GENESIS
Gstared at my sister with an amused look in my eyes while my lips remained jammed together, so to suppress the urge to laugh at how ridiculous she sounded but I couldn't hold it in for too long, it was just so far fetched, I couldn't help but laugh so loud. My sister and parents stared at me with weird eyes but I didn't stop, I laughed till my stomach began to hurt. Then I had to stop, I relaxed and took deep breathes before turning to them.
"What? did you hear you daughter speak?" I said and surpressed the laughter that threatened to come out of my loins again.
"I am saying the truth" Ava said in annoyance to the way I was laughing at her silly jokes.... I pouted at her.
"of course I believe you....." I said and sat close to her, her eyes brightened and she smiled widely.
"In our next life"I added and the smile washed off her face, it was replaced with a deep frown.
"Mom.....tell her" she whined and I turned to my parents.
They looked anxious and uncomfortable, they were tensed about something and I was just taking note of it.
"What is wrong?" I asked them concerned.
"I said the truth and they know it" Ava said unconcerned and went back to the things in front of her.
"Sweet heart" my dad called with a worried voice and my shoulders immediately tensed up. Something was wrong, something I had no idea about.
"Genesis...we are going to be leaving now" Tiana said the moment they felt the tension in the room. They immediately knew it was a family time and it was there queue to leave. I turned to them immediately, I gave them a faint smile.
"I will come to the apartment to pick up some of my things" I said and walked towards the three of them.
"Just tell us you miss us already" Tiffany teased and pulled me into a hug.
"Yeah sure" I smirked and turned to Tiana
"Be a good girl okay" she started and I hugged her tightly. Before turning to Nate, he had been so uncomfortable before my parents, he didn't know how to behave. But I pulled him into a hug none the less.
"I will miss you" I said audibly and it made him more uncomfortable. He shifted uncomfortably and tried pushing me away but I still held him. He was my boyfriend after all and my parents needed to start knowing him. After holding him for as long as I could, I allowed him to breath and then he glared at me, it made him so cute.
They said their good byes and left immediately while I turned back to my parents. They still looked tensed and scared out of their mind. I could feel the tension slowly getting to me as I stared at them, they were so scared and afraid and it was unlike them. I didn't understand what could be the reason for their behavior. Ava looked fine so I couldn't tell if it was because of her they looked tensed, something was bothering them and whatever it was, was getting me worked up immediately..
"Dad....mom..." I called them as gently as I could.
"Talk to me" my eyes pleaded to them.
They just stood and stared at me for a while before they took their seats and urged me to take mine.
"We are sorry we missed your graduation" my dad apologized. I smiled faintly at him and nodded my head in understanding. I had wished my family would have been there on such an occasion, it was something I wanted but I knew they had better things to do especially because of the fact that Ava's health was deteriorating deeply.
"It's fine....I understand perfectly well" I said to him. He nodded his head and went quiet again. My mom sat beside him with her hands entertwined together, she kept squeezing and shaking her hands nervously, I knew there was more to the story than what they were both telling me.
"Ava collapse few days ago" my father started again. They were finally going to speak.
"She was brought here and the doctors said she needed a new kidney" he continued and I immediately turned to Ava. She was fast asleep with chocolate all over her mouth. I was scared for her, she had been sick for so long and we knew she would get worse but we were hoping it would happen when I had finally gotten a job. I knew how much a kidney cost and the money could not have been raised so easily.
"What are we going to do...she can't die, she... ." tears were freely running down my eyes as I spoke.
"Calm down..." my mom started.
"What do you mean by that...she is going to die on me and....."
" She got a new kidney" my father interrupted and I gaped at him.
"Wait...what...." my eyes travelled back to Ava. She didn't look pale, she didn't look sick, she looked better than she had ever been in ages. But I was still confused.
"I...dont. understand" I said and turned to my parents.
"What she said earlier was the truth" my mother said nervously and my confusion increased.
"She got a new kidney" my father said calmly.
"How...what are you saying?" I asked in frustration. I heard what my sister said earlier and it was still a joke to me, it was still confusing.
"Leona Chase had paid her hospital bills" my mom said and my eyes widened.
I had heard about the family of the former head of state and the things I heard were none of my business so I didn't pay attention to them. I only knew they were rich and in our state, poor people stay away from the rich, that was how it worked if you didn't want to be in trouble or be their puppet.
"She paid for the transplant?" I asked in realization and understanding.
My mom nodded her head vigorously, tears streaming down her cheeks in happiness.
