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Chapter XVII
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2021-12-14 14:24:11Ilang beses kong tinitigan 'yung singsing na nasa daliri ko. He was not joking when he proposed to me. And it was still vivid in my head how he said those words to me like I mean everything to him. My heart fluttered again at that thought.
"Patingin nga uli." Kanina pa ako kinukulit ni Kiana, lalo na nang makita niya ang singsing. She couldn't believe it, too.
Napatingin ako sa kanya. Medyo nahahalata na rin ang baby bump niya. May mga iilan na mapanghusga siyang tinitingnan. I wanted to rip of those faces! As if they knew what she went through.
She looked at my hand again for the second time. "Talagang gusto ka ng itali, huh," aniya. Tahimik pa rin ako. "But, Jezrel I know Dwight is a good man. Pero, hindi ba maaga pa para d'yan?"
I've been thinking of that, too since we came back. He wanted to marry me. It has been his plan, he told me. Marriage was sacred thing. I knew it.
"I know, Ki," I told her.
"Alam mo naman pala, e hindi
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Foremost Keeper Chapter XVIII
"Congratulations, babe!" Masigla kong bati kay Dwight. Today's his graduation. He even graduated with flying colors and I couldn't be more proud of him. I kissed him on the cheeks and he returned it with a gentle smile."Good day po." Bati ko sa mga magulang niya. Tinanguan nila ako. I've never talked casually with his parents. Siguro kasi ganoon talaga sila ka-aloof. Dwight was happy when they paid him a visit. Kakatapos nga lang ng ceremony. Pero, mabilis silang nag-paalam. They told us that theu had something more important thing to do. Hindi nga rin sila pupunta sa party mamaya."Babe.” I looked at Dwight and held his hand. "You okay?""Yeah," mahinang tugon niya."Hey, you should smile. It's your day." I poked his cheeks and cheered him up.We were now in his house together with his friends. They held a party for him. Na
Huling Na-update : 2021-12-16Foremost Keeper Chapter XVIX
Nang makalabas ako mula sa building kung saan ako intern ay nakita ko ang kotse ni Dwight kaya agad akong napangiti. He didn't tell me that he'd fetch me. Maaga siguro ang uwi niya. I tugged inside his car. Dwight welcomed me with a smile. "How's your day?" he asked. "Okay lang naman, so far. Though we're busy but that's the nature of our work. What about you?" "Still tiring, babe..." his voice was hoarse. He was busier than before. He worked in the weekdays and then he studied for board in the weekends. I moved closer and gave him a hug. Ngumisi siya. "You really have a way to make me smile, babe." "I will always be here to be your refuge and strength." "Thanks." He smiled. We stopped in a drive thru for a coffee because he wanted to spend this night with me. Bukas kasi ma
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"Are you sure you won't stood me up again?""No, babe. I won't. We're going to spend this day together," he smiled and brought his mouth to my hand. I smiled in return. We were at his condo today, he ordered food for us."Dwight. Sabi ko ayaw ko ng popcorn diba?" iritable kong sabi nang makita iyon sa inorder niyo kani-kanina lamang."Really? Sinabi mo ba dati? Hindi ko matandaan." aniya."I did. Noong nakaraang movie date natin, gano'n din; bumili ka rin ng popcorn. Just the smell of it irritates me,""Then let's have something else.""Pizza na lang. I'm craving for it," sabi ko habang sine-set up 'yung papanoorin ko sa netflix.After watching the movie, Dwight talked about a lot of things. I hoped he'd asked about me, too. But he didn't. Still, I just sat there listening to him.&nb
