Arya POV.
I get to be little, I just can't believe that. I always knew I was a little, I used it as a technique to escape the hell I call home. Damien knew too, he said it was stupid and childish.
I went to little space only once with him, he beat me so badly that I was too scared to into it again. I never had a caregiver either, it was just me and only me. I was always alone in this life, a lonely girl in this big cold world.
Ace is changing many things, now he said I'll get a caregiver, his friend Leo I had no idea he was into ddlg but I was in. I craved affection and attention I had no problem with getting it from Leo, he's not a bad guy...I guess.
Leo and ace send me to get ready for the day, asking me to get dressed. I had no clothes of my own in this home so I had to wear a hoodie of ace and a female legging from someone in the house.
Once I was ready Leo said we had to talk, I got ready and walked toward his and ace office.
"Sit down little girl," Leo says, ace is here too "ace is staying to make sure everything is okay. That's okay with you Arya?"
I nod my head yes, i feel better with my brother present.
"Words little girl," he says and I voice a timid yes.
"We're gonna set some rules for you," Leo says
"Okay," I whisper again.
Arya's rules:
1- Be polite, no backtalk, no cursing.
2- Eat three meals a day.
3- Spend an hour outside daily
4- Spend a full hour talking to people around the house, no hiding in your room.
5- Bedtime is ten pm.
6- Ask for permission before having sweets and candy.
7- Personal hygiene that includes a shower, clean clothes, brushing your teeth, brushing your hair.
8- No horror movies allowed.
9- Talk to us, it's why we're here.
10- Never hide anything that includes emotions, mistakes, and breaking rules.
"No faiiiirrrrr" I whine
"What's not a fair little girl " Leo ask calmly
"I'm always clean and what's if it's raining you can't make go outside and...and I don't know anyone in the house," I say pouting, I don't like these rules.
"Yes you're always clean and we want to keep it that way. If it's raining then you don't have to go outside and you'll get to know everyone else. If not you can always talk to me and ace" Leo replies his voice is getting deeper, he's taking a new tone with me, a daddy tone.
"And what should I call you," I ask wondering if he'll make me call him daddy, I never had one before and he keeps referring to himself as my CG.
"Leo baby girl. Daddy is a gained title not given so I won't force you to call me it" Leo says.
I think he just won my respect, I don't think I'll be able to call a total stranger daddy.
"Rules can be added Arya by me or by Leo. If you two don't work together we can find you another CG, just know I'll always love you little sis, and want what's best for you" ace says.
I couldn't help the tears going down my face, I finally found a place where I would be accepted, where I can be me and still be loved.
I went and gave them both a hug too happy for words, I just felt like I made it home.
"Come on little ari it's breakfast time," Leo says and picks me up.
I let out a squeal not used to be picked up or carried I'm short even for a sixteen-year-old I'm only five foot while ace and Leo are around six.
He walks me toward the kitchen and there's people there, I was never good with people. I hide my face in his neck too shy to look at them, he says good morning and starts making our food with me still in his arms.
"I don't like the yellow in the eggs" I whisper in his ear.
"How about if it's scrambled" he whispers back and I nod.
He set me on the counter and whisk the eggs making sure not to leave any trace of yellow, he also cooked us some bacon I love bacon.
I ate my plate quietly liking my food and trying to ignore everyone else. Once I was done Leo got a wet paper towel and wiped my face clean.
"When everyone is done I want to see you in the family room" ace booming voice came after.
I sat and waited for Leo to be done with his food, putting our plates in the dishwasher before picking me up again. He walked me toward the so-called family room, it's a big room with lots of couches and a big screen tv. A fireplace was in there too giving the room a warm homey feeling to it.
"This is Arya" my brother began pointing at me " she's ghost's new baby and my little sister"
His words were followed by whispers and murmurs around the room, when I was busy examining the room around fifteen people came in, I was also now sitting in Leo's lap. How I didn't notice any of that is due to me being distracted easily.
"You know the rules when it comes to little girls at our home. She's also my SISTER " he said stressing the word.
Everyone nodded okay with a chorus of ok boss and yes boss was heard.
Now I need to ask Leo what they mean by rules for little girls and how many other little girls have been around here.
