Eira
"Really? What's the good news?" I asked, failing to hide my surprise.I wasn't expecting anything good after everything I had been through and hearing this from them just lifted up my mood to a whole new level. I wanted to be a part of whatever was going on and I needed to know what they had in mind."Just guess?" Giana said, slumping on the couch.I had noticed that she was the first person to always slump on the couch as soon as they walked in which just told me that she easily got tired."Oh snap! I don't think I told you girls, but I'm very bad at guessing. I'm not really good at it.""Okay, there's going to be a very big party at the bar where we work," Diana said, excitedly.She pulled her shoes, walking towards the bar to grab a drink which was what she always did after a long day at work."Anyone care for a drink?" she asked, walking back with a bottle."I'll pass," I murmured.The idea of a party freaked me out. I wasn't the party type. In fact I completely hated it and I had a feeling that these girls would drag me even if I put up a fight."It's going to be a blast, that I can assure you," Gianna said.Diana poured a healthy portion of the drink in glass cups for herself and Giana as I stared on, completely lost for words. I didn't know how to tell them that I hated the very idea of parties without sounding very awkward and pathetic."Why do I have a feeling that you aren't exactly thrilled by the idea?" Diana asked.I sighed, placing my head on the couch in total tiredness. These girls had done so much for me and this was how I was going to repay them. I hated the feeling but one thing I couldn't do was to pretend like I was happy with something I totally detested.On second thought, I wondered why they were telling me all these. We didn't have so much familiarity to the extent of them telling me there was going to be a party and I was momentarily confused."Can I just stay back at home instead?" I asked even though I knew what the answer was going to be."No, you can't do that," Gianna said.I sighed yet again, wishing that I could escape this somehow but I knew it wasn't possible. The girls would drag me without mercy and I knew I just had to be prepared for what was to come."But wait… do you hate our bar or you just hate the general idea of parties?" Diana asked, sipping her drink slowly.Gianna busied herself with tapping her phone but I knew she was listening to every word exchange between me and Diana."I just hate it… I feel like I really don't know what to do there and let's not talk about the many sweaty bodies and stale breaths you have to deal with. It's a bore, to be honest,'' I explained.Gianna burst out laughing and I knew what I said was the most hilarious thing she had ever heard. I couldn't lie about my emotions as that was the main idea I had about parties."Then probably the parties you attended were dreadful. Ours isn't going to be like that, you'll see," Gianna said, placing her phone on the couch.I so much wanted to believe them but I couldn't. Even the very idea of going to something as tasking as that was already giving me a headache. I just wish there was a place I could probably hide and stay there till all of this was over. It was really draining, to say the least."Are you guys sure?"I couldn't even believe that I was considering this option but on a second thought, I realized that these girls had actually helped me. They took me in, accommodated me when I was at my lowest point and the least I could do was to honor their invitation. It was insensitive to know that they thought of me while making plans for the party and still refuse to go just like that. That wasn't the proper thing to do and I knew that I needed to think of a plan and fast."So will you follow us, babe?" Diana asked.I wanted to say no. In fact it was at the edge of my tongue but realizing what they had done for me far outweighed my decisions and I knew it wouldn't be fair on my part for me to just refuse that way."I'll go but please, you guys shouldn't leave me alone in the venue. I'm terrified of people.""Oh… here goes Declan the second," Gianna said and laughed lightly."What's the deal with that guy anyway?" she added."Well, that's a story for another day. I really don't want to bother you with all of that," Diana said.I couldn't help but notice that she said all of that with a sad undertone and I knew that there was more to all of this than met the eyes. I decided to leave the issue at that and focus on what was most important: surviving the party.***"Guys, I don't think I can wear this," I sighed.What I was wearing was a sorry excuse for a dress. It was shorter than the shortest dress to ever exist and I couldn't believe that I was giving this a thought. Since I had arrived here with no clothes, Diana and Gianna were responsible for that and what they had given me to wear was nothing short of a nightmare. I didn't see how I was going to wear this but I realized that if I wanted to make them happy, I just had to do it."Why, you look very hot in it and best believe that you'll be the hottest girl at the event." Diana laughed.What she was even wearing was so much worse than mine but she carried herself with a grace I didn't know she had in her. It was beautiful and she looked really lovely in it but I feared that one terrible mistake could have the dress ripping apart in seconds."Are