Nerthus Loosening the the colorful ribbons around the small box, I gasp as I unpack a brand-new phone. “I couldn’t recover yours.” Activating the screen, I find a selfie of Danny with Arawn on the lock screen and happy tears well up in my eyes. “As he woke up, the first thing he did was ask for you,” Arawn mumbles as I’m still staring at the screen. “He wanted to take a picture right away, so you could have one of us while you were on your trip with your friend.” “Is that what you have told him?” I ask, my heart hurting too much to reciprocate his gaze. “That I’m on a fun trip?” “Sure, everything else would have broken his heart.” “I’m so sorry,” I whisper, looking up at him. “Please forgive me.” He studies my face, his eyes not holding as much anger as he would be entitled to feel. “It’s not me you should ask for forgiveness because of this.” “Still,” I say, lowering my gaze. “I shouldn’t have made you so much trouble.” “We will talk about this afterwards,” he snarls
Nerthus He literally left me sitting on pins and needles. I tried to distract myself by reading, talking with some of the staff, baking with Concetta, and speaking with Danny on the phone. But I got so emotional because of that phone call and so, by the time he gets back home, I’m pissed. I’m not used to waiting for anybody that just walked out on me. Maybe a few years ago I would have spent the day crying on the floor but I guess the last years spoiled me. As he walks in on me trying to concentrate on a book in yet another library, I get even angry at myself as I’m practically drooling at him wearing a black suit and a matching shirt. God, get a grip. “Nerthus.” I push down the urge to have my eyes jump to his as he calls my name, but I just keep my head low and buried in the book before me. “You have so many rooms here. What do you do with all this space?” I ask with an unbothered tone, turning a page. “I want to build a harem,” he responds coldly. As my eyes snap up to hi
Nerthus “By the time I got 15, he had already trained me well. Like a little monkey, as he used to tell me. Soon I became his favorite doll. He had even once or twice… Well, he had me performing for his friends. One day, he had the brilliant idea that it would be an awesome idea to auction off my virginity. So, we set it up and I kind of gladly participated. I already was an outcast in school and I thought that with money I could finally run away. So, that was my first official job. My cousin and I shared the money, and soon enough he came to me about the loser of the auction wanting their turn too. And that’s how he started to act as my pimp. I lost the few friends I had because I started entertaining their dads and at 17, I got him to let me go. Finally! I moved to New York where a friend of his had a whore house. I worked on the streets and sent my cousin a big share of what I made, just until Mattia helped me create my fake identity. A few days after my 25th birthday, one of my
Nerthus “Amber!” I turn around as I’m sitting in a field surrounded by daisies. I could swear that I just heard someone call my name. “Amber!” The whispered call resounds again, making me stand up. Black clouds fly towards me from the horizon, my vision blurring as it keeps distorting my perfectly built imaginary safe place. Just as the clouds transform into fog, enveloping me in dark smoke, I open my eyes with a low gasp. “Good morning!” Blinking repeatedly, I get my sight to focus on a grinning Danny, who is leaning over me. “Concetta said I should wake you up, so we could eat breakfast,” he whispers. “She has been cooking all night as it seems. There is food everywhere!” I sit up, my eyes filling with tears as he starts flexing while he growls, “I’m built like a Hulk but I can’t make it alone!” My tears are already streaming down my face as I laugh, making him look at me wide-eyed. “No! What happened?” he wails, looking at me with a sad expression. “I thought you woul
Arawn“I gave her something to calm down. She is sleeping peacefully now.” Taking a deep breath, I listen to my housekeeper’s words as she fills me in on Nerthus’ state. I was anxious about leaving after what she told me as I was sure that leaving her behind like this was the most wrong move I could have pulled. But after already collecting her bastard cousin from the strip clubs in Paris, the itch in my fingertips got worse. And after hearing her story, there was no way I could hold back even a second longer. “Such a nice girl. She has already asked for you. Maybe it will do her some good, finding you next to her, when she wakes up.” “I’ll be back as soon as I can,” I say, wanting to reassure her, but there’s no way they can keep her sleeping for this long. “Of course. Oh, such a sweet girl. I’m sorry if I’m getting emotional but it’s just so nice you found each other,” she gushes further, losing herself in her own thoughts. A smile spreads on my lips thinking of how I like m
Arawn “When did you come back?” Nerthus barges into my office, wearing a cute frown. “A few hours ago. I needed to finish some work before being able to spend my time with you,” I answer, concentrating back on my papers.“Bullshit! You were gone for days, Arawn,” she yells and the corner of my mouth twitches as much as another part of my body does. “You are hiding because you know that you owe me!” God, I missed her fire.I lean back in my chair and smile at her. “Sit.” She scoffs but takes the chair in front of me anyway. “You want my story. You can have it.” I grin at her as I add. “Sure about still wanting to play?” She nods slowly, her eyes glued to mine. “Okay,” I clear my throat, standing up to take my seat in the armchair next to hers. After I sit down, I lean forward to kiss her lips gently, before I put my forearms on the armrests, starting to tell her what she wants to hear. “My mother grew up neglected and abused. Her family was poor but she eventually got addicted
I was 15 when I first sold myself. Setting it up through a cousin of mine, I got quite good money for my virginity. And while the other girls were telling their awkward stories or crying over their heartbreak, I soon discovered that mine was quite the best way to go. Boys were idiots anyway. Pretty little puppies that were ready to pay to not be left alone. At the age of 17, I moved out and went to live in the city. My cousin knew a guy who owned a house where people like me could stay. Nobody asks questions, everybody minds their own business. I shared a room with a woman named Hoang Lan. She came from Vietnam. She had been sold out far younger than me, as her parents were poor and needed the money. A girl is just a burden in a world made for boys. The difference between Lan and me was that while I paid a provision to my cousin and was allowed to keep a bit of money for myself, she never saw a dime. Her pimp paid for what she needed, and the rest was sent directly to her parents. S
Nerthus “She was everything I had.” I roll my eyes internally as I comfort the man crying next to me. “Oh, poor Max. I’m sure Yuppie will look down on you and is always with you.” Yes, he just lost his cat a few days ago. As I got off the streets, I was surprised how many men just booked me to talk or go out without even touching me. Society can be really hard on men without an appropriate companion. Don’t get me wrong, I’m thankful for any easily earned money. And I don’t enjoy a man’s touch particularly. But I’m not good with people. I’m better in bed. So, having people wanting to act as a babysitter or a shrink weighs on me. I prefer being fucked from the moment I get in, to the moment I get out. If there is no talking, it is even better. “Maybe there is something I can do, to make you feel better, Max?” I purr, moving my hand over his leg and he lifts his head out of his hands and stares at me incredulously. “You can’t bring her back, can you?!” He shouts before starting