Nerthus I can’t wrap my head around how many times he fucked me after saying that he loved his name since I had started to call him that.My body isn’t responding to me anymore, and I feel exhausted, my pussy clenching his cock tighter every time.But the thing that pains me the most is that he hasn’t talked since he said that to me.And I haven’t gotten any compliments.He is not even looking at me, and his gaze went straight through me when he did.He mostly takes me from behind, as if my gaze would burn his skin in some way.“Arawn,” I whisper, getting him finally to look at me. “Usually, men tend to come rather fast, and I was always glad about it. But with you it is different. I enjoy your stamina so damn much. I don’t seem to get enough, and every time I feel you are about to come, I beg for just another bit…”Taking a deep breath, I chuckle, “Even if I’m exhausted.”I gulp, and he frowns at me. “Why are you telling me that?”“I just wanted to get it off my chest.” I shake my h
Arawn Jensen: You have to be fucking kidding me!Jensen: I heard her calling you Parker, Parker!Jensen: How much of your brain have you fucked out for her already?Jensen: We can’t endanger our territory like this.Jensen: Kick her out! I’ll get you a new one.He is not wrong. I’m fucked up. But he should stop. Or I’ll definitely kill him. I knew that not kicking her out of my penthouse the night I found her in it would be problematic.But I couldn’t let her leave. Something in me was telling me that I had to have her, for my ego. Just for the night would surely be enough.I tried to convince myself that it was just some kind of stupid infatuation that I had because of my young age back then. Kind of a teenage crush if you want.But I knew what it really was. I couldn’t lose her again.
Nerthus I gulp down the last bit of pride in my body as I walk towards the reception in my torn dress.“Good morning, ma’am.”“Good morning,” I answer, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear that must have fallen out of my ponytail. “Can I ask you to get me a taxi?” She nods, smiling politely. “Sure.”“With a female driver, if possible.” I lay my hand on the cold granite of the counter, and she nods again, this time with her eyes full of pity.What a time to be alive. “Of course, ma’am.”“Thank you so much.”As the taxi arrives it is indeed a female driver, and I get in with a smile, reciting my address.We spend the ride in silence, but I sense her looking at me through the rearview mirror from time to time. She parks in front of my block, but I freeze as I’m about to get out.“Could I ask you for a big favor?”“Of course, my dear.”I smile, leaning my hand onto the leather seat. “Would you get into my building to see if there is anybody around… That could see me like this?”With
Nerthus Leaning against the cold wall of the elevator, I ponder over whether I should have a talk with him. This isn’t possible, and not a thing that I want to keep up with. Even if I don’t think that he would let go of me that easily, I will be damned if he gets my pride without a fight.After getting another good night from the night guard on the ground floor that can’t make up for the one I didn’t get from Arawn, I exit onto the busy street and hail another cab.I get into the cab with a deep sigh and even if I want to get home desperately, I give him the address of the club.Amber: I’m not going to do this anymore. You can’t treat me this way!By the time his answer reaches me, I’m already walking into the club, having my phone vibrating in my hand.Mr. Best-Fuck: As if anybody cares about what you want.Biting my lip, I stare at the text with a void gaze.
Nerthus As I open my eyes, I’m about to have a heart attack.“What the fuck?!” I shout as I jerk up, scooping away from Arawn who is standing at the end of my bed with a deadly expression.Holding my hand on my chest, I calm my breathing, while I wait for him to say something, but he doesn’t budge. “How long have you been standing there?”“What the fuck did you do last night?”I tilt my head at him, passing my hand through my hair. “Come on, my blowjob couldn’t have possibly been that bad for you to forget about it already!”He scoffs and grabs my ankle, dragging me back to him. “Don’t play with me, woman!”“I was at a club with Gigi. Didn’t you see my outfit? Did you like it?”My heart flips as I see his lips twitch, even if he fights it, his frown taking over again.“You used Dario
Nerthus Two days!Two fucking days have passed since hearing a beep from Arawn.I’m starting to question my sanity as I get impatient to hear from him after just two days.What the fuck is wrong with me?!I slowly start to relieve my best moments of getting off a drug I was absolutely hooked on.And how I hate it!Even though all I want to do is snuggle into my blankets and stay there, I follow my routine and give in to Gigi, letting him drag me into the gym.“And they say women are complicated.”I sigh as we stomp up the moving stairs of the stepper. “I don’t understand him, and now I am anxious about not being exciting enough. I never had that.”“Ugh! He is just being an asshole!” Gigi scoffs, “If he wasn’t as broadly built as the Hulk I would go kick his ass.”I laugh, tilting my head at him. “You are cute, thank you. But I guess he is simply preparing to sack me. Maybe he wanted to provoke me somehow, triggering a reaction that would lead him to get the last piece of me he is mis
Nerthus The moment I open my eyes back up, I wish I hadn’t.Every bone and muscle in my body is hurting, and I groan, fighting myself up to make myself a cup of tea.As I don’t find any helpful medicine by rummaging through my drawers, I give up and, wrapped in my blanket, I go to knock on Maria’s door.After fighting her off as a personal nurse, and I have to fight hard for that, I get back into my apartment. As soon as I have taken my medicine and get into my bed, I’m out like a light.***I wake as I feel the pleasurable buzzing as his hand caresses my leg.“Are you alright, babe?”Babe.I giggle as I look up at Arawn leaning over me and cuddle back in, closing my eyes. “I don’t feel well.”“I can see that.” He murmurs, as he lets his eyes roam over me.I chuckle, as I see him knit his eyebrows. “I’m cold,” I whisper. “Would you please cuddle with me for a bit?”My heart races and I can’t tell if it’s just the medication or the fact that I just asked him to cuddle with me.I prepa
Nerthus The gala dinner is by far the worst engagement I ever had.As I try hard not to faint due to my rising fever, I try to hold the pieces of my heart together that beats painfully in my chest at me being ignored by Arawn.But the highlight of it is surely reached as he leaves me standing like a moron to go talk to some blonde. She seems to be elated at him talking to her as I can tell from her annoying giggle. I sip my champagne as I keep myself from jumping her and tear out her badly done extensions.“Look what the cat brought for us to play with.”I shudder as I turn to look at Jensen but I’m surely feeling more confident to face him here than locked in a car.“That would make you what? A pet snake?”He laughs, and I roll my eyes, concentrating back on my angry company as I find him glaring at me.So, blondie isn’t that interesting.Jensen starts to talk again as I interrupt him, raising my hand. “Please, my head is killing me. I can’t take your annoying voice now.”“Oh, come