FEDORA’S POV
Standing on the borderline of the pack, I could almost smell the scent of rogue. Should I move forward?
If I do, I will have to accept being away from my brother, my mother, and my friend Caroline, and my existence would be completely erased from the pack, everything I have worked so hard for since childhood, my dreams, I will lose everything; but if not, I will have to endure becoming the prey of some male, once he catches me, he could put his cock into my vag*na regardless of my will. F*ck, it sucks!
"Fedora! Something's happened to Mom!" My brother suddenly yelled with an anxious look and I had to go back to the pack house in a hurry.
When we entered the room, Mother was lying on the bed, pale. I knew she had been injured in that rogue fight, but I didn't know it would be so serious.
I had thought she would recover soon with medicine, but until now only I knew that her medicine could only be produced by a powerful pack like Alpha Lorcan's pack.
"Mom, are you okay?" I asked carefully as I held her hand.
Looking at her pale face, I felt my heart ache and guilt instantly filled my heart.
Mom is always the one who gives me the most love and support. Different from my stubborn father, my mom always listened carefully to my every thought. She knew clearly that I wanted a very different path, the path that I don't have to be someone's wife or mother to survive.
It is not an easy path, but Mom never knocked down my confidence. Instead, she encouraged me at every moment that I needed. Also, she never gave up convincing my father to let me be myself even though she knew it would annoy him.
Sometimes, I couldn't understand how a wise woman like my mother fell for such an arrogant man like my father. And what she answered me was that she could see another side of my father.
Another side? I doubt it.
Every time when I tried to ask more, Mom just gave me a mysterious smile while saying that I would understand when I met my own mate.
"Hey, Dora darling..." Mom's voice pulled me back from my wandering thoughts and she squeezed a reassuring smile at me, "I'm sorry. Mom shouldn't be sick at this time..."
I shook my head while tears gathered in my eyes. "Don't say that, Mom. It's me who should apologize...I didn't know..."
I couldn't finish my words as I had a lump in my throat. I knew the reason why she hid her true condition. Even if my absence might affect her medication supply, she never wanted to trouble me to do anything I dislike.
But I knew it was time for me to grow up.
How could I succeed in my own path if all I knew was to hide under her shelter as a carefree little girl? Escape is not an option.
Wiping off my tears, I made a smile at her. I then hugged her tightly, trying to make my voice sound positive.
"Mom, I decided. I'm going to attend the ball."
Tradition as they called it, right? Then I'll change the rules in my own way.
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I must admit, this pack knew how to throw a party.
Never had I seen such an elaborate and ostentatious display of power, luxury, and wealth. The way the whole banquet was arranged, and decorated was meant to be a statement for all the people who wanted to and were continuously trying to compete with the Gray Glory pack.
The Gray Glory pack was one of the wealthiest and most powerful in the country.
The whole place looked like a dream and unreal.
It seemed like the Alpha of this pack has some strange obsession with mirrors. The whole place was decorated with mirrors of almost every size and shape. The whole theme of silver and white enhances everything. The dance floor was plane but with a closer look I realized that they had some sort of sensor, I am not sure but when someone walked on them, they left a trail of fairy lights behind them, I wonder how it will look with all the couples will dance on the floor.
The entire floor will shine with multiple fairy lights beneath their feet.
But sometimes the overly ornate decoration is just to better conceal the ugly desire behind it. In a way, such luxury decorations do match the savage concept behind this hunting ball.
Well, I came here with only one single motive.
To hide until it is time to leave this hell.
Luckily, most of the packs were attending this year and that meant this place will be packed by the end of the night and it will make things much easier for me.
My father was here as well because he didn’t trust me and the sentiment was mutual. So, all I could do was keep numbing my irritability with more whiskey.
"Did you hear, Fed? Alpha Lorcan will attend this hunting as the host." Caroline said excitedly next to me while observing around. "See? That's why so many women have dressed themselves so seductively."
Alright, Alpha Lorcan again.
I swore I'd lost count of how many times Caroline chanted that name in my ear tonight. I swear if I have to hear that name one more time I’ll scream in her ear. I am aware who Alpha Lorcan is and I know everything I need to know about his reputation. He is the most ruthless and strongest Alpha, who has a reputation of being overly cruel and cold as ice. Though European packs are not part of the prerequisite studies during our training but I have always been an overachiever and an enthusiastic learner so I have studied about him and his pack. Being the leader of the biggest pack in entire Europe, he singlehandedly erased the threat of rogue witches and feral wolves singlehandedly. If there is one pack Royals are directly connected to then it is this pack. Rumour has it that he fought the entire army of rogues with a silver dagger plunged in his chest, he didn’t even bother to pull it out until he killed every rogue.
