Salvador Silver Mendoza.
I fill my glass with whiskey as my brothers file in, one by one, like they’re lining up for confession. Anytime they walk in like this, it is two things—they want something and second, they want something.
Diego drops into a chair. Nathan stands. Patrick is missing, but not for long. A few seconds go and he walks in, pulling off his cap like he’s about to deliver a eulogy.
“You’re married!?”
Ah. So he finally heard.
“Again, you’re married?!” He throws his arms out.
“And have you seen her? She’s beautiful too…” Diego chimes in.
I roll my eyes and swirl the whiskey in my glass.
“Salvador, you don’t do rational things…” Nathan starts. “You set out to beat that fucking bastard, and you came back with his bride. Now Mom’s turned her into a damn housekeeper—”
“She broke an expensive vase. You know how Mother gets about those flimsy things.” I reach for a cigarette, then a lighter—where the hell is my fucking lighter?
Nathan tosses one to me. I catch it midair, flick it open, and take a long drag.
“Salvador, our business partners and relatives can’t hear that we beat a man half to death and stole his bride. It makes us look like we can’t control our impulses. Our credibility takes a hit, and that’s bad for business. We have guests arriving in minutes. Powerful men. Aristocrats. And every single one of them has heard the rumors. Do you think it’s wise for them to show up and find your so-called wife scrubbing floors in a maid’s uniform?” Nathan starts.
He is always looking ahead. It’s what makes him our eldest. He does the thinking when I act on reckless abandon. Diego is the one who never takes things seriously, and Patrick—well, he looks like someone just slapped him across the face with the truth.
Diego looks at me before speaking. “He’s right. These aren’t nobodies, Salvador. These are people investing in the mining company, the ones holding shares in our businesses. They’re going to ask questions, and we can’t afford to fumble. We need to get ahead of the rumors, spin a story, and we need to do it fast.”
“The wives of the aristocrats are coming and we our relatives are bloodhounds. They’ll corner every housekeeper in this place, and if they catch so much as a whisper of a lie, they’ll dig until they find the truth.” Patrick adds.
I groan and blow smoke from my nose. As if I don’t have enough shit to deal with.
Then, my study door opens, and in waltzes—our little sister, Maddy who twirls like she just stepped out of a fucking fairy-tale.
“I just met your new bride.” she sings and twirls her blonde curls in her finger.
I arch a brow at her.
“You met her!? Well? Is she as beautiful as Diego claims?” Patrick asks.
“Yes, I’ll give her that. She looks like a pitiful dove, calling her parents, telling them she was fine and that they shouldn’t worry.” Maddy pouts. “I actually felt bad for the poor thing for falling into your hands, big brother. But you know what?” Her lips curl into something more amused than concerned. “I don’t think she’s scared of you.”
I flick ash from my cigarette. “Oh?”
“I saw her speaking to—what’s his name? Your new dog.”
I already know who she means before she even finishes. “Lucas.” I growl—that bastard’s name is venom in my mouth.
Patrick makes a strangled noise. “You saw her meeting with him!?”
“Yes. She was all, ‘Love, I have missed you—" Maddy presses a hand to her chest, batting her lashes, a supposed impression of Catalina.
I don’t hear the rest.
I move past Maddy out of the room. Nathan follows because he knows I am reckless to a fault. When I give an order, it is to be followed, and when someone steps away from my will, I repay them with my temper.
“Salvador!” He calls behind me.
I get into the elevator and it closes before he can follow.
When it opens, I see Catalina walking past and balancing a basket of laundry as part of her new duties. She doesn’t see me coming—not until I slap the basket from her hands. She is startled and thus, steps back instinctively. Better yet, I grab her before she can go anywhere.
“Where is he? You were speaking to that bastard? Look at me and lie to me—tell me you weren’t!” I raise my voice and, in my hands, I feel her small body tremble.
Her lips part as if she is shivering from cold. So, no word comes out. She won’t give me an answer. Which means Maddy was right.
“Did I give you permission to speak to him? Did I give you the right to even look at him!?”
In utter fear of meeting my eyes, she looks elsewhere—anywhere but at me.
“Look at me. I am your husband!” The word comes out of my mouth before I can stop it. Immediately, I judge myself for saying it.
“You are not my husband.” She finds her voice but it is small like a leaf in the wind.
The elevator door opens to bring out my brothers.
I pull her inside it with me and I do not let Nathan speak me out of it.
