Maliyah
Did I just defy death?
Dimitri ended up sending Alonso to meet with the other Alphas he’d talked to about not agreeing with the union the Midmoon was about to propose through the assembly. And knowing Alonso, he was not going to stop until he’d had everyone in agreement.
When Alonso walked back into the crowd and approached another group. Dimitri kept his hands behind his back and stood there for a few more seconds before he started stepping back and maneuvering into the room.
I held my breath.
And then he turned to me. A smirk played on his regal, godly-looking face. “He wouldn’t be able to tell you’re here,”
My eyes circled at his claim. “Uh—”
“I don’t pry and god knows I hate wolf drama as much as the next guy, all the she-wolves are out there but you’re here,” he supplied, leaning on the desk with his arms crossed.
I gulped but my nervousness didn’t stop him from prompting me. “Tell me, did you not clean the chimney or wiped the kitchen squeaky clean?”
I was actually looking for you. “No,” I said.
“So, what, you just normally liked hiding from Alonso?” The tone of his voice was starting to ignite a fire in me. All the men always spoke in some sort of common condescending tone and it was always my biggest trigger.
“You don’t want to know,” I muttered, sheepishly. Why did I think going to him for help was a good idea? He was just another Alpha.
It was wrong of me to think that he was different just because he’d been treated differently by others. Dimitri was one of the rare white wolves, cursed to not find a mate. When they turn twenty-one, it was almost impossible to mate with someone with the kind of connection that was supposed to hit you at eighteen.
I’d heard tales that Dimitri hadn’t found his mate. And he was likely to not be mated with anyone.
That seemed to be a big thing among us werewolves. Because apparently, to prove you were worthy, you had to be destined for someone. And I knew what it was like to keep fighting for a spot. Sure, I wasn’t leading a pack or anything on top rank, but the struggle was all the same.
So, I thought that even though he was on top, he’d be the kind to resonate with my struggles.
But the way he was amused by all of this just proved me wrong. Extremely wrong. And it was my fault to have resorted to him as an option.
“Poor little thing,” he sighed, rubbing his index and thumb together.
“I’m not a poor little thing. I have a name—I’m Maliyah Lovegood and I prefer to be addressed like that,” somehow it felt like my spine of steel coming out of him seemed misplaced. But I couldn’t trust him fully yet. He needed to know I was able to hold my ground.
“Alright then, Maliyah Lovegood,” his tone was sardonic. “I wouldn’t waste a mountain ash to drive Alonso away from you if I didn’t want to know,”
“A mountain ash?” I almost gasped. The mountain ash was the kind of plant that hid the werewolf scent from others, but it was hard to find and rare in our territory. “How’d you get that?”
“I’d tell you if you tell me why you’re hiding from your Alpha,”
I inhaled a sharp breath and gulped. I looked down and felt fire burn through my veins, just enough to awaken the she-wolf in me, and prayed that I wouldn’t shift into a full-blown wolf in this room.
Shifting was always a tricky feeling. But I knew I only had to show him one thing. So I focused in order to shift halfway. To only show him my eyes. And so when my fingers tingled and my nails grew, I looked up at Dimitri.
His eyes widened at the sight of mine. Dimitri pushed himself up from the table and walked towards me. I took a step back by instinct and he kept on going. Soon, my back hit the corner of the door, which Dimitri gently closed behind me.
His arms were long enough to cage me in them. I turned my head to avoid his gaze but it wasn’t enough to evade his odor, which was surprisingly different from other Alphas. Dimitri actually smelled good. His scent didn’t linger like the musky masculine stench most Alphas had.
Was it because he was a rare white wolf?
I pictured him to have the softest white fur but the same piercing brown eyes and ivory teeth. Dimitri probably looked as elegant as a wolf as he was now in his human form.
I felt his warm finger as he tipped my chin up, boring his eyes into my different ones.
“They’re the most beautiful eyes I’d ever seen,” he muttered under his breath.
I was paralyzed for a moment as the thud in my chest started to beat louder. I cleared my throat and stirred from him.