"Are you wishing Alpha Lorcan to be your mate too, Caroline?" My brother suddenly spoke, causing me to glance up at him in surprise. His tone held accusation and a bit of jealousy.
Is he jealous that Caroline is interested in Alpha Lorcan? I looked at both of them when all he was doing was staring at her heatedly but Caroline on the other hand was trying to hide her face from him.
Am I missing something here?
Why are they both acting weird?
Adrian’s acting differently and I could see his wolf Kurt surfacing and I touched his arm to distract him. He looked at me and I raised my brows at him.
He simply shook his head and walked away.
I then turned towards Caroline and did the same.
“Is there something I should know Car?” I questioned.
“Um….no, why would you say that? Why would I hide anything from you, you are my best friend Fed.” Something about the way she said those words didn’t sit right with me.
I looked at her for a while but nodded.
“Whatever, I am going to grab something to eat.” I said and walked away. I was on my way thinking of all the possible ways I can do to avoid tomorrow’s hunt when I felt a sharp pain on my butt.
Did somebody just spank me?
Turning around I saw a young a**hole, no more than eighteen years old who probably just got in contact with his wolf, with a cocky grin on his face.
Ugh! These newly turned wolves like to think that world is now under their palm, when the truth is that it’s just their hormones and heightened feelings from their wolf that only a few can control.
In short, they are jerks.
I rolled my eyes at him and that somehow offended him.
“Listen kid, just go and do what people of your age like to indulge in, except drugs.” I said and that made him growl and I caught his eyes changing their color.
Yep, definitely a jerk!
He pulled me towards him and slammed to the nearest wall, “Then why are you wearing a dress that’s more suitable for pack sl*ts. I don’t know what’s wrong with women, you all like to dress up for our attention and when someone shows even an ounce of interest you reject us as if are nothing to you.”
That’s because he is right, he is nothing if he can’t even control his wolf but his body scent indicated that he was a high rank wolf and if I take any action against him right now I don’t think any one is going to stand by me for support and it will draw unnecessary attention as well.
I pushed him away and was about to snap him in half when once again he cornered me.
“Just wait till tomorrow’s hunt then I’ll show you what this kid is capable of.” He spat in my face.
“And you think that this pack will let you do it?” I raised my eyebrow at him, challenging him.
“I don’t need anyone’s permission. I take what I want by hook or by crook and you are the new charm of tomorrow’s hunt princess, I am going to enjoy torturing you when I’ll catch you tomorrow,” he seethed and I knew it was time take action.
I won’t let anyone disrespect me like that, I never needed a saviour before nor I need one today.
I was about to get my life’s sweet revenge on the poor loser when someone punched the consciousness out of him in one move.
I looked up to see a tall, handsome devil with big, beautiful shining emerald eyes and soft, touchable Raven black hair in a black suit. I was about to say that he didn’t need to get involve when he started speaking in his deep, rich and silky tone and made me realize who he really was.
“How dare you even threaten someone on my turf? This is my territory and every action has consequences. If anyone break rules in my territory especially in events like this, I will make your life hell.”
My territory?
That only meant one thing…he is the person I am supposed to despise.
Alpha Lorcan of Gray Glory Pack.
