Catalina Maria.
I have been in the same spot since they brought me to this bedroom. That was last night. I have not moved a limb, nor have I said a word. I’ve just sat here thinking about two things. What Lucas has done and what my life has become. That man… he is the Don of Maython City. The same one people say has a heart of thorns and the fury of a thousand men. Just looking into his eyes, I saw silver shards of something, and from the mannerless rust in his voice, I knew—I was doomed. On my wedding day, the day I thought I would be marrying my childhood best friend and love, I instead became the bride of the wicked Don of the city. A Don is just another title for the god of the city. He controls every gang, every elected governor, every government policy. Bullets and loyalties—those are the laws of a Don. In Maython City, a Don is untouchable. I have heard too many rumors about Salvador. They say he has no heart—not for men, not for women. He hates all equally. Lucas used to speak about him in reverence in the bakery. Even my foster father has, though I never paid attention to them before but I would be deaf to not know about Salvador Mendoza or the Mendoza brothers. They talk about the grip he has on this city, how everyone fears him, how he brands his offenders, how he never gives second chances. How did I go from being the humble daughter of a baker down the street to the kidnapped, pitiful girl? My foster dad must be sick with worry by now. I need to at least tell him I am fine even if it’s a lie. I try to shift my legs, and they ache just from the effort. When I place my feet on the cold floor, I don’t stand right away. As I wait, I see the coat Salvador gave me. I discarded it on the ground and I am still in my torn wedding dress. I glance around the room they call the servants’ quarters. It is the size of my own bedroom. If this is their way of trying to break me, they are failing. When I finally plant my feet on the floor, I stand for a while, and that damn ring stares back at me from the table. I open the door. I don’t know the layout of the house, but I just need to find a phone and make a call. Once I do that, I’ll go back to the room and pretend I never left. I’ve seen the cadres of power in these cities. Even if I called the police for help, they would never lift a finger for middle-class people like me. Who would go against the Don? When they pulled me out of the car and into the Mendoza household, I was in tears. But through the blur of it all, I saw a castle. Now, standing here, I see the same grandeur—the walls of the servants’ quarters are painted in the brightest yellow. At every corner, flowers bloom against the walls. Art pieces are hung at even intervals, and the ceiling is so high… painted white with lilies or something. I leave the hall and step onto a white staircase. I glance left and right—terrified of what I might find at every turn. Then I reach another floor. Colorful couches spread across the space, and a garden is beyond the open balcony. Parrots flutter in from outside— "You!" A hand grips my wrist. I yell in fear and turn to face an older woman. Hatred owns her face. She has a face so rigid that it carves deep lines into her hollowed cheeks. This woman’s eyes sink into dark sockets and her lips are frowned. “She must be the woman Sir brought yesterday?” a younger girl, around my age in a yellow apron murmur. “The wench?” The old woman doesn’t take her eyes off me. "I’m not a wench." I whisper and avoid her gaze.Her eyes remind me of a vulture."In this house, you are!" she hisses. "How dare you speak back!?" She grabs my chin and begins to twisting my face left and right. Then, she looks at my body. "What is this wench wearing? This tattered—did you not take clothes to her room already?" "Madam Louise, I—" "Don't stutter, do it!" she snaps, and the girl bobs her head over and over again. “Dolls like you will be broken by the master—” I yank her wrinkled hand off my face and quickly wipe my cheek. "You bitch!" she screeches. I don't see it coming until her palm cracks against my face, snapping my head to the side. A horrible sting blooms instantly across my skin. "I will take her at once." The young girl grabs my arm and drags me back the way I came. I look back, again and again, until she shoves me into the room. "Listen. Catalina, right?" she closes the door behind her. "This is not a place to be mouthy if you want to keep your head. I don’t know you, but we all heard what happened. Go into the bathroom and shower at once. You're lucky—this room has its own shower, so you don’t have to share with the other house keepers." She moves to the closet and pulls it open. "I put some clothes in here. Wear them. Sir is going to call for you." "Who is Sir?" I ask, on the verge of crying, again.I just got slapped by a vulturous looking woman. "Salvador." She doesn’t hesitate to say his name. And my heart responds by racing in fear…even my hands begin to grow clammy. "Hurry. If you anger him, you and your entire family might just