I skipped down the stairs before I walked into the dining room seeing my parents and sister already sitting down. Which was quite strange even though they've been doing this for a couple of weeks. My family has been terribly divided since the day that I was born. We didn’t have the perfect family life that movies and TV series lead you to believe that families have. I was raised by nannies, in a home where my father was never home because he was travelling around the country, trying to get multimillionaires and billionaires to invest in his different business ideas.
My mother also had her own career and she was a famous stylist that attended to only the biggest stars of Hollywood for a very pricey amount. My mother frequented the red carpet more than she frequented her own home.
But I wasn’t upset about it because I understood that in order to live the comfortable life that I’m living, I would have to sacrifice a few things. I knew that my parents loved me and I knew that they loved me enough to ensure that I lived a perfect life. And the perfect life in this modern day and age was living in the heart of the most sought after Beverly Hills, with an underground garage where luxurious foreign cars lay to sleep waiting for its owners to race them down the California road.
As a result of my parents absence, my older sister Jessalyn followed suit and decided to live her own life to her own terms. She was always out and about with the cars that my parents bought, driving her good for nothing biker boyfriend and maxing out her credit card every sing day. She lived without worry and fear because she knew that even if she wrecked the custom Ferrari or my dad’s collection of vintage Rolls Royce, it would and could all be replaced within a few hours.
Maybe my words might mislead someone to believe that I don’t have a good or healthy relationship with my sister but that’s not the case. I love my sister, but I would never tell her that. We have the usual sibling relationship and that’s just fine. We don’t get to spend much time together even though she’s only eleven months older than me, she has a modelling career.
She definitely takes after my French mother’s beautiful and perfect features. Jessalyn is a dark skinned beauty with flawless skin and the right amount of snobbish attitude that would make almost everyone we meet to suck up to her. Jessalyn’s high and defined cheekbones with full perfect pouty lips, a pointy nose and long full lashes made her the perfect model for mainstream media. She’s tall and skinny, she sticks her nose up to people and she knows she’s beautiful.
Jessalyn is the sibling who manages to get away with everything unlike me. She on one hand is allowed to date a boy that is five years older than her. Mind you, they have been dating since she was only 16 years old. While I, on the other hand, catch smoke for simply bringing Billy the Nerd home to help me with my difficult homework.
Back to the issue at hand, seeing my parents and my sister home for supper was surprising but seeing them home for dinner for the past month everyday was heart attack worthy. I didn’t care to ask though, because I wanted to simply enjoy their presence and this once in a lifetime opportunity to have my family sitting around the table together.
"Good evening," I said with a smile as I sat down and everyone looked at me and we all slipped into relaxed conversation about school, parties and different things.
"Baby," my father called me and I turned my attention away from my empty plate after eating so much, "I just want to tell you that," he looked at Jessalyn, "I mean, the both of you, you know," he cleared his throat, "we do things that are always best for us as a family, you know that, right?" my father told us but looking at me specifically and I wondered what this was about.
My father and my mother are the perfect couple. I’m not sure personality wise but here in LA, it’s all about how you look together and my parents certainly got the memo. They compliment each other, in terms of complexions, height and looks. My father is tall and he stands at 6 feet, with deep dark rich skin and very strong facial structure. He’s got big broad shoulders and his body has been worked to perfection because my mother would never let anyone in this house look anything less than perfect. He’s got a bald head and a clean shaven face, he’s always dressed in designer and his got the loveliest and warmest brown eyes.
"Uhm, ok," I shrugged, I don't really care, "are we like moving?" I asked them, frowning because it sounded like that's what he was getting to, "because if we are, I mean...it's ok."
"No," my father shook his head, "I just want you to know that every decision of ours is in the best interest of us, this family, the Bramley's. I just want you to know that, ok?" he stressed and I nodded my head, wanting to go back to eating.
"I love you," my mum said to me with a smile, before she looked at Jessalyn, "and you, of course. I love you too."
My dear French mother who never let’s anyone forget that she’s from France and that my dad is from England, is a lady who strongly resembles the likes of supermodel Naomi Campbell. My mother’s features are soft but her bone structure can’t be missed. She’s got cocoa coloured skin and her face is often seen without a smile. She’s tall too, she stands at 5’7 and her legs are pure leg heaven because when the woman puts on a short dress or short skirt, I swear the entire world stops and stares.
