GENESIS
"Oh my word..." Tiana shrieked when she saw me, making me blush a little.
She was as shocked as I was too, I hadn't even gotten over the shock yet when she stumped into my room in her bridal gown.
"Shit...." Tiffany muttered when she saw me too, they were speechless and so was I.
Not because I was too beautiful, well yes I was beautiful, really beautiful with my hair and makeup and lashes and nails. When a girl in her teens wishes to be beautiful, she wishes to be as beautiful as I was. I was not just beautiful, I was breath taking. But enough of my flattering.
They didn't just scream and looked shocked because I was too beautiful, it was also because of my gown. Yes, my wedding gown.
They had seen the gown some where, they all knew they had seen it somewhere but couldn't just figure it out as they stared at me in awe.
"You look...."
"I don't think there is a word that can actually describe how beautiful she looks" Tiana interrupted Tiffany.
"But the gown....it...you..." she stuttered and I smiled again.
They were reacting the exact way I was supposed to react. I didn't react because I was the bride and I needed to be composed, so I just stood in awe and gape at myself, thinking of how impossible it was to actually be putting on my dream gown in reality. Yes you heard me, my dream gown.
I felt like Cinderella or a barbie princess. It still felt like a dream, maybe I was dreaming. I thought of pinching my self but decided against it, I didn't want to have red marks on my skin on my wedding day.
"It's thesame gown, Genesis" Tiana said in realization.
"The gown of your dreams, the one you sketched. It's thesame gown..." she screamed and Tiffany's mouth dropped.
"Oh my gosh..." they both shrieked at thesame time, almost bursting my ear drums.
"How possible is this?" Tiana asked me as the both stood close to me.
"I...I..I don't know" I stuttered.
"Jordan asked me to describe my dream wedding and send a sketch of the gown but I never knew he was going to bring it into existence, I...." I talked rapidly, going out of breath.
"Whoaaaa...shhhhh" Tiana patted my shoulders and made me seat down on the chair facing the mirror.
I took a deep breath and exhaled, trying to keep my nerves in check.
"Mom Leona said Jordan had changed everything about the wedding, he changed the decorations, the food, the location and my gown" I paused and the feeling of appreciation soared in my heart, at thesame time my cheeks turned pink.
"I never knew he would replicate my dream gown" I added and suddenly couldn't wait to see Jordan.
"You are so lucky Genesis. You are living every girl's dream right here, I feel like crying in happiness for you" Tiffany said and blinked rapidly, trying to push away the tears that clouded her eyes.
"Why you are out there with your dream man and marriage...we will be here, missing you" she added and sniffed, then she blinked rapidly again so she wouldn't spill a tear, that would have ruined her already made makeup.
"Oh no...don't do it" I pointed my fingers at her with a warning in my tone.
"I can't hold it..."
"if you cry, I will cry damn it" I almost yelled as I bit back the tears that burned the back of my eyes.
In the middle of that drama, my mom, dad and sister walked into the suit.
"Blue eyes..." Ava screamed and ran to me with teary eyes.
That did it, I knew I would need my makeup artist back in the room.
JORDAN CHASE
"Man, I can't believe you are going to be married after all this years to thesame woman" Kelvin, my best man and closest friend said for the one hundredth time.
"You are lucky...what made her come back?" he asked and in my usual way I ignored and waited for him to answer the question himself.
"Well I guess she loves you after all, or maybe you are just too lucky" he answered himself.
"If not for one thing, I would have said your mom deceived you, but so far, she hadnt. she really brought Samantha here, she made her agree and the both of you would be married few minutes from now" he started again, but this time something snapped inside of me and the uneasiness I felt from the beginning of this marriage planning came back. Mom had informed me that Samantha Brandon had acknowledged the marriage and accepted the proposal but for some reason I didn't feel happy about it. I kept feeling like something had gone wrong and knowing I couldn't trust my mom, I decided to see Samantha myself.
It wasn't possible for some weird reason mom had, then we both started talking on phone and my uneasiness about everything subsided. But being in that room again, made me feel nervous and funny.
I had this feeling in my guts that kept telling me I was making a mistake but how could it be possible when I was getting married to the only woman I could ever want to be married to.
The door burst open and my mom walked in. The attendant immediately bowed their head in recognition and went ahead to finish up the last touches in my suit.
"You look absolutely stunning ma'am" Kelvin complemented and my mom gave him a genuine smile.
Which was weird because she was good at frightening people.
"Well...it's my son's wedding after all" she beamed and I understood the reason she was smiling. It was my wedding and her dreams were finally coming through.
