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81: Sick Needs

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last update Last Updated: 2023-03-03 07:00:37

ALPHA XANDER’S POV

Hearing her cries burned my soul, more because her tears were for that…that good for nothing warrior. That good for nothing man I craved to kill. My claws yearned for his blood, my canines hungry to tear through his flesh. But I gave her my word, I wouldn’t do anything to him…not yet at least.

Adriana follows behind me, silently sniffling once in a while. The sick part of me wanted to tell her to swallow it, the sound grated on my nerves knowing it was all for him. That damned bastard. I really wanted to kill him so bad.

“Have you eaten?” I asked out of the blue. The words made it past my lips before I could even think through it. We were standing outside the door to my room.

Adriana doesn’t say anything for five minutes before she slowly nods her head. I hummed then opened the door to my room. I felt when her heart beat increased, it was beating at an unsteady rate. I could smell her nervousness, heck I was sure the people outside could smell it too.

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Elizabeth Emery
She needs to get Xander to understand why she does not crave sex the way wolves do, how she had to fight. off men like the gamma in her fathers house just to keep her virginity. Xander needs to be aware of what her upbringing was really like.
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