you even comfortable in that?" I asked."As comfortable as I'll ever be," Diana replied, smiling.For the party, Gianna opted for skin tight black leather pants that hugged all her curves, and a black corset-like top. She was the curviest and the way she also carried herself just screamed pure confidence.These were women who had had their fair share of challenges in life but here they were, standing tall and smiling and about to go for a party. It was really commendable to say the least but I had a feeling that if they even knew half of what I had faced, they would run screaming for the hills."What's on your mind, girl?" Gianna asked, snapping her fingers at me.I came back to reality, giving out a heavy sigh. Zoning out had become the order of the day for me and I hated it because it made me lose touch with reality. The problems I had faced in the past were telling on me and I hated how it affected my relationship with my new found friends."Maybe I do need this party after all," I murmured.I looked at myself in the giant mirror again and I saw myself in a new light. It was time for me to forget everything that had happened to me in the past and embrace my new life, the new light I was now living in."Let's do this!" I grinned.I didn't care about whatever happened after this. This was my new identity, my new power and it was time for me to embrace it fully. My name was now Ariana and I had to live up to it.***The loud music coming from the bar had me in my feelings as soon as I stepped into the premises. It was the most engaging thing I had ever witnessed and I was happy that the girls had dragged me to the event. I didn't care about my dress anymore. All I cared about was that I was here to have fun and that was exactly what I was going to do."I told you it would be fun!" Diana exclaimed.We walked in and it was a smooth affair. Being staff of the bar, they had direct access to the building and the huge bouncer at the door didn't even look at me twice before giving us access.The first thing I witnessed as soon as I walked into the bar was how large it was. It was four times bigger than the girls' apartment. It was dark as most bars usually had a disco ball casting party lights at all corners of the room. The music within the room was even louder than the one we heard outside."This is so much fun," I said and laughed as I moved my waist to the rhythm of the music.Before I knew it, Diana and Gianna slipped into the crowd, leaving me all alone but at that point, I wasn't bothered anymore because I had finally found the inner badass I possessed. I twisted my body to different angles, dancing according to the beat of the music blasting from the loud speakers."Wow!" I screamed, clapping my hands in pure ecstasy.It was then I saw him, the man who would later change the course of my life. Even in the dimness of the bar, his eyes shone with an intensity I didn't know one could possess. It just felt like there was a secret only the both of us were privy to and we were all alone among the hundreds of sweaty bodies dancing to the beat of the music.Sebastian Redwood was a household name. He was the leader of the most dreaded pack in the entire werewolf kingdom and what was worse was that his pack and mine were constantly at war, seeking dominance over issues that could have easily been settled diplomatically. He was staring at me, searching for something in my eyes and in that moment, my body was on fire for him. It just felt like he was drawing me to him, closer and closer."Girl, you look like you've seen a ghost. Are you alright?"Diana's voice snapped me back to reality and I found myself searching for the direction the voice came from. I found her behind me, staring at me like I had completely lost it but still, my eyes sought out Sebastian whose eyes I could feel on me.Diana seemed to catch what was going on and soon, there was a wide smile on her face. She knew what was happening."Oh… I see you've met him. That is Sebastian, New York's most eligible bachelor. Have fun, babe and trust me, he wouldn't allow let out of his sight." She laughed, slinking back into the crowd.New York's most eligible bachelor? Really? Is that what humans referred to him as? The man she had just described was a blood-thirsty Alpha King, but she had just described him like he was a college kid."I believe we need to talk," a deep voice said from behind me.I almost jumped in fright, refusing to turn around even though I already knew who it was. He had found me and just as Diana had said, I wasn't getting out of this.EiraSlowly, I turned around and the first thing I noticed was his chest. It was wide and solid, a testament to the fact that he was a regular person at whatever gym he owned. The man I was currently staring at was a demigod, a lord on his own and it showed in his various exploits both far and wide."He...llo," I stammered.I hated the way my voice sounded, and hated the way I appeared weak even when I had no intention of doing that. It just felt like I was pathetic which was very far from what I actually was. Sebastian had that effect on me and I hated knowing that he knew what kind of effect he had on me."Hi, little one,"I stared at his chest before finding the courage to look up at his sinfully handsome face that was even more handsome than the last time I saw him. Even though I tried to resist, there was this pull he had on me that I couldn't quite understand. I hated knowing that he affected me this much when he shouldn't have. It wasn't fair on my part at all."It's really fun