Leo POV.After our meeting with the family and ace announcing that we got a new baby girl in the house, most people congratulated us while Arya stayed hidden in my arms.Once the commotion was over she turned to me with questioning eyes."What did he mean by rule for littles?" she asks with a raised brow she looked adorable."You're not the only little in this house, there are also other doms in the family" I reply honestly, we're open with each other and never hide things from each other."And the rules?" she asks"Littles are littles respect them and their little space. If a little misbehave you tell their dom or CG" I tell her, it's just a simple respect rule but we like to remind everyone with it whenever we have a new dom or little."And how many littles did you have before" she fires back, I think she's jealous which I find adorable again, respecting her feeling I keep a straight face instead of cooing at how adorable she is."I had one, and it was for a very brief time," I say,
Arya POVPlaying with Mathew was so fun, he kept calling me baby. Not like the sexy baby kind you call your girlfriend, the real baby baby. You get my idea, even with his teasing I loved playing with him.We first played on his PlayStation and he let me win calling me a cry baby when I got mad for losing for the fifth time in a row. He told me he got a daddy, his name is jay and he's a part of the family. Mathew isn't he help with his daddy work sometimes but he mostly like to paint and he's really good at it.We were sent outside to "play", one of my rules is to spend an hour out daily , it's a stupid rule in my opinion but matt said we can swim in the pool sometimes. For now we just played in the backyard there were swings, I pushed matt and he pushed me back."Well it was fun playing with you baby, you're not bad like the others" Mathew says."What others" I ask wondering how many littles there is the family. "Well ghots's last little was a fake and total mess...and Hailey tend to
Arya POVI've been here for a week now, Leo and I are good, he's nice to me. I've been on my best behavior, not daring to misbehave what if he doesn't want me anymore if I'm a brat.Being a good girl is exhausting especially on dinner time, I don't like everything he feed me. But I just swallow it without chewing, I don't feel like making a scene over food.Every morning i get up and get ready, I got some new clothes that Hailey bought me from the mall. They're all big girl clothes, I want little cute clothes but I didn't want to ask for it.We eat breakfast which I don’t mind but then Leo got to work and I'm left on my own. I spend some time watching TV or playing with Mathew then me and him go and play outside.Apparently jay agree with Leo over the spending an hour outside rule and he's forcing it on Mathew. So I got a playmate most days, others tried to talk to me they are all nice and polite with me.Next I spend time with ace and Leo, me and ace have a special relationship. We'l
Leo POVI and Arya did some shopping together, I let her chose new clothing and got the stuff she likes. She thought about paying for her own stuff but I wouldn't let her, she's my princess now and I get to spoil her.After she chose everything she wants I sent her to go see ace while I added more stuff. I bought her stuff that would help her slip into her headspace, I didn't know how little she'll go and I doubted she'll regress very far. So I chose some pacifiers, sippy cups, pull-ups, some onesies, and footie pajama for her.I also got her toys, no little should be toyless, she needs a cuddling buddy other than me. I found an adorable teddy that'll suit her, she might look like a shy little thing but she's my brave kitten.I finished my shopping and checked out, I need to get her a room. She's scared of sleeping alone but I know littles need their space too. A playroom is in order, I could use Hailey's help with it. She might be a killer, a creative one but she's also very creative
Arya POVI told Leo, I told him and he didn't hate me, he didn't tell me to leave or that he don't want to be my cg anymore.I was so happy with the news, I got excited that I could be me, the real me. I slept with Leo as usual, his embrace is warm and safe, I loved sleeping with him. He chase the nightmares away, I still got few every now and then but he would hold me close till I fall back asleep.Mathew wasn't here yet and I was bored, Leo had work and Hailey wasn't here either. That left me with ace, there were other family but I wasn't close to them and didn't feel like talking to strangers.I walked in to ace office plopping down on one of the chairs opposite to him. He wasn't paying me any attention, we're not gonna play our usual game today.I sat there watching ace talk on the phone and type on his laptop, he got a phone call that seemed interesting since he said more than" yes" and "no". He said "come in" like woww a new word for my brother to say on the phone."Ari come sit
Arya POV"Mathew is back, Mathew is back woho wohoo." I've been chanting all morning, my only friend is back. I missed him so much, I didn't even know I liked him that much until he left with his daddy for some work.I had so much to tell him, about me and Leo, about my new room. I just missed having someone to talk to other then Leo and ace.I had cereal for breakfast my favorite and waited for Mathew to wake up, he's taking forever.Jay came in the kitchen poured himself coffee and sat down talking to ace but still no Mathew, how long can he sleep for."What's that pout for" Leo asked, I didn't even notice that I'm pouting."Nothing" I whisper. He look at me like he knows why I'm sad, what's my pout for but he doesn't say anything.I saw him whisper something with jay but it's probably work related so I ignored them still waiting for Mathew."Hey mini-boss how about you go wake matt for me" jay ask making me sit straight in my chair. I looked at him then at Leo who nodded.That's al
