Mr. Porter stood behind Connor and I, clearing his voice and removing Connor's arm from my chair.
Thanks teach.
"I assume you both are making progress?"
Connor and I nodded, glancing up at Mr. Porter.
He smiled down at us, "Good. Keep an eye on this one Elizabeth. I trust you two will work fine together."
With that, he walked on to the next students. Connor leaned in, a little too close for comfort.
"I never really liked that guy. I don't see what most people see, he's not even that great of a teacher."
I faced Connor for the first time while we were sitting here, and that was the biggest mistake I could have made. Our faces were so close that we could feel each other's breath on our faces. His eyes were beautiful pools of water that I could just dive right in and-
"Elizabeth? Liz? Hello?"
Connor snapped his fingers in my face, breaking me out of my trance. "Sorry."
He chuckled, his face still dangerously close. He knew what he was doing, and he wasn't going to stop.
"Are you jealous of Mr. Porter?"
Connor backed away and laughed, loudly.
"I'm serious, are you? Cause all the girls swoon over him instead of you?"
Connor shook his head, "I can get any girl I want, alright? I don't have to worry about a teacher getting in my way."
After Connor described to me the many times he even got the female teachers to let him do whatever just because he could charm them, I was ready to leave, but that wasn't an option. Instead, I started talking with the people in the desks in front of us.
"So are you going to soccer tryouts after school today, Elizabeth?"
I nodded my head while doodling on my piece of paper. The person started going on about how they were hoping for a soccer scholarship and all college things, but my attention was more focused on the boy sitting next to me. He leaned over to me once more, but this time his face was almost in the crook of my neck, giving me a tickling feeling.
"You know what's really hot? The thought of you in less clothes than you're wearing right now, all sweaty, out of breath. Brings another image to mind, really turns me on."
Part of me was into him, begging me to stay and see how far this could go. The smarter part of me pushed him away though. I stood up, picking up my stuff, and starting to leave class.
"You're disgusting."
More of the day passed and eventually it was lunch time. I went through the line of kids, grabbing all that great processed cafeteria food, then finding a seat next to Ellie. I was excited to have a simple lunch with my best friend and just discuss everything that's been happening this first day of school. Although, Connor decided he'd be a distraction during this time too. I swear to god, that boy just doesn't give up.
There was brand new news roaming around the cafeteria, and in about 3.26 minutes, everyone in the room knew.
Connor freaking Owens got Melanie Perez to sleep with him.
I hate to admit it, but the boy works fast. According to all the rumors, they just did it in the guy's locker room. Ellie turned to me, still chomping on a carrot stick.
"Oh my god, Liz, we're next. I can't do it, I'm going to break, I'm too easy."
I grabbed hold of her shoulders and shook her lightly, "You are not easy, calm yourself woman! We are going to be fine, because we are strong, independent women who don't need a man."
Ellie rested her head in her hands, "No, I'm not, but you are! If I give in, and I'm serious, you have to make it through high school without giving in. For me, for all of us girls that he's taken advantage of."
I gave her a look of disappointment, "You're speaking like you've already lost this battle. You'll be fine, just stay strong and ignore him the best you can."
Just as I finished my sentence, a tray was put down on the table directly across from us. Connor took a seat, looking between Ellie and I.
"Who are you ignoring? It's me, isn't it?"
I rolled my eyes, going back to eating the cardboard pizza. It was silent for a few moments, that is until Connor decided that he'd try to impress us.
"I'm guessing you both heard about Melanie. Pretty awesome if I do say so myself."
I covered my face with my hands after Ellie let out a giggle. She's hopeless.
"You're really trying to speed through this thing, aren't ya?"
Connor shrugged his shoulders, smirking at Ellie. He knew he could get her next, and he was doing just that.
I lightly kicked Ellie's foot under the table, "Hey Ellie, could you go get me a straw?"
She gave me a confused look but went with it. As soon as I knew she was far enough away, I leaned over the table towards Connor.
"Why are you doing this? Do you have commitment issues or something, cause seriously, this is ridiculous."
He smirked, leaning in as well, "I just know what I want, and what I want is you."
I rolled my eyes. I've been way too close to this boy way too many times already this year.
"I think it'd be good for you to know, I don't do things with guys until I know they can last in a long term relationship."
He pouted a bit, "So you're saying you won't get with me unless I could prove to you that I'm able to have a relationship?"
"Something like that, yeah."
Ellie came back, passing me the straw and glancing between Connor and I. "Did I miss something?"
I was about to say nothing at all, but Connor beat me to it.
"Elizabeth was actually giving me some great advice. I have a question for you."
Ellie slowly sat next to me, "Sure."
"I know it doesn't seem like it, but I really want to slow down and be with one person. You don't have to say yes or anything, but would you be interested in going steady with me, Ellie?