“Well,” I said, “Everyone thinks it’s dangerous,”
He scoffed, “They aren’t shooting lasers, why would they be dangerous?”
“Because I can see the future,” I told him. Plain and simple. Dimitri froze for a second before he gave me a look.
“And why should I believe you?” He prompted.
It was like I wanted him to ask this question when my lips finally formed into a smirk.
“Because I know that you didn’t turn down Alonso’s invite four times because it bothered you,” I began supplying. “You wanted him to be desperate for your presence by being the only person who has the guts to reject him a couple of times,”
“Well, anyone with more than half a brain can see that. I know you’re smart, doesn’t mean you can see the future,” he smirked.
“I know what you’re planning, Dimitri,” I said, “I know that you want Alonso on your side not because you want to make friends. But because you want to pull him down from under his nose. You want to take over Midmoon and release us—his slaves,”
His gaze was sharp enough to kill a man. But it wasn’t going to faze me. I was viewed as a threat for this reason, right? So why shouldn’t I use that to my advantage?
“You can kill me for knowing this,” I added. He looked like he was contemplating it, “Or you can use me to accomplish it,”
He looked at me like he can’t believe what he was hearing. Gone was his amusement and was replaced by curiosity.
“And why would you help me?”
“Alonso’s going to kill me to steal this curse.”
“Curse?” He repeated.
“Yes, curse. This damned ability,”
He scoffed. “Maliyah, you can see the future. It’s hardly a curse. It’s a gift,”
Now it was my turn to scoff, “You don’t know what it’s like to live with it—to be shunned and be thought less of while being viewed as a threat. I’d been walking on eggshells because of this curse,”
I couldn’t help but feel the overwhelming pain of what life had been like in the past year. Ever since I shifted, instead of learning more about myself, I’d learned to loathe parts of me that I couldn’t even control. I never asked for this ability. I never even asked to be one of them.
“That’s because you’re running with the wrong pack,” he said, matter-of-factly. A part of me wanted to believe it, but I knew no one was going to run with me. Not unless I’d presented myself as an advantage.
“So, will you let me run with yours then?” I asked, hopeful. And I’d hated asking for help. But if I was going to save myself, I had to swallow my pride.
“Say you’d help me, what’s in it for you? How would you benefit from this?”
“Your protection,” I firmly answered. “From Alonso, the pack,”
“Easy enough,” he sighed and stepped back, placing his relaxed palms from the insides of his pocket. “Are you ready though?”
“Ready for what?” My brows furrowed in confusion.
Dimitri smirked and tugged my wrist, placing me back against the door and caged in his arms again, “What are you doing?”
“Maliyah Lovegood,” my name rolled off his tongue in a breath, “I can only truly protect you if you give yourself up to me—become my mate and receive my mark,”
My eyes circled at his statement. But he looked sure that I was going to agree. What bad would come out of it? Dimitri was already half better than Alonso since he’d been planning to take over the pack to release us, the slaves.
I’d like to think he’d treat me better if I’d give myself up to him. At least as basic and cordial as he was with the other members of the pack.
“Are you ready for that, Maliyah? To give yourself to me and only to me?”