At the thought of 'dreams coming through' I thought of Samantha and how happy she was going to be when she realized I made her dream come through as she made mine, by accepting to marry me made me beam inside.
"You look dashing son" mom said to me at the exact moment the attendants finished and left the room.
"Finally, my Jordan is going to get married" she said and came closer to me, accessing me from head to toe to be sure I looked perfect.
"Is dad here?" I found myself asking and her smile disappeared.
"He is on his way, he had something important to do but would be here before the wedding" she covered up for him and I looked away and groaned all thesame.
"Is she here yet?" I asked again, changing the topic. She smiled and dusted some particles of dust from my suit.
"Yes..she arrived few minutes ago, the wedding will commence in a little while" she beamed. While I stared at her with the same expression I had from when she entered the room.
"You know I love you alot son" she said and I turned to her. She was going all emotional on me and I wasn't ready for such drama.
"Anything and everything I do for you is because of the love i have for you" she added and I turned away from her and looked straight to the mirror.
"It's your wedding today, don't ruin it and know this...."
"I wanted the best for you and still want the best for you" she paused and looked at my face while I remained focused on my image in the mirror.
"The best is out there in a wedding dress, she is the one to give you what's rightfully yours, she will give you the properties and something extra..." she spoke in parable and just when I turned back to her because of how confused her words sounded. She turned away and headed to the door.
GENESIS
"Dad...I think I am going to collapse" I whimpered behind the door as my arms intertwined with my dad's arms.
I had been feeling all jittery since we left the hotel to the location the wedding would be taking place, my nerves were loosing it and so was I.
"Shhh, I am here, you won't collapse" he assured me but that didn't stop my anxiety attack. We stood behind a door, I didn't take notice of where I was even because I was paying more attention in taking deep breaths and calming myself down.
"Dad...." I whimpered again, I was beginning to sweat all over, I felt like running away from that venue, I had never been so nervous all my life.
"Bluey...." he called smoothly.
"We love you.." he said and that seemed to calm me down, I stared at him and warned myself not to cry again. He gave me a smile and kissed my forehead before a song rose from inside the building, startling me.
It was the song, my intro, my marching in song. My nerves danced inside my body and the beat of my heart ran for miles. My dad covered my veil and took my right arm in his and gave me a reassuring smile before the giant door infront of me opened up, revealing a glass house.
My heart skipped and completely slowed down as i stared at it..
A different door opened leading straight into the glass house. Cameras flashed immediately like thousands of fire flies but that didn't get my attention.
My dad threw a step and I threw mine, absent mindedly. We walked into the glass house that stretched and I paused. The flashes from the cameras intensified and the crowd stood up on their heels. I gaped at the amount of people present and turned to my dad who gave me a reassuring nod. I smiled at him and my eyes caught something behind him. It was a glass shaped flower, with a little painting of white and red that made it pop. My mouth dropped and I blinked twice to be sure of what I was seeing. It was still there, it wasn't a dream just like my gown wasn't a dream. I took a step and looked around, it was exactly as I wanted, it was the exact decorations and better. A glass house, flowers of different kinds, Tulips, call lilies, Lily of the valley, peony, hydrangeas and more. The stood out in the walls of the glass house, they stood out in the room just like my dream decoration. Tears burned my eyes as I realized he made my dream come through. My dream decor, my dream wedding and my dream gown.
My gown was white ofcourse and it stretched alot, because i wanted a gown with mermaid tail. Its was a sleeveless gown with lace hands that succeeded in holding my breast and having a v_ shape at the back, revealing my skin and stopping just below my waist, it was made of lace that revealed my skin a little and stopped at my navel, the lace had some stones on it, not just stones but original karate diamond placed on it lightly. The lower part of the gown was thicker and less revealing. It hugged my body till it was exactly below my knees and then it spread, more beautiful than a mermaid tail, that spread on the floor far behind me.
"He did this for me..he gave me my dreams" my thoughts whispered in so much gratitude as I took steady strides towards my husband to be.
I lost all my doubts, all my worries, all my lack of confidence, all my questions. They were all gone and I was ready to be married to him fully. I was no longer pushed by money or my parents or debt or a good life for my family.
I marched with confidence, without being pushed, without doubts, without restraint, I wanted to be the wife of Jordan Chase. I wanted to leave and let leave, I wanted to be his other half for better and for worse. He made my dream, he made me happy and considered my feelings, I wanted to also make him happy and be a good spouse, I wanted to be his wife.
I was ready to be his wife, I wanted it for me, I wanted it for him.
