Squeezing my phone and gnashing my teeth, "Who sent me this?"
"Is this a joke?""Why would someone send me this ugly joke today?" I questioned all my bridesmaids as my eyes turned into flames.While rubbing my back, Lydia pulled the phone off my hand and whispered in a shaky voice, "Lexy..., this ain't a joke.""This picture was uploaded about an hour ago.""Take a closer look, besty," said Lydia frantically."Damn it, Lydia, don't you dare calm me right now. I want to know whoever sent me this deadbeat joke," I said furiously, snatching the phone off Lydia's hands."The man in the photo looks like Jerry, but not my Jerry. They may be sharing the first name but not my Jerry Stephens," I said frantically.I didn't take the picture seriously. Sarcastically, I burst into laughter then the girls gaped at me.My weird reaction shook the girls. They must have thought I was losing it. Perhaps a string had detached itself in my mind.I wasn't thinking straight. I'm supposed to be damn mad right now, but there I was laughing.While rubbing my back, Lydia tried to calm me down, "take it easy, best..." before Lydia finished off her soothing punch line, I intercepted her with a yell, "shut the fuck up, Lydia. Just shut your f-ing mouth," as I snatched and threw my phone on the car's mat.A bomb of silence dropped in the limo. Nobody dared to say a word after my outburst.I sat there in silence; my heartbeat was the only thing I could hear. It was so loud.As loud as my heartbeat was, so was my heart scared. Then it stopped, and my body grew weak. My body turned pale. The shocking turn of events made me grow cold.I wanted to scream, yell, punch something or someone, but I couldn't. Something held back my cocktail of emotions.Then I saw a message pop up on my phone. Cindy went for it, but before she got it, I had it."It's mom, not Jerry," I uttered in frustration.I was still expecting to hear from Jerry. I believed he was going to reach out. I mean, he must have an explanation for all this.We were just a few minutes away from the church's gate. But then a sudden stop and silence without communication from anyone.No one from the groom's family reached out to me. Is that even normal? I couldn't tell as it was my first time to wedd. Besides, I had never been a bridesmaid at any wedding. So I lacked clues.The text from mom was an apology.Mom sent me a sorry message. I couldn't understand why mom was apologizing and for what reason. Why not any other person? Thoughts streamed through my mind.I was brought back to life when my driver rolled down the partition to make an announcement, "I have orders to take you back home, mom," the driver said politely as he rolled up the partition.I wanted to ask questions, but he didn't give me room to air my queries. Maybe I was seeking answers in the wrong direction.The driver took a sharp turn and then rushed us home. On our way home, silence robbed us of our voice.I had sprayed fury inside the limo. Nobody dared even to cough. I grabbed the veil hanging from my back and tore it apart.I didn't realize my eyes were socked wet in tears at this moment. I cared less about my makeup. Angy's effort could go to hell for all I cared.Upon arrival at home, I noticed a red flashy sedan car parked adjacent to my parents' ride to the church.The car was not just any type of sedan car, but Jerry's type. The Limo pulled over at our home's entrance.I stepped out and turned to the sedan car, only to be stopped by Cathy, "mom, you have a guest waiting for you inside.""Quit with the damn titles now if you don't want to get your ass fired. Who the hell is waiting for me?!""Speak up, damn it...!" I raged at Cathy.Shaking, "I'm sorry, mom, but I've never seen the gentleman before, though he said he's Anthony Stephens," Cathy responded, nearly crying as she paved the way for me.I entered the house in fury, heading for the living room. Cathy interrupted me again, "mom, to the study room, please."I turned and gave her a stern, frenzy look. Cathy stepped back, nearly tripping before Lydia held her. Lydia saved Cathy from stumbling onto the flower stand.I turned to the study room as Lydia and Kate followed me.When I reached dad's study room, the door was ajar. I stormed into the room and slapped the door behind me, locking Lydia and Kate out.Furiously, I headed for Anthony. I wanted to grab him by the collar to get my answers.All I need is a reality check. Only the truth can restore sanity in me.Before I reached Anthony, Jerry's brother, mom pointed to a seat and commanded me, "take a seat, darling."Mom sat while dad stood by her side with his arm rested on mom's left shoulder.Mom and Jerry seemed tense, but dad's face was blank. For the first time, I couldn't read my dad's face. It was like a poker game.Once I took the seat, dad broke the silence, "speak up, young