FEDORA’S POVHe ordered someone to escort that male out all the while keeping his eyes on me. His heated gaze and those Hawkeyes made the hair on my neck stand up in attention. I felt small under his scrutinizing gaze. He uncovered his majestic aura and demanded the attention of everyone in the hall.“If any one of you was found to be breaking the new as well as old rules of the hunt will be eliminated and blacklisted from this as well as the upcoming yearly hunts of every pack. Consider this my first and last warning and I don’t like to repeat myself.” He announced and I heard gasps and cheers from the females around me. His majestic aura, deep voice, and the way he carried himself won the admiration of nearly all the women but something about him made my wolf restless.It was hard to tell if it was because of what just happened or what he did.And the way his eyes were calling my wolf forward I chose to avoid his gaze and step away hoping that he would do the same but I could still
FEDORA’S POVI looked at the full moon and for the first time instead of feeling free I felt my soul being shackled by the unknown.That look that Alpha Lorcan gave me last night kept lingering in my mind. Once again, I looked down and clutched my necklace.I added another layer of insurance and hoped my caution would help me get through this one.As long as I can successfully hide my scent until the whole event is over, I can embrace my freedom again. No one can bind me down.Taking a deep breath, I looked around. Most of the females were feeling excited and giddy about the possibility of mating with their soul mate for eternity.The setup of the whole maze was indeed impressive and every female was assigned a different entryway to enter the maze.I was escorted to my assigned gate by two female members of Alpha Lorcan’s pack. These women’s strong body built indicated that they had female warriors in their pack as well, which was another surprise for me.Most of the packs only train
FEDORA’S POVOh, my goddess Alpha Lorcan saw me and he is coming right this way.I mentally cursed my luck and this whole situation.On the other hand, I have to deal with this maniac and on the other hand the king of demons himself.What did I do to deserve all this?My plan was pretty simple, follow the map and get the hell out of there as soon as possible.This crazy woman ruined everything and for what….this devil who is walking in our direction like a predator.But the way he was eliminating the distance between us, my wolf was getting crazy in my head.“Please not now,” I said to my wolf.But she ignored me and continued to wag her tail and her pacing.“What is going on here?” He asked as soon as he was at arm's length, which was pretty close to my liking.This can’t be good.My wolf tried to take control but luckily the bracelet and the charm were helping me to keep her at bay.Before I could answer the woman beside me shifted in her true form, obviously naked and didn’t bother
FEDORA’S POVOur skin met and the sparks charged up my whole body putting me in a trance for a moment, the golden bell was in my hand but my palm was in someone else’s hand.I shuddered and those same sparks ran through my entire body and I felt myself being lifted from the ground. The cheers of the people surrounding me brought me back to the present and I realized that I was in the arms of Alpha Lorcan.Wait…no!No…no…no….he can’t be…he can’t be my mate!Anyone but him!I struggled to get out of his arm but he tightened his grip around my thighs as a sign of warning.But…I won!I reached the bell first, I wanted to say so much but the cheers around me suppressed everything including my thoughts.I don’t know why they all were so happy with my destruction as if heavens and hell were punishing me for some reason.I wanted to show everyone the golden bell that I managed to catch before the bell rang but everyone’s gaze was focused on Lorcan.They all saw him as a prodigy, someone who c
FEDORA’S POVA loud noise followed by the sound of dings brought me out of the haze of lust when I was nearly ready to submit myself to him.What the hell am I doing? I should push him away.He caressed my neck oh so softly that my body nearly melted.He is good at whatever he was doing, as if he was an expert. I could tell he was not a virgin by the way he was touching me, turning me into a boneless puddle. I was drowning because of the mate pull and his kisses.He nudged my face and kissed me softly on my cheeks and then slowly trailed soft kisses to the nape of my neck, my urge to mark his scent was getting stronger and the way he was touching me I bet he was doing the same.Alpha males are more possessive than other normal males, but I realized he actually wanted to mark me when his canines graze the sensitive skin on my neck.I came back to my senses and pushed him away with all my might.He obviously wasn’t expecting it and that little push made him lose his balance and he almos
FEDORA’S POVThe part where I have to dress a certain way and maintain a fake smile on my face no matter how pissed I am at everyone always throws me off.I have never liked it and I don’t know how many times I threw up thinking that this is how my life is going to be from now on, as Lorcan’s mate and Luna I will have to do all of it without any kind of resistance or tantrums.If not he will try to hurt my pack and my family.And I do not doubt it.The golden bell was resting on my dressing table and my eyes went there numerous times while I got ready for tonight’s celebration.“You look amazing Dora, just…maybe…try to smile a bit.” Caroline requested and I gave her the best glare that I could muster.She is lucky she is my best friend or I would have strangled her by now.Why did I fight that crazy woman in the forest today? I should have let her seduce Lorcan, I don’t know what went wrong.“Well maybe if you try to adjust maybe he’ll be nice to you.” my wolf suggested and I didn’t l
