The next morning, i woke up in the closet with a soar neck and an upset stomach.
Glancing down at my lap, i see my drawing book resting with the cover shut. Looking around my surroundings, i felt so out of place. Even though i do best around fashion, this closet made me feel like i don't even deserve to be here.Placing the drawing book back in the suitcase, i piled my clothes over it before i zipped it up. With a final sigh, i got to my feet and stretched my arms above my head, hoping to loosen the stiff muscles.After failing to relax myself, i walked out of the walk in closet to see Karl drying his hair. He glances over to me for a brief second before he returns his gaze away from me.Seeing his bruised knuckles, i contemplated whether or not i should speak to him. I honestly don't want to anger him or even draw his attention for a split second.But staying the entire day in this place would drive me crazy and i also miss work. As weird as it sound coming from me, i have actually loved working in the Davis Company.After collecting every bit of courage i can get, i cleared my throat while playing with my thumb."Karl?" I called out softly andy voice made him stop. Karl drops the towel on his lap before he turn to look at me. Even though his face was painted with utter indifference, i was glad he wasn't glaring at me either. Because, as beautiful as his pale blue eyes are, they look very deadly when he's angry."Can i go to work today?" I ask, hoping he would let me.Karl doesn't say anything for a good of five minutes. Instead, he just stared at me for a while before he turned away again and got back to drying his hair.My shoulders sunk as i looked at the back of his head. Assuming that it meant no, i walked over to the door of the bedroom to get him breakfast. Just as i was about to walk out, his voice stopped me."I'll drive you." He said before standing up from the bed and going into the walk in closet.For once, i felt happy and relieved. I watched his tattooed back retreat before i made my way out the door. I bit my lips to keep myself from squealing with joy. It did surprise me how much i missed work and the company.Before Karl could change his mind, i rushed over to the kitchen and made him coffee. Because i had no idea what he liked for breakfast, i quickly pulled out some fruits, breads and peanut butter and sme strawberry jam from the cupboard.Spreading the butter over one since of bread and then the jam in the other, i squished them together before blacking it on a plate. And then, i went on to make a peanut butter sandwich and a jam sandwich alone, just incase he didn't like them together.Once the coffee was done, i poured it in a white mug and placed it on the circular dining table. After placing everything on the table, i rushed up the stairs to take a quick shower.By the time i was done washing up, Karl was already downstairs. So, i walked over to my suitcase and pulled out a white shirt, a semi tight black suit skirt that falls to my knees and black heels for my feet.I walked over to the full length mirror in the closet while buttoning my shirt. Pulling out some pins from my little closer by the corner, i combed my fingers through my long, black hair and pulled them up in a tight bun. After i made sure every piece of hair was in its perfect place, i applied a water lipgloss on my uncharacteristically dry lips and pulled out the only bag i had in possession in this house. Satisfied with my look, i walked out of the room, but not before i took another five minutes to make the bed.My heels clicked against the flour as i made my way to the dining room and all the happy biz i was getting evaporated when i saw everything on the table was untouched. Even the coffee. I went to the sitting room to see Karl on his phone with another mug in his left hand."Are you done?" He asked, his voice back to that cold tone."Do you not eat breakfast?" I asked instead but Karl refused to answer. "If you tell me what you like, i can made it for tomorrow morning..."Before i could finish speaking, Karl slammed the mug down on the small coffee table next to him and glared at me. I subconsciously took a step back when he stood up. His tall figure loomed over me with in seconds and i looked everywhere other than his eyes.That cold fear i hate so much squeezed my heart as i stared at his wide chest. In his full black suit and milk white shirt, Karl looked just as dangerous as he does with nothing but his tattooed skin."Let's get one thing straight, Lucy..." He spat my name out with Venmo, as if it burned his throat to even speak to me. "You are nothing but a pawn i can use in any and every way i like. You're not here to play house or act like a loving wife. You're here so i can break you piece by piece. You're here because even your own family hated you enough to sell you to a monster. Even if they were well aware of my desire to see you break, they were more than happy to get rid of you..."Karl fisted the front of my shirt with his large had and dragged me closer to him until our noses were touching."No one cared whether i killed you or kept you alive. All they cared about was the small cheque i threw at their feet. You're that cheep, Lucy. You are nothing but a waste of air and having to just look at you sickness me."Tears