pay for it—" "Why does he want to see me?" The girl exhales. She looks frustrated and she closes her eyes for a moment. "I'm not supposed to tell you this, but…I think your lover, Lucas, is going to report to him this morning. And as you know, when the Don brands someone, they become his dog." My skin turns cold. "So please…just shower and put on one of those dresses so I don’t get in trouble this morning." I nod frantically. Not because I’m truly listening—but because I am on the tip of sorrow and worse keeps happening to me. Was being a bride my crime? I step out of the bathroom in a robe and the girl is waiting. She has already laid out my clothes. "I’ll wait for you outside." she slips out the door. I do not properly dry my hair. It stays damp as I slip into the floral dress—a choice that feels painfully out of place for what I’m going through. The thin flowered straps sit on my shoulders, and the off-white fabric is patterned with brown blossoms. It cinches at the waist before flowing loosely to my knees. It’s soft. Unfit for the pain I am going through. A pair of shoes sits neatly beside the bed and I slide them on before opening the door. The girl nods when she sees me. "What’s your name?" I ask. "I’m Rosa. Come on, let’s go. Salvador is in the dining room, eating." She starts walking, and I follow. My hands stay clasped together and my eyes stay on my feet, step after step, until we reach something that makes me pause. An elevator. Inside the house? "This is the servants' quarters.” Rosa says, as if she knows exactly what I am curious about. She taps the button and goes in first. I follow. When the doors open again, we step out together into an open floor with a grand layout. It looks like a royal court from a soap opera I enjoyed watching at the bakery. Now, that I think about it, the protagonist was forced to marry a wicked man too. Rosa turns left and as I move with her. I take note of housekeepers who pause in their tasks to simply glance at me and whisper among themselves. Somewhere, I also hear a puppy barking. Yet, my focus sharpens when I spot the dining room. And then I see Lucas and his brothers. The three of them are standing stiffly before the Don. God…their heads are bowed in submission. “Hey.” Someone snaps and I turn to see the Don.He’s filthy tall, easily in the realm of 6’1, with windblown black hair and dark brows. The line of his jaw is strong, as if carved by a banter of proud Greek gods. His eyes are the shade of gold-flecked onyx. If an artist were to draw him, they would spend at least a year on his mouth. I have seen a lot of men but now, it all look as if they were made from him being the sample. On a morning like this where he has ruined multiple lives, he dares to be feasting—shirtless, revealing his chest that is layered with tattoos from hades. What sort of—
When he rises on his feet and his body is full of hard muscles. I can see it. He has on military like trousers, one that speaks of a man used to command. He looks like a soldier, built for war. And there is a hunting gun on his table. Again, there are tattoos up his neck like inked armour.
Before he reclines on his chair, I see a massive black serpent stretched across his back. Under it, there is a single word: Don.
“Wife, come here. Sit on my lap and pour me a drink.” He says.Salvador Silver Mendoza.“Catali, did you not hear me?” I grind my cigarette into the silver tray.I stare at her and before she answers, I think about that one question that’s been plaguing me: how can innocence and siren exist on the same face? And might I add that her voice is the most haunting thing I have ever heard… she sounds so soft, it is devastating for a man as hard as me.Yesterday was a lot, but her beauty remained consistent regardless of the fact that she was in tears. How do I put this? She has the face of a doe, but her lips set her apart. Her aquiline nose is patterned to be a man’s fall, and the sight I got of her breasts after I mistakenly ripped her cloth was…How do I say I’ve never seen skin like that? Like butter, whipped to white and fluffy. Even now, it has a contrast of shine to it—one that can be only attributed by a living sun, though there’s none here. I can only wonder what her nipples look like; would they be the shade of her lips?Today, she is not in h
Catalina Maria.I am pale.What is that heavy feeling on my knee? By the tense clench of his jaw, I know it’s exactly what I fear—it’s not his leg, it is not something thick in his pocket. But the way it shifts, soft at first, then hard against my knee, tells me the truth.It’s his manhood.I squeal in embarrassment and fear. I try to get away, but my movement yanks at my scalp. My breath stutters when I realize my hair is tangled around his necklace."Stay. Fucking. Put." he growls.There is pure terror in my spine so I cannot listen, not when he’s so close—too close—his mouth is just inches from my skin, his body is a wall of scary, tattooed muscle before me. I have to move. I don’t care if my hair ends up being chopped in half. I have a head full of hair, it will grow again.Forbiddingly, in an attempt to find space, my knee just had to center around him again! Salvador grunts, so startled by it that he ends up falling in between my legs. I gasp against his lips.My mouth is still