man. What brings you to our home, and.."Before dad finished speaking, mom rubbed dad's arm that he'd laid on her shoulder. That way, dad posed, and mom nodded to Anthony.As soon as words left Anthony's lips, my heart skipped a beat, not once but nearly thrice. I could no longer feel my heartbeat. I became emotionless and motionless like a statue.Darkness grew in the room. My body became colder and colder. I could see Anthony's lips moving but couldn't get his words. Suddenly, darkness engulfed my eyes and world.I didn't know for how long I was out. It seems like I had flaked out. When I woke up, I was lying on my bed, no longer in dad's study room but in my room.The windows were open to allow the breeze into the room. Then I heard voices in my room. "Doctor, will she be fine?""Don't worry, Mr. and Mrs. Grey; she is and will be fine.""The sudden turn of events just shook your daughter.""Are you sure my daughter is not sick?""No, Mr. Grey, she's in perfect health.""Thank you, doctor.""One more thing, she needs just plenty of rest and less stress. with that, she'll be fine.""Thank you, doctor," a woman's voice said.I noticed mom and dad by my bedroom door when I came around.They were with a man in big round glasses and a stethoscope. That must be a doctor. It's their voices that I've heard all along.I tried getting off the bed but got held back by a nasty headache.Then I heard a voice, "you'll need this and plenty of rest," said Lydia as she handed me a cup of chamomile tea.It seems like Lydia had been by my side all along. I wanted to confirm whether what Anthony said before I flaked out was real.In a weary tone, " Lydia.. is what Anthony told the truth?""Please don't lie to me. I need some honesty, please.""I need something to restore my sanity.""I feel like I'm losing my mind.""Please say something, Lydia. I promise I won't yell at you.""I'm sorry I yelled at you back then in the car..."Before I could finish my apology, Lydia interrupted me."I understand what you're going through, Lexy.""I would've reacted the same if not overreacted.""It's true. Everything Anthony said is true. Jerry played you dirty.""He never deserved you in the first place, Lexy.""You deserve much better than Jerry.""He was your first, and with your beauty and figure, you would grab any man's attention.""Just forget about Jerry, please.." Lydia said as she hopped in bed with me.I responded with a smile and acted like everything was okay to ease the tension.I wanted some time alone. But after the fainting, who would dare give me space. That blackout worsened things for me; I'm being pampered like an egg.I was getting more attention from mom and the entire household."But how am I just supposed to erase all our memories together?""The good times we spent together...""How I'm I supposed to empty my memories with Jerry?""Is it easy to get rid of your first love's memory?""Jerry is not just my first love. He was going to be my husband, "I saidLydia intercepted again, "but he has just turned into an ex-boyfriend, not a husband.""I guess he was just fooling you, Lexy.""This time, I'll walk with you; I'll be right there when it all happens, to stop bad guys like Jerry from wasting you," said Lydia sarcastically."But I still love him. I want him back. I want him.. back... please," I said in tears.Lydia held me close to her chest. She was about to join me in the crying party before mom walked back into the room."Come here, baby, " mom said with open arms as she got closer and sat next to me on my bed.Momma and Lydia held me as I cried my eyes and heart out. My wedding day has turned into a nightmare, my boyfriend, husband to be, has just turned into an ex-boyfriend..."Jerry!""Jerry, please!""Jerry, please help me!""Please don't leave me here!""Jerry, please don't do this to me!"Before I realized it, I was up, heart racing and soaked in sweat, with Lydia next to me, freaking out.Lydia gave me a concerned but gentle stare.I didn't know how long I had been screaming in my dream.In confusion, "I-I...I thought...I saw Jerry.""Goodness, Lexy, you're probably having a terrible nightmare!" Lydia exclaimed as she reached for a glass of water from the bedside."Please drink this. Should I turn the AC on?""Gosh! You're soaking in sweat, besty," said Lydia as she headed for the AC switch."Don't you worry, I'll be fine.""I probably need a few minutes outside to clear my head," I ignored Lydia's concerns as I headed for my robe."Lexy, no!""I know you're going through a rough time right now, but please don't do this on your own.""Please don't brush me off.""That's why I'm right here by your side," said Lydia blocking my way."Th
