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Sara's mind kept repeating the same thing over and over again.I am alright.I am fine.I am going to be alright.She could still see the crimson red blood on her hands when her mind knew that it was not there anymore. Her mind was making her see things that were not there to begin with.The whole day...
She spent the whole day sitting in her room. No matter what happened in her life, she never locked herself like this. But again, she had never killed someone before. Her mind was having a hard time moving past that moment in her life.
She could still feel his filthy touch all over her body. Her body tingled with disgust. Was this what people like Gabriel did to the weak?When that Gabriel found out that Sara was not backed and favored by Grandfather Magnus, he pounced on her like an animal wanting her to succumb to him either by choice or by force.AUTHOR'S POV He was groping her again. His filthy lips and teeth were nibbling on the soft skin of her neck as she screamed her lungs out in fear. No one was there to stop him. She was crying out for help as he ripped her clothes apart and smiled sinisterly at her. She had never felt this scared in her whole life. “ Sara! ” Then a voice invaded her senses and the scene changed in front of her eyes. There was only darkness surrounding her now. And a voice was calling out to her in that darkness. She looked around herself to find the source of the voice when the voice called out to her again. “ Sara ” The voice made her calm down unconsciously. Blinking her eyes open, Sara found Silas leaning over her. It took her a moment to understand what was happening due to the killer headache she was experiencing. Her hands shot out to hold his arm on their own
AUTHOR'S POV Getting ready and eating breakfast, because Silas wouldn't let her leave without it, Sara made her way to the huge building in the middle of the city, that was the headquarter of Lexington Corporation. Her mind was in turmoil. There was something fishy about the whole thing. Grandfather Magnus called her back on his own. If someone had told her that this would happen to her one day, she would laugh it off but this really happened. Pushing everything at the back of her mind, Sara held her head high and approached the Chairman's office that belonged to Grandfather. One day, this office would be hers. She was going to make sure of it. Heaving a deep breath, Sara pushed her hand forward and knocked on the door lightly. She waited for a moment until she heard the ' come in ' from inside and then turned the door knob to open the door. Stepping inside, she closed the door behind her and tu
AUTHOR'S POV “ What do you want for Dinner, Dear Wife? Remember you left me in charge of taking care of the house and you. ” Silas chirped like a teenager as Sara's hand reached up to rub her temples. “ Did you really just call me to ask such a stupid question? ” She breathed out and bit her lip to stop the grin that threatened to break out on her lips. “ Then do you think I called you to profess my undying love to Mrs Sara Alexander? ” His tone changed suddenly as he purred, causing Sara's heart to miss several beats. “ You-You... ” She didn't know what to say to this idiot who always knew how to make her go speechless. “ Yes. Speak further dear wife. Why are you stuck at You? ” He teased and Sara heard him laughing through the speaker. “ Don't call me again! ” She hissed and hanged up on the call. How embarassi
AUTHOR'S POV “ I am doing this because I love you. ” He whispered close to her lips and Sara's fight or flight response activated instantly. Her hand shot up to slap him right across his face, before she pushed him away from her. Her eyes glared at the darkness in front of her. “ Do. Not. Touch. Me. Again. ” Her eyes burned as she hissed at him and heard the ragged breaths from in front of her. “ You just slapped me? ” He chuckled out in disbelief. Realization dawned upon Sara all of a sudden. Her hand shot up to cover her mouth in horror. This man knew her ugly secrets and he was hell powerful. How could she just slap him so stupidly?! He could destroy her and she went around provoking him. What's wrong with you Sara?! Her mind scolded her harshly. But she couldn't hold herself back. When he touched her, she was already feeling disgust
AUTHOR'S POV Sara did not know what to do anymore. She sat in the back seat of her car as they drove back to their company. She had not talked to the Chairman about the deal at all and now her head was pounding with the thoughts about Grandfather Magnus' extreme reactions... The insults would start from the word ' Stupid ' and those insults would end at the word ' Useless '. Sara hated both words. “ You really didn't talk to him about the deal Ma'am?! ” Liam groaned out for the nth time not believing that she, Sara, just ran out of there and straight down, until she was out of the building without doing what she was sent to do. She had never failed Grandfather Magnus before. Never. But from the time Silas came into her life, she had been failing and failing in everything. ' You just want to throw the blame on him ' Her mind yelled at her as she raised her hand