rolled down my cheeks and my face burned with the amount of hate he was washing me with. My entire body shook with every single word he spoke. And just when i thought he would be done, Karl let my shirt go and placed an iron grip on my arm and dragged me to the dining room.After shoving me towards the table, Karl then proceeded to pick up the plates and smashed then on the ground.A short scream escaped my lips when he picked up the bowl of fruits and thew it against the wall. The bowl shattered into pieces and dropped on the ground, along with some smashed fruits.Karl looked like a mad man when he reached for the cold mug of coffee and walked over to the sink. He looked me in the eyes as he emptied the coffee down the sink and threw the mug in. I heard it break from the forced he used before he strated to walk over to me.I was too scared to move, too terrified to even think. I just stood there with my arms wrapped around myself and my face twitching with ever tear and sob that escaped me.As soon as Karl reached me, he grabbed my chin and forced me to look up at him. His pale blue eyes looked like they were on fire meant to burn me alive. Karl looked at my face, studying ever bit of panic showing in my expression, until his gaze landed on my trembling lips.For a few seconds, Karl stayed frozen and tense before he looked back into my eyes. His grip on my chin was not as hard as it was on my arm, probably not hard enough to cause a bruise. But it was still steady, as if warning mw that this is just the very beginning."Remember you who are." Karl growled as he leaned closer "It's time you have a taste of your own medicine."With that, he pulled away and walked out the dinning room. The tremble of my body or the rears and the silent sobs didn't stop as i looked around the mess he created. Smashed plates were all around the dining room and the sandwiches had fallen apart from each other and are sticking of the floor.I was just trying to be nice by making him something to eat. All he had to say was yes or no. All the things he said about my family wasn't necessary.I sniffled as i moved over to the plates on the floor but a honk made me jump. I remembered that he said he was going to drive me to work. So, leaving the mess for later, i picked my bag up fron the floor and rushed out the door.The one garde station at the front door looked at me with sympathy in his eyes before he closed the door after i walked out. Rushing over to the car upfront, i opened the passenger door and hopped in.Placing my bag on my lap, i strapped myself in and waited for him to start the engine.Karl had a tight grip on the stirring wheel and i refused to look at him as i was too scared he would lash out again.The drive to the Davis Company was about forty-five minutes, giving me enough time to wipe my tears and collect myself. I was thankful that Karl was silent the entire time i was sniffing and wiping my tears away. And after forty-five minutes of an intensely awkward drive, we finally pulled up outside the large building. I didn't wait another second to take my seatbelt off and reach out to open the door, but Karl grabbed my arm and stopped me from making my escape. A soft gasp escaped my lips and i immediately tense when i felt his large hand on my arm. But to my surprise, his grip wasn't as punishing as it was earlier.I settled back on the seat and looked over to his direction without actually looking at him. I carefully watched him as he reached into the glove compartment infront of me and pick up a ring.Karl placing the ring on my lap and let go of my arm. Picking up the ring, i realized that it was a wedding band with tiny diamonds dusted all over it."Wear it." Karl commanded and i couldn't resist the urge to look at him hands. His ring finger was empty of a wedding band and i realized that I'm the only one who is going to be chained with this little circle. When i realize Karl was watching me look at his ring finger, i quickly looked away.Swallowing past the giant lump in my throat, i nodded my head before slipping the ring around my left hand ring finger. The fit was surprisingly perfect and the band looked beautiful on my finger.But, instead on making me feel wanted or a woman of a man, i feel sick as it will only take a single look at my finger to remind me that i belong to a man that wants to break me apart for what ever reasons i can never understand.Staring down at my wedding ring, i felt lost. Too lost that i didn't even here my boss Shawn Davis- who is the CEO of this company since six ago- walk up to me."Miss Chaw?" Shawn's voice startled me awake from the daze i was in and i looked up at him to see that he was watching me with confusion. "I though you had the week off."I stood up from my chair to be polite before i nodded my head."I did, but I think it will be best if i work." My boss nods his head before he looked at his office door."Well, i guess you can start by getting me some coffee." He commented before he gave me a brief and professional smile and walked into his office.Walking over to the break room, i remembered how i almost lost my job for messing with his wife, who was his employee at the time.I had blamed an injury on her and reported her to human resources because she had report mw to HR for bullying her at work. It was supposed to be a way to show her than HR can't do anything about it. But my father had