The word YES was stuck in my throat.While I was desperate for help, I was only hesitant as I did not like the idea of being owned. I was my own person and my own wolf. If the men can be on their own, why can’t we she-wolves be?Time ticked and the blood in my veins began to rush through and fill my cheeks red. Was I ready to receive Dimitri’s mark?If it were up to me, I wouldn’t have chosen to rely on someone else. But it wasn’t.In order to escape this, I’d need the right allies and Dimitri fit the bill.“What’s with the hesitation?” He asked calmly, “Do you, perhaps, still love Alonso?” I was struck by his question.“No,” I immediately answered—quicker than lightning. “Alonso has no regard for us she-wolves. All he cares about is his position as Alpha and not really about the pack. He’s impossible to love,”Dimitri’s dark eyes slightly circled and then softened.“Very well then, answer this—” a beat passed, “are you ready to give yourself up to me completely, Maliyah?”I gulped as
MaliyahAlonso was about to put an attack in motion.It wasn’t long until Dimitri’s pack was behind us. The room shifted into full panic. What once was festive was now seemingly a battleground.Alonso kept a fist raised halfway, to stop his members from pushing forward. And they all gladly followed. All of their eyes were set on me and Dimitri as if they’d kill us if Alonso wasn’t in command.“Maliyah just received my mark and she is to leave with us after this assembly,” Dimitri stated calmly, as though none of his words provoked anybody in the room.His pack was just as ready as Midmoon. Lowly growls and hissing sounds bounced back and forth between the packs and the guests from the assembly had cleared the way.Other Alphas remained on the side, probably preparing for the worst.Uneasiness wrapped my entirety as my breathing started to hitch. I felt myself lean on Dimitri as my chest continued to tighten. Dimitri called on someone else.“Cain,” he called. “Stand for me,”Cain was j
Maliyah I was holding my breath. This wasn’t the first time Argan had seen someone turn. But this was the first time someone had threatened him. He was always protected and highly regarded. Cain shifted back. He was now nude in front of me and not a trace of shame on his face. He walked towards the others standing behind him. One of them handed him a coat. “Help Maliyah pack. I’ll go get Dimitri,” Cain ordered. “And get that man out of here,” he added, glaring at Argan who was being picked up from the floor. Before I knew it, Cain was already off to get Dimitri and Argan was being dragged out of my room. “Shame on you!” He exclaimed, “How dare you shame your pack like this! You’ll never belong anywhere!” Argan’s voice was full of venom as he screamed these words. He said stuff like this that pierced through my bones whenever he was intoxicated but I could never learn not to let it get to me. And so, as usual, it weighed on my heart. It didn’t take me long before my things were
MaliyahI gasped at the sound of Alonso’s voice linked in my head. Questions started clouding my head. Did he find out I was his mate? How could that be possible?“Everything all right?” Dimitri asked.I hesitated a nod. And for a moment he seemed convinced. I knew that coming out of the Midmoon pack wasn’t going to be the start of something good for the rest of us. I knew I’d be in trouble.But I’d rather be in trouble than get killed.“Are you sure?” Dimitri prompted.“Yes, of course. Shall we?” I plastered a small smile on my face and brushed the thoughts away.If I was going to fight a bigger battle, I’ll need to reserve my strength from overthinking so much.On our way to Bloodsky’s estate, I tried my best to be present at the moment.I was moving into a completely different place with completely different pack members. And while that part made me anxious, I also couldn’t stop thinking about Alonso’s thoughts linked to me.Only those with a certain connection could do that. Obvio
DimitriIt’s hard to look in the mirror sometimes. Realizing I’d been born with a curse. I am mateless. Loveless. And the struggle to find an organic connection had been making itself way too difficult as years continue to pass. When I turned eighteen and shifted, all I craved was the bond from one to another. I wanted the attachment, the attention, the unconditional love. And a lot of she-wolves had come and gone and attempted to be my Luna. As much as I despised it, I couldn’t blame them. Bloodsky is the strongest pack ever known. Anyone would kill to run with us. I’ve always taken pride in that. But it was difficult to accept that sometimes whenever I’d remember I was their cursed Alpha. Something about it made me feel undeserving of the place. All the alphas I knew had their Luna. And I didn’t. Well, not until Maliyah Lovegood. My heart started beating again, regardless if she wasn’t truly mated to me. Our ties weren’t as organic as I would’ve hoped, but my heart didn’t race
