand to his cheek, tracing a large bruise at the side of his cheek with my finger ever so lightly. He didn't flinch, didn't moan in pain, nothing.I know I should have been t
Third Person....Agustin De Luca was driving the car through the eerie silent, dark night, not aware where he was going, but he did have one place in his mind. Tears streaming down his face, feeling guilt so profound that his whole body was shaking with silent sobs, for he had killed not only the soul of the women he loved, but also his own daughter.Sickening sounds reverberating in his head.'You were pregnant--''It was a girl--''The report said there were marks of abuse all over your body--''Please stop''--It said you can never get pregnant again due to complications.''Don't.... please don't.''Congratulations Agustin Deluca..I am everything you ever wanted me to be.I am ruined.'The car stopped with a screech infront of a boxing club
Jacob's POV...I groaned in frustration at the noise interrupting my sleep, and pulled my pillow over my ear to block the noise. It took me some good time to get oriented and realise, it is past midnight and it's my phone ringing.It's my phone ringing?!I immediately woke up, my eyes wide open now, the first thought coming to my mind, Onika.I looked at the screen, it was Onika indeed, at this time of the night? My heart got caught in my throat, as different types of unpleasant thoughts started coming to my mind.I immediately picked the call."He--hello Ja--Jacob Ag--Agustin--" she started sobbing and her voice was completely hoarse as if she had cried her eyes out, I was not able to understand anything clearly."Agustin what Onika? please speak clearly I am not able to understand anything, did Agustin hurt you?"I clenched my fist tightly, waiting for her answer, holding my breath. I was already making my way towards m
Onika's POV...I came back home and directly went to check on Alex. After making sure he was sleeping peacefully, I made my way towards my room.My head hurts, my heart hurts, Jacob's face keeps flashing infront of me, his pained express, his troubled eyes, like had went through a series of endless torture.....all because of me. I can't wash away the guilt that is painfully squeezing my heart.Jacob went through all that pain, why didn't he ever tell me anything before?He went through hell, what for, so that Agustin stays happy. Huh.The irony of the situation suddenly hit me like a hammer, Can I even blame Jacob? Isn't that what I did as well, and the worst part is Agustin can still make me feel bad for him, like he is also a victim in all this, may be he is, as much as I would love to blame everything on Agustin somewhere I know he is hurt as well, one can't expect his
Agustin's POV.....It's been two hour since I told Kane to investigate into the matter, no call nothing, what is taking him so long?I was restlessly pacing around my room, any bit of sound had me running for my phone, my heart was about to come out of my rid cage.I eyed Onika's file, suspiciously. Maybe she might have mentioned something in her later entries. I took the file and opened it with shaky hands...........................................................# Day 30You remember Agustin once you looked right into my eyes and asked me, 'Was your love not enough for me that I betrayed you the first chance I got?'One beat, two beat, three beat and I don't know how many beats passed and I just kept staring at you, letting it sink into my head what you ju