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2020-09-24 13:40:06'I think you're not capable of this job. Come tomorrow and I'll hand over your resignation letter.' I said.
And suddenly it hit me, what did I just say?? I was supposed to scold her but, now that I have said it I have to go with it. I told her to leave and she started to walk out. I saw her eyes, they were filled with unshed tears which looked like pearls. I again said something in my apoplexy which I shouldn't have. I was again panting due to my anger and took hold of a chair to stand but then I saw her unstable.
Suddenly my all instability vanished in thin air. I ran towards her and held her before she hit the ground. She was unconscious and I was worried. I picked her up in my arms and ran out of my room in the corridor where Emma was standing. As soon as she saw me she yelled worriedly,
'Sarah?? What happened to her? What did you do? Is she alright?' She asked all in one breath.
'Just help me open the door
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