MaliyahThis was probably the worst idea. Ever. One would think I’d have nothing more to worry about other than the death that was creeping around the corner thanks to the curse I’d been given. But whoever thought that obviously didn’t foresee that I was about to be thrown into the grounds and trained to become a warrior. The field was green, wide, and open. It was located behind the estate and next to the Dark River. Beyond that river, I heard, was a territory we weren’t allowed to cross as it was another pack’s estate. I wasn’t very knowledgeable about locations. I had little to no involvement with my old pack to know stuff like this. As soon as my foot was set on the grass, what came to view were members of the pack already undergoing warmup. Little practice fights were going on, here and there. Everyone wore whatever they were comfortable with. And a black leather jacket was a popular choice, making my brown cardigan look like a joke. I attempted to strip out of it, but before
MaliyahHis dark brown eyes held a deadly promise.My mate Alonso was going to kill me.A loud snarl emanated through the room as he bolted through the double doors of my bedroom. He’d shifted into his form, a black wolf with ivory teeth between its jaw, saliva dripping from its lips.He looked at me dead red and knocked me out of breath. Before I knew it, Alonso was about to tackle me like a beast who’d found his prey.“W-why? Alonso, I’m your m-mate,” my voice trembled as I pleaded for an explanation why.The sharp tip of his claws glided on my skin.“Oh, my dear Maliyah,” he cooed and then leaned, his hot breath brushing on my face. His claws tapped on the side of my right eye, “I want this. I want your ability,”My chest heaved heavily. Alonso stepped back, painfully slow before he turned and came at me.My scream muffled and faded as I sat up from bed, soaked in my own sweat. I immediately turned to my bedroom door which are still closed and no Alonso in sight.My breathing only
MaliyahThis was probably the worst idea. Ever. One would think I’d have nothing more to worry about other than the death that was creeping around the corner thanks to the curse I’d been given. But whoever thought that obviously didn’t foresee that I was about to be thrown into the grounds and trained to become a warrior. The field was green, wide, and open. It was located behind the estate and next to the Dark River. Beyond that river, I heard, was a territory we weren’t allowed to cross as it was another pack’s estate. I wasn’t very knowledgeable about locations. I had little to no involvement with my old pack to know stuff like this. As soon as my foot was set on the grass, what came to view were members of the pack already undergoing warmup. Little practice fights were going on, here and there. Everyone wore whatever they were comfortable with. And a black leather jacket was a popular choice, making my brown cardigan look like a joke. I attempted to strip out of it, but before
DimitriIt’s hard to look in the mirror sometimes. Realizing I’d been born with a curse. I am mateless. Loveless. And the struggle to find an organic connection had been making itself way too difficult as years continue to pass. When I turned eighteen and shifted, all I craved was the bond from one to another. I wanted the attachment, the attention, the unconditional love. And a lot of she-wolves had come and gone and attempted to be my Luna. As much as I despised it, I couldn’t blame them. Bloodsky is the strongest pack ever known. Anyone would kill to run with us. I’ve always taken pride in that. But it was difficult to accept that sometimes whenever I’d remember I was their cursed Alpha. Something about it made me feel undeserving of the place. All the alphas I knew had their Luna. And I didn’t. Well, not until Maliyah Lovegood. My heart started beating again, regardless if she wasn’t truly mated to me. Our ties weren’t as organic as I would’ve hoped, but my heart didn’t race
MaliyahI gasped at the sound of Alonso’s voice linked in my head. Questions started clouding my head. Did he find out I was his mate? How could that be possible?“Everything all right?” Dimitri asked.I hesitated a nod. And for a moment he seemed convinced. I knew that coming out of the Midmoon pack wasn’t going to be the start of something good for the rest of us. I knew I’d be in trouble.But I’d rather be in trouble than get killed.“Are you sure?” Dimitri prompted.“Yes, of course. Shall we?” I plastered a small smile on my face and brushed the thoughts away.If I was going to fight a bigger battle, I’ll need to reserve my strength from overthinking so much.On our way to Bloodsky’s estate, I tried my best to be present at the moment.I was moving into a completely different place with completely different pack members. And while that part made me anxious, I also couldn’t stop thinking about Alonso’s thoughts linked to me.Only those with a certain connection could do that. Obvio