FEDORA’S POVI was about to leave but then I thought I should at least inform him. It’s not like he cared but at this moment I felt the need to. As I was about to go near him I overheard his beta and him talking to each other which made me halt in my tracks.“You finally got your Luna Alpha and fortunately she is everything you wanted in your Luna.” His beta said in a soft tone which was quite different from the way he announced this year's hunt rules.“Not everything,” Lorcan mumbled and took a sip of his champagne.“What do you mean?” His beta questioned.“Nothing.” Lorcan tried to dismiss the conversation but his beta was quite curious.“Look I know you just wanted to a Luna to keep your pack stable and maintain a balance. But at some point, you’ll have to give her a chance. I know that it is not what you want but you’ll have to do it. It is your duty.” His beta was trying to be sensible but no part of their ridiculous conversation made sense to me.I am just a duty?Someone who’ll
FEDORA’S POVI sprint out the doors of the mansion and disappear into the wilderness. The smell of nature excites me as the wind whips past me as my legs move faster.I feel the change of my wolf wanting to break through.“Let us be one.” She whispered.A wicked smirk crosses my lips as I jump from a fallen tree, shifting through mid-air, and landing on all fours.Goddess, this power. It felt so f*cking good to be free. We howled in excitement as the earth pounded beneath our paws. My wolf and I's bond was like no other. She is my rock, my friend, and my everything. I am she and she is me. As I disappeared into the depths of the forest, with my wolf by my side, I couldn't help but smile.We kept running until we reached the edge of a cliff. I paused as the cool breeze whipped through my fur, the smell of salt travelling to my tongue; being able to taste it. The view from the cliff and its horizon beyond was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen.Meant tranquillity, feeling t
FEDORA’S POVMoving on from the pain and heartache had been a difficult journey, but it was one I embarked upon not because of weakness, but because of the belief that Lorcan was right. Our relationship hadn't started on a good note, and there were secrets and misunderstandings that needed to be addressed. It was time to give him the chance to express himself and make amends.Lorcan was undeniably headstrong and stubborn, but I had faith that this time, he would be more flexible. I had already witnessed a significant change in him during my pregnancy. The man who once never bowed to anyone now bent to tie my shoelaces, and he respected my boundaries, touching me only when I gave him permission to do so.It was a sign of his willingness to change, to adapt, and to become the partner and father our family needed. The transformation in him gave me hope for our future, a future built on trust, love, and understanding. The pain of the past was still there, but it was no longer the defining
LORCAN’S POVI didn't know what to say when I held the divorce papers in my hands. But one thing was certain—I couldn't run away from my sins any longer. I had hurt Fedora countless times, and she had forgiven me time and again. Forgiveness was something I didn't deserve, and now I had to face the consequences of my actions.Fedora's question lingered in the air, and I pondered over it. Were we really okay? No, we weren't. Nothing between us was normal, and it all began with my selfish needs. First, it was about my wolf, then my pack, and finally, my pack's future. Fedora had fulfilled those conditions admirably. My wolf was healed, my pack was in a much better state, and now she carried my pack's future within her womb.How could I let her go?I couldn't sit there any longer, contemplating. I stood up and walked back to my room, retrieving the contract that had bound us. Returning to where Fedora was, I knelt before her. Confusion and hurt were evident in her eyes as she gazed at me.
FEDORA’S POVAs I and the others returned to Gray Glory pack, the weight of revelations bore down upon me. The whole truth about the rift between me and Lorcan had finally come to light, and it was a revelation that left me reeling.Melantha, the source of so much pain and confusion, had manipulated the situation from the start. She had fabricated the entire scene that had driven a wedge between me and Lorcan. For her actions, she had been sent to the werewolf base, a place akin to rehab, where she could heal and hopefully come to terms with her delusions.One of her friends revealed that Melantha had lived in a world of fantasy, convincing herself that Lorcan's care was love and that they were destined to be together. Her obsession had driven her to desperate measures up to a point where she rejected her own mate, and she even drugged Lorcan in an attempt to weaken our mate bond. However, due to Lorcan's strength the drug didn’t effected him that much and he ran away instead in an at