I took a deep breath and looked forward, I got a glimpse of him, he was wearing a blue suit and he was completely gorgeous.
"That was the man I wanted, the man I wanted to make happy. That was my husband to be" my thoughts whispered again and my cheeks heated up.
When I got to where he stood, my dad stared at me and took my hands in his, he gave me a smile before he turned to Jordan and nodded his head at him. Then he went ahead to put my hands in his.
At the touch of our hands, Jordan stiffened.
GENESISMy heart skipped at the way he stiffened at my touch, it felt like something was wrong or something might go wrong.I had watched too many romance movies to actually have this fear that he might call off the wedding at that time. It was a weird thought but it just popped into my head and I didnt want to be the girl that was left at the alter or left at her wedding. It was going to make a news headline if the Jordan Chase actually dumped me on our wedding day few minutes before we tied the knot. And it was going to hurt me terribly because I did like him alot, plus the humiliation I would have to face, the society wasn't going to be kind to us and I was not ready, I would have never been ready to go through that. He stared at me for what seemed like hours with an unreadable expression in his eyes, the feeling in my guts told me something was wrong and you know how it is, guts feeling never lies.&nbs
GENESIS Everyone stood up and stared at him walking away without taking a second glance at me till he was completely out of the glass house. Then they stared at me. I blinked rapidly in attempts to push away the tears that threatened to fall down from my eyes. I held my flower as tightly as I could, I didn't want to cry. I couldn't afford to cry, with so many people. I was so confused, I was hurt and devasted. It was my wedding and of all the things I expected, what he did shocked me. I looked around the crowd for help, my eyes fell on Tiana first, then my mom and mom Leona. They saw the look of helplessness in my eyes and immediately came to my aid. Hours later, a driver drove me to a different hotel. That was the hotel I was supposed to have gone with my husband but I was driving there alone after telling my family and everyone I loved good bye. Mom Leona had said some
6 days laterGENESISI came down from the car and walked into the hotel I lodged in, as always two security walked in front of me and two behind me. I was gradually getting used to that life and it was fucking awesome.I had gone to almost all the places I would think of going in France and I was already exhausted. I did shopping, more shopping, I visited the beach, the museum, art gallery and so much more. It was a perfect experience, I didn't have the time to become sad or annoyed. I ate whatever I wanted and alot of eyes were always on me, I mingled more with alot of hot, rich folks and mom Leona had been alot of help and so had my family.But that evening, I wasn't feeling myself anymore. I walked straight to my room in a sour mood and quickly had a shower before I relaxed on the couch and watch some t.v. But that didn't help me either, it had been 6 days straight since Jordan, my husband had left
GENESISI shook my head violently and blinked rapidly to be sure I was seeing the right thing. Because I felt like I had lost it for a moment or maybe I was dreaming of something. But they still stood so close to each other, they were so intimate you could tell it wasn't something that just started few days ago. My hands started sweating and the beat of my heart increased, but I wasn't ready to have a panic attack. So I took a deep breath and turned to mom Leona.She had this shocked look on her face as I also had. But at thesame time, I could see pity in her eyes as she stared back at me ."What's...what is going on?" I asked fully turning my attention to her."Nothing, it's nothing my dear" she said and placed her hands on my shoulders. But I shrugged it away and glared at her.I didn't need someone coaxing me, I wanted the truth, I wanted answers and I needed to unde
GENESISThe car came to a halt at the apartment that once belonged to I, Tiana and Tiffany. I sighed and came down from the car, ignoring the eyes that stared at me. I walked straight to the apartment and pushed the door open as I have always done.Tiana was watching a movie at the sitting room when I came in, as her usual self, she kept shouting at the t.v screen. A faint smile spread to my lips with the familiar feeling that encircled me.She was always shouting at the actors in all movie, do this, do that, jerk, don't do that. I remember I was always the type that liked it still and quiet when watching a movie and Tiana was the loud one. We would fight and argue because of how noisy she was, at the end of the day none of us would watch the movie.I stared at her, I was just happy watching her. My life was so peaceful and perfect, the only problem we had was money but at lea
🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺GENESISI woke up when i heard some sounds around my room, I stared and opened my eyes. Maids were in my room cleaning."Good morning ma'am" they chorused when I sat up and I stared at each and everyone of their faces.They were all young and good looking girls and it still felt awkward for me to know they would serving me.I gave them a nod and smiled weakly at them before I got up."would you like your breakfast to be brought up here" one of them asked and I shook my head."Your bath is ready" another came out of the bathroom and bowed her head to me."thanks" I said and looked around.Then I noticed that another was arranging my clothes in the wardrobe.Memories of what Happened the previous night came back to me. I remembered how I had spoken to Jordan and my heart skipped. I suddenly felt nervous knowing I had stepped on hi
