RainFor the next week, I keep meeting up with Alb in the clearing. Since he never shifts for me, I spend the time chatting about all kinds of nonsense. Most of the time, though, I let Safia out and just enjoy watching Alb teach her how to hunt and other things she never got to learn as a pup.As for me, I decided not to let Jordan’s rejection, or my rape and attack, define my life. While I didn’t want to be touched by males, I started to speak with more pack members, and I even met Kassandra. Not only does she have red hair like me, but she is a hybrid. Her mother was a werewolf, and her father was a vampire. With a round belly indicating she will give birth anytime now, I don’t know how she keeps up with all the pups she is teaching. They are the most energetic lot I have ever seen.Sitting at a table between Viki and Sarah, I watch Conon and Jeremy play soccer with some pups while Caleb and Blade are busy flipping hamburgers, meat, and sausages on the three barbecues built close to
It is Hector who replies. “No. As long as Caleb is touching you, skin-on-skin, the pain will be tolerable. In the morning, when the suppressors arrive, everything will be over.” Reluctantly, I agree. “If there is no sex, then I think I won’t mind being touched.” Caleb walks out of the clinic. “You are such a good little Omega for not putting up a fight,” he coos. I lean my head on his shoulder and close my eyes. I was supposed to meet up with Alb later on today. Realizing that he is going out of the village, I ask, “Where are you taking me?” “There is a bungalow in the forest near the village. It is used by females when they are in heat. I was thinking of staying there until morning.” I nod. My body starts to hurt so badly, I start to sob. Caleb starts running. “We will be there soon,” he tries to comfort me. My hands find his t-shirt, and I grab it hard. Warmth spreads around my body, making the pain a bit more tolerable. Caleb keeps running, and some minutes later, he enters
“When you are ready.” Caleb keeps running his hands over my body, his chest purring, and the pain becomes more tolerable. All the times I thought about experiencing my first heat, I truly believed my mate would be with me, helping me. But not only is Jordan not with me, the slap he gave me that night still stings. What stings the most, though, is the mark of the Betrayer he put on me. Touching my right shoulder with the tip of my fingers, I whisper, “Fuck Jordan.” Caleb chuckles. “Fuck Jordan, indeed.” We stayed in there for hours until the sun was gone. Caleb takes me back to the bedroom and lies with me, spooning. The pain is still bad, but the nonstop purring and touching are helping. After hours of wave after wave of pain and cramps, morning comes, and Caleb takes me back to the clinic. Hector is already there, and fortunately, the suppressors he was waiting for have arrived. “Yavor is waiting for you in your office,” Hector tells Caleb as he injects me with a dose of suppre
CalebI feel like my chest is being ripped apart, and my heart is being crushed. Even when I was in the hands of the vampires, I have never felt as much pain as I do right now. Red, who became my ray of hope in my unending darkness, doesn’t want me or Raven. It is only my fault for being a coward and not telling her the truth. I only wanted her to heal from her ordeal and to give her time. To slowly get her to fall in love with me. As I held her in my arms last night, during her heat, I came so close to telling her what she means to me. How much I love her. That I have loved her from the first moment I saw her and Safia.Raven whines, his heart shattered like my own. ‘She doesn’t want us.’‘No one ever does.’ Then making a decision I should have made years ago, I say, ‘Once the Cosasi Vampires are killed, together with those that harmed our mate, we will return to the Moon Goddess.’‘A life without Red and Safia is not worth it.’I mind-link Conon. ‘Call Jordan Reed and tell him his m
While not a long time has passed since Caleb and I met, I know he is a good male. He made a pack for rogues like me. Whatever he decided to do with the Omegas that had… hurt him, I am sure it is not something bad.We go up a few flights of stairs until we reach the last floor of—wherever Tatiana brought me. The library encompasses the entire floor, with many bookcases stacked full of books -many of them looking very old. Sitting at a desk, behind the screen of a computer, an Omega is typing something fast. Her scent lets me know she is a berserker.“She is one of the seven Omegas that raped Caleb.”The embers I felt in my chest earlier come to life again, and for the first time in my life, I want to hurt someone. I want to hurt her, just like she had hurt Caleb.Tatiana keeps talking. “A year after I rescued Caleb from the Cosasi Vampires -when he was finally able to get out of bed, he decided to start a program for those that once were, or still are, slaves to the vampires. It was no
When I am in control of my feelings, I slowly stand. I pray that by the time I make it back to the Rogue Village, Jordan has already come and gone, taking Red with him. I don’t know if I am strong enough to let her leave, if I see her again. I might even beg her again to stay.No one ever wants me. Or Raven.Not my mother, who had abandoned me on the edge of a road, in the middle of the night.Not my adoptive parents, that hated my very existence.And not my mate.‘Even if I failed to protect you, I want you to know that being your wolf is an honor.’‘I love you, Raven. I don’t know what I would do without you.’With a heavy heart, I look around the clearing. I found it, by chance one day, while walking through the woods. For a while, it had been the place that provided me with some comfort. Then, it became the place where Raven spent so many wonderful moments with Red and Safia. I watched Red through Raven’s eyes, falling in love with her more and more each day. And with Safia.Now,
Loud voices wake me. The sage and bay scents around me let me know I am still in Tatiana’s home. While talking and drinking tea, my eyes started to feel heavy, and I must have fallen asleep. All the things she told me gave me a lot to think about, and I have already made a decision about what I want to do regarding Caleb and Jordan.I remain in bed a little longer, with my eyes still closed, thinking about all the questions I want to ask Caleb when I return to the Rogue Village. Safia is not off the hook either, as she, too, kept Raven a secret from me.Something brushes against my cheek, sending sparks all over my body, and my eyes pop open. Caleb is crouched next to the bed, his chocolate scent wrapping around me.So deep was I in my thoughts that I did not sense him?“Hi,” he whispers. “You got me all worried when I couldn’t find you. I thought something had happened to you. Then Tatiana called me yesterday to let me know you are with her.”Yesterday? How long have I been sleeping?
My heart sinks because the one who is yelling is Jordan. Alpha Ben lets go of me, and I get away from him.Jordan yells again, this time harder, and I try to tell him, but my throat feels like it is on fire. The order Alpha Ben gave me of not letting anyone know of what he does me prevents me from speaking about what happens in his office. But I have my phone, and I recorded everything he said and did. I want to show it to Jordan, but then Alpha Ben claims I am a whore, and Jordan’s scent changes from shock to believing his father. Then my mate—my mate—grips my hair and yanks hard, forcing me to stand.Everything is happening so fast that I can barely think of what to do or say.“You are just a cheap whore!” Jordan snarls in my face. “You not only lied to me, but you made me believe you were innocent while I was planning the day you will become Luna of this pack.”How can Jordan believe I am a whore after everything that had happened between us?Tears run down my face. “Listen to me,