Salvador Silver Mendoza.Catalina.Her name is silk and innocence. I swear, she’s like a veil between good and good. She has a face so pure, so soft, so lithe, and drenched in grace that a man like me cannot help but be curious. When I think of her, it circles back to a dove—every bit of her. That voice she uses to speak, so soft… but imagine it in a moan?I heard her moan. And it struck me like lightning.There’s a ruckus outside, but I pretend it doesn’t concern me.I have work, like every other day—cash books, ledgers, cash flows of each of my businesses. I know no man would dare steal from me, but I still make sure my eyes stay hooked. A pen rests between my teeth, but my groin knows something else entirely.How long has it been since I’ve manned a woman?I can’t even remember. A year? Two? What the hell—I didn’t think it had been that long. I’ve been too caught up in my business. My mining empire, the Silver Dimes, pulls in thousands of diamonds, resold across the globe. It’s not
Catalina Maria.I step back as multiple plates are thrown into the sink. Foamy, soapy water splashes against my face as they dump them in carelessly. The whole basin is full, and someone shoves a pair of gloves into my hands. In the blurry view of my tear-filled eyes, I see numerous housekeepers in the space—like a hive of bees, they are all whispering about me.Louder footsteps storm into the vast kitchen and a strong hand yanks me around to face Madam Louise, the insane head of housekeeping.“You see,” she says. “I told you—you’re a wench, and a wench belongs in the kitchen.”I quickly wipe my cheeks.“All of you, pay attention!”Louise yells and the whispering stops.“I know many of you have been spreading rumors—saying Sir finally married a woman. But let this be a lesson to you all. She is not Mrs. Mendoza. She is collateral. And now, she is part of the housekeeping staff. She will wash dishes as the rest of you do. She will scrub floors until they shine. If only you had been a
Salvador Silver Mendoza.I fill my glass with whiskey as my brothers file in, one by one, like they’re lining up for confession. Anytime they walk in like this, it is two things—they want something and second, they want something.Diego drops into a chair. Nathan stands. Patrick is missing, but not for long. A few seconds go and he walks in, pulling off his cap like he’s about to deliver a eulogy.“You’re married!?”Ah. So he finally heard.“Again, you’re married?!” He throws his arms out.“And have you seen her? She’s beautiful too…” Diego chimes in.I roll my eyes and swirl the whiskey in my glass.“Salvador, you don’t do rational things…” Nathan starts. “You set out to beat that fucking bastard, and you came back with his bride. Now Mom’s turned her into a damn housekeeper—”“She broke an expensive vase. You know how Mother gets about those flimsy things.” I reach for a cigarette, then a lighter—where the hell is my fucking lighter?Nathan tosses one to me. I catch it midair, flick
Catalina Maria.As soon as he leaves, I look around the room. From left to right, the bed is as wide as an ocean, enough for at least six people. When Salvador was on me, it felt like the weight of a thousand men, but it was not suffocating. It was scary…until he kissed me. Not until I felt that though he is a man of cold exteriors, his lips were nothing but soft. His tongue was hot and it felt like pillows in my mouth.This isn’t the first time I’ve been kissed. So, why did I go numb? Or should I be asking, why did Salvador kiss me? To teach me a lesson? For someone so rough and wicked, he kissed me like a husband would kiss his wife.And that is the problem.He is not my husband. I am not his wife. He has made it clear that I am his collateral. Therefore, he is not supposed to kiss me like that.I touch my lips because I can still feel him. How do I explain it? He tastes of rain, of mint, of siege, all at once. Even now, my lips are still trembling. And worse, when he threatened to
Salvador Silver Mendoza.I’m on my second tequila, and the night hasn’t even bled open yet.Tonight was supposed to be about work. I had plans. Things to handle. But with the wreckage life insists on throwing at me, I’ve got no choice but to sit through my mother’s tea party, put on a show, and silence the vultures.My shirt is the color of midnight—black enough to swallow the light, dark enough to keep my sins hidden. Mother walks beside me into one of our infamous receiving room and complaint rolls off her tongue.“The guests are already asking about Catalina—left and right, it’s like they think she’s some celebrity or something.”The receiving room is filled with Diego’s usual company—men with too much liquor in their veins and too little sense in their heads. They are men I tolerate at best. Diego, sprawled in an armchair with a girl on his lap, hand wandering up her thigh, notices our mother and immediately shoves her off. Too late. Mama Doza’s eyes have already seen it.“Is this