I sat in my usual table near the back of Brownies. The place was packed, as usual, mostly because it's lunch rush but also because brownie makes some mean ass food.Glancing through the menu, i waited for someone to waite on me. It might be a while before i can get a waiter, so , knowing what i was going to order, i set the menu to the side and pulled out the new magazine i bought from the book store next door and opened the fashion page.The magazine is from MWD- Magazine weekly delight- and i feel like they are on of the best magazine company in the city because their items are really highlighted.Flicking through the pages, i stopped at the one that showcased a very tall supermodel wearing a black skin tight dress that is completely see-through. The model is wearing black underwear underneath the see-through dress. The black fabric sticks to the models skin and runs down to her ankle and is also full sleeved. The dark skinned model pulls off the look while she pushed her hips out
The week passed by in a blink of an eye and the day i have been dreading is finally here. Sunday.In the last couple of days, Karl and I have some how got ourself a little routine. I wake up every morning and make both of us breakfast while he showers and gets ready for work. Then, he comes down, looks at the plate i make for him, scoff at me and make his own coffee before he walks into the sitting room and read his newspaper. At least he didn't throw the plates at me so that's a change.Then, I'd rush to the bathroom and get myself ready. Afterwards, a forty-five minute silent and awkward ride to work with Karl ends our morning routine.At night, he would come late and wouldn't even bother to come to the dining room and because he comes in late, and sometimes even stays the night out, I don't bother to make dinner. I had to settle fo dry toast ever night because our fridge is pretty much a deserted island.When Karl does make it home, he take a short shower, changes into his sweats a
After lunch and a very flustered guards who appreciated my cooking, i was doing the dishes when Karl walked down the stairs with the tray in his hands.For a split second, i was scared that he didn't eat the food or worse, he was about to throw it at me. But to my surprise, Karl placed the empty dish in the soupy water before he stared down at me. The movement of my hands stopped as i waited for him to say something. After a shot seconds of silence, Karl reached out to open the cabinet above my head to reveal the morning cereals i bought.His large figure loomed over mine from behind me and his tick arms hang above my left shoulder. I can feel his calm breath fanning my head as he closed the cabinet and opened the cup board that was next to my right hip.I stood stiff as he assessed every cupboard around us with his body still very close to mine. Karl then proceeded to move over to the fridge and opened it up to see that it was fully stocked. He stared at ever lever of the fridge bef
I look around the brightly painted room as April looks for her drawing book under the pile of papers she has on her desk.The room was painted Hot pink and so were the carpets on the floor. It looks like the room came straight out of a Disney princess movie."I'm gonna go on a limb here and say you're favorite colour is pink."April chuckles as she pushes more papers off her desk until she final found a small black drawing book."It's not my all time favorite colour but it's what I'm feeling at the moment. Two months ago, my hair was bright purple and so was the walls and the carpets. Here." April pats the bed and gestures for me to sit next to her.Handing me her drawing book, she opened the cover to show me her first design."I came up with this a couple of years ago. I have more books but this one is very special."I looked through her designs and i was more than impressed."Wow... April this are really good."April beams at my comment as if she had never heard them from anyone els
Karl Thompson Drumming my fingers against my knee, i looked out the window, trying to ignore the woman sitting next to me.Tonight's dinner had been ridiculous thanks to April and Kaily. What was supposed to be another punishment to Lucy, might have turned out to be a good night for her. But not for me.Taking her to dinner was supposed to show her the family she will never be accepted in to, a family that will forever despise her for what she did to my baby sister.I pursued this marriage for one purpose only. But my own sisters are ruining it. But they're not the only ones ruining it. So am i.This woman confuses. I know who she is and what she's capable of, but in the one weeks I've been married to her, i am yet to see her ugly side, maybe if i push hard enough, she would show her true colors.I couldn't resist the urge to glance over to her direction. Lucy's looking out the window with her palms pressed against each other.I quit looked away with a frown when i r