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Today's weekend and we decided to spend our day with each other. We dined in at his favorite restaurant."Kinakabahan pa rin talaga ako, babe," sabi niya. Kumuha siya ng pagkain para sa akin. I smiled with what he did."Babe, sabi ko nga normal lang naman 'yun. Na kabahan ka. But you shouldn't be pessimist. Papasa ka n'yan, promise." He gave me a gentle smile. It warmed my heart. Uminom ako ng tubig."C.R muna ako, babe." Paalam niya. I smiled admiring his back. My smile was interrupted when the soft music background played. Kumunot ang noo ko at nakita ang phone niya na naiwan sa upuan niya. Kinuha ko iyon saka pinindot ang home button.Napansin ko rin na hindi picture namin ang wallpaper niya. I swallowed hard. Bumungad ang message notification. Chezka. Her name's familiar but I couldn't remembered where I've seen her.Chezka PelobelloText Message
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My heart contorted rigidly when Asher's face flashed my mind. Shit, Jezrel! I shouldn't be thinking about him. Pero, bakit ganito at palagi niyang ino-occupy ang isipan ko?"Let's talk." Asher walked towards me but I passed him by. Ito na nga ang naisip ko kaya ayaw kong pumasok."Ayoko," mariin kong saad. Huminga siya nang malalim."We need to talk, Jezrel." His baritone voice was laced with authority.I faced him properly. "Ano? Ano'ng sasabihin mo?""You didn't reply and you didn't come outside." basag ang kanyang boses."Ano naman? Saka, p'wede ba, Asher 'wag mo akong pag-tripan.""Yeah, just forget about it. I was drunk last night. You know, the alcohol and shits, I told you nonsense things."Sinalubong ko ang tingin niya. Was he just joking, then? Wala lang ang sinabi niya samantalang ako ay halos hi
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Sunod sunod ang tawag at mensahe na natanggap ko kay Dwight pero lahat iyon ay hindi ko sinagot. I didn't want to hear any explanation from him. My mind's a mess, too. I don't think I'd be able to understand any reason from him. Whatever it is, that doesn't justify that he stood me up again. Pang-ilang beses na ba ito? Paulit-ulit pero parati kong hinahayaan. Ngayon na sinagad niya na ako, hindi madaling ayusin ito. Hinatid ko si Kiana sa airport. It would be hard for me to get through now that she's not here. May sarili rin siyang problema at ayaw ko ng maka-abala pa. "Hey." Chene looked at me with worry. Napansin niyang wala ako sa wisyo. "Yes, may kailangan ka?" "Kanina pa kita tinatawag. Okay ka lang ba? If you have problem, you know you can open up with me." "Thank you, Chene." I smiled. Niyaya niya ako sa malapit na samgyupsal nang matapos ang
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"How's life there?" I asked Kiana when we finally got another chance to talk through the phone."Mahirap. Syempre, pero sinsubukan ko para sa amin ni Cholo. Mahal ko 'yung anak ko higit sa buhay ko. Ganoon yata talaga kapag may anak ka na. Alam mo sabik nga rin ako makita rin ang magiging anak niyo ni Dwight. For sure, they would grow up as fine as you were." I could imagine Kiana smiling from the other line. "Ikaw, kamusta ka?"Sandali akong napatahimik. "I am okay, Ki."I heard her sigh. "Well, I don't think you are. I'm your bestfriend! Ano ka ba? Judging your voice, feeling ko ang lala ng problema mo! Mas problemado ka pa sa aking may anak na!"I don't know what to say. "Ki..." I bit my lower lip. "Hindi ko alam... Parang okay nam
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Our engagement spread like a wildfire. There were a lot of messages from my batchmates and people who I barely know. Sa social media maging sa texts. Marami pang nagsasabi nagoalskami.Dwight wanted to let the wedding happen as soon as possible but I was the one who told him to postpone it. That we shouldn't rush it. That we should savor our moments together first. But, honestly I couldn't even understand myself. Magulo. Sobrang gulo. I couldn't put them into words. Our parents were totally against it but we told them it's our decision.Binalikan ko ang planner ko. I want to marry at the age of 28. I guess, hindi siya mangyayari. I am going to marry Dwight at 23. And, for some reasons I am having doubts on this. Not him. Pero, ewan. Hindi ko alam. O baka ako lang may problema.