The ride up is silent. She doesn’t struggle, doesn’t fight—just breathes in shallow air.
When the doors open to my floor, I take her into my space, into my private bedroom, all muted greys and cold walls until we stand by the edge of my king-sized bed.
“What…what are you doing?” Her eyes dart east, west, anywhere but at me—until she finally looks north, meeting my gaze.
“Since you enjoy defying me, I’m making it clear that I am your husband. What I say goes and if you don’t understand that in plain English, I’ll paint the picture for you.”
She yanks at her wrist, but she forgets it’s my strength that is holding her.
Her brave momentum nearly sends her head straight into the wooden pillars of my bed. But I react, grabbing her and guiding her body to the foamed part instead. She stills.
This is the second time today. The second bloody time I find myself above her. The second time where her skin is warm to mine and her chest, rising with unevenness. She lies there in her divine skin, flustered lashes, parted lips and yes, to bind her to my words, my order that shouldn’t be defied.
Fuck me. That is my cheap excuse for I want to kiss her.
And I do.
The moment I take her lips—they are soft as pillows. Her mouth tastes like the juice of the ripest berry, something I could ruin just by existing. My lips quiver at the first touch. I have to open my eyes at the taste of her—damn her—she makes my heart thud, race, stutter, ache, burn. One would think I had never kissed a woman before.
Before the feeling leaves me, I coax her small mouth again and her mouth parts—torn between resistance and surrender. I delve my tongue, deeper and she moans under me as our tongues meet, slide, tangle. Her hands, once so feisty, are frail now, lost somewhere on the collar of my chest. My nose brushes the smoothness of her skin. Unlike me, she has no callouses, no scars. She is angelic—too soft for the ruin I could bring.
I swallow her good, hot moan. It is the best moan I have ever heard in my entire life. It is so good…I bite her lower lip. When I do that, she opens her eyes.
I rise from above her, still perched on the bed while she lies flat beneath me.
She blinks up at me, breathless and forever dazed. Then, in her timing of shock, she touches her lips with her thumb.
I scoff. “You moaned, yet you pretend to be surprised?”
I leave the bed.
“Henceforth, you are to stay in this room and behave.”
Once she hears that, she sits up abruptly and serves me the pitiful attempt she calls a slap. I catch her wrist before the little pat lands.
“If you continue to be disobedient. I’ll kiss something else next time.” I deliberately look at the swell on her chest and she lets go, very much quickly.
“Why are you punishing me?” she breathes.
“Because you don’t listen. You are not to speak to my dog, and you are not allowed to talk back to me. All I need from you is a nod and a yes.”
“And if I don’t?” she asks.
“Then I will make sure you stay my wife forever.” I say it, and after kissing her, that doesn’t seem like such a bad idea.
I start walking out of the room when I add an important thing to note. “The housekeepers will bring you a dress. You are to put it on while our guests are around and mention nothing about being forced to marry me.”
Catalina Maria.As soon as he leaves, I look around the room. From left to right, the bed is as wide as an ocean, enough for at least six people. When Salvador was on me, it felt like the weight of a thousand men, but it was not suffocating. It was scary…until he kissed me. Not until I felt that though he is a man of cold exteriors, his lips were nothing but soft. His tongue was hot and it felt like pillows in my mouth.This isn’t the first time I’ve been kissed. So, why did I go numb? Or should I be asking, why did Salvador kiss me? To teach me a lesson? For someone so rough and wicked, he kissed me like a husband would kiss his wife.And that is the problem.He is not my husband. I am not his wife. He has made it clear that I am his collateral. Therefore, he is not supposed to kiss me like that.I touch my lips because I can still feel him. How do I explain it? He tastes of rain, of mint, of siege, all at once. Even now, my lips are still trembling. And worse, when he threatened to
Salvador Silver Mendoza.I’m on my second tequila, and the night hasn’t even bled open yet.Tonight was supposed to be about work. I had plans. Things to handle. But with the wreckage life insists on throwing at me, I’ve got no choice but to sit through my mother’s tea party, put on a show, and silence the vultures.My shirt is the color of midnight—black enough to swallow the light, dark enough to keep my sins hidden. Mother walks beside me into one of our infamous receiving room and complaint rolls off her tongue.“The guests are already asking about Catalina—left and right, it’s like they think she’s some celebrity or something.”The receiving room is filled with Diego’s usual company—men with too much liquor in their veins and too little sense in their heads. They are men I tolerate at best. Diego, sprawled in an armchair with a girl on his lap, hand wandering up her thigh, notices our mother and immediately shoves her off. Too late. Mama Doza’s eyes have already seen it.“Is this