Jessalyn smiled kindly at me and that's when I got suspicious. I said I loved my sister but I didn’t say that I could stand her. Last month she dragged me down the stairs...physically, dragged me down the stairs and purposely shoved my face in the dog's shit during one of our physical fights.
Yeah, Jessalyn and I get pretty aggressive when we fight. When we fight, we fight bad. We claw at each other, punch each other in the face and the once I pulled out a knife on her and chased her around the house as she screeched out of terror.
This usually happens when our parents aren't home but at times it does happen when they're home and this one time it got so bad, that my mum had to call for security because Jessalyn and I had gotten out of control.
"What are you smiling at?" I snapped at her, raising a suspicious eyebrow, "ass face."
Her smile fell of her face as she glared at me, "whatever, I hope you enjoyed eating that dog shit, you dumb bitch."
"Mum! Jessalyn called me a bitch!"
"Jessalyn! Stop that!" my mother scolded her and Jessalyn slammed her hands on the table before she shot up and glared at my parents.
"Some fucking parents you are, really," she snapped as she turned and left the table and I looked after her, rolling my eyes at her tantrum.
"What's her problem?" I asked my mum and I saw her face flash with shame and nervousness before she covered it with a smile.
"How about you and I go watch a couple of movies?" my mother changed the topic and like an idiot, I fell for it.
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The day had started out early. As early as 2 AM I was already done packing my clothes into a single Louis Vuitton suitcase because my mum said that I needed to pack light and only pack the clothes that she had bought for me a week ago. I was glad, because that meant we were going to be coming back home sooner than I thought.
When the limo pulled up to a massive structure that Octavious called his home, my mind was blown away like it always is when I set my eyes on the monstrosity built all for a lone man to live in. I've asked him several times if he ever gets lonely and he's told me that he welcomes the loneliness and that he enjoys the isolation from everyone else and the outside world.
"Could you just tell me what's wrong, Jessalyn?" I finally decided to ask my sister as my fingers unconsciously played with the brand new diamond necklace dangling on my neck that Octavius had put around me and told me it was a present that I could wear for the next few hours. I had no doubt that he would give me another diamond necklace. Or some pearls would be nice as well.
Shop was exactly what we did. That’s just how Jessalyn and I are, and that’s our love language and the only time we ever really get along. We could walk around and shop all day and never get tired of swiping any card as long as it was neither of ours. And this time it seemed that Jessalyn wasn’t holding back and it seemed like she was shopping with the intent of trying to max out Octavious’ card but it wouldn’t work because well, Octavious is worth billions.
I can't really explain why but the mood in the room felt heavy, very heavy, even though it was just my mum and I, and we were getting ready for tonight. Actually, she was the one helping me prepare for tonight because she was already dressed. She looked mighty flawless, in fact, she looked like she was the first lady with the designer pencil dress that she was wearing paired with white gloves which she had taken off as she attended to me.
There was no way that this was happening…There was absolutely no way that this was what Octavious said it was, I was sure he was pulling my leg. Maybe he didn't appreciate all those times I teased him, but did he have to prank me so hard?
I staggered back into my bedroom, unable to hold my body up anymore as the world began to spin uncontrollably around me. I clutched my chest, trying to calm down my racing heart. I tried to calm my erratic breathing by breathing in through my nose and out my mouth but it didn't seem to help. The world around me suddenly became blurry as I thought about what just happened.
After practically banishing my parents, I locked myself in this bedroom that was once my heaven. I slept on the floor in a foetal position and cried until I couldn't cry anymore. When the sun had risen, I decided to use the bathroom and take a shower to attempt to rid myself of this stench of pure sadness and heartbreak.
