Freya
Day 19 of Captivity
Tears leaked from my eyes as I sat in silence staring at the empty space across the room where Amy once sat. The smart young woman had been beaten to death over the space of six hours while the man with the long beard held my head in place so I couldn’t look away.
I could still hear her screams and see her blood splatter against the wall as claws slashed through her skin.
They said they were teaching us a lesson. Teaching me a lesson. We belonged to them now, and any attempt at escaping would be met with deadly force.
It worked. The remaining three girls and I hadn’t uttered a word since they dragged her bloody broken body from the room at first light.
Living as a rogue had hardened me. I had witnessed murders, many of them over the years, I had even played a part in taking a life a time or two but always in defence, never like this.
Not a single one of those moments, none of my lessons had even slightly prepared me to witness that.
A shiver wracked my body, and I wrapped my arm around my bent knees as tears slipped from my eyes, crying for the girl I barely knew. The girl I had once wished I could be.
Day 23 of captivity
The days that followed Amy’s death were quiet and sombre. None of us had the energy to fight or to stay strong, after all what were we fighting for. I couldn’t risk making another plan, if I died no one would miss me. Well maybe my uncle would, but that would be it, whereas these girls, they had lives, families that loved them. People who were waiting for them to come home.
It was day 23 when the door opened again, and we all flinched back into the wood of the walls. We had come to learn to dread the door opening, we had learnt our place. I closed not wanting to see what horror awaited us today, but they sprung open as all I saw behind my closed lids was the horror that haunted me.
The broken, lifeless body of the sweet girl with blonde hair, her lifeless eyes, the spreading blood, the screams that still echoed in my head.
No, the unknown was definitely better than facing that. So, I watched in helpless abandon as two men entered the room and grabbed a screaming Chloe and a crying Beth, taking them into the all for inspection, and still I watched the faces, I memorised the features, because one day. One day they would pay.
Day 36 of captivity
Chloe was gone so was Beth. Sold no doubt to what ever scum thought it was acceptable to buy and trade slaves. Leah was still here, so were three other girls, Tori, Hannah, and Lissa. There had been a fourth, Marianne, but she was gone already.
I bit my lip against the urge to shout at the idiotic woman across the room who had been blathering on for the last four hours about how Daddy would get her out here, and that she wouldn’t be here more than a day. She was literally driving me insane, but I didn’t have the heart to clue her in to reality.
I hadn’t tried to escape again although my mind had come up with a plan all on its own. Not that I would likely be able to pull it off, I was half the size I was when I arrived here, I meant I had always wanted to shift a little weight, but this was taking the biscuit I no linger had curves, just bones. I felt weak all the time and the longer I was going without shifting the more depressed Shay became, with only me for company, I couldn’t say I blamed her, I wasn’t exactly a happy soul of late.
Only my mind wouldn’t stop thinking over the whole situation from the moment I was captured. In over a month I still hadn’t managed to figure out who these guys were. It was easy enough to figure out that they answered to someone other than themselves when they bandied the word boss around like it was going out of fashion, though it never seemed to be directed at anyone. So, they weren’t working alone.
I also couldn’t figure out why I was still here. In all the times that door had opened I hadn’t once been dragged out. Not that I was complaining I certainly would never work as anyone’s slave, that was for damn sure, but it didn’t make sense. Leah had been dragged out once then returned before the buyer took Marianne, I had been here longer than anyone else and I couldn’t make any sense of it.
Day 68 of captivity
The days turned into months and the weeks all bled together. There had been a little trouble last night, a fight of some kind outside the cabin, none of us could really work out what was said, they were too far away but the girls had fun this morning making up stories.
Leah, Tori and Hannah had all been bought. Marissa, Kerry and Charlotte had been brought in to replace them, only Charlotte died in the first twelve hours, some sort of medical condition. Kerry, the girl with the big mouth, shut up instantly when the door opened and one of the men entered looking seriously pissed off and deciding to take that anger out on the first thing he came across. Me.
I fought my instinct and relaxed my muscles knowing it would hurt much less as hi boot connected with my side, with enough force to send me skidding across the floor as far as the chains would allow.
“Fuckin piece of shit asshole” The guy muttered to himself as he kicked out again, his boot connecting with my face this time and as much as I tried, I couldn’t help the cry of pain as my nose broke and blood seeped down my face. Bringing my hands up to protect my head he took it out on the rest of my body and I whimpered and cried as the blows kept coming.
Eventually the kicks stopped, and I moved an arm away to see the room empty except for the other girls.
“Are you okay?” Marissa asked from across the room, and I rolled my eyes as I tentatively sat up, what a stupid question. Covered in my own blood, moving like a ninety-year-old and groaning in plain and she asks if I’m alright.