FEDORA’S POVAs I and two warriors ventured towards the battered barn, the memories of the mysterious figure who had entered it earlier gnawed at the back of my mind. The barn, now mostly destroyed from the recent battle, stood before me, a symbol of uncertainty. The scent of blood grew stronger as we approached near the barn, and I exchanged worried glances with the warriors by my side. The dread within me intensified as I sensed movements from within but my wolf was calm, she showed no signs of stress and that put me at ease.Quickly, I activated the mind link, summoning our pack members. Their responses were swift, and they arrived just in time to witness the unfolding mystery.The stench of decayed blood filled the air, a chilling reminder of the horrors that had taken place. I couldn't deny the fear that crept into my heart, but I refused to let it weaken my resolve. Pregnancy didn't equate to weakness; I was determined to face whatever awaited inside.Lorcan's warning glance did
FEDORA’S POVThe tension in the air was palpable, thick like an invisible shroud that seemed to constrict around everyone in the entire battle field. Lorcan's eyes, usually warm and inviting, were now cold, searching for something that eluded him. It was evident that he wasn't looking for me; his gaze bore into the distance, and the fire of determination flickered within his irises.Despite the numerous wounds that marred his body, he moved with a grace that belied the pain. With a few determined strides, he reached me, his fingers closing around me wrists, holding me in place. There was an undeniable possessiveness in his grip, an unspoken promise that he wouldn't let me go. My first instinct was to pull away, to create distance, but there was something about his close proximity that soothed the wild turmoil within me and my wolf. So, I stayed, my eyes locked onto his, searching for answers.Lorcan's men trailed behind him, their expressions mixed with curiosity and urgency. They wer
FEDORA’S POVWalking out of that grim place, the reality of the situation weighed heavily on me. The others trailing behind us were mostly underage and hadn't yet developed their wolf. Their vulnerability gnawed at my heart, but Lorcan assured me they would be safe. Still, trust was an elusive concept, and I couldn't help but feel a twinge of doubt.It was true, though. I had to think of our child. My wolf was already bearing the burden of protecting us both, and I couldn't afford to let my emotions jeopardize that. I was acutely aware of her exhaustion.The night's silence enveloped us, thickening the air with tension. The stillness felt ominous, as if it were the calm before an impending storm. My heart raced with each passing second.As we continued, I sensed a presence, something familiar. I stopped Lorcan, urgently whispering for him to hide. We all took cover in the shadows, and then I saw him - Zero. My mind struggled to process the sight; how had he found us?When the path see
LORCAN’S POVDirt caked her face, loneliness clung to her like a second skin, and she sat there, battered and wounded. I approached her, the weight of my past neglect pressing on me like a leaden cloak. She had sensed my presence, but her gaze remained distant, unfocused. I couldn't blame her; I hadn't been there when she needed me most.Step by careful step, I drew nearer, all my senses alert to her every movement. My warriors and Alpha Adrian were ready, positioned to strike the rogues once we had Fedora and the others safely away. But right now, in this tense moment, it was just me and my mate."Fedora?" My voice was a mere whisper, filled with regret and longing. She finally turned her gaze toward me, her eyes empty, but at least they acknowledged my presence.Kneeling in front of her, I gently cupped her cheek. The dirt and grime smeared across her delicate features couldn't hide her beauty. Her hands were bound, and I quickly set to work untying them. The ropes had left angry, r
THIRD PERSON’S POVFedora's predicament grew increasingly dire as the rogues continued to hold her captive, and her fellow shelter members found themselves in an equally perilous situation. Tensions ran high as the rescuers, led by Lorcan and Adrian, prepared to make their move.Lorcan's heart raced with worry for his mate and unborn child, but he knew he needed to remain composed for their sake. The scent of Fedora's blood filled the air, a constant reminder of the urgency of their mission. Adrian, though struggling with his own emotions, reminded Lorcan to control himself, knowing that their erratic behavior could jeopardize the rescue operation.As they followed the scent trail, the duo encountered the unexpected: a well-organized rogue pack. It was a stark departure from the typical chaotic nature of rogues. The rogues patrolling their borders appeared disciplined, and the territory seemed orderly. They realized that these rogues were not the usual feral wolves.The rescue team de
LORCAN’S POVMy temper was on the brink of erupting, a volatile mixture of emotions swirling within me. The scent of Fedora's blood, amplified by the bond we shared and the knowledge of her carrying my child, was a maddening cocktail that sent my wolf into a frenzy. The primal instincts of protection and urgency were warring within me, threatening to overwhelm my control."Control yourself, Lorcan," Adrian's words cut through the tumultuous storm of my thoughts. Even in his own turmoil, he managed to hold a semblance of restraint that I found both admirable and infuriating. While Fedora was his sister, and his concern was palpable, I struggled to maintain my composure in the face of such overwhelming emotions.The trail of Fedora's blood scent was a lifeline leading us through the dark labyrinth of uncertainty. It felt deliberate, a beacon she had left for us to follow—a glimmer of hope in an otherwise dire situation. I had already mobilized my pack, sending out a call to my warriors