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Asher and Jezrel were happy with their family. Jezrel was now pregnant with their second child. Saksi ako sa mga napagdaanan nila. The smile on their faces was vivid. They looked so madly in love with each other. I couldn't ask for more.I guess this is how it ends. My first love whom I offered the world before finally settled with someone she chose to keep with for lifetime.Marco and Samara on the other hand, was happy too. I heard from him that Samara was pregnant with their third child. Sobrang sipag ng mokong. Natawa ako sa isipan ko.Johnson also finally got married. Akala nga namin ay walang balak eh. Pa'no 'tong tropa namin kahit dati takot mag-commit. Parang tanga. Nasaktan kasi 'yan dati kaya takot magmahal. But now look at him, he's now building a family with the love of his life and someone who she chose to keep with.Napangiti ako kapag iniisip ang mga pinagdaanan
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"How sure are you with me?" She asked when we got home. We were lying on the bed while her arms are wrapped around me."I felt it. Ikaw lang gusto kong makasama, Sandra. Wala na akong ibang maisip na makasama kung hindi ikaw."Napangiti siya nang malawak. "Yieeee, kilig yarn?" pang-aasar ko pa."Edi wow, Dwight. S'yempre sure ka na sa akin. Ako ba naman pakakasalanan mo eh. Malamang sa malamang," pagmamayabang niya pa. Pinisil ko ang kanyang pisngi."Confident, huh?""S'yempre." Ngumisi siya. "I don't regret talking to you that night."Bigla ko rin naalala kung paano kami nagkita nang gabing iyon. When everything was blurry but then she came and gave me the light I was once hindered of. No'ng mga panahon na 'yon halos nabaliw ako sa ginawa ni Jezrel sa akin, pero ngayon makilala ko si Sandra. Worth it lahat nang nangyari. H
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We try to work things out kahit may mga pagkakataon na hindi talaga kami nakakapag-usap nang maayos. Tulad ngayon, binabaan niya ako ng telepono. I vented out my frustrations on her which I shouldn't. I would be starting another project and it was killing me. Hindi na lang ako basta manggagawa, my father appointed me as the new president since he retired. And everything was heavy these days. Alam ko namang mali ako sa ginawa ko and I already apologized her. But she was not talking to me. Ito na yata ang pinaka-matagal sa phase ng relasyon namin na hindi kami nakapag-usap.I went to bar for a drink. It has already been days since Asher had been released. Unang hinanap nito ay alak. Baliw talaga 'tong mokong na 'to. Niyaya ko siyang uminom. Good thing, he was available."Nakausap mo na ba?" He inquired holding the glass of whiskey in his hands. Inikot ikot niya pa ito habang pinagmamasdan ang mga tao. He might really have missed the air outside. Lalo na dahil malakas tal
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The first two months of not being with each other was so difficult. I wonder how do couples with long distance relationship? Never have I ever thought I would be in this state. My woman was away with me pursuing her dream and I was left alone here.Our communication was okay. It was more than okay. I had difficulty adjusting with her time zone but I was trying hard for her and she also did the same.I've seen her fashion walks online and her name was starting to become quite popular. She was new on that field but she managed to fight all the hurdles on her own. I couldn't be more proud with her.I already took the bath and today was our schedule for video call in Face Time. I was too to reach her but there wasn't response. Nag-message na ako sa kanya pero wala pa rin. This was the hardest being in this situation. You cannot just go to her when you want to. I was also busy with several projects. Inis kong bingasak ang phone ko dahil hindi pa rin siya sumasagot.
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Alessandra feels home. Whenever I'm tired from work, I would go straight into her condo and sleep there. Mas madalas na nga akong matulog sa kanila kaysa sa bahay ko. She was no on the kitchen cooking when I went to her. Sa tuwing nakikita ko siya ay palagi akong nakangiti. Maingat na naglakad ako papalapit sa likiran niya. I hugged her and planted little kisses on her neck. "Stop it," she mumbled. The grin on my face did not disappear as I continued giving her sweet kisses on her neck until it reached her earlobe which was her sensitive part. "Ano ba, Dwight, parang tanga." She turned around to face me. Nakuha niya pa akong irapan bago ibinalik ang tingin sa ginagaw
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Just when I thought I won't be seeing this woman, I saw her again right in front of my eyes, still surprise of our another encounter. Funny how the destiny was playing with us.She sat down across me. I recalled how we ended up at her condo. We shared about each other's agony that time when we were in a bar drinking. I was grateful for her staying with me the whole time. That was the moment I had someone I shared my burdens with. That was nice, honestly. We were both each other's company. I thought I won't be seeing her again. She was a stranger and still a stranger. She looked frustrated though. Marahil ay dahil nahihiya rin siya sa mga naikuwento niya."I didn't expect this." Pinaypayan niya pa ang sarili. Kumuha siya ng isang basong tubig saka uminom. Ganoon din ako. "Do you like me?" I almost spitted the water on my mouth with how b
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When you're cheated, what should be the first thing to do? To blame yourself over and over again, asking yourself what have gotten wrong? Or to hate those who cheated behind your back? To tell you honestly, I didn't know what to feel. My mind went blank and the first thing that popped out was to get my gun. When Jezrel told me she was pregnant. My body was numb. Asher, my best friend, my brother whom I trusted the most betrayed me. Gusto ko siyang saktan nang saktan! Pinaulanan ko siya ng suntok. Because the fuck, what did I even do to deserve this? Alam ko naman may kasalanan ako. Pero tangina bakit sa lahat ng tao kaibigan ko pa? I kept on punching him. I was livid! Paano nila
