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2025-02-12 18:00:23Lucas' POV
The girl's hands danced. Apron strings became a lover's knot at her waist. Eggs cracked one-handed, yolks bobbing like liquid suns. I watched, transfected, as she transformed slaughter into sacrament—French toast glazed in maple, coffee dark as a sinner's heart.
"How did you do it?" I gestured at the golden crust.
She flipped a pancake. "Alpha Finn liked his girls versatile."
The first bite dissolved on my tongue—cinnamon, nutmeg, vengeance.
"Why do you rub your neck like that?" the girl asked.
"I don't know. I slept on the couch and woke up like this..."
Before I finished, she circled behind me, palms hovering above my neck.
"May I?"
"Well..." I mumbled.
Her touch was wildfire. Knuckles pressed the base of my skull, thumbs working knots from muscle. I groaned.
"Quiet," she chided, but her fingers lingered. "You're worse than dogs."
I lifted up my head and howled to the ceiling
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