Arya POVGiggling and running after mathew with a gun in my hand was fun, he was also giggling just as bad as me.It was all fun and games until someone picked me up from behind, i panicked and almost shooted whoever was holding me.Thank god I'm bad, really bad at aiming and it didn't hit jay, mathew's daddy, family member, my brother and cg friend.Imagine how bad it would look if i really hit him. He snatched the gun from my hand then the one in mathew hand.He looked mad, mad enough to have smoke coming out of his ears and nose like in cartoon. I was also really scared of him, i took few steps back and tried to hide but we were in the plain open and didn't have much options for hiding."What's this mathew" he scolded my friend who looked on the verge of tears."And you" he said turning to me "does ghost knows his little is playing with gun?" he ask and I'm still frozen in place.He kept looking at me with his hard gaze waiting for my answer, so i shake my head no."Do you know how
Leo POVAri played with guns and got punished for it, it was a done deal for my part. But ari kept her head low, i saw her pouting, i didn't expect her to like her punishment but she was acting really low.At dinner time i took the mittens off making her sigh in relief, this is her first time so i didn't want to leave them on for too long.I left the paci in her mouth it seemed to be soothing her and i like how my baby looked with a paci in her mouth.She looked like my little angel, i want to play with her hair and dress her in cute outfits. But it's still too soon even as her care giver arya didn't trust or depend on me much.I finished my work for the day and turned off my computers, offering ari a hand i took her to the kitchen. The second we left my office she spit her paci out making it fall on the ground.I picked it and give ari a look telling her it's not okay. I need to get her some clips too, I'll add that to my shopping list.Taking ari to the kitchen, i washed the paci an
Leo POV."I'm telling you I'm okay I need to find Arya" I scream at the nurse for the tenth time."Sir you just had surgery and blood transfusion, hospital rules I can't even let you out of bed," the nurse says trying to get me to sit down.I was alone in the hospital everyone else is searching for Damien, he's dead meat, just wait till I get my hands on that pig."I don't care woman get out of my face," I say before getting out of the bed, my wound hurt like hell and I still feel weak but Ari is somewhere waiting for me. I couldn't put my clothes on since I had non here, only the stupid, backless hospital gown they slipped on me.I walked out of the room still holding my injured side, the pain was making me limp slightly, but I could take it I had to find Ari.Two more steps and I saw Hailey walking toward me with a bruised face, now I know where she been, in her hand was Arya, clutching to Hailey's shirt and crying."Ari," I say and she takes off toward me, I almost fell once she hu
Arya POV.I just ran away from the worst nightmare, and I'm never coming back. I did it and ran away, only this time I didn't need anyone to save me, I'm saving myself.I heard Damien's voice behind me as I ran away, I didn't have any car or any way to get me away, we're in the center of nowhere. I look around but all I could see was some deserted streets, I don't think about it I just take off running, he has a car but I'm not giving up this time, I'm saving myself.Running around the empty streets I had no idea where I was, no houses, no cars, nothing to help me."Come back Arya" I heard Damien's voice screaming behind me.His ego is too large for him to even take the car, he's just running behind me, he thought I'm still the same girl who was too naive and fell in love with him. But I'm not, I'm not a survivor anymore, I'm a fighter now.I saw a building from far away and I ran toward it if it has someone to help me great, if not then it's a way for me to hide. The building turned
Arya POV.Noo, Leo can't die, I just had him back, he said he loves me and I love him too, I want him back. I want him to be my daddy and take care of me, I want to spend some time with him and have fun again. I don't want to be alone anymore, I miss everyone, I miss my brother, Mathew, Jay, and even Hailey, the whole family.Leo was down, on the floor and blood was spurting from his back, he's dying and I can't do anything but yell and cry. Ace Jumped up and placed both his hand on the wound applying pressure. I was still in shock, too scared to move, I was just crying my heart out, if he dies, I'm following him one way or another.Suddenly I felt my hair being pulled and cold metal was placed against my forehead, I smelled the same smell that hunts my dreams, that cause me all kind of fear and nightmares, it's Damien smell."Let me go, let me go please" I whisper beg, this can't be happening again."Welcome back my little pet, we have so much to catch on" he whispers in his cold whi