GENESISMy steps were fastened as I walked through the hallway to get to my room."What the hell are you doing?" I queried myself, nervousness took over and I felt like crying. All I could picture was Jordan's angry face, Jordan's angry eyes and those were not what I wanted to see. I had secretly hoped that I wouldn't see him till five years was over but I saw him again that morning. After I had spoken to him in such a terrible manner and I went ahead to make it worse that same morning. I became worried, the first day I had heard him speaking to his mother, I had become so scared of him. It was unbecoming. As my thoughts travelled to and fro, so did my body tremble in fear.Then I felt this sudden tightness in my chest, I tripped and fell to the floor. My airflow seized and I started gasping for breath."Ma'am...." Margaret held me and made me sit up."Oh my.... breath" she panicked and tr
SAMANTHAI made sure my breast was well exposed and my skin was flawless. The gown I was putting on was short and my hair flowed freely down my shoulders.I checked myself out in the mirror for the......well I can't keep track of the time. That was how excited I was.I turned back to the bed and made sure the food that was placed on it had not gone cold before he returned.Jordan ofcourse, he was the one I was waiting for and I knew he would be home soon so I prepared myself and made sure his meal was brought up to his room, there we could have some privacy and I would be able to do whatever I wanted.I heard the honk of his car and I quickly looked at my reflection in the mirror once again and went back to the bed and sat down. I crossed my leg over the other and sat down sexily on the bed while I waited patiently for Jordan to come up.It took a while, I was almost loo
My phone rang again and I smiled as I picked up my husband call this time. “Miss me yet, wife,” he teased immediately and I groaned. “No, but the kids want you home.” “Too bad. My flight got delayed.” He sighed. “What?” I jerked up from where I sat. He chuckled. “Easy their wife. I just got to town and would be home soon,” he entered and I sighed. “Bye…” I ended the call abruptly, feeling angry at such expensive joke. I had everything ready already. After two hours, I was perfectly ready and had stepped out of the room and back down only to find out that I was a late host. Everyone was present. My parents, my sister, Tiana, Nate, Tiffany and her fiancée, Jordan’s cousins, their girlfriends, his mom, my p.a and Margaret. Yes her. she was a huge part of Jordan’s life for long and we could not let her to keep being a staff here so we freed her with a lot of money, a house, something to keep her going and a family. “I told you that she might be painting,” Julian’s loud mouth entere
FOUR YEARS AFTERI ran down the stairs, feeling completely exhausted and disheveled, not to add, disorganized and slightly angry. With my robe on, I decided to check if everything was set and ready. I couldn’t help it, it had to be perfect, it all had to be or I might lose it. Anna strolled into the house at that particular moment, and she stared at me with a wary look as I made my way to the kitchen.“Is everything alright?” she asked in her very sweet voice.“Go change and rest up,” I reprimanded. She had only just returned from college and shouldn’t be concerned by things like that, yet she was ever so humble and would in fact start on chores the moment she returns from college which was slight annoying. We made her go to college for a good reason, to better her life and not to turn out like a staff her entire life, yet she looked so dedicated to being one.“I would the moment you tell me what is wrong,” she followed behind me with dedication and became a nag that I didn’t want at
GENESISEven in my unconsciousness, I could feel that emptiness inside of me. I could feel the hole, the empty, painful hole that was once filled with life, I could feel the vacuum there. I knew that something was different and I feared what it was. When I opened my eyes, the first sight I wanted to behold was my beloved husband. His scent was the first thing I wanted to caress my nostrils, his warmth the next feel I wanted to feel against my cold skin. But he wasn’t there as I had hoped. And that had shattered whatever was left inside of me. He had threatened to leave me, maybe he did.The fear of such possibility had made me fear and panic especially when I didn’t see him around me. It scared me but the familiar faces gave me a little bit of comfort. They were family and ones I loved. They had such effect on me. Not till I recalled what happened, how I fell. My hands had voluntarily found its way to my stomach where I wanted to feel the life inside of me. I was in a hospital for sur
