Ellie was sure to find me quickly when it came lunch time. She sat directly across from me, slamming her tray down along with herself.
"What the hell are you telling Connor? Why does he all of a sudden want to sleep with me directly after I tell you he doesn't?"
I chuckled while taking a bite out of my apple.
"I told him that relationships required him to do his best at keeping you happy, and you weren't at all happy this morning. He probably put the pieces of the puzzle together himself."
Ellie gasped and slapped the apple out of my hand, sending it across the floor to the other side of the cafeteria.
"You whore, that was my favorite part of my lunch today! Seriously, go join drama club or something. Why are you upset over this now?"
She had her whiny voice today, "Because, now he just wants to jump right into bed and get this show on the road."
I sighed, "You're kidding, right?"
"I know! Unbelievable, he just wants to sleep with me and be on his way, like usual."
I kicked her leg under the table, getting a small yelp from her.
"No, you moron. You were the one last night and this morning who was more than ready to get on this crazy train called Connor, both figuratively and literally. Now that he's on the same page as you just so he can make you happy, you're going to refer to him as a fuckboy? Do you even hear yourself?"
She crossed her arms, "Why are you defending him so much lately? I thought you hated him?"
I started packing up my lunch, "You know what, he's not as bad of a guy as everyone makes him out to be. I'm done here, but if you want to sleep with him, or don't, I don't care anymore. Just make up your mind and tell him, because you're just confusing the hell out of everyone lately."
I left Ellie sitting there all by herself and exited the cafeteria. I was walking down the hall, headed towards my locker which just so happened to have someone standing in front of it.
"Shouldn't you be at lunch?"
Connor smiled down at me, moving out of the way so I could open my locker up. "Shouldn't you?"
I shrugged, not saying anything else but grabbing my books for my next class.
"I heard what you said in the cafeteria. Thank you."
I glanced up quickly, "You heard? You weren't even near the table, I don't think."
He laughed quietly, "Believe me, everyone heard you two."
I stopped what I was doing and placed my head against my locker, "Were we really that loud?"
He placed his hand on my shoulder, "Hey, it's alright. You guys weren't even fighting that bad, like seriously, that was nothing. Thanks for sticking up for me though."
I shrugged, smiling at him, "What are friends for?"
We started walking towards my next class, for what reason I have no idea. I guess he just wanted to walk me to class. I had a feeling that I'd be hearing from Ellie about this later.
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Eventually, it was time for my work period with Connor. I sat at my table for about 5 minutes into the hour long work period, when Connor came rushing in.
"You're making better time, but still late."
He tossed his bookbag down to the floor and took a seat across from me. "Sorry, I was talking with Ellie about everything."
I leaned forward, crossing my arms on the table. "What happened, what'd she say?"
"Well, we discussed how fast we wanted to move through this relationship, and we both agreed to just let things happen when it felt right. For both of us."
I smiled, "That's amazing, so every-"
"We just slept together in my car."
I choked on my own spit, "YOU DID WHAT?"
There was a loud shushing noise from the librarian. I whispered my 'sorry' then turned back to Connor.
"You don't need to tell me that, oh my god, why?"
"Well, we're friends, aren't we?"
I nodded while shrugging, "Yeah, but I don't need to know that. I thought you guys were going to wait until it felt right."
Connor leaned back in his chair, "Well, there wasn't anyone in the halls, and so we were just having a nice talk by ourselves. Then one thing led to another, and bam! We're in my car, she said it was good to keep going, and I slept with her. I'm sorry."
I rested my head in my hands, "Oh. My. God. Stop telling me about it all. Can we just focus on our project? Ellie is probably going to be talking to me about this later, and I just don't need anymore."
Connor smiled while tapping his pen against the table, "Are we still on for tonight at the arcade?"
I raised my eyebrows, "Are you sure Ellie won't mind?"
He smirked down at his notebooks. "A little bit jealous, are we? I didn't think you were that type of girl."
I couldn't help but smile, looking up at the ceiling and sighing. "Yes, we are still on for tonight. Make sure you shower though after your practice, for my sake." He nodded his head, making a mental note of my suggestion before jotting down some notes. I leaned over the table, taking a peek at what he was writing.
"I'm high-maintenance?"
We both laughed, "I'm learning things about you as we go through this week, I have to make sure it's all written down. Have you been keeping track about me?"
I shrugged, "Yeah, but it's not this detailed yet. I can't believe you think I'm high-maintenance just because I want you to shower."
He rested back in his chair, giving me a quick wink as he spoke. "I want you to shower too, then. Why don't we conserve water and do it together?"
He realized what he said then quickly started shaking his head.
"I am so sorry, it's kind of a habit now. Forget I said that."
I laughed, "Woah, kid. You need to break that habit, like now. You're in a relationship, buddy."
He smirked, "Don't call me kid, I'm probably older than you."
My jaw dropped a bit, "Alright, when is your birthday?"
He leaned forward so he was closer to me, then whispered. "You first."
"On three. One. Two. Three."
We both simultaneously spoke, "June."
We both looked at each other, a bit taken back. "Alright, what day was it then?"