Catalina Maria. I swallow for my throat has become dry. Words fail me as I stare at the obvious bulge in his pants. It is a large pointed bulge that strains against the fabric of his pants. I must be seeing things. It is obviously heavy and pronounced in a way that makes my pulse stutter and my body lock up. A stroke of need so visible it’s almost unbearable to look at before he hastily drops his shirt over it.Is that why he turned away from me?When he pulled me against him earlier, I felt something pressing into my stomach, but I had assumed it was his belt. Yet now, with my own eyes, there’s no mistaking it.“Just leave!” he rasps.I glance at the door, torn between obeying and staying. I should go. I should pretend I saw nothing, walk out of this room, and let him deal with… whatever this is.But he’s suffering.As a student studying clinical pharmacy, my mind immediately jumps to conclusions. Either he took something—like an aphrodisiac—or I don’t know. Either he took an aphrod
Salvador Silver Mendoza. She left me to suffer.Why wouldn’t she? No young woman in her right mind would have stayed, especially after coming face to face with the stroke of my rigidity. Now, in the dim morning light, she sleeps—curled up on the couch in my pristine space, completely oblivious to the way I stand over her. She doesn’t know that I see the slow rise and fall of her breath, the way her body curls inward, as if she’s subconsciously protecting herself even in sleep.Last night was a torment. I was soaked in veins. Yet, because I am a man of discipline. I did not seek release on my own. I never have. A man should find it in a woman, not in his own hands. It may seem ironic, given the violence I am capable of, but there are lines I refuse to cross, boundaries I will never break. This is one of them. My body is sheen with water for I just left the bathroom. A towel is in my hand and as if she senses that someone is looking over her, Catali parts her eyes open. The first thin
Catalina Maria."I didn’t mean to break it—""It’s like you don’t mean to do anything, yet you somehow do everything!" he yells.His voice is serpent, but I barely hear it over the sting in my finger. It’s only then that I realize that he's still holding my hand.I try to pull away, but before I can, he tugs me out of the hallway. Salvador’s legs are much longer than mine as I am forced to follow. We reach the kitchen in seconds. He doesn’t say anything, just turns on the tap and pushes my hand under the cool stream of water.I squirm when the water stings my finger. I end up leaning back—straight into him. His body is a wall of heat behind me and with his big arm, he reaches forward and turns off the tap.I retrieve my hand from his calloused ones and cradle it against my chest. When he moves away, I can finally exhale. My heart is still racing from the suddenness of it all. I have broken another thing in his home and I am sure that costs a fortune too.“Bring your finger.” he orders
Salvador Silver Mendoza. “Why the hell can’t I find Diego in this whole damn house!?” is the question I raise when Sabrina walks in, carrying a few ledgers—the job I pay her to do. Sabrina is…I’ve never quite known what box to put her in. She isn’t a friend, not quite an employee in the traditional sense, and the fact that we had sex once complicates things further. I was drunk. That’s the only excuse I have. I don’t even remember the details, just waking up to her naked beside me with red hair spread over my pillow like flames. And the first word out of my mouth was fuck. That was three years ago. Sabrina’s been working for me for six. Her father was my father’s accountant, so we’ve known each other since we were teenagers. My old man had strict rules—no personal relationships with anyone working for us. Not that it mattered for I was never interested. But Sabrina? She had a crush on me and it was obvious to everyone. I’ve never gone for women below my age. I’ve always preferred
Catalina Maria. “Goodness, I have a physical test in twenty minutes!” I turn around to face Diego. “I’m going to miss it. It’s a biochemistry test, and I’m going to fail.”I drop the computer mouse from my hand in despair and before I know it, tears are stinging the corners of my eyes.“No, you’re not. Come on.”I look at Diego in confusion as he rummages through his desk.“What are you—”“I’m taking you to the university. University of Malcolm City, right?”My lips part in shock. “Yes… Are you sure? Your brother—won’t he—”“I don’t know what Salvador will do if he realizes I took you but we don’t have time to wonder. So, come on. Unless you’re ready to miss the test and say goodbye to it forever.”He is already moving toward the door, and for a second, I hesitate. But then, the weight of the test—of everything I’ve worked for sets in so I am pushed into motion.I jump up from my chair and rip off my apron. I chase after him through the Mendoza estate’s massive halls. The farther we