I could hear my baby crying in my ears. Screaming in pain and asking me why I did what I did. I could imagine the judging, hateful look those blue eyes would give to me once she opens her eyes and the pain that would show itself in those eyes of hers. The pain was enough to consume me, to burn me, to torment me. With heaviness in my chest, I looked away from her unconscious body, lying on the bed with families around her. I could not bare to look at her, I could not dare to even think of going close to her, not what after I had done.I should have been more patient, more careful, more tolerant, I should have attempted to listen to her. But I didn’t. It was not her fault and I would have accepted my own child. She came at a time that our world was dark and I was about to lose my life, she came way before I decided that I didn’t want to have a baby, and like a miracle, she survived. How I snuffed the life out of her.I would forever live with this pain, wouldn’t I? This guilt, the memor
JORDANThe scream….The screams…The scream of my wife and the staff was what it took me to stop. Fear engulfed me and swallowed me whole, leaving every anger, betrayal and pain I felt earlier. I snapped my gaze back to the direction I had come from, knowing that her scream came from there.“No…” I screamed, seeing her rolling down the stairs. I could feel life leaving me at the sight of her. My legs started towards her as fast as I could just as everyone else. She came to a halt at the edge of the step and my heart died at her position. Then the blood.“Oh God! No…no…no….”“Get the car,” I screamed, feeling tears burn my eyes while I slowly placed her head on my thighs. She was bleeding and still fucking naked with just that robe.“Get the car,” I cried at the top of my lungs, fearing for the worse. I immediately checked for her pulse, praying, hoping, wishing that it would not come to that. I might as well die if it did.We rushed her to the hospital and the doctors immediately plac
GENESISI took a longer time in the bathroom this time around. The heat and steam of the shower had become my comfort and I was scared of leaving it. I would only return to our bedroom that had turned to a hunting ground for me. Each place and thing smelt of my husband and with the feel of him reminded me of the anger he had against me and the secret I had adamantly been keeping away from him.I missed him, each part of me missed him. It was almost like life was leaving me slowly and gently, yet I couldn’t stop it. Not that I couldn’t, I still didn’t know how to. I looked down on my tummy to notice the slight bump that showed the life growing inside of me. It was still so small and with my present choice of clothing, no one could notice. But how long? He deserved to know, I had to tell him and explain to him how it all happened. I had to before I completely ruin our marriage.I sighed heavily, feeling a familiar burn in my chest area while my hand ran in a circular motion around my s
JORDANI ended the meeting and shook the hands of the Russian investors. In a polite tone and a business manner, I thanked them and watched them leave the restaurant before I left. I got to the car and thought of what was left for me to do before I returned home.The thought of home made me smile, yet it made my heart ache. I had been away for five days and things had still not changed between Genesis and I. she was hiding something from me and I was losing my mind. I picked up my phone and stared at my wallpaper for a while. It was a picture of her, sleeping, and it was the most beautiful I had seen her. But again, she was beautiful in all ways, especially when she had her blue eyes opened. My heart ached and still longed for her.Just in the nick of time, she called and my heart leaped inside my chest. I picked it up quickly because I had missed her, I missed her voice, her face, her warmth, I missed being close to her. I simply missed her.“When are you coming home?” her whinny voi
“What happened?” Tiffany pulled me into a hug the moment I walked into the house and once again, I broke down before her. She took me to the sitting room where I sat down and cried my eyes out while she soothed my hair and simply allowed me cry.I recalled the pain in my husband’s eyes when I told him that I could not tell him the truth. I recalled the hurt, the pain, the fear I saw within those gazes, it burned my chest. I had looked him in the face and told him that I could not tell him the truth. What kind of wife was I? I was breaking all the promises we made to each other and keeping this, this preciousness away from him.“What happened to her?” I heard Tiana voice as her footsteps followed too.“She came in this way,” Tiffany answered and rubbed my back gently. None of them said a thing and simply comforted me while I cried till, I could no longer do that anymore.I drank a cup of water after which and I relaxed into the couch with the heaviness of the world on me.“I still can’
Days went by with nothing much happening. Jordan was constantly busy with work or simply being a loving husband while I grew lazier by the day. It was a good thing I had subordinates to handle my business, I would have totally been thrown into the dust with the rate at which my laziness grew. I slept more, ate more, slept more again, ate even more. My taste buds were also acting different, making me want something entirely different and hating things I love too. Margaret would usually get me what I want no matter how it got and she paid even closer attention to me now.I suspect she knew exactly what was going on with me, but had not said a thing, so I was happy about it and relaxed with her. However, I tried to sleep less and control myself when my beloved husband was available.It was burdening and aching my heart as the day goes by. But what was I supposed to do? I still hadn’t found a way to tell him what it was that was going on and I still didn’t have the boldness to speak out l