"You mean....she won't get sick ever" I said as I felt more tears burn the back of my eyes. My mom nodded her head again and my heart leaped in Joy beyond comprehension. The tears freely flowed and I felt relieved and happy, thoughts of what life was like for her, she was never like the normal kids and it affected every one. I had to watch her go through pain and as her big sister it was always hurting me to see her that way. The way I felt at the pure knowledge that it was over, the health issues, the sleepless nights, they were over. I couldn't be happier.
I got up from my feet and stared at my parents. I wanted to scream, I wanted to shriek, I wanted to jump all at once. My father saw through me as he always did and he also got up and pulled me into hug.
"She is going to be fine" I cried into his chest while his hands ran through my hair.
"Her bills came with a price" my father said with a sad voice. Though I wanted to remain in that happy, jubilating mood, I could sense the sadness and fear in his voice. I pulled away from his hug and stared at him.
"What?" I asked, nervousness creeping into my body system. He stared at me for long and dropped his hands to his side and looked away. It felt like he was unable to speak for the fear of what he had to say.
"You are to marry her son in less than two weeks" he said without meeting my eyes.
For a moment there, I stumbled back a little while I tried comprehending the things he said. They were the exact same thing Ava had said earlier. I shook my head violently, it couldn't be, how could it be?
I turned to my mom and a tear slipped down her cheeks, she affirmed what my dad had said and more tears rolled down my cheeks immensely.
"How could you?" I yelled accusingly at my parents.
"Am I just some property of yours that you can give out? how could you agree to such terms? I am your daughter" I yelled louder and my mom cried openly.
My heart was broken at the thought of not achieving my dreams, they sold me off, they gave me away like I was nothing. They didn't care about me, they didn't care about my future, how could they do that?
"No...my dear, our hands were tied, we had no escape. She had paid the bills and......"my mom tried explaining but I wasn't listening. The thought of loosing everything, I worked and strived so hard just to graduate so I could build a better home and they were all for nothing, My chest began to hurt and I found myself a place to seat down.
"are you okay dear?" my dad asked and tried touching me, I openly glared at him.
"Don't you dare come close to me" my voice held anger and coldness, it shook him and he moved away.
"We didn't mean to Gen......"
"You sold me out mom, you sold me out to a family I know nothing about. didn't you care about my dreams and my opinions? my wishes and life, you just threw everything away" I screamed at her.
"Calm down, it's not all that bad, the family have money. It's a life changing opportunity for you and us, we would no longer be poor" my dad added and I glared harder at him with more tears streaming down my cheeks.
"Money, this is what it's about. You are tired of being poor and used me as a collateral for your rich life" I snapped and my dad flinched back, his shoulders slumped and he looked away from me. My words were hurting him but I didn't just care .
I couldn't take the sight of them anymore and I took to my heels and left the room. Tears kept streaming down my cheeks as I ran out of the hospital and got into the first cab I saw. I didn't stop crying, I couldn't stop crying. I felt betrayed, I felt like nothing, I was hurting terribly.
They knew how much I wanted to graduate, they knew how much I dreamed for us, they knew how hard I had worked to get to where I was, I didn't understand how they could throw away everything like that.
I went to the place I thought best for myself, it was the only place I could actually run to and I pushed the door open and barged in violently.
"you don't have to......" Tiana paused what she was about to say and stared at my face.
"What is it? what happened?" she came closer to me with worried look on her eyes. That called Tiffany's attention and she also came closer, making me her priority at that moment.
I didn't know how to explain or where I could explain from. How could I tell them I am was about to be given out to a family that was feared in the city. The thought itself was scary to me. The tears in my eyes didn't stop flowing, I pulled Tiana into a hug and cried even more.
"Come-on baby girl. It's going to be fine" she hugged me back and patted my back like she understood my pain and allowed me cry for as long as I could till I was able to feel better.
When I felt like I wouldn't cry anymore. I sat down on the bed and wrapped my hands around a pillow.
"Is Ava going to be fine?" they asked at once and a faint smile spread to my lips as I recollected how lovely she was.
I nodded my head in a positive response to them and suddenly felt tears burn the back of my eyes when I remembered that my life had been exchanged for hers.
"What's wrong?" Tiffany asked concerned. I took a deep breath and exhaled.
"The wife of the former head of state had paid her medical bills and more......." I started my story and told them exactly what my parents had told me.
At the end of the story, they went completely mute and just gaped at me.
"Guys say something" I urged them.