Eira Diana and I were a bit scared to open the door because we didn't know what to expect at the other end of the door. One minute we were talking about Gianna's disappearance and the next minute, there was an ominous knock on the door."Do you think we should open it?" I asked.Diana raised a hand, telling me to wait for a while because she didn't quite trust whoever was at the other end of the door and I didn't want to take any chances especially in their safety."Hold on for a second," Diana whispered.She tiptoed towards the door, looking through the peephole but because it was too dark, she couldn't make out who was on the other end of the door. Then she signaled for me to come closer to see for myself if there was a way to know who was behind the door."Do you see anything?" Diana asked.Try as I did, I couldn't figure out anything because of the pitch darkness that surrounded the area."I can't see anything," I whispered.I walked back even as the knocking intensified. It was
EiraIt was very clear to me that I didn't know who I was dealing with since everything I could see was the person's shoes and the smell of his perfume that filtered through my nose. It wasn't the cheap type, far from it but the exotic one that just seemed to take you to another plane and dimension. I knew I couldn't be too attached to whoever this person was because that wasn't what I came here for. I came to help Gianna and that was exactly what I was going to do.As I stood there, staring at shoes, I couldn't help but feel that the scent of this perfume was very familiar but I still couldn't place my finger on who it belonged to. It was just at the back of my palm but still, it was very hard to place who it was from. It was very familiar, like I had sensed something like that before. It wasn't funny because I couldn't remember and I had always been good at stuff like this. I decided to ignore it because that wasn't why I was here."Hey, let me show you what to do," Diana said, walk
Eira"This scent, it's very familiar," I murmured.Try as I may, I couldn't quite get the scent away from my head. It was very disturbing, calling my name like it wanted to tell me something. There was just something about it that screamed to me, telling me to come have a look and see what it really was. Could it be Sebastian? I questioned myself.Now that he had shown himself in this new life I was living, I couldn't put it past him not to try anything funny just to get my attention. He had done something like that before in my pack and I wouldn't be surprised if he tried the same thing here in this new world.He's as cunning and sly as anything and he has proven to be more harmful than good to me, I thought, sighing.I hated that I was having these thoughts about him when I should have driven him away from my mind. He was invading my privacy by being in my head and I hated it because it was strengthened by the familiar scent that was wafting into my room."Get out of my head, Sebas
Eira"So you're in then?" Diana grinned.I only said I was in because I wanted to see them happy and not sad and discouraged and also to avoid getting kicked out. Of course, I knew they couldn't do that but I had come to learn that human beings were unpredictable and your reaction and attitude told them a lot about you. I didn't want the girls to see me as a party pooper and I realized that it was much better that I accepted their invitation.As I thought about what I had just done — agreeing to a party I had no intention of going to — I felt sick to my stomach. It always happened to me especially when I did something I would normally not do and in that moment, I felt like throwing up. It was dreadful to say the least and I hated myself at that moment. The girls had done a lot for me and I didn't want to break the trust they had for me nor the love I had for them.They had taken me in when no one else bothered to, they had fed me, put clothes on my back and the least I could do for th
EiraAs soon as the owner of the restaurant offered me the job, I was dumbfounded for several minutes. I didn't even know what to say because the last thing I expected was for him to offer me a job only after watching me for about three minutes. There were many things that ran through my mind as soon as I heard his decision and even as I walked home now, I was still finding it hard to believe him.Did it mean I was really good? Did it mean that it was my wolf who helped me? All of these questions and more were burning in my mind as I walked home. The effects of the job if I decided to resume on Monday weighed heavily on my mind. For one, I knew that I wouldn't need to stay in the house regularly when I had a job. It was a very nice thing but still, doubt and uncertainty clouded my mind. What were the odds that if I began this job, I wouldn't run into trouble?I had noticed that anytime I began something, trouble seemed to be associated with it and the last thing I wanted was for me to