Salvador Silver Mendoza.From the color in her eyes, I know exactly what I am—the nightmare she can’t afford to provoke, yet here she is, doing just that.I scan the room and take my time. The grey-bearded man must be her father. The sour-faced woman clinging to him must be his wife. Then there’s Lucas and his pathetic brother, hovering like flies over rotten fruit. Did they gather here to plot an escape? Perhaps with my diamond in tow?No one speaks. No one dares. Not when their throats has clenched shut against better will.“Salvador, I—” Catalina tries, but I turn my gaze on her, and the words wither on her tongue.“Go outside.” I say.“My daughter is not going with you! I’m calling the cops.” Her father steps up like a dog with no teeth.Bruno chuckles behind me, amused at the man’s bravery—or stupidity.“Your daughter is my wife…” I say, as if explaining the obvious to a child. His mind must be rusted over if he can’t remember.As I study him—and the trembling woman by his side—I
Catalina Maria.I still can’t believe it.When Salvador mentioned liking the kiss, I almost thought I misheard him. That means the first time he kissed me on this bed, it wasn’t out of intimidation. It wasn’t to punish me. He wanted to. Is he attracted to me? I could be delusional, but I had to test it.Going to him, standing on my toes—is something I would never do. Not in any situation. I never make the first move, not even when I was dating Lucas. But in that moment, I knew this was my only way out. It was my only chance at testing if this monster of a man bears an attraction to me.It took everything in me to gather the confidence to walk up to him to his sharp, arrogant face. And when I barely brushed his lips for a second, he took charge. That’s when I got scared. That’s why I pulled away. The first time. The second. Even the third. But I can’t forget the way his hand rested on my lower back, the way his fingers pressed into my waist before trailing lower to my bum.I feel like
Salvador Mendoza.How do I tell her I want to kiss those pouty lips? That’s not even the question she asked. She wants my trust. My trust. After she tried to run or take some little college test—whichever story is the truth.I have no reason to give her anything but yet here she is, standing in my space with that beautiful face and my favorite food. Something about that combination has me sitting here, actually having a conversation with her, without threats or reminders of who holds the power. Me.She burns under my gaze when I don’t reply. I see it in the way her fingers twitch, like she needs something to hold onto, some kind of leverage against the weight of my silence.“Um—”“You want my trust.” I push off the table, folding my arms as I break the silence. She nods.“Then come here.”I know she’s afraid—of me, of my tattoos, of everything I’ve done. I’ve seen her eyes trace the ink on my skin too many times. Slowly, she steps forward. One. Two. She stops. I flick my fingers, beck
Catalina Maria.I didn’t wait for him to wake up this morning. The moment I could, I slipped out of his room like a shadow. After last night, there’s no denying it anymore—Salvador is every bit the monster people say he is, and maybe worse. I’ve made myself a silent promise: I won’t defy him again if I can help it.But at least... at least I got to write my test. Small victories, I guess.Still, guilt weighs heavy on me. Diego is the only one who’s treated me like a person in this house. Not a prisoner or a servant. I should’ve told him where I was going. I owe him an apology. I know he must be upset with me, maybe even disappointed.So here I am, scrubbing dishes, folding laundry until my arms are sore, cleaning the vases one by one, letting the hum of work drown out the memory of Salvador’s threat. The image of my family home burning… I can’t shake it. Anything, I’d do anything to not think about it.“There you are…” Rosa startles g me as I tend to flowers. “I’m sure everyone’s bee
Salvador Silver Mendoza.From the color in her eyes, I know exactly what I am—the nightmare she can’t afford to provoke, yet here she is, doing just that.I scan the room and take my time. The grey-bearded man must be her father. The sour-faced woman clinging to him must be his wife. Then there’s Lucas and his pathetic brother, hovering like flies over rotten fruit. Did they gather here to plot an escape? Perhaps with my diamond in tow?No one speaks. No one dares. Not when their throats has clenched shut against better will.“Salvador, I—” Catalina tries, but I turn my gaze on her, and the words wither on her tongue.“Go outside.” I say.“My daughter is not going with you! I’m calling the cops.” Her father steps up like a dog with no teeth.Bruno chuckles behind me, amused at the man’s bravery—or stupidity.“Your daughter is my wife…” I say, as if explaining the obvious to a child. His mind must be rusted over if he can’t remember.As I study him—and the trembling woman by his side—I
