Nerthus It’s official.I’m going to die.Right here and on the spot.Just because my heart can’t take it anymore.“Amber!” Danny’s voice tears me away from staring at the lights and decorations in awe as he and Arawn seem to have moved through the crowd.“Sorry,” I mumble more to myself as he is too far away to hear it as I reach Danny, who is waving for me.This afternoon and evening have been so much fun but also quite depressing.Don’t get me wrong.I’m certainly used to having fun, and Jenna and Gigi surely are the best friends a girl could ever desire. But this is just different.I had spent some time on my own in the arcades as I was in my teens after I had come to New York.But Coney Island?!The afternoon at the arcade has already been much more fun than I had imagined, as it is different from being there alone.Danny and I had raced each other on the race car simulators and threw a few baskets on the basketball machines.We even won some tickets that we could exchange for fu
Nerthus “Relax,” Arawn says annoyed, taking his cigarette package out of the inside pocket of his coat. “I got your message loud and clear. I just needed him away as long as possible because my head is killing me.” Taking a pull of his cigarette, he looks into the distance. My heart squeezes in my chest as this isn’t the message I intended for him to get. Yet, I was never the type to give such messages. I wouldn’t deserve to be this type of woman, and he surely is better off without me troubling him with all my emotional baggage. It’s shoved deeply down, and this is where it should stay. I really can’t risk having it spilled just because I can’t seem to keep my emotions in check with him. And still, my tongue itches to ask him about his card and his text. About what he meant exactly. I know that I’m being stupid, and I’m continuing to convince myself that I’m interpreting it wrong, as I’m just acting like a love-sick teenage girl. So unprofessional. Men would do anything fo
Nerthus Feeling the urge to pant for air, I squirm in my seat.The little voice in my head is screaming how I should recognize that this isn’t about work. He can’t say such things or do certain gestures if he wasn’t into me on an entirely other basis.But I drown it in my doubt immediately, shutting it up.And I surely have enough material to do it, as he had treated me badly enough to never get her to re-emerge to gasp for air.Clearing my throat, I fight hard to keep my voice from trembling as I try to get the conversation going in another direction.And without those breathtaking words of his.“What about me falling for you and you threatening to drop me?”“I’m sorry if I acted like this. But you have to know that this is all new to me as well.” He shakes his head, capturing my gaze with his intense one.“I was just doing my job,” I whisper, and he smirks.Lowering his voice as well, he leans in even more. “But you liked being with me, didn’t you? You had feelings for me.”Had…“Y
Nerthus “Why don’t you take your brother as well? We will just not give him any candy.” I ask him, and he rolls his eyes.“No way. He is a total pain and such a crybaby. All a mama’s boy. Ugh, I was closer to my dad. Just like Arawn was.” He smiles proudly, and I squint at Arawn as he scoffs.“Danny…” Arawn warns, putting out his cigarette.Danny sways his head from side to side. “We have many things in common. Both our fathers came from Wales.”“Oh, wow!” I say, listening as he continues to explain something geographically to me that I don’t quite understand.“But I can talk Welsh, but he never learned.” He turns to me, leaning in while lowering his voice as if he were to tell me a secret. “But it isn’t his fault. He did take him in too late.”“Danny!” Arawn barks, making us flinch, and I fear that even the fisherman sitting on the rails next to us was about to fall into the water because of the scare.Danny starts talking what could be gibberish from what I know as I don’t understan
Nerthus I’m leaning against the seat of the fancy limousine Arawn drove us to the amusement park in. With a deep sigh, I watch the city pass by my window, the smell of the leather and the constant rumbling of the motor lulling me to sleep.After having brought Danny home, who left the car under strong protest, we didn’t speak once.My heart is beating so strongly in my chest that I fear that he can hear it.After another few minutes of painful silence, his deep baritone disrupts it, making my heart jump in my chest. “Are you alright?”Turning my head to look at him, I see him staring at the street forcefully while he clenches the steering wheel. His exhaustion is dominant in his traits, even if another emotion seems to push through.It could be uncomfortable nervousness, but I could be wrong.Maybe because of what he said to me.He might sense something as he usually reads me like a bluff.“Yes,” I say, sighing again. “Will you promise me not to freak out if I take a bit to answer yo
Nerthus He must have been really exhausted as he collapsed as soon as he got his release after making me cum twice. And I can’t remember when we were done this fast. At least not when we weren’t fighting. After he had fucked me to my first orgasm, he didn’t let go of me. The rhythm of his pounding changed, became slower but remained intense. He took my breath away while he rocked my body slowly, seemingly taking me in relish. It didn’t take long for me to become undone as he made it too hot for me to handle. It seemed strange at first, but as my brain started functioning again after my orgasm, I finally realized. It wasn’t strange, just different. He wasn’t fucking me. He made love to me. And I fucking burned up beneath him. I’m clasping my blanket to my chest as I watch him sleep peacefully next to me. He looks so relaxed, and I’m happy that he finally gets the sleep he needed to get. My heart feels like wanting to explode in my chest at how gorgeous he looks. His words r
Arawn - Past “How dare you! How dare you stick your nose into things that don’t concern you.”Her shrill scream risks perforating my eardrums, and I clench my teeth.I hate it when people scream. Why do people always think they can scream at me?“They will take my baby away from me! They will take him from his mother.” Annie goes feral while she starts throwing the insides of her bag onto the table as she is still looking for something in it. “I just lost my husband, and now you made me lose my baby too!”“He had to be hospitalized. He would have died without proper care! Annie, he is diabetic.” I try to keep my voice calm as she flips out.I never argue with anyone, because the people who are entitled to raise their voice at me, I am not allowed to talk back at, and the ones who aren’t entitled to, stop yelling at the first blow hitting their jaw.So, this is an entirely new situation as I try to calm down my father’s right hand’s wife in front of a little boy staring up at me wit
Arawn I can’t help the big smile grow on my face as I step into the elevator to reach Nerthus’ apartment with a fancy package under my arm. I had barely left her home after the night we had, as I couldn’t help but make a small round into the offices on this Monday morning just to get out to buy flowers, as I saw that everything was rolling out perfectly without me, or could at least. Laughter fills the air as I open the door to her apartment with my key, and the sight makes me halt in my steps. “Oh, look. That is the crazy man that filled my apartment with flowers.” Nerthus is giggling as a little girl sitting on the counter throws her hands in the air. “Fofaaas.” She chuckles cutely, apparently not being able to say flowers yet. “Yeah, so many flowers.” My heart is the last part of my body to pick up its function again before my legs do. Walking along a path that Nerthus made through the sea of roses, I reach her to kiss her. “Hi, crazy man,” Nerthus greets me, wrinkling her