Connor kept eye contact, "The 7th."
I broke the eye contact, "Damn it. Mine's the 19th."
He shot his arms up in a victorious motion. "I knew it!"
I crossed my arms on the table. "It's 12 days, okay? We're basically the same age."
He smirked, picking up his stuff.
"Sure, kid. Now let's go. The guys are probably going to the gym right now, we can hang out there until practice."
We both met up in the gym where the boys were."Hey Connor... and Elizabeth. What, are you two going to be like, best friends or something?"
I woke up, dragging myself out of the bed, face first. Immediately, I found my way to the bathroom and did my business, changing into proper clothes for the day. I ran down the steps, finding some random package of pop tarts for breakfast. Yelling a goodbye to my mother and father, I headed out for work.After a peaceful 25 minute drive, I arrived at the Targe
Connor led me to the couch against one of the walls in a corner, earning a confused glance from myself."What are we doing? The party's over there."
Connor quickly turned over so that he was back on his back, causing me to jerk my hand back. He smiled up at me, chuckling softly. He reached out and gently holding my hand, he held it to his chest."Elizabeth, by now, you and I should both know that I like you. You may think that I only like you because I want to sleep with you so I'd have something for all t
The next morning, Connor and I walked together to English talking about how Ellie ignored me all morning. We both found our seats, saying our hello's to our friends. People gave us weird looks, realizing how odd it was that Connor and I were friendly with each other. Connor placed his stuff on the desk, immediately opening his notebook to the long paragraph written about me.
I sat at my usual table in the library, alone and quiet for the first time in the past week. It was different but peaceful. I sat there doing nothing, just staring at the window. The time seemed to go by a lot slower without someone here to argue or talk with. I waited for about twenty more minutes until deciding to head over to the weight room.When I was all
Connor turned around so that his back was in front of me, but he stayed standing in between my legs. "I'm not saying I want to ignore it Elijah, but if that's what she wants to do, I won't stop her."Elijah groaned, throwing his head back in annoyance, "Will you two just face the facts that you would make an awesome power couple? Seriously."
The next day at school, everything went back to how it was the week before. Connor and I weren't arguing with each other as much, and Ellie even spoke to me in homeroom. Sure, she only spoke to me to tell me how stupid I was, but it was a start. The only thing different was that everybody was talking about Connor and I, about how we had a date last night. It was weird having most of your high school know your personal business, but that's just the small price to pay I guess.
Ellie and I were preparing for the party, and much to my dismay, Ellie wouldn't allow me to wear what I was wearing to school. Something about, "Even though you're going to break up with Connor, doesn't mean you have to look like garbage while doing it." I went along with Ellie, trying my best to take my mind off of things.I changed into another pair of darke
Later in the day after Mr. Porter spoke with me, my mind was racing with thoughts on what I should do. I loved being with Connor and just hanging out, but when I thought of how everyone made my personal relationships their own business and even made bets on my sexual life, I grew old of it. Part of me wanted to end the whole romantic part of our relationship and just go back to being friends like how the beginning of the year was, but then the other part of me wanted to run away with Connor and just be together without anyone else bugging us.
The next morning, Connor and I didn't really talk. Mostly because I was dealing with a massive hangover, and I wasn't in the mood to speak or even listen. Luckily for me, I still had to go to school today.As I headed to my locker, I ignored mostly everyone and kept my head down. Lights weren't my friend today. I quickly grabbed my notebooks, lightly shutting
The girls' soccer game had finished up with the home team winning by two goals, and I was already sprinting for my car, ready to finish the night strong. Connor and the others were following behind as quickly as possible, considering Connor's condition.I had opened the trunk and was changing my clothes in the parking lot. Connor had reached me just as I was a
The next day was the closest thing to hell I personally have ever been through. I had never enjoyed the thought of everyone being interested in my personal life, especially to the point where everyone knew if I had been sexually active with my partner. After the rumor had started, part of me was hoping that since most students had believed the rumor, maybe they'd stop paying attention to Connor and I.
I stared at my phone, and the picture of Connor and I kissing in my car before we left to go nap at his house. Someone had taken the picture through one of the classroom windows by the looks of it. There was only a single caption over the photo.Guess who's the ultimate fuckboy?
The next day, I arrived at school and waited for Connor. His mother was dropping him off since he was still feeling some effects from his medication from the night before. I made sure that I'd help just in case he was really out of it, but considering his mother was letting him go to school, I was sure it wouldn't be that bad.Boy, was I wrong.
The sun was shining onto my face, forcing me to open my eyes and face reality again. But the sight wasn't so bad since it was Connor's face. He was already awake and smiling down at me. "Morning, beautiful."I rubbed my eyes, trying to look into the sunlight without hating it. "Why are you up so early?"
I was in one of the few places in my town where I felt safe and alone. No one else was around, and I could pretend that there were no rumors about my life. I stood in the middle of the soccer field, a ball under my foot. I was trying my best to forget about everything I had heard earlier. I started walking with the ball dribbling between my feet towards the goal. Just as I reached the end of the penalty box, I kicked the ball lightly into the goal.