"Oh my God......" they both shrieked at thesame time, frightening me and shocking me at thesame time. That was not the response I was expecting from them at the least.
"what...what is it?" I asked with my hands on my chest. They both stopped shrieking and stared at me.
"She can't see it" Tiffany said and turned to Tiana who was still staring at me.
"No she can't...I can't believe she was crying because of this news" Tiana said to Tiffany ignoring my utterly confused state.
"Guys...I am still here" I said with a tone of annoyance and they both smiled at me. They came closer and sat beside me.
"You are going to be married into the richest family in the state" Tiana said calmly, she talked so slow like she was talking to a child who found it hard to understand things.
"You are lucky" Tiffany rushed in.
"What do you mean lucky. I have dreams, I have plans, should I just throw them away like nothing just so I could get married to a man I don't know" I snapped at Tiffany.
"Whoa ...calm down" Tiffany backed up like I could bite.
"Genesis...." Tiana placed her hands on my thighs and called out calmly.
"Those dreams and plans were because you wanted to make life better for your parents and take care of Ava's health issues right?" she asked a question she knew the answer to. But I answered her all thesame.
"Yes..."
"And a chance has been given to you. A chance that would stop you from striving. Can't you see? your sister's hospital bills had been paid and she has a chance to live, your parents will live better and you can as well achieve your dreams easier by being their daughter in.. law" she said and I began to see reasons.
"Your parents had no option. You know they would never sell you out, it's a great opportunity for you too" she added, my shoulders slumped and guilt filled my heart in remembrance of the things I Said to my parents. And at thesame time I started seeing the light, it was indeed an opportunity for me and for my family. It was a great way to escape from the suffering they have been through and my dreams were to give them a better life, if giving them a better life was through a different medium than I have anticipated then....
"But...I don't know this man. He might be old or Haggard or wicked. What happened to love?" I found a different excuse to prove that the marriage was not really a good idea.
"Shut up..." Tiffany shrieked again and got up from the bed in search of something. When she came back, she came back with a newspaper and placed it on my legs..
It was thesame newspaper they had seen in the hospital and screamed.
"Jordan Chase is the only son of the former head of state...and gosh...he isn't old" Tiffany said and her cheeks turned pink..
"Ohh..." I simply said.
"But Nate...." I found another excuse and Tiana rolled her eyes.
"Nate would understand that you had no choice. Moreover you don't love him, he is just an amazing companion to you" Tiana said
"What...he is my boyfriend, he had...."
"Girl you are still a virgin with this hot body...what kind of boyfriend is he?" Tiffany interrupted me and I gaped at her.
Yes I didn't love Nate, but we were a perfect match, we were like the hottest boy, hottest girl must date in college thing. But that didn't mean he wasn't good to me, he was always there, always by my side, he was the best companion and I wouldn't mind marrying him. He respected me and never pushed when I told him I wasn't ready for sex. We were not inlove and I didn't want my first time to feel empty. So I had asked him to wait and he did without complaint, he was the best man and not some Jordan Chase from a rich family, no matter what others said.
"Don't think about it. Just do it...I envy you" Tiana shrieked and pulled me away from my thoughts.
"Cheer up, it's not like you can escape from it. So why not accept it with open arms.....do it for your parents and save them from more suffering" Tiffany said and that last part really hit me.
My parents, they would smile at me though they were crying in their hearts. They made sure I was happy though they knew it would cost them more. How could I not have thought about them?
"I am getting married then" I sighed and they both shrieked, excited about my own marriage more than I was myself.
I went back to the hospital with alot of thoughts in my mind, they were mostly negative thoughts but I shoved them off and thought about only the positive.
"It was for Ava, it was for my parents, it was for my family, it was for my dreams. It's the best for me" I kept saying to myself till I got to my sister's room.
"Ma'am, she refused the proposal and I can't force her to. Give us time, we promise to pay back your money" I heard my father saying and I paused at the door.
"It might take a while but we will pay the money. Her happiness is more important to us and she isn't happy about any of this. I can't even give her the assurance that she will be happy being married to your son. I am sorry but we can't....."
I pushed through the door and they all turned to me. They were sitting with a woman I had never seen before, she had a scarf tied around her face like she was hiding from someone.
"Don't worry about it..." I said immediately.
"I accept the proposal.. Get me married"
She has accepted the offer...The interesting part will soon be here.