“Yeah, peachy.” The sarcasm was obvious, and it wasn’t her fault, but I didn’t have the energy to apologise. With a deep breath and gritted teeth, I placed my fingers either side of my nose and snapped it back into place, a scream torn from my throat as the bones realigned with a sickening crunch. As I sagged back against the wall, darkness vision my vision asleep came
Day 92 of captivity
The days passed in a monotony of hell, each bringing the same as the last. The girls came and went, the faces changed but the stories remained the same. Innocent girls in the wrong place at the wrong time and all of a sudden, the life they took for granted was gone.
It was just Amelia and I at the minute. She was a fighter I knew that much, and had held out longer than the others had before giving in to their situation. She had been ere about a week, and still fought against our captors every chance she got.
Night had fallen and darkness surrounded us as I heard her chains rattling slightly in the room before seeing her silhouette as she stood up and the breath left my lungs in a rush of panic.
“What are you doing?” I asked in the otherwise silent room.
“Getting out of here.” She uttered stepping towards the door.
“You can’t. We tried once, they beat one of the girls to death n front of the rest of us.
“Well, I would rather die trying.” She muttered before the door pulled open with a creak and she stepped into the hall.
I held my breath as I listened out for any signs of movement, signs she had been caught, but there was nothing. Several minutes later I heard the outer door open and close with a soft creak and still I held my breath.
Eventually morning came and still there was nothing. She did it, she got out. I relaxed a little and let sleep come although it wasn’t long before I was woken.
Day 93 of captivity.
“Where is she? Where the fuck is she?” The beatings kept coming, the same question asked over and over again.
“That’s enough” A different voice stated, one I hadn’t heard before and I forced my swollen eyes open to see a smartly dressed man in the doorway. “We need to move. Bring her with us.” He stated then a blindfold wrapped around my eyes, and someone grabbed a painful hold of my hair before dragging me across the room. I passed out before I left the doorway.
FreyaDay 95 of captivityThe first time I woke it was dark outside, the room I was in had a small window along the back wall which set my heart racing for all of a second before the bars in front of it registered. It took way to long to get my pained mind to realise that the bars weren’t on the window however, they were surrounding me.With a pained groan, I tried to shift around, noting the enclosure I was in but the space was so small I could barely sit up. My legs were crushed against my chest as I shifted into a slouched seated position with head touching the bars above me and I felt out with my tender hands toying to find a way out.Once my eyes adjusted ad I was awake enough to register what I was seeing it truly sank in. I was in a cage. An animal create, with thick metal bars and a lock on the gate. I tested the cold metal, tugging on t
FreyaDay 165 of captivity The new girl was coming around quicker than I had expected. I sat back quietly watching, waiting for the screaming, and crying and panicking to start. I expected that tonight would be another sleepless one. Not that I begrudged the woman her horror, after all I had been here for months and still struggled to come to terms with how man could to this to other living beings.She groaned as she opened her eyes, feeling her head and her hand came away bloody and I wondered just how bad the wound was, would she even make it until morning? They hadn’t all. Her hand dropped from in front of her face as I saw the second se realised she was in a cage, but she didn’t panic like the others had, she didn’t scream of cry, she just lay there and tugged on one of the bars.“Hello.” I uttered then winced, so much for keeping to myself, so much for scared and
DamianThe drive back home to Blackrock wasn’t a particularly long one, but it seemed to take forever as the roads stretched out before us.How the hell everything had gone to shit like this was beyond me.A year ago, we were living in relative peace, there was always a small bump in the road to overcome, an argument to settle or rogues to deal with. But never had we had so many things coming at us form so many directions that we could barely keep up.Tristan had spent the last week r two in a constant state of worry, something that I wasn’t used to seeing on my Alpha.He was a good man, thrown into the role by a father that couldn’t handle the pressure and left to rule over the largest pack in our hemisphere without any support, but he was hard-headed and stubborn and had a habit of being in the right place at the right time.He was a good Alpha, there was no doubting that, but
Freya“I can’t guarantee that it will work, but I will do everything I can to get you out of here with me.” Cali uttered from her cage once the room was empty, and I offered a small smile, if money was truly all these guys cared about then there was a chance it would work, or at least it would if there was even the smallest shred of honour in the men, but I doubted it, I wasn’t holding out much hope, that was for sure.The room fell back into silence as I listened out for the men waiting patiently for them to come back although I found myself unable to sit still. Finally, after close to six months I was getting my wish. I was getting a look at the man behind the door.I closed my eyes and tried to bring up his image in my head, it was fuzzy, bits were missing. Each of the other men I could picture with perfect clarity, and it was frustrating, this man was the one that meant the most because he
DamianThings had moved fast once the warriors arrived from Oak creek, with their support, our numbers were solid, although Tris certainly had his hands full with the Luna’s brothers, they were a force all of their own. Very head strong and confident and I wondered if their sister was similar, after all, she as my Luna now.I kept my eyes on the treeline as we headed full speed towards our target, speed limits didn’t apply to an Alpha in pain, and there was no doubt that the man was suffering, never would have guessed it. If someone had told me three months ago that the Alpha of Blackrock would head over ass for a girl I would have laughed. Now I just hoped we got there in time, I hoped she was there, and I hoped we weren’t underestimating the task.We only expected between five and ten men, if there were more than that we would certainly have a fight on our hands. Not that I was complaining, I had s