Catalina Maria. I swallow for my throat has become dry. Words fail me as I stare at the obvious bulge in his pants. It is a large pointed bulge that strains against the fabric of his pants. I must be seeing things. It is obviously heavy and pronounced in a way that makes my pulse stutter and my body lock up. A stroke of need so visible it’s almost unbearable to look at before he hastily drops his shirt over it.Is that why he turned away from me?When he pulled me against him earlier, I felt something pressing into my stomach, but I had assumed it was his belt. Yet now, with my own eyes, there’s no mistaking it.“Just leave!” he rasps.I glance at the door, torn between obeying and staying. I should go. I should pretend I saw nothing, walk out of this room, and let him deal with… whatever this is.But he’s suffering.As a student studying clinical pharmacy, my mind immediately jumps to conclusions. Either he took something—like an aphrodisiac—or I don’t know. Either he took an aphrod
Catalina Maria.I still can’t believe it.When Salvador mentioned liking the kiss, I almost thought I misheard him. That means the first time he kissed me on this bed, it wasn’t out of intimidation. It wasn’t to punish me. He wanted to. Is he attracted to me? I could be delusional, but I had to test it.Going to him, standing on my toes—is something I would never do. Not in any situation. I never make the first move, not even when I was dating Lucas. But in that moment, I knew this was my only way out. It was my only chance at testing if this monster of a man bears an attraction to me.It took everything in me to gather the confidence to walk up to him to his sharp, arrogant face. And when I barely brushed his lips for a second, he took charge. That’s when I got scared. That’s why I pulled away. The first time. The second. Even the third. But I can’t forget the way his hand rested on my lower back, the way his fingers pressed into my waist before trailing lower to my bum.I feel like
Salvador Mendoza.How do I tell her I want to kiss those pouty lips? That’s not even the question she asked. She wants my trust. My trust. After she tried to run or take some little college test—whichever story is the truth.I have no reason to give her anything but yet here she is, standing in my space with that beautiful face and my favorite food. Something about that combination has me sitting here, actually having a conversation with her, without threats or reminders of who holds the power. Me.She burns under my gaze when I don’t reply. I see it in the way her fingers twitch, like she needs something to hold onto, some kind of leverage against the weight of my silence.“Um—”“You want my trust.” I push off the table, folding my arms as I break the silence. She nods.“Then come here.”I know she’s afraid—of me, of my tattoos, of everything I’ve done. I’ve seen her eyes trace the ink on my skin too many times. Slowly, she steps forward. One. Two. She stops. I flick my fingers, beck
Catalina Maria.I didn’t wait for him to wake up this morning. The moment I could, I slipped out of his room like a shadow. After last night, there’s no denying it anymore—Salvador is every bit the monster people say he is, and maybe worse. I’ve made myself a silent promise: I won’t defy him again if I can help it.But at least... at least I got to write my test. Small victories, I guess.Still, guilt weighs heavy on me. Diego is the only one who’s treated me like a person in this house. Not a prisoner or a servant. I should’ve told him where I was going. I owe him an apology. I know he must be upset with me, maybe even disappointed.So here I am, scrubbing dishes, folding laundry until my arms are sore, cleaning the vases one by one, letting the hum of work drown out the memory of Salvador’s threat. The image of my family home burning… I can’t shake it. Anything, I’d do anything to not think about it.“There you are…” Rosa startles g me as I tend to flowers. “I’m sure everyone’s bee
Salvador Silver Mendoza.From the color in her eyes, I know exactly what I am—the nightmare she can’t afford to provoke, yet here she is, doing just that.I scan the room and take my time. The grey-bearded man must be her father. The sour-faced woman clinging to him must be his wife. Then there’s Lucas and his pathetic brother, hovering like flies over rotten fruit. Did they gather here to plot an escape? Perhaps with my diamond in tow?No one speaks. No one dares. Not when their throats has clenched shut against better will.“Salvador, I—” Catalina tries, but I turn my gaze on her, and the words wither on her tongue.“Go outside.” I say.“My daughter is not going with you! I’m calling the cops.” Her father steps up like a dog with no teeth.Bruno chuckles behind me, amused at the man’s bravery—or stupidity.“Your daughter is my wife…” I say, as if explaining the obvious to a child. His mind must be rusted over if he can’t remember.As I study him—and the trembling woman by his side—I