TWO DAYS LATERGENESISI sat down at the chair at the skin clinic, completely relaxed at thesame time exhausted. The marriage thing was happening so fast, there was no time to talk to my family or even my friends, I didn't even find the opportunity to talk to Nate yet and damn, it made me feel so guilty. I was getting married without his knowledge, it broke my heart. I didn't love him, but he was a friend and companion, I knew too well that what I was doing was going to hurt him terribly, but I couldn't sum up courage to tell him even when we spoke on phone. It was terrible but what was more terrible was the fact that I still didn't find the time to even ponder over my guilt."Genesis dear....here, you have to taste this" Mrs Chase gave me a piece of cake. It was the third one for that day. She had been all over my face in the past two days and didn't stop hovering around me like a wicked shadow about to take my life fro
GENESIS I stared in my sleep and became conscious of my environment but I was too lazy to open my eyes just yet. Left to me I was going to force myself back to sleep but the call I had with Jordan came creeping back to my consciousness making me alert. I smiled at the thought, with my eyes still closed, I recalled most of his words and it sent butterflies to my stomach. "Are you still dreaming sweet?" my mom's voice interrupted me and I snapped my eyes open. She was sitting at the side of the bed with her eyes on me. "Mom..." I grumbled. "How long have you been here?" I asked in a grouchy tone. I wanted to have my alone time and sleep but I knew her sudden presence was going to make it impossible. "Long enough my dear" she said and gave me a warm smile. "I want to sleep mom" I whined and turned to the other side of the bed. "You will be leaving the house to a new home, a home that would be cal
A day later đčđčđčđčđčđčđčđčđčđčđčđčđč GENESIS "Get up, we have to go to the hotel already" I could hear Tiffany yelling as I stared in my sleep. "Get away..." I mumbled "I don't think she knows she is getting married tomorrow" Tiana muttered to Tiffany. I felt the bed dip and smelt Tiana perfume. "Get.......up......." she yelled into my ears and I jumped up. I jumped up too fast and hit my butt on the floor. "ouch..." I whimpered. "Tiana...do you want to bruise her" Tiffany scolded and helped me off the ground. "Are you hurt?" she asked and I glared at her. She moved away scared of my next reaction and smiled sheepishly at me. "Okay girl...sorry" she muttered as I sat back on the bed. "What do you guys want?" I asked angrily. I needed sleep and they were not allowing me have it. I was already nervous with the wedding that was shove
GENESIS"Oh my word..." Tiana shrieked when she saw me, making me blush a little.She was as shocked as I was too, I hadn't even gotten over the shock yet when she stumped into my room in her bridal gown."Shit...." Tiffany muttered when she saw me too, they were speechless and so was I.Not because I was too beautiful, well yes I was beautiful, really beautiful with my hair and makeup and lashes and nails. When a girl in her teens wishes to be beautiful, she wishes to be as beautiful as I was. I was not just beautiful, I was breath taking. But enough of my flattering.They didn't just scream and looked shocked because I was too beautiful, it was also because of my gown. Yes, my wedding gown.They had seen the gown some where, they all knew they had seen it somewhere but couldn't just figure it out as they stared at me in awe."You look....""I don't think there is a
GENESISMy heart skipped at the way he stiffened at my touch, it felt like something was wrong or something might go wrong.I had watched too many romance movies to actually have this fear that he might call off the wedding at that time. It was a weird thought but it just popped into my head and I didnt want to be the girl that was left at the alter or left at her wedding. It was going to make a news headline if the Jordan Chase actually dumped me on our wedding day few minutes before we tied the knot. And it was going to hurt me terribly because I did like him alot, plus the humiliation I would have to face, the society wasn't going to be kind to us and I was not ready, I would have never been ready to go through that. He stared at me for what seemed like hours with an unreadable expression in his eyes, the feeling in my guts told me something was wrong and you know how it is, guts feeling never lies.&nbs
GENESIS Everyone stood up and stared at him walking away without taking a second glance at me till he was completely out of the glass house. Then they stared at me. I blinked rapidly in attempts to push away the tears that threatened to fall down from my eyes. I held my flower as tightly as I could, I didn't want to cry. I couldn't afford to cry, with so many people. I was so confused, I was hurt and devasted. It was my wedding and of all the things I expected, what he did shocked me. I looked around the crowd for help, my eyes fell on Tiana first, then my mom and mom Leona. They saw the look of helplessness in my eyes and immediately came to my aid. Hours later, a driver drove me to a different hotel. That was the hotel I was supposed to have gone with my husband but I was driving there alone after telling my family and everyone I loved good bye. Mom Leona had said some