My whole life, I have been waiting for this day. This moment when I can officially be called Mrs. Stevens. I knew the day would eventually come as we both looked forward to it. I didn't think I would get emotional during the last days toward my wedding day. Every day before I went to bed, Jerry Stevens, my fiancée and I had skype calls to ease my tension. I could not help but notice how calm and relaxed Jerry appeared during those late-night calls. When I shared my thoughts about his casual attitude with my close friends, they claimed it is natural for men to appear steady and relaxed before their spouses but tense in a herd of their gender. Alas! I felt a sigh of relief. "Everything is okay, Lexy... Soon you'll be Mrs. Stevens, the love of your life," I could mimic these words every night until I fell asleep. I belived the words worked magic on me because I felt asleep faster. Finally, the long-awaited day arrived like a newspaper delivered by a delivery guy at the front door mat,
It was time to leave my nest and walk downstairs to meet the rest of the bridesmaid team. By this time, the anxiety had passed. Angy is a genius. She rescued me from the drowning nerve breakdown.For the first time, the staircases down to the main door felt much. Perhaps I was moving too slowly to avoid breaking a sweat or ruining my wedding gown.I want to be the city's perfect bride, with ideal makeup from the city's known makeup artist for her remarkable work and impressive gown. With perfection in place, it called for the tortoise moves.Mother followed my pace without a word. One might have assumed she lost her voice to joy or tears of giving away her only child.Perhaps mommy was just nervous but didn't want to admit it? "Is this how she carried herself during her wedding day?" I couldn't help but feel bothered by mommy's silence.My mother, Mrs. Grey, is known for being a timekeeper. A very strict lady. Despite old age battling to catch up with her. She always wants her
"What's that? Where did it come from? Who's out there? Why is nobody other than me bothered by the flickers of flight...?! I kept questioning myself with my eyes shut.Under the veil, my eyes remained shut. At least brides had veils to mask their actions. With my head down, I turned away from the blinding light."Who allowed these gossip mongers into our home?" momma questioned in fury with an unnatural smile for the cameras. She has turned again into Mrs. Grey. Everything is for the show now."Camera lights..." I murmured. I couldn't help but wonder who hired them. Oops! it slipped my mind that my wedding has been the talk of the town.By now, any media house or agency must have heard of it. And could just send their team to have the primary info. An advantage to them.Cameras acting as paparazzi are a disadvantage to us to our privacy. However, the spotlight on my family's kingdom of business serves us as an advantage.I guess every good thing has a bad side. No one can have i
"Oh no...! Not my car keys too..." I yelled in disdain while clenching my teeth and fist. First my wallet and now my car keys?"How was I supposed to get home then? Is there someone trying to mess up with me?" thoughts raced down my mindFrustrated, I stood in the parking lot wishing the car doors would open and let me in. I couldn't walk home, it's quite a stretch from school. Besides, the frustrations drowned me in a pool of exhaustion.Since I lost my wallet, earlier on, I had tried reaching my dad to rescue me from the embarrassment in the food joint, but his phone was out of reach and so was mum's phone too.Quite a dramatic long day for me. I sat on my car trunk waiting for a miracle to happen.Out of thin air, Jerry shows up again. This time, he is driving a cool blue sedan car."Not again...! How many times will this man be a hero in a day?" I thought as I stared his way in distress.Jerry pulls over his car, steps out, and walks toward me."I won't bite, just here to
"Jerry!""Jerry, please!""Jerry, please help me!""Please don't leave me here!""Jerry, please don't do this to me!"Before I realized it, I was up, heart racing and soaked in sweat, with Lydia next to me, freaking out.Lydia gave me a concerned but gentle stare.I didn't know how long I had been screaming in my dream.In confusion, "I-I...I thought...I saw Jerry.""Goodness, Lexy, you're probably having a terrible nightmare!" Lydia exclaimed as she reached for a glass of water from the bedside."Please drink this. Should I turn the AC on?""Gosh! You're soaking in sweat, besty," said Lydia as she headed for the AC switch."Don't you worry, I'll be fine.""I probably need a few minutes outside to clear my head," I ignored Lydia's concerns as I headed for my robe."Lexy, no!""I know you're going through a rough time right now, but please don't do this on your own.""Please don't brush me off.""That's why I'm right here by your side," said Lydia blocking my way."Th