What was about to occur would be the first of plenty more nights like these- where the nation of Matlock will look on proudly at its female leader. A moment where the nation’s heart will be put at rest, at the knowledge that they too, like may other’s had a mother. Centuries down the line, various women will have stood behind the lone empty podium where dozens of cameras faced. They would each repeat the very words said on this night because no better speech had been given to reassure the people.Though the time would be very different and perhaps there would spaceships and flying cars, or the world will be in ruins after humans have destroyed themselves…the speech and its effects would remain the same. All because one young women was dared promised to her godfather, the legacy that she creates and leaves behind for her future generations is one that can
“They’re shooting at us!” I screamed as the once calm and organised convoy of security surrounding us went up in flames. The security who had been following us on their motorbikes were shot at and fell off, or their motorbikes somehow flipped and tossed them off. The scene was absolute chaos and my heart was banging against my heart as the car was forced to take on rounds and rounds of bullets, that left bigger dents each time they shot at us, “they’re shooting at us! Oh my God!”I was a sobbing, petrified and trembling mess while Octavious was calm. “I know! Listen to-”“They’re going to kill us! Octavious, they’re going to kill us!” I didn’t think I’d be joining my family so soon, I thought I’d probably have a few more years of t
“Receive the Lord’s blessing. The Lord bless you and watch over you. The Lord make his face shine upon you, and be gracious to you. The Lord look kindly on you and give you peace; In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.”“Amen,” Octavious and I chimed in.If you had told me that I would bury my entire family, I guess I might have believed you. I was the youngest and I would’ve thought you meant over the course of 70 or 80 years, but never in one day. I would have never thought that I was going to bury my entire family in one day.I covered my mouth with my hand, trying to hold back the sobs as my father’s casket was the first to be lowered into the ground. I know I said that I hate
We arrived back in Matlock, a little over 24 hours ago and for the first time in two weeks, I had a peaceful nights rest without Octavious next to me or on top of me. I hoped that he was taking care of the threat and he would make sure that it doesn’t get out of hand, because I’m not too keen on using the gun like he said I might. Since he’s the one who brought me into this life, he better make sure nothing bad happens to me.It was also the first time that I’ve been back in these mansion walls since my attempted escape. Being here and no longer stuck on the beach with a man who managed to make me turn against myself, I wasn’t blinded anymore and I couldn’t escape the reality of my life.
“Octavious…” I moaned out in a voice thick of sleep as I searched around the massive bed for Octavious. I wanted him to prepare some breakfast for me because I didn’t feel like getting out of bed for the next lifetime. He had worked me over time yesterday, not from sex, but from the gun. My fingers were tired to the bone and there was a constant ringing in my ears that Octavious told me that I’d soon get used to.I opened my eyes when I couldn’t feel the presence of Octavious’ body next to mine or anywhere close. “Octavious?” I called out, looking around the room and half expecting him to emerge from the bathroom after an early morning shower. But I was greeted with silence and I furrowed my eyebrows in distaste because that meant I had to get out of bed.
The gunshots that rang through the air reminded me of the night when everything came crashing down and my life was never the same. Tears fell down my face and my bottom lip quivered. My knees buckled beneath me and if it wasn’t for Octavious’ body standing flush behind mine, I would’ve either blown myself backwards or fell to the floor because I couldn’t stand.Octavious had my fingers wrapped around the gold gun that he had killed my sister and Dash with, and no doubt the rest of my family. He had my finger pressed on the trigger and with his fingers wrapped around my own, they forced me to keep pulling the trigger.“I can’t do this, please don’t make me do this,” I begged Octavious as my nose blocked from my crying. I co
“No, no, please!” I screamed in laughter as I tried to get away from Octavious as he chased me along the beach with a crab in his hands.“I thought you loved seafood!” He chuckled behind me as he started to catch up.I screamed, “yeah, when it’s not alive!” I felt Octavious fingers wrap around my wrist and I screamed, flapping my hands at him while he was laughing. He brought the crab close to my face and I tried to run but he caught me.He stopped when he couldn’t control his boisterous laughter at the look of fear on my face. “It’s not funny,” I grumbled before I joined him in his laughter, both of his bending over, trying to catch our breaths from running and laughing.
Octavious had failed to mention on the plane ride here that it was going to be a nude honeymoon. It felt weird to be walking around outside while I was naked. Even though Octavious reassured me that there was nobody else here but the two of us, I was still very hesitant. The sun was just beginning to set and I was walking along the beach, enjoying the feel of the sand between my toes as I walked further into the water, until I was completely covered by the cold water until my shoulders.I looked back into the house, seeing Octavious in the kitchen, moving around and preparing food for us. He told me that he would be doing all the cooking during our honeymoon so I just sit back and relax. I don’t know much about relaxing
The island that he brought me to was very tropical and beautiful. The trees were thick and bright green and I just knew that there were plenty of terrifying insects. After we had landed, we walked together until we reached the only home, I assume on this entire island. The house was beautiful and a thing of modern technique. The exterior was black where there were walls, but most of it was made from glass and you could see clearly into the home. The interior had a biophilic design and everything was integrated with nature. It was definitely a breath of fresh air.I lay on the bed, in bodily pain that was a reminder of what had happened last night after we had dinner. It had been painful for the most part, especially at the beginning until pleasure took over and I had begun to enjoy it. I didn’t want to but my body had a mind of its own.