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Author: MadlainQ
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My heart kept pounding through the rest of the day. I couldn't believe I said it aloud. I admitted that I was in love with Alex. In love! I had never even admitted it in front of myself, and suddenly I was able to say it in front of someone whom I'd met only two days earlier. Even Joy hadn't heard me say it!

My whole body trembled as if I had overdosed on caffeine. Instead of creating new drafts, I spent most of the day pacing around the house. I was like a bomb of emotions, ready to explode.

I loved him. I loved Alex. I loved the biological father of my son.

I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time. That realization was both ecstatic and terrifying because I knew that what I felt was quite permanent. I had been treating my heart with the utmost care and respect. After the great damage caused by my crappy ex, I decided to treat every sprout of emotions as a potential danger. Idiot. I had never even noticed when this seed Alex had planted grew to the size of a freaking baobab. And no
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