Squeezing my phone and gnashing my teeth, "Who sent me this?""Is this a joke?""Why would someone send me this ugly joke today?" I questioned all my bridesmaids as my eyes turned into flames.While rubbing my back, Lydia pulled the phone off my hand and whispered in a shaky voice, "Lexy..., this ain't a joke.""This picture was uploaded about an hour ago.""Take a closer look, besty," said Lydia frantically."Damn it, Lydia, don't you dare calm me right now. I want to know whoever sent me this deadbeat joke," I said furiously, snatching the phone off Lydia's hands."The man in the photo looks like Jerry, but not my Jerry. They may be sharing the first name but not my Jerry Stephens," I said frantically.I didn't take the picture seriously. Sarcastically, I burst into laughter then the girls gaped at me.My weird reaction shook the girls. They must have thought I was losing it. Perhaps a string had detached itself in my mind.I wasn't thinking straight. I'm supposed to be da
"Oh no...! Not my car keys too..." I yelled in disdain while clenching my teeth and fist. First my wallet and now my car keys?"How was I supposed to get home then? Is there someone trying to mess up with me?" thoughts raced down my mindFrustrated, I stood in the parking lot wishing the car doors would open and let me in. I couldn't walk home, it's quite a stretch from school. Besides, the frustrations drowned me in a pool of exhaustion.Since I lost my wallet, earlier on, I had tried reaching my dad to rescue me from the embarrassment in the food joint, but his phone was out of reach and so was mum's phone too.Quite a dramatic long day for me. I sat on my car trunk waiting for a miracle to happen.Out of thin air, Jerry shows up again. This time, he is driving a cool blue sedan car."Not again...! How many times will this man be a hero in a day?" I thought as I stared his way in distress.Jerry pulls over his car, steps out, and walks toward me."I won't bite, just here to
"What's that? Where did it come from? Who's out there? Why is nobody other than me bothered by the flickers of flight...?! I kept questioning myself with my eyes shut.Under the veil, my eyes remained shut. At least brides had veils to mask their actions. With my head down, I turned away from the blinding light."Who allowed these gossip mongers into our home?" momma questioned in fury with an unnatural smile for the cameras. She has turned again into Mrs. Grey. Everything is for the show now."Camera lights..." I murmured. I couldn't help but wonder who hired them. Oops! it slipped my mind that my wedding has been the talk of the town.By now, any media house or agency must have heard of it. And could just send their team to have the primary info. An advantage to them.Cameras acting as paparazzi are a disadvantage to us to our privacy. However, the spotlight on my family's kingdom of business serves us as an advantage.I guess every good thing has a bad side. No one can have i
It was time to leave my nest and walk downstairs to meet the rest of the bridesmaid team. By this time, the anxiety had passed. Angy is a genius. She rescued me from the drowning nerve breakdown.For the first time, the staircases down to the main door felt much. Perhaps I was moving too slowly to avoid breaking a sweat or ruining my wedding gown.I want to be the city's perfect bride, with ideal makeup from the city's known makeup artist for her remarkable work and impressive gown. With perfection in place, it called for the tortoise moves.Mother followed my pace without a word. One might have assumed she lost her voice to joy or tears of giving away her only child.Perhaps mommy was just nervous but didn't want to admit it? "Is this how she carried herself during her wedding day?" I couldn't help but feel bothered by mommy's silence.My mother, Mrs. Grey, is known for being a timekeeper. A very strict lady. Despite old age battling to catch up with her. She always wants her
My whole life, I have been waiting for this day. This moment when I can officially be called Mrs. Stevens. I knew the day would eventually come as we both looked forward to it. I didn't think I would get emotional during the last days toward my wedding day. Every day before I went to bed, Jerry Stevens, my fiancée and I had skype calls to ease my tension. I could not help but notice how calm and relaxed Jerry appeared during those late-night calls. When I shared my thoughts about his casual attitude with my close friends, they claimed it is natural for men to appear steady and relaxed before their spouses but tense in a herd of their gender. Alas! I felt a sigh of relief. "Everything is okay, Lexy... Soon you'll be Mrs. Stevens, the love of your life," I could mimic these words every night until I fell asleep. I belived the words worked magic on me because I felt asleep faster. Finally, the long-awaited day arrived like a newspaper delivered by a delivery guy at the front door mat,