Not only did my jaw drop, but anyone who was close enough to overhear ourconversation had their mouths wide open. Hearing him ask my best friend outhurt me a little bit, but I knew that was just me being a typical girl.
If you didn't already guess, Ellie said yes. She's so hopeless at this point, I had to stop fighting for her and just focus on myself. After she said yes, Connor and Ellie both ran off to do who knows what for the last few minutes of lunch. I chose to ignore everyone for the rest of the day until it came time for my final work period.I went into the library l
I changed into my practice clothes for soccer, fixed my hair up into a ponytail, then started heading to the weight room. Before entering, I took a deep breath. I wasn't sure what I was going to be getting myself into, but I knew it wasn't what I was imagining this morning.I walked down the small set of stairs, a group of four boys coming into view. I saw Con
After we had finished up bowling, it was about 7:30 at night and my mom was bugging me about being home for dinner. Connor laughed, but understood and got all the guys to start finishing up. I had turned in my shoes and was heading for my car when Connor yelled out my name again.I turned to see him running up to me, "We should do something tomorrow as well. I
Ellie was sure to find me quickly when it came lunch time. She sat directly across from me, slamming her tray down along with herself."What the hell are you telling Connor? Why does he all of a sudden want to sleep with me directly after I tell you he doesn't?"
We both met up in the gym where the boys were."Hey Connor... and Elizabeth. What, are you two going to be like, best friends or something?"
I woke up, dragging myself out of the bed, face first. Immediately, I found my way to the bathroom and did my business, changing into proper clothes for the day. I ran down the steps, finding some random package of pop tarts for breakfast. Yelling a goodbye to my mother and father, I headed out for work.After a peaceful 25 minute drive, I arrived at the Targe
Connor led me to the couch against one of the walls in a corner, earning a confused glance from myself."What are we doing? The party's over there."
Connor quickly turned over so that he was back on his back, causing me to jerk my hand back. He smiled up at me, chuckling softly. He reached out and gently holding my hand, he held it to his chest."Elizabeth, by now, you and I should both know that I like you. You may think that I only like you because I want to sleep with you so I'd have something for all t
Ellie and I were preparing for the party, and much to my dismay, Ellie wouldn't allow me to wear what I was wearing to school. Something about, "Even though you're going to break up with Connor, doesn't mean you have to look like garbage while doing it." I went along with Ellie, trying my best to take my mind off of things.I changed into another pair of darke
Later in the day after Mr. Porter spoke with me, my mind was racing with thoughts on what I should do. I loved being with Connor and just hanging out, but when I thought of how everyone made my personal relationships their own business and even made bets on my sexual life, I grew old of it. Part of me wanted to end the whole romantic part of our relationship and just go back to being friends like how the beginning of the year was, but then the other part of me wanted to run away with Connor and just be together without anyone else bugging us.
The next morning, Connor and I didn't really talk. Mostly because I was dealing with a massive hangover, and I wasn't in the mood to speak or even listen. Luckily for me, I still had to go to school today.As I headed to my locker, I ignored mostly everyone and kept my head down. Lights weren't my friend today. I quickly grabbed my notebooks, lightly shutting
The girls' soccer game had finished up with the home team winning by two goals, and I was already sprinting for my car, ready to finish the night strong. Connor and the others were following behind as quickly as possible, considering Connor's condition.I had opened the trunk and was changing my clothes in the parking lot. Connor had reached me just as I was a
The next day was the closest thing to hell I personally have ever been through. I had never enjoyed the thought of everyone being interested in my personal life, especially to the point where everyone knew if I had been sexually active with my partner. After the rumor had started, part of me was hoping that since most students had believed the rumor, maybe they'd stop paying attention to Connor and I.
I stared at my phone, and the picture of Connor and I kissing in my car before we left to go nap at his house. Someone had taken the picture through one of the classroom windows by the looks of it. There was only a single caption over the photo.Guess who's the ultimate fuckboy?
The next day, I arrived at school and waited for Connor. His mother was dropping him off since he was still feeling some effects from his medication from the night before. I made sure that I'd help just in case he was really out of it, but considering his mother was letting him go to school, I was sure it wouldn't be that bad.Boy, was I wrong.
The sun was shining onto my face, forcing me to open my eyes and face reality again. But the sight wasn't so bad since it was Connor's face. He was already awake and smiling down at me. "Morning, beautiful."I rubbed my eyes, trying to look into the sunlight without hating it. "Why are you up so early?"
I was in one of the few places in my town where I felt safe and alone. No one else was around, and I could pretend that there were no rumors about my life. I stood in the middle of the soccer field, a ball under my foot. I was trying my best to forget about everything I had heard earlier. I started walking with the ball dribbling between my feet towards the goal. Just as I reached the end of the penalty box, I kicked the ball lightly into the goal.