FreyaEverything around me faded as my eyes refused to move, staring at the man before me, I drank him in, a good head taller than me with thick red hair and pale skin, his eyes stood out against his complexion and damn were they show stopping. He had a strong jaw, wide shoulders, and thick arms. He obviously looked after himself. My eyes trailed down his body on their own accord as reality seeped back in.My mate. Shay was over the damn moon, I could feel her excitement inside our head and the almost dance she was doing wasn’t exactly subtle but the rational, cynical part of my brain had me trying to rein it all in.After all this man was the complete opposite of me in appearance, while he was strong and healthy, I was anything but as I remembered the skin and bones I had become while in captivity, I felt fear seep into me. What if he didn’t want me?“Hi.” The man spoke, a whisper in the night, but I
FreyaBlackrock’s packhouse was huge, bigger than I expected. I had visited a couple of pack houses over the years, mostly alongside my Uncle Danny but never anything to this degree. I had of course heard of Blackrock. They were the largest pack in the area, so tales of them carried but of course there was also the talk amongst the rogues that had been whispered about over the past year or so.There were whispers of a northern pack, a new pack that was setting up and growing with the purpose of outsizing Blackrock, they had some sort of vendetta against them and were recruiting rogues to do odd jobs. Attacking the pack and such, although I never got involved in that side of things and I hadn’t heard anything in a while so maybe they had resolved the issue.But even the things I had heard didn’t do justice to the size of the territory or the packhouse itself.It looked like something out of an
DamianWell damn if this hadn’t all gone tits up. At the age of twenty-five I had almost given up on the idea of finding a true mate.I had attended mating day every year since I turned eighteen, and due to the nature of being the pack delta, I had visited more packs than I could count over the years, I had figured that if I hadn’t found her by now then I wouldn’t find her at all. So, imagine my shock when I set eyes on the tiny, skin and bones grey wolf at the cabin.It had registered straight away that it likely wouldn’t be easy. She had been held captive for months and fuck knows what they had done to her while she was there, so I knew that I would have a battle on my hands, but never did I expect her to refuse the mating. At least she hadn’t outright rejected it. that was something at least.I settled her into the room next to mine and found a pair of shorts and a t-shirt out o
FreyaAs it turns out, a run was just what I needed to clear my head.By the time we returned to the pack house, and I headed upstairs to shower and change ready for the Luna ceremony I felt ore like myself than I had in months. I had no doubt that Damian had played a part in that.I felt confident, I was still weak, the exorcise had left me out of breath and my muscles were shaking with the unaccustomed strain of actually doing something but the burn was amazing, like I had achieved something.We ran into a couple of pack members on the way back to the house, which was an experience unlike any I had lived through before.I had been raised to be wary, to distrust before trusting, and to always be cautious, as such it was in my nature to be on the defensive, to protect myself and what was mine, although it took me until that moment to realise that I believed Damian to be mine. Which was enlightening for b
FreyaWell, this certainly wasn’t how I had expected things to go, somehow, I felt comfortable, at ease. And that was entirely Damian. He was patient and didn’t seem to mind explain things to me. I did wonder if that would still be the case when he was explaining things to me in the weeks to come, because let’s face it, there was no way I would pick up on all of this in a couple of days. This was an entirely different way of life.“Is there anywhere you would like to go?” He asked and I turned my attention to his chiselled features, taking him in for a moment and considering my answer.By the nature of our species, I was supposed to be able to trust this man with every part of my being. He hadn’t given me any indication that he was a tit for tat kind of man, so I took a leap of faith and told him the truth.“Is there somewhere we could go to shift? It’s been so lo
Freya“It’s okay. You never have to do anything that you don’t want to do here.” He uttered but he seemed disheartened, and I hated that, that my own fear and stupid reactions were causing someone else hurt. People shouldn’t be able to hold this kind of power, abusers shouldn’t have an effect on their victims and their families’ months down the line and yet I knew that unless I faced my fears, I would end up jumping at my own shadow for the rest of my life.Taking a deep breath I closed the gap between us, stopping directly in front of Damian, so close we were almost touching. His surprised eyes met mine and a slow smile spread across his face. “I want to.” I uttered my words quiet in the empty hallway. “I just don’t know how to. I’ve never lived a life like this Damian, I have no idea what I’m doing here, I’m out of my depth.” I stated
DamianI ignored the pain in my knuckles as I pounded the bag, throwing my whole weight at it in hopes of calming the storm that was raging. “Fuck!” I uttered collapsing against the bag out of breath and ignoring the split skin and blood that ran down my hand.How the fuck anyone could do that to another human being, let alone young innocent defenceless women.“Wow, Daimo’ man, You alright?” Roman asked stepping into the gym in his own workout clothes and getting an eyeful of what no doubt looked like a man on the edge of committing murder.“Not really.” I uttered dropping onto one of the benches and running my hands through my hair. “Just got finished with Jacksons deposition of Freya.” I informed knowing of course that he had missed it.“That bad?” he queries his expression suddenly sombre, and I shook my head.“Worse, man.