Maliyah I was holding my breath. This wasn’t the first time Argan had seen someone turn. But this was the first time someone had threatened him. He was always protected and highly regarded. Cain shifted back. He was now nude in front of me and not a trace of shame on his face. He walked towards the others standing behind him. One of them handed him a coat. “Help Maliyah pack. I’ll go get Dimitri,” Cain ordered. “And get that man out of here,” he added, glaring at Argan who was being picked up from the floor. Before I knew it, Cain was already off to get Dimitri and Argan was being dragged out of my room. “Shame on you!” He exclaimed, “How dare you shame your pack like this! You’ll never belong anywhere!” Argan’s voice was full of venom as he screamed these words. He said stuff like this that pierced through my bones whenever he was intoxicated but I could never learn not to let it get to me. And so, as usual, it weighed on my heart. It didn’t take me long before my things were
MaliyahAlonso was about to put an attack in motion.It wasn’t long until Dimitri’s pack was behind us. The room shifted into full panic. What once was festive was now seemingly a battleground.Alonso kept a fist raised halfway, to stop his members from pushing forward. And they all gladly followed. All of their eyes were set on me and Dimitri as if they’d kill us if Alonso wasn’t in command.“Maliyah just received my mark and she is to leave with us after this assembly,” Dimitri stated calmly, as though none of his words provoked anybody in the room.His pack was just as ready as Midmoon. Lowly growls and hissing sounds bounced back and forth between the packs and the guests from the assembly had cleared the way.Other Alphas remained on the side, probably preparing for the worst.Uneasiness wrapped my entirety as my breathing started to hitch. I felt myself lean on Dimitri as my chest continued to tighten. Dimitri called on someone else.“Cain,” he called. “Stand for me,”Cain was j
The word YES was stuck in my throat.While I was desperate for help, I was only hesitant as I did not like the idea of being owned. I was my own person and my own wolf. If the men can be on their own, why can’t we she-wolves be?Time ticked and the blood in my veins began to rush through and fill my cheeks red. Was I ready to receive Dimitri’s mark?If it were up to me, I wouldn’t have chosen to rely on someone else. But it wasn’t.In order to escape this, I’d need the right allies and Dimitri fit the bill.“What’s with the hesitation?” He asked calmly, “Do you, perhaps, still love Alonso?” I was struck by his question.“No,” I immediately answered—quicker than lightning. “Alonso has no regard for us she-wolves. All he cares about is his position as Alpha and not really about the pack. He’s impossible to love,”Dimitri’s dark eyes slightly circled and then softened.“Very well then, answer this—” a beat passed, “are you ready to give yourself up to me completely, Maliyah?”I gulped as
MaliyahDid I just defy death?Dimitri ended up sending Alonso to meet with the other Alphas he’d talked to about not agreeing with the union the Midmoon was about to propose through the assembly. And knowing Alonso, he was not going to stop until he’d had everyone in agreement.When Alonso walked back into the crowd and approached another group. Dimitri kept his hands behind his back and stood there for a few more seconds before he started stepping back and maneuvering into the room.I held my breath.And then he turned to me. A smirk played on his regal, godly-looking face. “He wouldn’t be able to tell you’re here,”My eyes circled at his claim. “Uh—”“I don’t pry and god knows I hate wolf drama as much as the next guy, all the she-wolves are out there but you’re here,” he supplied, leaning on the desk with his arms crossed.I gulped but my nervousness didn’t stop him from prompting me. “Tell me, did you not clean the chimney or wiped the kitchen squeaky clean?”I was actually looki
MaliyahHis dark brown eyes held a deadly promise.My mate Alonso was going to kill me.A loud snarl emanated through the room as he bolted through the double doors of my bedroom. He’d shifted into his form, a black wolf with ivory teeth between its jaw, saliva dripping from its lips.He looked at me dead red and knocked me out of breath. Before I knew it, Alonso was about to tackle me like a beast who’d found his prey.“W-why? Alonso, I’m your m-mate,” my voice trembled as I pleaded for an explanation why.The sharp tip of his claws glided on my skin.“Oh, my dear Maliyah,” he cooed and then leaned, his hot breath brushing on my face. His claws tapped on the side of my right eye, “I want this. I want your ability,”My chest heaved heavily. Alonso stepped back, painfully slow before he turned and came at me.My scream muffled and faded as I sat up from bed, soaked in my own sweat. I immediately turned to my bedroom door which are still closed and no Alonso in sight.My breathing only