6 days laterGENESISI came down from the car and walked into the hotel I lodged in, as always two security walked in front of me and two behind me. I was gradually getting used to that life and it was fucking awesome.I had gone to almost all the places I would think of going in France and I was already exhausted. I did shopping, more shopping, I visited the beach, the museum, art gallery and so much more. It was a perfect experience, I didn't have the time to become sad or annoyed. I ate whatever I wanted and alot of eyes were always on me, I mingled more with alot of hot, rich folks and mom Leona had been alot of help and so had my family.But that evening, I wasn't feeling myself anymore. I walked straight to my room in a sour mood and quickly had a shower before I relaxed on the couch and watch some t.v. But that didn't help me either, it had been 6 days straight since Jordan, my husband had left
GENESISI shook my head violently and blinked rapidly to be sure I was seeing the right thing. Because I felt like I had lost it for a moment or maybe I was dreaming of something. But they still stood so close to each other, they were so intimate you could tell it wasn't something that just started few days ago. My hands started sweating and the beat of my heart increased, but I wasn't ready to have a panic attack. So I took a deep breath and turned to mom Leona.She had this shocked look on her face as I also had. But at thesame time, I could see pity in her eyes as she stared back at me ."What's...what is going on?" I asked fully turning my attention to her."Nothing, it's nothing my dear" she said and placed her hands on my shoulders. But I shrugged it away and glared at her.I didn't need someone coaxing me, I wanted the truth, I wanted answers and I needed to unde
My phone rang again and I smiled as I picked up my husband call this time. âMiss me yet, wife,â he teased immediately and I groaned. âNo, but the kids want you home.â âToo bad. My flight got delayed.â He sighed. âWhat?â I jerked up from where I sat. He chuckled. âEasy their wife. I just got to town and would be home soon,â he entered and I sighed. âByeâŠâ I ended the call abruptly, feeling angry at such expensive joke. I had everything ready already. After two hours, I was perfectly ready and had stepped out of the room and back down only to find out that I was a late host. Everyone was present. My parents, my sister, Tiana, Nate, Tiffany and her fiancĂ©e, Jordanâs cousins, their girlfriends, his mom, my p.a and Margaret. Yes her. she was a huge part of Jordanâs life for long and we could not let her to keep being a staff here so we freed her with a lot of money, a house, something to keep her going and a family. âI told you that she might be painting,â Julianâs loud mouth entere
FOUR YEARS AFTERI ran down the stairs, feeling completely exhausted and disheveled, not to add, disorganized and slightly angry. With my robe on, I decided to check if everything was set and ready. I couldnât help it, it had to be perfect, it all had to be or I might lose it. Anna strolled into the house at that particular moment, and she stared at me with a wary look as I made my way to the kitchen.âIs everything alright?â she asked in her very sweet voice.âGo change and rest up,â I reprimanded. She had only just returned from college and shouldnât be concerned by things like that, yet she was ever so humble and would in fact start on chores the moment she returns from college which was slight annoying. We made her go to college for a good reason, to better her life and not to turn out like a staff her entire life, yet she looked so dedicated to being one.âI would the moment you tell me what is wrong,â she followed behind me with dedication and became a nag that I didnât want at
GENESISEven in my unconsciousness, I could feel that emptiness inside of me. I could feel the hole, the empty, painful hole that was once filled with life, I could feel the vacuum there. I knew that something was different and I feared what it was. When I opened my eyes, the first sight I wanted to behold was my beloved husband. His scent was the first thing I wanted to caress my nostrils, his warmth the next feel I wanted to feel against my cold skin. But he wasnât there as I had hoped. And that had shattered whatever was left inside of me. He had threatened to leave me, maybe he did.The fear of such possibility had made me fear and panic especially when I didnât see him around me. It scared me but the familiar faces gave me a little bit of comfort. They were family and ones I loved. They had such effect on me. Not till I recalled what happened, how I fell. My hands had voluntarily found its way to my stomach where I wanted to feel the life inside of me. I was in a hospital for sur
I could hear my baby crying in my ears. Screaming in pain and asking me why I did what I did. I could imagine the judging, hateful look those blue eyes would give to me once she opens her eyes and the pain that would show itself in those eyes of hers. The pain was enough to consume me, to burn me, to torment me. With heaviness in my chest, I looked away from her unconscious body, lying on the bed with families around her. I could not bare to look at her, I could not dare to even think of going close to her, not what after I had done.I should have been more patient, more careful, more tolerant, I should have attempted to listen to her. But I didnât. It was not her fault and I would have accepted my own child. She came at a time that our world was dark and I was about to lose my life, she came way before I decided that I didnât want to have a baby, and like a miracle, she survived. How I snuffed the life out of her.I would forever live with this pain, wouldnât I? This guilt, the memor