EiraI knew he was looking at me. I could feel his eyes on me but yet, I refused to stare at him. There were many thoughts within my head, many things I wanted to say and I knew that if my eyes connected to his, I would spill them all out because when it came to him, I had no filter. I knew he was staring directly at me and I knew I had to do everything possible to avoid his gaze even while I tried to have fun.I danced, shaking and moving my body to the fast beat of the music. It was a high tempo music, one that guaranteed to leave me breathless but I didn't care because this was what I needed. This drive was all I needed to keep me going. Sebastian didn't own me and I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing that he affected me so much."You are really on a roll. I never knew you to dance so much like this," Gianna said."Yeah, I guess today is my day to dance. There's so much fun here, and I never knew I could have so much fun." I grinned.The girls were really surprised about
EiraDrunkenly, I could feel Sebastian's hands and his touch all over my body but I couldn't stop it or him because I was enjoying every bit of it. Funny enough, when I thought that his touch would make my skin crawl, it did the opposite. It calmed me down, comforted me and in that moment, within his arms, I felt protected.There was no way I could explain it but being with him left me assured that everything was going to be alright. I leaned into him as he cupped my breasts and the side of my neck. Drunkenly, I laughed, pouring out all of my love into the laugh. I could feel Sebastian's beard tickle the side of my cheek and I giggled still in my drunken haze. In the dimness of the bar, he found my soaking wet panties and as soon as his fingers touched my dripping folds, I froze.That was the most intimate part of me, the part that no one ever knew and I was going to let him because I wanted this, needed his touch on me there."Come on, Eira, you and I know that this is what you want
Eira I don't know how long I've been sedated but the next time I awoke, it was evening and I was back to Sebastian's room. I cringed at the bright lights and winced as I tried to open my eyes. I was unaware of how long I had been unconscious. "Do you think she's alright?" I heard a voice that I wasn't sure I was able to recognize,say. I was now aware that I wasn't the only one in the room. I was finally able to get myself to open my eyes and I almost panicked when I saw Sebastian, his father and his brothers standing over me. Laura stood at the side. I frowned and pressed my hand against my head. Sebastian looked down at me worriedly. "Are you alright?" He said and I nodded slowly because I wasn't sure that I had enough energy to talk yet. "You gave us a fright back there. Now what's this I hear about my grandson missing?" Hunter said calmly. I was surprised that he was speaking to me. I was expecting him to hate me. His brothers didn't hesitate to express how they felt about me
Eira I couldn't say that I was entirely ready to face the day. I wasn't sure I was. Thankfully Sebastian had moved my luggage into my room. Last night I had panicked and I had cried again and Sebastian had to spend the rest of the night assuring and consoling me until I drifted Into sleep once more. Now how was i to get over the anxiety that was clawing up at me. How was I supposed to face Sebastian's family? Especially when he was going to break the news to them that he had a son especially with a member of their rivaling pack. I didn't even think that I was going to see Sebastian's family. I didn't think I would be this nervous. I still felt really tense. I haven't even been able to eat anything all morning. I stared at the reflection in the mirror. The girl staring back at me seemed exhausted and terrified out of her mind. Any moment from now and she was going to spiral and have a panic attack. I felt the need to burst into tears but settled for breathing in and out to calm my r
Eira I didn’t know how long it must have been now. I felt groggy as my eyes flickered open and I met an unfamiliar white ceiling. When I tried to move, my muscles protested slightly, meaning that I must have been unconscious for a very long time. I held my hand over my head. The pounding seemed to have reduced, the thudding in my head could pass for almost non-existent. Something about how groggy I felt gave me an inkling that I had been sedated. I felt drowsy and almost tempted to go back to sleep. I forced myself to keep my eyes open, my eyes traveled along the expanse of the grand bedroom, I looked down at the massive king size bed that I was in. It was half the size of my bed back at the inn. My eyes traveled to the vanity mirror, to the couch and then to the mini bar. I spotted the little door which gave me an idea that it might be a walk in closet. My brows furrowed into a frown as I looked at my surroundings. Where the hell was I ? And why wasn't I out there looking for my s
Eira "You need to get it together, Eira. If you continue like this, you won't be able to make it to Sebastian." Laura chided as she stood at the doorway. It's been four days and I still haven't heard from Liam, from Sebastian. Two days since Laura arrived at the inn. She gathered some information that gave us a clue to where we Sebastian lived. And yet I couldn't even find it in me to take any action. With each day that passed by, I felt absolutely nothing but misery and pain. I bursted into another round of sobs. That's all I've been doing these days. I've been crying and letting my misery get the better of me. I've allowed myself to be shrouded in my self hate and regrets. I deserved every bit of what was happening to me. Maybe this was how Sebastian felt when I said those hurtful Words to him, perhaps karma was paying me back in my own coin and I couldn't do anything about it. "I don't know how to fix it Laura" I said, I whispered brokenly. I still laid in my bed lifeless. "You
