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I walked all over my room without being able to sleep, I put on some series to watch but I couldn't concentrate on any, so I took them off. I took out my cell phone several times to see if I had any calls from Julian, any messages. But nothing, there was nothing. I was so attached to him in such a short time that it scared the shit out of me. Sometimes I stopped to think about what was going on and it was just too weird.

My window was the one I visited the most that morning, I even spent a few minutes hugging him with the towel he dried himself with the other day, it still had his unique smell. When I realized it, I threw it into the laundry basket and looked at myself in the mirror. Furious with myself I stopped to analyze the truth. I was obsessed.

When I finally managed to sleep a wink, guess who was there, dominating my dreams? Exactly him, Julian.

In that dream, he was coming towards me, walking slowly like a predator about to catch its prey. His intense blue eyes were burning in
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