Change Of Plans

Kimberly POV

When we came back sometime later to the house to meet with the guest, I was feeling relieved and disturbed at once. Since what happened back at the hotel, Leo hasn't spoken to me. He had been distant and only spoke to me when necessary. I feared he must regret marrying someone as impatient as I am. 

I was disgusted at myself too. I don't know what has come over me making me act so repulsive and repugnant since I met Leonard but I hated it and wanted it out of me.

I used to be very scared of sex and didn't want to have it for a long time to come, especially after watching a movie where the girl was making noisy painful sounds while the man banged her. I had imagined that sex would be that painful and wouldn't want anything to do with it.

Part of my fear to get married I initially, was because I was fretful about how I was going to tell my husband I didn't want to have sex. 

Now, here I am, becoming a pain in the as