Leo POV.I couldn't believe what I just heard, Ari wants to see me, she's asking for me. Maybe I haven't messed up as much as I thought I did. But a target on my back wasn't good news, it's not the first time one of us has a target on their back. I'll live through it, we always do, it's us against the world, and I'll do anything to keep Ari safe, to have her back.The long drive home was drowned by my thought if Ari takes me back, I'm taking her to fucking Disney world, anything to make it to her. I park my car and run inside, I just want to see Ari, I'll beg for her forgiveness if I have to, she's my whole world.The house was unusually quiet, it's like no one was here, I know that Mathew and his daddy are off, Jay has been keeping the little away from here since he always wants to start a fight with anyone and everyone, and it never ends well to his bumm.The rest of the family were off to their own business, I think daisy is here along with Hailey. I walk into the kitchen hoping to
Arya POV.Today's my birthday, oh yeyy, happy birthday to me. I'm really trying my best to be happy, to smile, to pretend to be happy except I'm not.Yesteday i saw daddy... leo...ghost... Yesterday i saw ghost that's what i meant. He doesn't mean anything to me anymore, I'm not a little anymore, I'm just Arya.The party, my party is at my apartment since i refused to go over to the family house again. I even volunteered to get the snacks and refreshment ready. They'll bring the cake and we can sing happy birthday to me and be over with it.I went to the local supermarket and got everything i needed, and some extra ice cream for later and in case of any mental breakdowns.I was wondering through the aisles when i heard a voice i thought I'll never hear again, one that i hated so much and wished his owner would just drop dead."I want him deaddddd....." the voice was hissing."He took my girl and i can't have her back i want him dead!!..." he continued.I was frozen in place, i can't b
Arya POV.Time is passing, tik tok, tik tok...I've left Leo, we broke up, i couldn't stay with him. He want someone better, someone who's not broken like me.I'm not a little anymore, i get the tendencies to do that sometimes, go to my little space and feel safe again.But i always resist the urge, i just stop my self, i can't do that. I should've learned not to do that anymore, it never works well for me.Today is just another day, life is passing, i haven't been sleeping, i don't know what a good night sleep is anymore. I sleep alone now, there's no Leo or Ace or anyone else anymore...I live alone, just me, myself and I. What a great life, I'm rumbling but it's the best i could do these days, tomorrow is my birthday, yeyyy one more year of my miserable life have passed.Mathew and Ace are throwing me a party, i asked them not to, i told them i don't want any. But they insisted, they promised me that Ghost won't be there, It'll be just us.I live in an apartment owned by my brother
Leo POV.Someone is going to die, I had enough with the people threatening my baby. They had the audacity to call my phone, threatening if i don't leave Arya.I left my office to reply so Arya won't hear anything, she's already mad at me. She doesn't want my attention, i know she's mad for being dragged here away from the family.I plan on making it up for her, I plan on taling her out, maybe take her to the cinema and dinner.When i came back to my office i saw that my last drawer was open, how did she do that! I had the key hidden, i guess nothing can be hidden from Ari.She saw the letters, i need to explain those, she's the only one in my life and she'll always be the one for me.I went on the search for Arya she wasn't in my office, my room nor hers. I turned to Ace room and office and still no Ari.I was starting to panic needing to find her, i went down to the club searching. One of the bouncers told me Ace took her out and that she'd been crying.I was in panic mode, calling m
Arya POV.I hate leo, he's being mean to me the whole time. When i yelled at him to get out of my room he did that and sent Ace instead. He didn't even want to sleep with me, i know i yelled at him but he's my daddy he should know better.I told Ace about everything, i told him about what Mathew said about the subject. That Ghost is being mean for no reason, and Jay agrees too. Jay belived that we had nothing to do with the ball incident although Mathew was yelled at too.I slept with tears in my eyes and woke up only to see I'm alone. Even Ace left me, i was in a super dark mood when i got myself ready for the day.I chosen dark clothes and was putting my hair in a messy bun when Leo walked in."You're up my little princess" he say at me but i ignore him still mad."I see you're all independent today" he says but i keep ignoring him."Come here you still mad at me little princess" he ask but i don't answer him either.He pull me off the ground and twirl me around but i fight him not
Leo POVArya been acting weird since the ball accident, she won't leave her room or eat. She only talk with Mathew when she thinks I'm not around to know or see.She's hiding in her room again, hiding away in a dark hole. I decided to take her back to the penthouse, maybe some time away with just the two of us would help.Ace would still be here and there for her too, for the last few months we've stayed in the family house with only Ace who went back to check on the club. I did all my work from home but i also need to be there in person sometimes.Hailey new little isn't the best, we all knew things will end badly. Hailey would and is spoiling her rotten and the little gold digger is loving the money and attention.I knew daisy and my little would fight over something and nothing, I've heard Mathew endless whining about how much he hate her.Mathew is on team Arya till death, Jay isn't taking it easy on him but he refuse to leave his room also or talk to anyone but my Ari.Maybe sepa