FreyaI bit my tongue to stop myself from apologising, to stop myself from thanking him yet again. All that would do is give him mixed signals, and as much as I wished things could be different, i knew my place in the world and it wasn’t here playing princess to a delta.“Jackson, our head warrior, would like to speak to you if you feel up to it. I said I would ask but feel free to say no, you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.” He stated pointedly and I nodded.“What does he want?” I asked and he shrugged a little.“I expect he would like to ask you about the traffickers. We have been having a little trouble from a pack up north, he’s concerned that the two are connected, I think he’s just trying to piece things together.” He concluded and I nodded, I guess it was the least I could do given that they were allowing me to stay here.
FreyaThe doctor was nice enough, he poked and prodded a little, took a sample of blood to run some tests that he said he would get back to me about, gave me what looked like a year’s supply of vitamins and some supplements that he promised would help me regain a little of the weight I had lost and told me that he would be by again in a week to run another check-up. I half expected that I would be gone by then, not that I mentioned that to him. But all in all, he declared that I was in relatively good health considering. A little underweight, and malnourished, but nothing that a course of supplements, plenty of rest and some good meals couldn’t fix.I was still a little shaky, my muscles were weak, and I couldn’t stand for too long without my legs giving way, but I had every intention of rectifying that as soon as possible. After all I had work to be getting on with and the sooner I was in fighting form the
DamianWell damn if this hadn’t all gone tits up. At the age of twenty-five I had almost given up on the idea of finding a true mate.I had attended mating day every year since I turned eighteen, and due to the nature of being the pack delta, I had visited more packs than I could count over the years, I had figured that if I hadn’t found her by now then I wouldn’t find her at all. So, imagine my shock when I set eyes on the tiny, skin and bones grey wolf at the cabin.It had registered straight away that it likely wouldn’t be easy. She had been held captive for months and fuck knows what they had done to her while she was there, so I knew that I would have a battle on my hands, but never did I expect her to refuse the mating. At least she hadn’t outright rejected it. that was something at least.I settled her into the room next to mine and found a pair of shorts and a t-shirt out o
FreyaBlackrock’s packhouse was huge, bigger than I expected. I had visited a couple of pack houses over the years, mostly alongside my Uncle Danny but never anything to this degree. I had of course heard of Blackrock. They were the largest pack in the area, so tales of them carried but of course there was also the talk amongst the rogues that had been whispered about over the past year or so.There were whispers of a northern pack, a new pack that was setting up and growing with the purpose of outsizing Blackrock, they had some sort of vendetta against them and were recruiting rogues to do odd jobs. Attacking the pack and such, although I never got involved in that side of things and I hadn’t heard anything in a while so maybe they had resolved the issue.But even the things I had heard didn’t do justice to the size of the territory or the packhouse itself.It looked like something out of an
FreyaEverything around me faded as my eyes refused to move, staring at the man before me, I drank him in, a good head taller than me with thick red hair and pale skin, his eyes stood out against his complexion and damn were they show stopping. He had a strong jaw, wide shoulders, and thick arms. He obviously looked after himself. My eyes trailed down his body on their own accord as reality seeped back in.My mate. Shay was over the damn moon, I could feel her excitement inside our head and the almost dance she was doing wasn’t exactly subtle but the rational, cynical part of my brain had me trying to rein it all in.After all this man was the complete opposite of me in appearance, while he was strong and healthy, I was anything but as I remembered the skin and bones I had become while in captivity, I felt fear seep into me. What if he didn’t want me?“Hi.” The man spoke, a whisper in the night, but I