Lucy ChawI looked through my boss' schedule and squeezed in a meeting with a potential investor before lunch.The Davis Company has been growing even more and stock price has shot through the roof. Stretched my arms above my head, i tried to relax my soar muscles. Last night had taken a tool on me. And even though the two tubes of ice cream i emptied helped, i still felt bad for eating so much.The dinner had really upset me. After the forced meal, we'd all collectively sat in the large sitting room in total silence. April tried her best to comfort me with a smile or by sitting next to me. But after a few minutes later, their parents asked to talk to April alone.They'd made their way to the room next to the one we were all at. Their voice was muffled but i could still guess that they were having a heated argument.After they returned, April had kept her distance from me and refused to even look at me. That moment had been unbearable. But just as Karl an
11:30I sighed as i watched the hours tik by and there is no sign or Karl. I wanted to take Dr. Goodman's advice and talk to Karl, tell him everything then see if he would understand or rub it in my face. But he still hasn't come home.I looked over to the dining table and another sigh escaped my lips. The dinner i made for him is now cold. The Creamy Steak Fettuccine i made following ever direction of a YouTube channel sat pretty at the middle of the circle table.I decided I'll wait a couple more minutes and then I'll leave it alone. when the clock hits midnight and i was getting up to put the dishes away, i heart the front door open and close, followed by Karl's slow footsteps.I waited for him to appear in the hall. Karl had his suit jacket off and hanging over his right arm as he used the left to rub his eyes. He looked pretty exhausted with how his always tense shoulders are slumped down."Karl?" I called out and saw his froze. After a couple of seconds, Karl turned his pale bl
Lucy Chaw... You know how the say the groom shouldn't see the bride in her wedding dress or else bad things will happen on your wedding day? Well I used to think that it was just a silly superstition. It's not. Preparing for the second wedding had taken a bit longer than we thought. It took me a few weeks to make the dress with the help of my two sister-in-laws and the over all preparation had taken a few more weeks which meant that April, June and I had to alter the dress around the waist all over again. But after much time of preparation, we are finally ready to renew our vows. Karl and I never had vows on our wedding because, it was never a marriage of Love. But now, we want to do it the right way, say what we want to say, read our vows to each other in front of our friends and families. Finally, at thirty- six month pregnant, I was finally ready to marry my husband again. But... but... After April helped me in to my dress and we were a few minutes short from walking down th
Karl Thompson..."I'm almost there. Traffic jam is not a joke today." April's frustrated voice came from the other side of the phone."Alright, take your time and drive safe." I warned before hanging up the phone."Is she here yet?" June asked, catching my attention.I looked at my younger sister sitting front across me in my office and I shook my head."She's stuck in traffic." I commented and watched as June leaned back on her seat with a sigh."I'm kind of nervous." She said after a few seconds of silence.Looking down at the document on top of my desk, I nodded my head.I understood her nerves. April had been wanting to be apart of the Thompsons Fashion since she was a little girl. Her ambition had grown even more when June started working here.I still don't know what my two sisters talked about or when and how they made up but ever since they did made up, the two have been attached to each others hips.Their sisterhood has grown so much that April invites June out for
Karl pulled me over to the room across from our girls room and opened the door.If breathtaking was the last room, then this one almost caused me to pass out."Happy birthday, wife." Karl whispered in to my ear as he stepped behind me and gently pushed me further into the room.There are shelves filled with large, different colored fabrics, a few mannequins stood here and there, a large pale pink table stood in the center of the room.The walls are graced with beautiful arts and designed wall papers. There are empty picture frames hanging on the walls."There are empty so you can feel them with anything you want." Karl commented from behind me as he let go of my hips and let me wonder further into the room.I stepped closer to the shelves holding the fabrics and I couldn't help but reach out and pinch them between my thumb and forefinger just to see if they were actually here.The fabrics felt expensive in my fingers, so beautiful and elegant.I looked across from the shelve to see a
I looked around the backyard as our friends and family sang me a happy birthday.The beautiful birthday decoration stood behind me and my birthday cake stood in front.I pressed my palms flat against each other in front of me and listened. My cheeks were already hurting from having to smile too much but I couldn't stop my lips from stretching.I looked at the faces of my friends and families, each of them having a smile in their faces and I couldn't believe the fact that they were all here for me.I leaned closer to the cake once they finished singing me a happy birthday and took a deep breath to blow out the candles. I made sure to close my eyes and make a wish before the last candle was out.I glanced at Karl, who winked at me, quite literally winked at me, forcing heat to burn my cheeks.Soon enough, the cake was cut and pieces were making their ways out to our guests. Karl took my hand and led me to a chair. I let out a groan as soon as I dropped myself in the chair because I did