AUTHOR'S POV “ We need to meet. ” Sara deadpanned as soon as she picked up the call. “ Something happened? Again? ” He breathed out, his voice sounding like he was trying to hold back his laughter.Okay. It might be a bad idea asking him to do something when he was definitely going to ask for something in return, Sara thought as she stayed silent and nibbled on her lower lip thoughtfully. “ What do you want Sara? ” He asked in a serious tone when Sara stayed silent for a long time. It was such a good chance at getting him off her back that she wanted to do just as Grandfather Magnus said so Camelia could deal with him instead of her. The thought crossed her mind and she found herself sighing to herself. The last time she had relied on a powerful man for help, he had tried to rape her and she had killed him. She could never forget this now. The memory was etched in
AUTHOR'S POV Stupid. It was so stupid. Sara cursed internally when she observed Silas's amused expressions. His eyes were shining so bright with humor that Sara felt like slapping him across his face to get rid of those expressions. “ Don't say it! ” Silas opened his mouth to say something but Sara was quick to shut him down.Just like she thought. He was already amused that they both were going and they were going alone; together.“ We are going on honeymoon. Not vacations but honeymoon. It's called honeymoon. ” Even after Sara shut him down harshly, Silas still spoke out setting fire to the blood running in Sara's veins. Her fuming face was amusing to him. She was looking at him like she was forced to swallow a whole alive chicken and there was nothing more funny than this for Silas. “ Th-Think whatever you want! ” Sara stammered out getting affected by hi
AUTHOR'S POV Settling down on the last seat in the jet, Sara heaved a breath of relief. Instead of staying far away, Silas came and sat down on the seat opposite of her causing Sara to almost throw her legs in the air and whine out. Why couldn't he just leave her the hell alone? To avoid listening to Silas and looking in his piercing eyes, she plugged in the earphones before turning her head to look outside the window. In a while, the plane was in the air and all she could see from here were fluffy clouds. Sighing softly, Sara's mind wandered off to what that Devil might do again. She couldn't help but feel on edge. Sara didn't know what she was doing or what she wanted to do anymore. Everything was blurred now. Future. Ambitions. Decisions. Goals. Everything. Her tired eyes were still fixed on those clouds as a lump clogged her throat slowly. Suddenly, someon
AUTHOR'S POVHenry Lexington just wanted to deliver those things to Sara and then he wanted to disappear from her life. He was about to do that but when she called out to him, he couldn’t help but freeze on his spot.Sara sighed in relief when her father stopped. She walked toward him, a smile gracing her lips.“ How can you leave from outside? Don’t you want to see your Grandson? ” Sara reached him and grabbed his arm, her eyes filling up with tears.She forgave him. She forgave everyone a long time ago.She wanted those who cared about her to be a part of her life now. She knew her father was weak but he had loved her from the start. There was no doubt about that.She didn’t want to judge people anymore. She wanted to be kind to everyone and most of all, towards her father.“ I was just leaving. ” Henry Lexington kept his face away from her, tears beginning to fall his eyes.
AUTHOR’S POV~A FEW MONTHS LATERSara watched Grandfather Albert carrying Nathan away to the lunch table set outside in the lawn.Today was an official family lunch Grandfather Albert organized for Nathan’s birth.He was born a month ago. The last few months were difficult for Sara because of all the sickness, fatigue, pains, cravings and harsh mood swings but Silas was always by her side.He always took care of her and even got kicked out once from the house because he refused to let her eat more chocolate ice – cream and made her cry.Like Grandfather Albert promised, he threw him out of their home when Sara complained but she missed him after one day and he was called back on her request.After some difficult months, Nathaniel Alexander was born. Their baby boy with forest green eyes resembling Sara’s and the rest of the features resembling Silas’s. He was a c
AUTHOR’S POV“ I am pregnant. ” Sara admitted, closing her eyes to avoid looking at Silas or Grandfather Albert.“ What? ” Silas whisper yelled, disbelief written all over his face.“ Are you deaf, Silas? ” Grandfather Albert was grinning ear to ear not feeling shocked at all. His Grandson had finally done something good.“ I mean – I… ” Silas didn’t know how to react. Now all her actions made sense to him.He was in shock but the moment the reality sank in, he blinked.Sudden delight hit his heart as he rushed toward Sara and grabbed her forearms while she was still keeping her eyes closed.She felt embarrassed after saying it out aloud and even in front of everyone.It turned out, all planning was in vain. Her plans never worked when it came to Silas Alexander.“ Is it true? Can you say it again? ” Silas grinned, his e