Catalina Maria. “Goodness, I have a physical test in twenty minutes!” I turn around to face Diego. “I’m going to miss it. It’s a biochemistry test, and I’m going to fail.”I drop the computer mouse from my hand in despair and before I know it, tears are stinging the corners of my eyes.“No, you’re not. Come on.”I look at Diego in confusion as he rummages through his desk.“What are you—”“I’m taking you to the university. University of Malcolm City, right?”My lips part in shock. “Yes… Are you sure? Your brother—won’t he—”“I don’t know what Salvador will do if he realizes I took you but we don’t have time to wonder. So, come on. Unless you’re ready to miss the test and say goodbye to it forever.”He is already moving toward the door, and for a second, I hesitate. But then, the weight of the test—of everything I’ve worked for sets in so I am pushed into motion.I jump up from my chair and rip off my apron. I chase after him through the Mendoza estate’s massive halls. The farther we
Salvador Silver Mendoza. “Why the hell can’t I find Diego in this whole damn house!?” is the question I raise when Sabrina walks in, carrying a few ledgers—the job I pay her to do. Sabrina is…I’ve never quite known what box to put her in. She isn’t a friend, not quite an employee in the traditional sense, and the fact that we had sex once complicates things further. I was drunk. That’s the only excuse I have. I don’t even remember the details, just waking up to her naked beside me with red hair spread over my pillow like flames. And the first word out of my mouth was fuck. That was three years ago. Sabrina’s been working for me for six. Her father was my father’s accountant, so we’ve known each other since we were teenagers. My old man had strict rules—no personal relationships with anyone working for us. Not that it mattered for I was never interested. But Sabrina? She had a crush on me and it was obvious to everyone. I’ve never gone for women below my age. I’ve always preferred
Catalina Maria."I didn’t mean to break it—""It’s like you don’t mean to do anything, yet you somehow do everything!" he yells.His voice is serpent, but I barely hear it over the sting in my finger. It’s only then that I realize that he's still holding my hand.I try to pull away, but before I can, he tugs me out of the hallway. Salvador’s legs are much longer than mine as I am forced to follow. We reach the kitchen in seconds. He doesn’t say anything, just turns on the tap and pushes my hand under the cool stream of water.I squirm when the water stings my finger. I end up leaning back—straight into him. His body is a wall of heat behind me and with his big arm, he reaches forward and turns off the tap.I retrieve my hand from his calloused ones and cradle it against my chest. When he moves away, I can finally exhale. My heart is still racing from the suddenness of it all. I have broken another thing in his home and I am sure that costs a fortune too.“Bring your finger.” he orders
Salvador Silver Mendoza. She left me to suffer.Why wouldn’t she? No young woman in her right mind would have stayed, especially after coming face to face with the stroke of my rigidity. Now, in the dim morning light, she sleeps—curled up on the couch in my pristine space, completely oblivious to the way I stand over her. She doesn’t know that I see the slow rise and fall of her breath, the way her body curls inward, as if she’s subconsciously protecting herself even in sleep.Last night was a torment. I was soaked in veins. Yet, because I am a man of discipline. I did not seek release on my own. I never have. A man should find it in a woman, not in his own hands. It may seem ironic, given the violence I am capable of, but there are lines I refuse to cross, boundaries I will never break. This is one of them. My body is sheen with water for I just left the bathroom. A towel is in my hand and as if she senses that someone is looking over her, Catali parts her eyes open. The first thin
Catalina Maria. I swallow for my throat has become dry. Words fail me as I stare at the obvious bulge in his pants. It is a large pointed bulge that strains against the fabric of his pants. I must be seeing things. It is obviously heavy and pronounced in a way that makes my pulse stutter and my body lock up. A stroke of need so visible it’s almost unbearable to look at before he hastily drops his shirt over it.Is that why he turned away from me?When he pulled me against him earlier, I felt something pressing into my stomach, but I had assumed it was his belt. Yet now, with my own eyes, there’s no mistaking it.“Just leave!” he rasps.I glance at the door, torn between obeying and staying. I should go. I should pretend I saw nothing, walk out of this room, and let him deal with… whatever this is.But he’s suffering.As a student studying clinical pharmacy, my mind immediately jumps to conclusions. Either he took something—like an aphrodisiac—or I don’t know. Either he took an aphrod