I took a deep breath as Zeus finished his final touch and stepped back to take a look at his work."Do I look better?" I asked.Zeus chuckled before he offered me his hand and helped me up. I stepped towards the mirror and looked at my reflection. Zeus gave me a soft smile as he placed his hands on my shoulders."You look beautiful, Lucy." He commented. "I mean... I wan the one who did your make up, so it's only natural that you look your best."I playfully glared at Zeus through the mirror before a smile made its way to my lips."Thank you." I whispered. "You really are a life saver."Zeus nodded his head. He really was a life saver. In the last ten minutes, he was able to remove all the runny and ruined make up off of my face and do a soft natural look, all while trying to calm me down."Don't worry about it. I got you." He patted my shoulder before he started collecting the brushes from the sink."Still. I'm really grateful. And I'm sorry I made a scene out there."Zeus stopped col
Lucy Chaw...I stared at my reflection with uncertainty. Placing both of my hands on my large baby bump, I looked down at my long, pale pink dress through the full length mirror. Instead of feeling happy and excited, I feel scared.I don't know why but it all felt fake. Like if I close my eyes for too long then it would all disappear and turn in to a far memory I could barely reach.The long dress Karl bought for me is beautiful and looks way too expensive. The pale pink fabric is decorated with small dusted golden glitter form the top to bottom. This morning, after Karl and I had breakfast alone because he said the cousin twins had an "Errand" to run, a group of stylists and make up artists had invaded the house and kept me locked up in our bedroom, pulling at my hair, stabbing at my face...Okay, fine. I may be over reacting.There were actually only three women that came at Karl's request. One woman to style my hair, one woman to deal with my make up and a third wo
The entire family clapped their hands as soon as the youngest Thompson walked up to the stage and got her medical degree.The loud noice, claps and cheers caught Kaily's attention and she waved over to us with a shy smile in her face.From the moment she walked up on the stage to the moment she walked down, each of us showed our support.Lucy stood beside me, happily clapping her hands for my baby sister. It really surprised me when I saw the two walking into the sitting room together the night of Kaily's surprise party. But what shocked me more was the fact that those two have gotten closer to each other to the point that the two, including April were making plans to have a sleepover at April's old apartment.All of us sat down after Kaily was off the stage and I couldn't help but look around me.Every single Thompson was here including our grandmother Candis. Although, I was a bit surprised when she warmly greeted Lucy when we all met our front before we walked in.Lucy looked just
Karl Thompson...I looked down at the package Stuart just gave me as I was walking up to the front door of our house.It's addressed to my wife but since Stuart and Ethan were both aware about the stress we're dealing with thanks to Garzei Chaw, they had decided that they didn't want to stress her out. So, they waited for me to come home to give me the package.I walked through the long hall and then up the stairs to make my way to our shared bed room. But before I could reach out room, my eyes traveled over to the rest of the bedrooms and empty rooms on our floor.I glanced at our bed room door before walking past it. I silenced my footsteps and walked over to the next room which was the same room Lucy was staying at when she first came back home. I reached out for the door knob and twisted it open Seeing this room reminded me of that horrible night. Looking side way at the door, it almost made me feel like I need to rip it out. It made me feel like I need to rip out
Lucy Chaw...I sat at the back of the car with Ethan in the drivers seat.I scrolled through my phone, absently looking at the screen as I kept recalling the session I just had with Dr. Goodman.We didn't talk about anything different from the last session, although I did mention the shock of a life time when Karl and I found out that we were having twins. Dr. Goodman had congratulated me before she started analyzing me again. She had asked me questions I wasn't able to give answers to, like, why I was so freaked out when I realized that the baby was not just a baby but babies.I had tried to sum it up to hormones and move on but the look Dr. Goodman gave me made me really uncomfortable. It was as if she was telling me that most families with backgrounds like Karl and I wouldn't be upset if we have two or three kids come at us at once. So, why had I been so freaken upset.I sighed as I leaned my head back and closed my eyes.I had a pretty fun morning. Spending time w