JORDANThe screamâŠ.The screamsâŠThe scream of my wife and the staff was what it took me to stop. Fear engulfed me and swallowed me whole, leaving every anger, betrayal and pain I felt earlier. I snapped my gaze back to the direction I had come from, knowing that her scream came from there.âNoâŠâ I screamed, seeing her rolling down the stairs. I could feel life leaving me at the sight of her. My legs started towards her as fast as I could just as everyone else. She came to a halt at the edge of the step and my heart died at her position. Then the blood.âOh God! NoâŠnoâŠnoâŠ.ââGet the car,â I screamed, feeling tears burn my eyes while I slowly placed her head on my thighs. She was bleeding and still fucking naked with just that robe.âGet the car,â I cried at the top of my lungs, fearing for the worse. I immediately checked for her pulse, praying, hoping, wishing that it would not come to that. I might as well die if it did.We rushed her to the hospital and the doctors immediately plac
GENESISI took a longer time in the bathroom this time around. The heat and steam of the shower had become my comfort and I was scared of leaving it. I would only return to our bedroom that had turned to a hunting ground for me. Each place and thing smelt of my husband and with the feel of him reminded me of the anger he had against me and the secret I had adamantly been keeping away from him.I missed him, each part of me missed him. It was almost like life was leaving me slowly and gently, yet I couldnât stop it. Not that I couldnât, I still didnât know how to. I looked down on my tummy to notice the slight bump that showed the life growing inside of me. It was still so small and with my present choice of clothing, no one could notice. But how long? He deserved to know, I had to tell him and explain to him how it all happened. I had to before I completely ruin our marriage.I sighed heavily, feeling a familiar burn in my chest area while my hand ran in a circular motion around my s
JORDANI ended the meeting and shook the hands of the Russian investors. In a polite tone and a business manner, I thanked them and watched them leave the restaurant before I left. I got to the car and thought of what was left for me to do before I returned home.The thought of home made me smile, yet it made my heart ache. I had been away for five days and things had still not changed between Genesis and I. she was hiding something from me and I was losing my mind. I picked up my phone and stared at my wallpaper for a while. It was a picture of her, sleeping, and it was the most beautiful I had seen her. But again, she was beautiful in all ways, especially when she had her blue eyes opened. My heart ached and still longed for her.Just in the nick of time, she called and my heart leaped inside my chest. I picked it up quickly because I had missed her, I missed her voice, her face, her warmth, I missed being close to her. I simply missed her.âWhen are you coming home?â her whinny voi
âWhat happened?â Tiffany pulled me into a hug the moment I walked into the house and once again, I broke down before her. She took me to the sitting room where I sat down and cried my eyes out while she soothed my hair and simply allowed me cry.I recalled the pain in my husbandâs eyes when I told him that I could not tell him the truth. I recalled the hurt, the pain, the fear I saw within those gazes, it burned my chest. I had looked him in the face and told him that I could not tell him the truth. What kind of wife was I? I was breaking all the promises we made to each other and keeping this, this preciousness away from him.âWhat happened to her?â I heard Tiana voice as her footsteps followed too.âShe came in this way,â Tiffany answered and rubbed my back gently. None of them said a thing and simply comforted me while I cried till, I could no longer do that anymore.I drank a cup of water after which and I relaxed into the couch with the heaviness of the world on me.âI still canâ
Days went by with nothing much happening. Jordan was constantly busy with work or simply being a loving husband while I grew lazier by the day. It was a good thing I had subordinates to handle my business, I would have totally been thrown into the dust with the rate at which my laziness grew. I slept more, ate more, slept more again, ate even more. My taste buds were also acting different, making me want something entirely different and hating things I love too. Margaret would usually get me what I want no matter how it got and she paid even closer attention to me now.I suspect she knew exactly what was going on with me, but had not said a thing, so I was happy about it and relaxed with her. However, I tried to sleep less and control myself when my beloved husband was available.It was burdening and aching my heart as the day goes by. But what was I supposed to do? I still hadnât found a way to tell him what it was that was going on and I still didnât have the boldness to speak out l