Chapter 81

Chapter 81

** Mason’s POV **

I wish I could tell them how much I want them, both of them. I wish I could be more like they are, more open, but I learnt the hard way that admitting any kind of feelings or showing affection is just giving someone an opportunity to hurt you. Every time I even think about touching Theo, my father is in my head ready to punish me with his knives or lash me with his whip. The worst mistake of my life had been to ask him that stupid question when I was a child. I’d paid for that every day since. Those simple words had made me who I am today. A monster.

Josie pleads for more as Theo teases her with his tongue. She is beautiful like this, flushed with need. There’s a wildness about her that calls to me. The bottle of lube sits on the dresser behind me. I pick it up and look at Theo. He’s so alluring to me, he has been since the moment I laid eyes on him.

“Boys don’t love boys Mason!” Whip. My father’s words scream in my head and I flinch. The bite of that whip