AUTHOR’S POV“ I can’t believe it. ” Silas shook his head for the nth time, standing in front of her in nothing but a towel wrapped around his torso.Sara tried not to laugh but he looked devastated by what happened earlier.“ I can’t believe you threw up on me! ” He pushed his hair back and grabbed the towel to dry them.After she vomited on him, he brought her home and instantly went to take a bath. In the meantime, Sara felt like throwing up again and she barged inside the bathroom without feeling the need to ask for his permission.As she was now unable to throw up, she sat on the basin counter just in case she was going to vomit again because she still felt nauseous.All the while, Silas was in the state of shock.“ I warned you. ” Sara shrugged her shoulders, a smile playing her lips.Silas threw her a side look and sighed out. “ Why are you not
AUTHOR’S POV“ Where is she? ” Silas asked Jake just as he picked up his call.Early in the morning, he left her home after giving her the card and it’s already 8 in the night but she hadn’t returned home.“ Shopping, Sir. ” Jake replied, grimly.“ Did she buy something? ” Silas loosened his tie and unbuttoned his top buttons after putting the phone on speaker and placed it down on the dressing table.“ We just got here. ” Jake sighed out, making Silas’s hands pause.“ Where was she since the morning? ” Silas felt dumbfounded.Suddenly, his phone dinged and he picked it up from the table to see the message. It was a withdrawal of 10,000,000.Silas stared at message as he heard what Jake was saying. “ After withdrawing money from the card, she donated it all. She gave me the card after that and now Ma’am is finally in
AUTHOR’S POVAfter the meaningful encounter with Grandfather Albert, Sara walked back to Silas’s room. She had some difficulty finding the room but the butler helped her.Standing in front of the door, she now wondered about her plans. Was this a good choice? She didn’t know.She could get back at him first and they could talk later, like Silas suggested.Turning the doorknob, Sara entered the room without knocking and found Silas sitting on his bed leisurely.Poor Sick Silas. She t’ched internally and walked over to him.“ So? Now, you know you can not run away from here. ” He folded his arms over his chest and poked his inner cheek with his tongue.“ Yeah. I know I can’t run away. ” Sara whispered, strolling toward the connected doors to check everything out.“ What are you doing? ” Silas asked suspiciously. She was too calm at this time and to
AUTHOR’S POV“ I can and trust me…I will, Dear Wife. ” Silas’s hold over Sara’s wrist tightened as he proclaimed.“ I am leaving. ” Sara pried his hand off and glared at him.Deep down, she had a hunch that she committed a mistake coming here. It was the Lion’s den and it would be impossible to leave from here if Silas didn’t let her go.“ Try leaving then. ” Silas challenged, their egos finally clashing.“ So you will do this to me now? ” Sara spoke, hurtfully.“ I have to do this. You are acting like a three year old for God’s sake! It’s marriage. It’s not some dollhouse play where you can leave everything halfway so easily. ” Silas pushed his hair back, his head beginning to hurt due to the stress Sara was causing him.“ First, we will talk it out. If I can’t convince you to forgive me then
AUTHOR’S POV“ I want divorce, Silas. ” After she said this out aloud, Silence consumed them both for a while.Silas was expecting an outburst, an angry tantrum but not this rushed decision of separation for life.He set his lips in a thin line, his eyes narrowing down to observe her closely. She was avoiding eye – contact with him.“ Repeat it. ” He spoke slowly, his tone deadly. “ Say it again, Sara. ”Sara lifted her head, her gaze settling on his light brown orbs. Did he think he could scare her into changing her decision? No, he couldn’t do it anymore.“ You had a chance. I gave you one. You could have told me, but you didn’t. Why? Because, you didn’t trust me like I did? Or were you just taking advantage of my love? What was it that you tried to achieve by pretending to be someone else? ” Sara got up from the chair, her eyes glaring at Silas
AUTHOR’S POV“ I am pretty sure the hospital is on the opposite way. ” Sara pointed out to Jake who was sitting on the backseat with her.“ Sir is at home now, Ma’am. ” Jake replied calmly when all Sara had been doing all the time was getting angry at him.Sara sighed out and looked outside at the trail of trees passing by. Home. Grandfather. She understood it better now.She was relieved but she was anxious at the same time. She felt sad too. She knew why, this time.She had all the answers she needed now. There was no confusion left.She was sad because Grandfather Magnus was dying. No matter how much she despised him or how much that family hurt her, they were still human beings. Death was a sad phenomenon. After a while, Grandfather Magnus will be dead and that family was going to be destroyed. Nothing will be left of them.By then, Sara too wouldn’t have anyone by her sid