Eira It had been days since I told Sebastian to leave. Since I've last seen him. Liam was no longer bubbly and full of sunshine. He was reserved, preferred to be with only his teddy bear and Maybe I imagined but there was a certain look in his eyes that he regarded me with. Maybe he was disappointed. I was disappointed in myself too. Somehow, all I managed to do was just end up making things worse than they already were. Liam didn't even come down for dinner today. There was this empty look in his eyes each time I saw him, it held a sort of similarity to the hollow feeling that I felt in my chest. Sometimes when Liam thought I couldn't hear him, he would cry in his bedroom. I would cry too because I knew all I ever did now was cause the two men that I loved so much, pain. Things were just beginning to get better. Sebastian was willing to make an effort and I ruined it, because that's all I ever do. Ruin things. Tonight is a painful reminder of how empty I'm feeling, I can barely thi
Eira The bed felt so warm and cozy. I stretched, feeling satisfied but at the same time tired. It took me a long minute to be able to register the grip Sebastian's arm had over my waist. We were both bare under the sheets. I wasn't able to move because he held me to himself in a iron clad grip. The thought of him not wanting me out of his sight, brought a very bright smile to my face. The corners of my lips lifted up in a wild smile and I couldn't stop admiring his sleeping face. I traced an idle hand over his face and intently admired him as we slept. We'd barely gotten enough sleep especially after our conversation yesterday night and by the time we had woken up again, we were more interested in one another's bodies than we were in having a conversation until we were tired and drifted into short sleep shortly. "You know it's rude to stare at people when you think they're not sleeping" he murmured sleepily, his voice was still heavy lidded with sleep. "How do you always end up ca
Eira I spent the rest of the day in my bedroom. The house eventually became quiet and I knew that Sebastian had taken his son on a walk like Liam usually requested. So apparently I was left alone with my thoughts and I was left alone with my misery. I spent all day crying and eventually I became exhausted and I fell asleep. By the time I awoke, hours had rolled by. It was evening already. I wondered how long I had been asleep. Maybe Liam would be looking for me all day, who knows. I decided that it was time that I stopped wallowing in my misery and I had a shower. So I did, the hot water was something I was certain I needed. I spent long hours in the shower, lost in thought and eventually I came out of the bathroom and dressed in another set of comfortable clothes. I left my hair, hanging past my shoulders, leaving it to air dry and then I headed down the stairs into the kitchen where Sebastian was preparing dinner. Him and Liam were having a conversation, bickering to each other
Eira I finally succeeded in falling into a restless sleep but by the time I woke up. I didn't feel any better. I only felt worse. The memories of our argument last night rushed through me and I couldn't seem to get it out of my head. Somehow, I ended up feeling even worse than before. I was almost tempted not to get out of bed but I also knew that I couldn't stay in here all day. If I did, Liam was going to come looking for me and he was going to ask me all sorts of questions. He was a child but he observed the most little details and you wouldn't even know. He was very inquisitive. Finally after long moments of deliberation, I finally decided that it would be a good idea to get out of bed. I quickly caught a glance of myself in the reflection in the mirror. I looked like a mess. I winced under my breath. I can't go outside looking like a mess, even though I was very tempted to. I settled for brushing my teeth and packing up my hair into a neater bun and then I headed down the sta
Eira It was a nice walk back to the inn. Sebastian held Liam against his chest. He had exhausted all his energy playing with the squirrels and in the flower Field. Comfortable silence passed between us. Strangely, the air between us was lighter. There was no tension between us as we headed home. We arrived home in between twenty to thirty minutes. Sebastian headed up with Liam upstairs to his room to settle him in bed. Maybe when Liam was hungry later, Sebastian would make him dinner. But for now, we agreed not to wake him. I decided it would be a better idea to head to the kitchen and make dinner.I started to bring out the ingredients from the fridge. Maybe today, I would bake a pie, just because I haven't in a long time and because I was in a good mood. It took me a while before I was ready to register the footsteps behind me and the corners of my lips tilted up into a smile when I felt Sebastian lean into me wrapping his arms against me as I poured flour into a bowl. I relaxed