chapter 1

LIZZY POV

Everything in my life was going smooth, i never thought the day would come when my own mate would reject me but I guess I was wrong, life is as shitty as the people in it and without my mate and my family I guess I don't know what I'm living for, but still I wouldn't forget that dreadful day as if it only happened yesterday (which it did) and my heart still hurt every time I think about it.

Flashback

It was my eighteen birthday and my parents was throwing a little gathering inviting family and friends to celebrate with me. We were in the middle of the celebration when the Alpha family decided to join us to wish me well and the hope on finding my mate soon.

But little did they know , as soon as Alpha Henry's son , Blake walked in our eye's meet and it felt as if time slowed down for us just so we can saver this moment like nothing else matter. He was about 6'3 in height while I was around 5'8, his dark blue eye's glowed beautiful with little bit of grey swirling through them

He was fairly handsome and looked very similar to the younger version of his father and his body was also very fit by what I've seen during his training. I have always had a crush on him but knew it would never work out. My eye's then grew wide as my wolf mutter inside my head

"Mate"

'Well well', i thought ' I guess all my fantasy about him are gonna turn reality since were mates' But before I could approach him he broke eye contact with me and headed back out through the door, while I was just standing there dumbfounded as to why he walked away instead of coming to me.

Without even thinking I followed him out side and saw him walking into the forest so I called after him but instead of turning around he started to walk even faster forcing me to run just to catch up with him

"Hey " I said tugging him by the shoulder while feeling the sparks that shooted trough me as our skin made contact "What do you want" he turned around to face me

"What do you mean what do i want don't, play dumb with me, you know we're mates so why did you walk out on me" I said looking him in the eye for an emotion but sawed none " we (he gestured between us) are not mates this is just a terrible misunderstanding so get lost " he tried swatting me away

"W-what do you mean"

"Look ,Your too weak, I can't accept you as a mate you would only shame yourself and this pack" he said while turning around and walked away leaving me there with a shattered heart. I was standing there for what felt like hours until I heard my name being called which snapped me out of my trans

It was my best friend Jenna that came out to look for me " Hey lizzy what are you doing out here your missing out on your party, c'mon let's go" she tugged my shoulder to follow her, i sigh and nod my head following her back to my house.

The party continued but I was in no mood to enjoy it , i just wanted to take a shower and head to bed and wishing this was all a dream but to my expectations this was reality and i still had a bunch of people here wishing me happy birthday and good luck in finding my mate which I already found but he rejected me.

I woke up the next morning feeling worse than ever with puffy eyes and a terrible head ache from crying myself to sleep. I haven't told my parents as yet because they would be devastated and i didn't want to worry them, they had already been under stress from organising my party so I just wept by myself trying to ease the pain

I got up and did my morning necessities and headed down stairs for breakfast, i greeted my mom and dad and went to sit down at the island " Hey honey" my mom said turning around to face me but gasp aloud when she saw my condition "honey what happen to you, did having the party did this to you" she said but i shook my head " then what di-"

Before she had completed her sentence alpha Henry had mind link us saying he wanted us for a meeting at the pack house as soon as possible. We ended the conversation and hurriedly finished up to meet with alpha Henry. We then entered the house and headed straight to the meeting room to see alpha Henry, Blake and Luna Mary sitting at the round table that accommodate 12 seats, alpha Henry then gestured for us to take a seat that's when I made eye contact with Blake but he looked away avoiding my eye

" so" alpha Henry started " the reason you are here today concerns your daughter Elisabeth " my parents give me a side look with confusion written on their faces " and (he continued) my son Blake" . My parents then turned their full attention to me giving me the look ,which said explain but Blake beat me to it

" we found out last night that we were mates" my mother gasp but my father kept his face blank " but I'm rejecting her, she's too weak and cannot preform at best to be a Luna especially with the test that all alphas mate has to take" that was all it took for me get up and run out side ignoring my mother as she calls after me. I kept running until I was home and then I went into my room locking the door, i jumped on my bed and cry my heart out

'I can't believe he would say that without even giving me a chance, I know that I might not be able to pass the test but still did he reject me out of pity or did he think I couldn't have make it at all', with this many thought running through my brain my head started to hurt so I just drifted off to sleep trying to forget everything.

I then got up to the sound of voices coming from outside so I quietly headed to the door opening it easy and made my way to the source of the noise " how can this have happen, now she'll only bring disgrace to our family" my mother sobbed " I don't know what we're going to do, if the pack figures out she's the Luna their not gonna want that, just like what Blake said and I couldn't have agreed with him more " my dad said as I stood there shocked listening to how my parents are taking his side

"She's too weak and might end up failing the test, their not going to want a Luna that is weak so Blake does have a point" my mother said quieting her sobs, in that moment I had only wish the ground would swallow me whole so I could disappear from this world, my heart feeling twice as heavy of the realisation that my parent didn't pick up for me but instead agreed to what he said.

I couldn't take anymore of it as the angry slowly made it's way into my system, i turned around and headed back up stairs leaving them as they continued their conversation. I entered my room and pulled out my duffle bag then went to my drawers and started emptying my clothes into the bag, i then went into my bathroom and packed up all my necessity, when I was finished , I opened up the window slinging the bag over my shoulder and quietly climb down , when I had safely landed on the ground I took off running and headed into the woods never looking back.

Present

So here I was on the road to no where in particular from the place I once called home to a waste land in the middle of the forest, i had long left the pack's territory breaking of my connection with everyone, running for what felt like hours I finally came to a hault. Both the mental strain from breaking the mind Link and the exhaustion from running had caught up to me so I had no choice but to rest near a tree, I sat there for a little while before dozing off

I was awoken in the late hours of the night to a growl coming from across the tree I was resting on, I looked closely and saw a medium size brown wolf with eye's as red as blood slowly coming near me with its nostril flear and it's chest puffing up and down as he got closer , i slowly got up from off the ground and dusted my self off recognizing that the wolf was a rogue.

As it came closer ,I stood my ground and made eye contact with the wolf preparing my self to fight him off if he attack , but a chill ran down my spin and I'm not talking about the good ones as I heard another growl coming from my right, I glanced at him for a second and soon realised that I was out number. I started to take steps walking backwards as I saw them coming nearer. The one that was at my right leap into the air to jump on me but I quietly stepped aside remembering some moves that I used to learn while spying on my old pack training.

The one that was in front of me charged and tried to rip my face off with its claw but i dodge the attack by bearly a second and grab on to its nostril and laid a punch on its left eye giving me the advantage to punch him again but I didn't have much time to continue fighting him because the other rogue had grab onto my shirt with his teeth trying to pull me away from the one in front of me. I tried back kicking him but he dodge and slash his claw onto my leg causing it to bleed but the pain I didn't felt as i was too busy trying to stay alive, the blood lost was too much and my vision was starting to get blurry , my body was also getting weak

I was trying to stay conscious on fighting these wolves but was losing terrible as the adrenaline had drained out of my body, one of the wolf leap into the air to jump onto me but fell to the ground instead by the sound a gun shot straight in its heart while the other one was about to attack but a figure came out of no where and rip off its head with its bear hand without any struggle.

I tried to hold on to see who my saver was but the darkness took over, and before I knew it I was out cold