Catalina Maria. “Goodness, I have a physical test in twenty minutes!” I turn around to face Diego. “I’m going to miss it. It’s a biochemistry test, and I’m going to fail.”I drop the computer mouse from my hand in despair and before I know it, tears are stinging the corners of my eyes.“No, you’re not. Come on.”I look at Diego in confusion as he rummages through his desk.“What are you—”“I’m taking you to the university. University of Malcolm City, right?”My lips part in shock. “Yes… Are you sure? Your brother—won’t he—”“I don’t know what Salvador will do if he realizes I took you but we don’t have time to wonder. So, come on. Unless you’re ready to miss the test and say goodbye to it forever.”He is already moving toward the door, and for a second, I hesitate. But then, the weight of the test—of everything I’ve worked for sets in so I am pushed into motion.I jump up from my chair and rip off my apron. I chase after him through the Mendoza estate’s massive halls. The farther we
Salvador Silver Mendoza. “Why the hell can’t I find Diego in this whole damn house!?” is the question I raise when Sabrina walks in, carrying a few ledgers—the job I pay her to do. Sabrina is…I’ve never quite known what box to put her in. She isn’t a friend, not quite an employee in the traditional sense, and the fact that we had sex once complicates things further. I was drunk. That’s the only excuse I have. I don’t even remember the details, just waking up to her naked beside me with red hair spread over my pillow like flames. And the first word out of my mouth was fuck. That was three years ago. Sabrina’s been working for me for six. Her father was my father’s accountant, so we’ve known each other since we were teenagers. My old man had strict rules—no personal relationships with anyone working for us. Not that it mattered for I was never interested. But Sabrina? She had a crush on me and it was obvious to everyone. I’ve never gone for women below my age. I’ve always preferred
Catalina Maria."I didn’t mean to break it—""It’s like you don’t mean to do anything, yet you somehow do everything!" he yells.His voice is serpent, but I barely hear it over the sting in my finger. It’s only then that I realize that he's still holding my hand.I try to pull away, but before I can, he tugs me out of the hallway. Salvador’s legs are much longer than mine as I am forced to follow. We reach the kitchen in seconds. He doesn’t say anything, just turns on the tap and pushes my hand under the cool stream of water.I squirm when the water stings my finger. I end up leaning back—straight into him. His body is a wall of heat behind me and with his big arm, he reaches forward and turns off the tap.I retrieve my hand from his calloused ones and cradle it against my chest. When he moves away, I can finally exhale. My heart is still racing from the suddenness of it all. I have broken another thing in his home and I am sure that costs a fortune too.“Bring your finger.” he orders
Salvador Silver Mendoza. She left me to suffer.Why wouldn’t she? No young woman in her right mind would have stayed, especially after coming face to face with the stroke of my rigidity. Now, in the dim morning light, she sleeps—curled up on the couch in my pristine space, completely oblivious to the way I stand over her. She doesn’t know that I see the slow rise and fall of her breath, the way her body curls inward, as if she’s subconsciously protecting herself even in sleep.Last night was a torment. I was soaked in veins. Yet, because I am a man of discipline. I did not seek release on my own. I never have. A man should find it in a woman, not in his own hands. It may seem ironic, given the violence I am capable of, but there are lines I refuse to cross, boundaries I will never break. This is one of them. My body is sheen with water for I just left the bathroom. A towel is in my hand and as if she senses that someone is looking over her, Catali parts her eyes open. The first thin
Catalina Maria. I swallow for my throat has become dry. Words fail me as I stare at the obvious bulge in his pants. It is a large pointed bulge that strains against the fabric of his pants. I must be seeing things. It is obviously heavy and pronounced in a way that makes my pulse stutter and my body lock up. A stroke of need so visible it’s almost unbearable to look at before he hastily drops his shirt over it.Is that why he turned away from me?When he pulled me against him earlier, I felt something pressing into my stomach, but I had assumed it was his belt. Yet now, with my own eyes, there’s no mistaking it.“Just leave!” he rasps.I glance at the door, torn between obeying and staying. I should go. I should pretend I saw nothing, walk out of this room, and let him deal with… whatever this is.But he’s suffering.As a student studying clinical pharmacy, my mind immediately jumps to conclusions. Either he took something—like an aphrodisiac—or I don’t know. Either he took an aphrod